"I'm Devon by the way." He offered his hand without answering my confused face. "Mia right?"
My brows arched. How come he knew my name? My lips parted and were about to speak when he cut me off.
"Well, sources."
He said still not removing his smile. Unlike Ken, his eyes weren't cold, but it was spooky. It was so cryptic that my body would goosebumps from minute to minute of his stares.
"Someone's bothering you?" His dark voice brought me back to reality. Our eyes met once again as my heartbeat fast. I couldn't figure out what was the anxiousness in my chest all about. I avoided his deep, suffocating gaze.
I shook my head. "Uhm... I need to go. Excuse me." I stood and he smiled wider.
I gasped before walking away from him.
"Have a great day!" He shouted as I continued walking.
That Devon guy was making me uncomfortable like hell.
I shook my head while walking toward the restroom. I walked slowly when I heard footsteps behind my back. I looked behind but there was no one. I made big steps with my heart thumping. I really could feel that someone was walking behind me so I looked back again, still no one but air.
I walked faster until something bumped into my head. It was a crumpled paper, now on the floor. I looked around. Who threw a paper at me? My mind was juggling to pick up the paper so I did.
I was hesitant to open it but I got curious so I did open the paper.
~You shouldn't be here. You don't know what will happen tomorrow and on the other day. Be careful Ms. Allaris.~
My brows crossed with the note mentioning my name. I looked around again, hoping to see who threw this at me. The letter creeps the hell out of my stomach with my chest tightening in anxiousness. People here were weird, seriously.
I started walking again in small steps, still looking for the possible person who gave me a creepy note. My brows crossed when a girl from one of the doors in the hallway ran like something was catching her.
"Hey!" I ran towards her but she kept on running away from me. Her big legs were way faster but I still tried to catch her.
"Hey! Miss, wait!" I continued running until someone held my shoulder. I froze. Claire stood in front of me.
"Mia," she greeted.
I turned my gaze behind Claire; my shoulders dropped when I couldn't see the girl anymore. I puffed a breath.
"Who are you calling?" she asked.
"Nothing. Where have you been?" I asked. She would often show up in front of me like air. It was also weird sometimes.
"Ah to the comfort room. What about you? Where will you go?"
"I was about to go there actually, so... excuse me." I bowed my head before walking past her.
"I'll accompany you, then let's go to our next class together." She giggled as she wrapped her arm around my shoulders.
"All right." I smiled back.
We started walking while my mind was still thinking about the paper someone threw at me. I couldn't stop thinking about the note. Was it a big deal? Maybe I shouldn't make it a big deal. Perhaps it was just a prank since I was a newbie. I sighed and kept the paper in my pocket just in case.
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It had been one week yet the creepy letter from a crumpled paper was still hunting my mind. It shouldn't be such a big deal but I couldn't really stop thinking about it.I went out to the cubicle. Claire was fixing her hair in front of the sink's mirror. I stood beside her and washed my hands.
"You're that quiet, hmm?" she asked.
Our eyes met in the reflection of the mirror. She was continuously combing her hair.
I shrugged. Since I was a child, I was really quiet. There was a war inside my mind that made me not so talkative human. There was a deep feeling beneath me though, that I was living longer than I know. Like I've been on this earth for many years and not just twenty years.
"I'd rather talk to myself than talk to anyone I'm not sure I can trust."
Maybe I had trust issues. I only share my thoughts with my Hana. Other than her, I never wanna open up to them.
My brain was full of thoughts. Sometimes I would think there was really a problem in my brain. My mom even planned on bringing me to a psychologist. I just begged them not to and just send me to a different school instead. I prefer that.
"You can trust me," Claire assured. She looked at me while putting back the comb in her bag.
"I'm not sure." I shrugged.
She also shrugged. "You should learn to trust other people but well, it's still your choice. Let's go." She walked towards the comfort room's exit. I made steps enough to be walking with her.
As we entered our room, my eyes looked straight to where Ken was sitting. It was like he had magnets, automatically hypnotizing me from staring at him.
He was talking to a girl with his usual poker face. He quickly looked at me when I passed by him. I sat on my chair while my eyes were still on his back.
"It's Lucy," Claire whispered beside me.
"She's mysterious and weird and she has a big crush on Ken." She meaningfully smiled.
"I see."
I wasn't surprised. Ken was a drop-dead gorgeous man. Who then wouldn't melt with his olive, cold eyes? I mean everyone would drool with his sexy, firm body. He could be perfect if only he wasn't a cold guy.
My brows crossed as I witnessed longer how he was entertaining Lucy meanwhile he had been avoiding me like I was some kind of a virus.
"Someone is jealous," Claire said teasingly.
I looked at her with a stoic look. "Who?" I asked.
I wasn't jealous. Why would I be? My mind was just playful. That was it.
She glared at me with a smirk. "Nevermind."
