By the time Georgia finally reached the parking lot of Beldon High, she was drenched and shivering. The familiar gray and red entrance came into view as it arched over double-length sliding doors. The clouds ahead cast a morose tone over the day that echoed her mood.
The parking lot was full but seemed to lack color today. Even the trees around the lot were dull and lifeless, the sky casting everything below it in a pallid tinge. As she neared the entrance, the usual throng of students was down to a small trickle as most kids were already inside. Joining the line, the chattering group in front of Georgia did nothing to ease her mixed emotions. Their inane conversations were so typical, a bunch of tripe with no substance beyond obsessing over how many likes their latest social media post received, or whatever bandwagon cause they were championing today.
They were the reason older people thought of her generation as being nothing but a bunch of whiny weaklings. Georgia sighed inwardly as she kept her head down and tried to drown out the chatter around her. There were times she felt like she truly had nothing in common with people her own age. As she reached the doors, they parted open with a soft whooshing sound.
Most of the bubble tea goop had washed off but her hoodie still had patches of pink stains all over it. Georgia could see some kids pointing and sniggering at her. On another day it might have made her cheeks burn with embarrassment.
Today, she had other things on her mind. It had been quite a morning. Between the rain, the howling wind, Tyler and Joey’s idiocy, and the mysterious boy she encountered that morning, Georgia’s nerves were rattled and she hadn’t attended a single class yet. The small line finally made it through the doors and Georgia welcomed the rush of warmth that hit her once she stepped inside. Her ears began to tingle as blood rushed back to them.
After the last two kids in front of her entered, she swung her backpack over her shoulder, placing it with a light thud inside the plastic container that Mr Weaver held out. The portly security guard looked as sullen as ever, his dark blue uniform failing to hide the paunch that hung out over his waist. His bushy mustache had droplets of rain in it and his shirt clung to him from being wet. Georgia wondered how his balding head never froze in weather like this.
Red faced and leering at her as usual, he said,
“Part of the stragglers again, huh Pearce?”
“I missed the bus,” Georgia mumbled, barely glancing at him.
“What happened, did you ride a stick of bubblegum all the way over here?” he asked, motioning to the pink stains.
“Tyler and Joey,” Georgia replied curtly.
Weaver’s face scrunched up and looked even angrier than he always did. He pretty much loathed all students but Tyler Norton and Joey Swinton were by far his most hated students.
“If you’d got here earlier, I could have straightened those idiots out.”
Georgia rolled her eyes. Weaver’s tough guy act was so sad sometimes. It couldn’t be easy being a security guard at forty five years old. Less so when you had to spend your days surrounded by a bunch of entitled teenagers that all looked down on you. On another day Georgia might have felt pity for him like she sometimes did.
Today her mind was far too agitated to care about him. As he passed her bag through the scanner she saw the green light turn on as she passed the gauntlet and grabbed her bag, entering the school without another glance in Weaver’s direction. The ritual always irked her. She hated living in a world where you had to pass a metal detector just to enter a school.
Once she passed the entrance area, she went straight and turned right down the first hallway. The relative silence at the entrance was instantly broken. The lights were on, which made it brighter than outside. A slew of colors and noise greeted her as she rounded the corner.
The school was like a cliché. Georgia made her way through the usual melee. As she walked, she spotted familiar scenes out of the corner of her eye. Taylor James was kissing Eddie Watts near his locker, the jocks were standing off in a corner with their infernal football jackets on, other people were chatting, some gossiping. All in all, it was a scene that had long since grown into one big blur.
As she reached her own locker, she had to nudge people out of the way to get to it. Just as she opened it, she heard a cackling laugh from across the hall. The annoying voice carried over all the heads when Tyler Norton yelled out,
“Hey dot face, you made it.”
Georgia saw some heads turn in her direction as they followed Tyler’s voice and then the direction he looked in.
“I love that color on you. Pink actually makes you look like a girl now,” Joey Swinton chimed in.
The buzz of voices grew into an infuriating din. Georgia refused to look up again and kept her head focused on the inside 0f her locker, feeling her cheeks burn with shame now. Her tiny hands balled into fists at her side as she shoved her backpack in.
Just six more months. Just six more months. Just six more months.
Georgia’s mood was at an all time low. The combined pressure of the morning’s events, plus being soaked and miserable pushed down on her. The noise around her wasn’t helping. Just when it seemed like it might all be too much, Georgia heard a thump next to her. Moving her locker door, she saw Benny Núñez leaning on the locker next to hers. His mouth was curled into a wide smile, perfect white teeth gleaming at her. Benny had skin the color of copper and hair as dark as the night.
