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Chapter 33
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2021-06-08 03:48:34AMY'S POV
A mess .
This is what I made of my love life . From the start I knew this won't end well . And now that is fucking happening .
Nothing is going well . I can't believe that I have become so pathetic .
I'm breaking down by myself day by day . For what? Just a man . Who doesn't even care how am I?
I doubt he even remembers me . It is somewhat hard to believe that a person could change so quickly . One day he would say he loves me the other day he is gone to marry someone else .
It's unbelievable, isn't it ?
I'm trying to get in contact with him . But he is just not picking up nor replying . I guess this was it .
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