The room became quiet when sister Clarity came inside. She was our religion teacher and her subject actually bore me. I felt sorry for feeling that way though.
I managed to listen to the whole class. Sister Clarity was sharing a story about an angel's everlasting love. "When he saw the girl dancing, 'What was my life for when the girl I love will repeatedly die?' he asked himself."
"But I thought they were angels. Why the hell would they die?" Ellaine asked, confused.
"They were just an angel. Lucifer will always be Lucifer. A very powerful demon."
My brows crossed. I wasn't into religious or spiritual things but something about the story was making me curious.
"But God is more powerful than him, right?" Claire said.
Sister Clarity smiled. "Right," she simply answered.
"What happened to him when the girl died?" Marco asked If he was really interested in what will happen next.
"He chose to kill himself," sister Clarity said.
"What if the guy can't die? What if he will never die?" Ken asked with a stern voice.
"What do you mean Mr Hendrix?" Sister Clarity's brows crossed.
"I mean what if that was cursed of Lucifer to him? What If he was cursed to live forever so that he'll suffer forever, watching the woman he loves die repeatedly."
My brows crossed. I heard a pinch of pain in his voice or maybe I was just delusional. Plus his idea made me more confused and curious about the two angel's love stories.
"Then he'll be forever miserable, but it's not what was written here," sister Clarity said.
"What happened next?" I asked, wanting to hear the end of it. I wanted to know why it was called everlasting love though they were gonna die knowing that angels don't die except for them.
"No one knows what happened next."
My brows crossed. "What? How come?"
What kind of story was that? No conclusions at all.
"No one actually knows who wrote this. Ancient people discovered the book with the last page missing. It was torn apart."
So what was the point of sharing it with us if the ending was missing?
"Maybe because their love story doesn't have an end yet." Claire shrugged. "Maybe it is still not written because the continuation is just about to happen. The exciting part is yet to begin."
Finally, our wholeday class ended. I chose to walked around the school first. My feet reached the garden. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath with the good and refreshing air, giving a good smell due to colorful flowers around. I stopped walking when I saw a beautiful fountain but a man sitting on a cemented chair near it caught my attention. I bit my lower lip as it sinked in to me that it was Ken. His messy hair was dancing along the strong wind; I memorized his firm back from our wholeday lesson like I just couldn't stop staring at him during class. He puffed a breath like he was thinking so deeply with his emotionless face. I shrugged before walking closer to the cemented chair. I sat next to him. "Hi," I murmured. His face lifted until our eyes met. His gaze was deep the minute it landed on my face. I gulped before looking away. The strange feeling behind his glimmering eyes was kinda bothering though it was making me more curious about him at the same time. He looked at
"So how was your school?" Dad asked while we were eating dinner. "Good." I shrugged, just looking at my plate.It has been good, though I felt like there was something mysterious in that school that has been hunting me.Ken would often pop in on my mind, reminiscing the image of what happened between us a while ago. I could still sense the feeling of his touch on my skin and his deep, melting stares, digging my soul through my eyes. His voice often was playing on my eardrums, and the last words about his story gave me goosebumps.“He will always be miserable watching the girl he loves dying every after centuries.”I was so affected by that part. I felt sad about the angel lover's situation too. Hearing their story, it was so horrible."Mia, are you with us?" I looked at mom as my brows crossed. Did she just say something? I lost my senses."Sorry, mon. Come again?" Mom sighed. She often gets stressed out because of me suddenly popping out in the conversation like I was with them bu
It was Saturday. Thank, goodness, no school. I decided to visit my grandmother in the cemetery since it was her birthday. She was one of the people who raised me. I sat on the lawn while staring at her tomb. I was in the cemetery a few hours already, talking to her. I stood when J noticed that it was getting darker. "Granny, I need to go home." I caressed her tomb one last time. "Bye..." I whispered before walking away. While making my way out of the cemetery, I stopped and looked at the man, sitting on the lawn, in front of a tomb; weeping. My brows crossed. His side view looked like Ken. Am I hallucinating? I wasn't that crazy to hallucinate. I slowly walked towards him as I confirmed it was really Ken. He was holding the tombstone while sobbing. My lips thinned. I never thought I would see him crying; the sound of his sob was so in pain. "Ken?" I called. He raised his head as he looked at me. He quickly looked away, wiping the tears on his cheeks. "What are you doing here?" I
It took me a while to calm my thumping chest while the strong wind was slapping me in the cemetery. I took one last deep breath before I started walking. I stopped when I almost stepped on a wallet on the lawn.My brows crossed as I looked around, slightly hoping that Ken was still around but there was no sign of him anymore. I picked up the wallet to check what was inside, just to confirm if it was owned by Ken.My brows crossed at the picture of a woman in the wallet. It was an old picture, looking vintage with its wrinkled photo paper and somehow fading colours.Everything got blurry while the picture I was staring at was getting clear in my head. It was impossible. The woman in the picture looks just like me, only with a different hairstyle, an old vintage hairstyle. I took the picture out of the wallet just to see it clearly. My heart started thumping loud again. My eyes widened as my chest dug its veins. Who is this? Why do I look just like her? I'm so sure it looks like me but