He had a pleasant enough face but looked a little goofy when he smiled from behind his oversized teeth. Being short and skinny, he was one of the only guys at the school that didn’t dwarf Georgia all that much; one of the chief reasons she liked hanging out with him.
“So dot face, what happened?”
“Don’t call me that!” snapped Georgia.
“Relax, I’m your only friend here, remember? No need to be all snappy. I’m not the one that gave you a pink tattoo. Oh, look, this patch looks like a polar bear. That’s awesome. Maybe you can turn it into a brand, you know like the one with the crocodile. I heard—” Georgia slammed her locker door with a thud. Benny stopped with a small jolt.
“I’m sorry Ben, I’m just not in the mood right now.”
When Benny Núñez got going, Georgia knew all too well that he was like an endless train that changed tracks every two seconds. Usually she enjoyed the way he was the only person that could divert her attention away from the pangs of student life at Beldon High. Today, she just needed some quiet, a moment to herself to just breathe and process her thoughts.
“Geez, okay. I’m sorry. I was just trying to cheer you up. I could see you didn’t have the greatest morning,” Benny said, his tone striking a serious note now.
Georgia sighed.
“It’s okay Ben. I’m sorry too. Yeah, you’re right I had an awful morning and no, I do not wanna talk about it,” she added rapidly as she saw Benny’s mouth open again. He closed it again. Georgia gave Benny her books to hold for a moment.
“Where’s Lisa?” she asked as she removed her hoodie, and stuffed it into her locker, before scrunching up her hair and pinning it at the back.
“She texted me. She’s got a stomach bug or something, not coming in today.”
Georgia nodded at this piece of information, hoping that her other best friend would be okay. As she adjusted the strappy black top she had on under the hoodie, Georgia noticed Benny steal a glance at her chest. Not there was anything to see. Georgia was as flat chested as the rest of her was skinny, but the bare skin between her neck and breasts still seemed to catch Benny’s attention the moment the hoodie came off. There was no time to care about how she looked.
Is there anything else teenage boys think of?
Thankfully Tyler and his minions had moved on to harassing someone else now. Most of the students were preparing for first period and this gave Georgia and Benny a chance to slink off toward their home room together. Georgia cradled her books while Benny’s bag hung off his right shoulder. For a while they chatted about a test from the day before. Finally, the day was beginning to feel normal again. Reaching the classroom, the pair took their usual seats next to each other and at the back of the class. The classroom was as bland as any other in a public school.
The walls held posters of biology charts, famous sayings, historical figures, a white board, and a teachers table up front. There were oak colored desks and chairs for around thirty students. A few of them were empty today. This seemed to be the norm on rainy days. Georgia looked at the empty seats and shook her head.
Apparently rain makes people melt. As the friends took their seats, the class was still buzzing with chatter. Most students still had on their jackets and parkas even though the heat was turned on. The din suddenly came to a grinding halt as the door opened again and Mrs. Jordan entered. The wiry woman seemed flushed today. Her hawkish eyes darted around the class as she placed her bag on her table and motioned for everyone to settle down. Her auburn hair hung down the sides of her face in shiny clumps today. The rain had clearly gotten it poofy in comparison to the neat, pin-straight rows that usually cascaded down her neck. Georgia was still rummaging around in her bag for a pencil when Mrs Jordan started speaking.
“Settle down. Class, we have a new student joining us from New Port today” she was saying.
Georgia was barely listening. Where the hell is my pencil?
In the background Georgia heard the door open again and a few of the girls began shuffling excitedly around her. Georgia remained oblivious. The immature chattering of her classmates wasn’t something she ever paid attention to, even at the best of times. Mrs Jordan’s voice droned on at the front of the class. The register of a voice may as well have been an inaudible sound for all Georgia noticed or scared right then.
“Aah there you are. It’s nice of you to join us. Let me be the first to welcome you, but also to remind you that in this class, we start promptly at seven thirty, so please try to be on time from tomorrow.”
Georgia still had her head down and was barely listening, the voices fading into the background as she finally found her pencil wedged among some pages that had gotten stuck together.
“So what do we call you?” Mrs Jordan was asking. The voice that answered snapped her out of her inattentiveness like an ice cube being run down her back. It was throaty and almost had a guttural note to it as he grunted out, “Hayden…Hayden Ryder”.
It was unmistakable. Georgia's first instinct was incredulity. The voice might have been unfamiliar on any other day. Today it was instantly recognizable yet that made the sound of it more unbelievable somehow.
It couldn’t be! She looked up and almost let out an audible gasp when she saw the new student for the first time. It was the boy from the street.
Georgia couldn’t have told a soul what went on around her that day. For the first time in her life she played truant at school. She was physically present through every class but her mind couldn’t have been further away. From class to class, wherever Georgia went, she felt the back of her neck burn. Hayden Ryder always managed to get in before her and sit at the back. Every class she entered, she tried to make eye contact with him as she walked to her seat. Each time she wanted to speak or say something to him, she lost the nerve once it came time to actually let out the words. Frustratingly, he always kept his head down and never once looked up to see her. It might have been easier if he did. He could have spoken first and broken the tension Georgia felt. Homeroom was the worst. Hayden had taken the seat directly behind Georgia. Her eyes were fixed on his face as he passed, as were every girls’ in the class. Some of them even giggled unashamedly and openly catcalled him which Mrs.Jo
Georgia was drying her hair. It felt good to finally be clean and warm for the first time that day. The steaming water from the shower felt great. It wasn’t just the heat that was soothing. The cleansing embrace of the water made her feel like she was washing off the anger and frustration from her day too. It had been one of the craziest days of her life at Beldon High, one that left her feeling dejected by its end. Actually it was HIM that left you feeling that way. Try as she might, she could not get Hayden Ryder out of her mind. After toweling off and changing into her favorite warm pajamas, Georgia sat at the edge of her bed as the rain continued to fall outside her window. Replaying the day in her mind, one thing kept jumping out as a highlight. The venom in Hayden’s words when he told her to “stay out of it” felt so unnecessary. She was angry inside as she thought of how contorted his face was when he said it. It was almost like he hated her. The thought that maybe he did j
As Georgia watched the sights of her town flit past the large window, her mind consumed them on autopilot. Grayston could be a dreary place at times and the gray tinge from the dark clouds above made it seem more lifeless today than usual. Her mind was on her dream from the night before. Hayden had featured in it more prominently than she’d ever admit to anyone. No surprise there! Her mind was half annoyed and half confused at its relentless obsession with him. The dream itself added a new layer of mystique to him. It started with her being able to see him. He was beautiful and strong, his skin seeming to glow under a moonlit night, the sinew of his arms and chest a million times more desirable because of it. She kept trying to reach him but he kept pushing her away. Even in his rejections of her, she couldn’t help noticing how strong and forceful his touch was. It excited her somehow. “Let me in,” she kept pleading with him. The more desperate her cries became, the more her consc
Georgia could scarcely believe that a few minutes ago she had been on her way home. Now she was sitting in the passenger seat of Hayden’s car still unable to truly comprehend how she’d gotten there. Her mind was ringing with questions. She didn’t remember actually jumping in. Everything felt like a blur after he’d mentioned his own dream. Now she sat there stunned as he floored his car around the suburban streets of Grayston. Despite all her confusion, Georgia couldn’t help but admire the assured manner in which he handled the powerful car. Even at the high speeds that the car was careening around the twisty bends in the road, Georgia felt safe. Her mind was still racing though. She watched him from the corner of her eye, partly engrossed by his muscular frame which was even more impressive now that she sat right next to him, and partly fearful that he hadn’t said a word since she got in. While she was a nervous wreck, Hayden appeared much calmer, and even a little happier now that s
Georgia reached home on a cloud. The short time she spent with Hayden felt like a virtual lifetime to her. He’d dropped her off at the entrance to her road. Georgia knew her neighbors could be nosy at times and didn’t want to have to explain to her parents why she’d been dropped off by a gorgeous young man driving a black sports car. Hayden had been sweet. He’d walked over to her side and let her out. He promised again that they’d talk more soon and she believed him, looking forward to it like a kid waiting for Christmas. She’d felt an overwhelming urge to hug him goodbye but fought it and let him leave with a sigh to herself as he drove away. She knew deep down this wasn’t normal. People didn’t feel this enamored after only knowing someone for two days. Yet, she did. She thought over the last few years of her life, trying to understand what it all meant. Her two previous forays into dating were enough for her to think she didn’t need to have a boyfriend right now. She’d carried on w
Georgia’s mind was consumed. It was her default setting these days. Ever since Hayden walked into her life, it felt like nothing had ever been the same again. She still shuddered at the sight of the body. It was two days later and she still couldn’t shake the memory of it. She’d seen a dead body before. When she was fourteen her mom and her drove past the scene of an accident. It was gruesome. The driver was slumped over at the wheel, blood congealing down his head and neck, the dashboard pushed back into him, crushing his body. It had stuck with her for a while but eventually, she’d forgotten all about it. This was different. This lingered with her. The local radio station update bringing it all to the fore again. “Authorities are still searching for the perpetrator behind this horrific act. While early indications are that the victim’s wounds are consistent with an animal attack, police haven’t ruled out the possibility of this being a murder. Whatever’s behind the death of Claudin
Nothing about Georgia Pearce’s world made any sense from the moment Hayden Ryder stepped into it. All the mystery, fear, and desire she’d experienced since meeting him had reached a crescendo with his latest bombshell. Georgia stared at him incredulously for a moment, scarcely able to comprehend what he was saying. “What do you mean you know who killed her? Who is it? How do you know?” The questions streamed out of her in a flurry. Her mind felt almost unhinged. This was all so sudden and crazy—just a few days ago her life was ordinary and boring, and now she was having a conversation about a murderer. Hayden looked conflicted. The expression he wore was a pained one that seemed to silently communicate an inner-struggle. He took an eternity to answer and Georgia was about to yell at him again when he finally spoke. “You…wouldn’t believe me even if I told you.” “I don’t know what I believe anymore since meeting you, so try me.”Hayden sighed heavily and buried his head in his han
By the time Hayden haphazardly parked his car, closed the garage, and stumbled out of the driver’s seat, Georgia's mind was flooded with panic. Oh God, what do I do?The thought reverberated in her mind over and over. She jumped out and followed Hayden inside. He was half walking, half stumbling now, and seemed to be in a lot of pain. His face was contorted and she could sense he was in terrible anguish. The strange part about her panic was that it was all for him. She should have been more afraid for herself. The fact that he was transforming surely meant that she was in grave danger now. Yet, she had a silent calmness inside that told her she wasn’t in danger. All her worry was directed at Hayden and the physical and mental torment he was experiencing. He began to stumble again, grunting sounds and deep, panicked breaths emanating from his lips. Georgia moved beside him, put one of his arms over her shoulder and helped him walk. The house was expansive and gorgeous, full of modern
Georgia stood with her head down as she stared at the coffin in front of her while the Priest addressed the mourners. A single tear rolled down her cheek. So many of her childhood memories of Abbi came flitting back to her mind now. She felt guilty about how tainted they used to seem. Between her parents, extended family, and the doctors always telling her that Abbi was crazy, she used to look back on their time together with a level of discomfort. It always felt like her Abbi was lost and nothing she had ever said to her was worth remembering. She knew that Abbi loved and favored her more than her cousins. That part was always obvious. She could still picture the huge smile that would spread on her face whenever Angela took her to visit Abbi as a child. “ven aquí mi niña,” she would say, holding out her arms widely to embrace her. “Come here my little girl,” it meant. The words rang through her mind now and made her tears fall faster. Hayden was beside her and put his arm arou
Once home again, despite all the fear raking through her mind, Georgia fell into a deep sleep that night. She thought of Abbi. Since their visit, she’d been able to sense her even though they were too far away to communicate. All she could sense was her overall energy and mood. Before falling asleep, the last thing she felt was that Abbi was anxious. She could also tell she wasn’t doing well. Her energy was more distant than ever and it felt like a signal that kept growing weaker. Georgia instinctively knew what this meant. She didn’t have much time left. Knowing how close to the end she was and how much she was suffering, Georgia couldn’t understand why she desperately clung on. She could sense that Abbi was refusing to let go for a reason. She just didn’t know what it was. When the morning arrived, Georgia’s mood was morose. She showered and changed, taking a lot more interest in herself during these activities than she normally would. It was an unnerving feeling knowing this could
As Georgia lay in bed that night, the full weight of the last two weeks came crashing down on her. Since meeting Hayden, discovering their connection, and falling in love with him, their world together had dominated everything else. Nothing was normal anymore. So much had happened since meeting him, it felt like months had passed instead of just two weeks. The events of earlier that day played in her mind. Remnants of Hayden’s deep pain and remorse still churned in her brain. She felt it all and now knew why he was such a tortured soul. Seeing Claudine Grimsby’s mutilated body had been so difficult for her to deal with but it was nothing compared to Hayden’s agony when he discovered his parents. They were almost unrecognizable. To have seen that and then had to live with the knowledge that he’d done it was unimaginably difficult. She felt for him. He kept blaming himself. Later he blamed the wolf and separated himself from its actions as a kind of defense mechanism. It was a lot to
The drive home was subdued. There seemed to be a silent understanding between them. The quietness acted like a reminder that their entire future together was now predicated on surviving a fight to the death that neither knew if they were ready for. It got to Georgia after a while and she tried to ease the underlying tension. She searched Hayden’s mind. Despite his promises to Abbi, he still kept most of it tightly closed. She searched for a way to calm his mind. She played around with the music, selecting love songs at first. Since they were facing an uncertain future as lovers, these only made the mood more depressing so she switched to more upbeat tracks. These made her feel better at least so she decided to speak first. “I feel terrible for Abbi. To think, all those years we just treated her like a crazy person.”He agreed and then opened up a little. “It must have been horrible keeping all that inside for so long. It’s a very lonely existence to bear. Before you came along, I ex
It was a crazy thing to be in love after just one week. Despite the strangeness of theirs, Georgia knew it was real—more real than any other love story she’d ever known. It wasn’t just words, they truly meant it. She was left rattled but still happy. The pain and fear of knowing Hayden contemplated leaving her was difficult to deal with. She reminded herself that he wanted to leave but didn’t. Instead, when so many surrounding circumstances made him want to walk away, he still chose her and chose to stay.There was no existence without him. It was a scary feeling. Being so dependent on another person wasn’t healthy but whatever binding force drove them to each other seemed to only have one setting—permanent and irrevocable. She watched him now. He’d shown up on time to fetch her. He also opened the car door for her, held her hand tightly throughout the day, and kissed her without abandon in the hallway that morning. He even smiled more, was clean shaven, and sincerely cheerful. It was
The rest of the weekend passed by in a depressing blur. Georgia spent the remainder of Saturday night desperately trying to connect to Hayden. She sensed the anger and rage in him as he drove away that night. She managed to keep it bay during the fight but knew as he left that it wouldn’t stay that way. Just as she was getting better at tapping into his mind, he was getting better at blocking her from it. He shut her out completely after that and she was forced to spend the entire night wondering if he was safe. Sleep evaded her completely until eventually, she heard the birds chirping and saw lines of sunlight creeping in through cracks in her curtains. That morning was a drag. She got through it on autopilot, a painful migraine shadowing her every move, and making her feel like the walking dead. Her parents were oblivious. Her mom kept going on about how great Hayden was. It irritated her since she was annoyed with him but played along to not arouse her parents’ suspicions that thi
Hayden stared blankly at Georgia for a moment. A huge smile spread on her face. “The answers to all of this have been right in front of me,” she said.“Um….okay. What am I missing here?” he asked.It just hit me now when you mentioned Mexico and Chiapas. I couldn’t figure out where I’d heard that name before. So I’m guessing you didn’t realize that I’m part Mexican?”Hayden looked surprised. He raised his eyebrows, seeming a little confused too. “Part Mexican? Which part? You look pretty white to me?”Georgia chuckled. It was a part of her heritage that no one really knew about aside from her family. “Yeah, unfortunately I only inherited the pasty side of my family’s gene pool. My grandmother on my mother’s side is Mexican though. She was brought to the States by my grandfather. He was a researcher and met her while on an expedition in Southern Mexico in the sixties. The story’s a bit shocking actually.”Hayden was engaged now and fully interested in seeing where this was all going
Georgia’s life had devolved into a circus show. Her parents on one end, worrying for her safety since news of the second victim broke, but oblivious to the fact that she had more knowledge of it all than the police probably did. Her relationship with Hayden was the definition of ‘it’s complicated’. She still had her senior year to contend with at school. Wherever and whatever this other shifter was, he could find and kill Hayden at any time. If she happened to be with him at the time of an attack, her life would be in danger too. In the middle of all this, she still didn’t fully understand her psychic powers, the link to his mind, and what it all really meant. At times she felt like it was guiding her. What if it was simply guiding her to her own doom? What if her connection to Hayden put her parents, or Lisa, or Benny, her teachers, or other students at risk? These kinds of questions peppered her mind endlessly. Her instincts told her they couldn’t avoid the killer forever. Running
Georgia’s heart was still singing odes of joy when she pulled up to her house. Hayden had taken her halfway and Lisa had picked her up outside their favorite coffee spot to drive her home from there. When he hugged her goodbye before escorting her to the other car, Lisa was practically giddy with excitement. The short ride home was punctuated by her boisterous chatter and endless questions. “Oh my God, I knew it! I’m so happy for you. I knew he liked you. This is so awesome. Tell me everything. What’s he really like? Where’s he from? Did you kiss him yet?” Georgia spent most of the trip trying to diplomatically answer as many questions as she could. She didn’t want to completely shut her best friend out, especially since Lisa was inconveniencing herself just so Georgia could spend time with Hayden. She gave answers like, “We just like each other for now. Things are still early. I don’t know where this is all going yet.”This helped her avoid needing to get into too much detail but