"Hello?!" I entered the quiet chapel despite of darkness roaring around. I took all my courage to stepped in every corner of the place, looking around.The surroundings was spooky and dark. There was only a yellow dim on the ceiling but the moon was even brighter outside this chapel. "Hello?" I looked up at the high ceiling, then at the stadium with a big cross on the center.He should be here. The guy who called me earlier should be here by now. I knew I was foolish to believe on that guy but I was desperate, so eager to know what was going on, specially the truth about myself.All my life I have never feel so settled in my life, so contented on what I know. There was always a part of me that was missing and now I could finally feel that I was near to getting that missing piece; I was hoping that my instincts were right."Hello?! Anybody here?!" I was walking around when the door slammed close. I flinched as I looked at it. My heart started thudding. It wasn't just a wind. The loud
I was chasing my breath as we kissed passionately. Gradually, our memories together made their way to my head, flashing everything back to my mind.--I was walking alone in the garden, happily living in the Kingdom as an angel when someone pulled me and placed my back in the wall corner. My heart flinched as I met Lucifer's eyes while he gripped both of my shoulders so my body would just lock in the wall.My head stiffened but I managed to look around, hoping there were other angels around but there was no one. My knees trembled at Lucifer's stare."W-what do you want?" I asked.Lucifer wasn't one of the friendly and fun-loving angels in the Kingdom. He was the most devious species that ever existed to the point that everyone here was doing their best to avoid him.He playfully smirked. "Guess what." I looked away, I couldn't even stand his creepy grin.Our place was supposed to be healthy and peaceful and I couldn't understand why the highest-ups allowed Lucifer to still be hanging
"Getting what's supposed to be mine," Lucifer whispered in my ears as he tightened his arm's grip on my neck while he remained at my back.I looked around, trembling as the angels panicking in the background got crowded. They were whispering, exclaiming, and some were gossiping. King arrived and tried to calm the angels down. Lucifer still didn't let me go and just kept on threatening us like he was getting into King's nerves."You'll be mine, Mia," he whispered with a sharp voice, stabbing my chest."Lucifer, please calm down and let her go." King was so calm, he just kept convincing Lucifer to let me go."I would never let go of what's mine!""I'm not yours." I gritted my lips but they thinned when he tightened his grip on my neck. I looked up, catching a breath to calm my chest."You are mine, Mia and you can do nothing about it." The tip of his lip touched my ear.I squeezed my eyes close, carefully breathing."Lucifer, what do you want?" King asked him."Mia!" Kash's voice thump
"Is this the place they call hell?" I looked around as I arrived at the burning place of Lucifer. The dark surrounding froze my hair and tingled my chest like my heart was screaming about how dangerous the place looks like.My chest crumpled while I was roaming around, looking at every corner of gloominess. The place sent darkness to my mind; I really couldn't see anything except for walls and a yellow dim light plus fire on some corners, indeed a hell. I almost broke apart when I saw Mia in the corner of a dark room. I ran towards her while she was laying on a bed, sobbing. I crumpled my fist as my heart burned. I couldn't take seeing her cry."Mia," I muttered a word.She looked up as her eyes widened."K-Kash..." She couldn't speak a word! Her voice was nothing but sobbing. My eyes started burning; I was stopping myself from crying.I hugged her tight as I squeezed my eyes close. Oh God, I missed her so much. I could even feel how fragile
"Getting what's supposed to be mine," Lucifer whispered in my ears as he tightened his arm's grip on my neck while he remained at my back.I looked around, trembling as the angels panicking in the background got crowded. They were whispering, exclaiming, and some were gossiping. King arrived and tried to calm the angels down. Lucifer still didn't let me go and just kept on threatening us like he was getting into King's nerves."You'll be mine, Mia," he whispered with a sharp voice, stabbing my chest."Lucifer, please calm down and let her go." King was so calm, he just kept convincing Lucifer to let me go."I would never let go of what's mine!""I'm not yours." I gritted my lips but they thinned when he tightened his grip on my neck. I looked up, catching a breath to calm my chest."You are mine, Mia and you can do nothing about it." The tip of his lip touched my ear.I squeezed my eyes close, carefully breathing."Lucifer, what do you want?" King asked him."Mia!" Kash's voice thump
I was chasing my breath as we kissed passionately. Gradually, our memories together made their way to my head, flashing everything back to my mind.--I was walking alone in the garden, happily living in the Kingdom as an angel when someone pulled me and placed my back in the wall corner. My heart flinched as I met Lucifer's eyes while he gripped both of my shoulders so my body would just lock in the wall.My head stiffened but I managed to look around, hoping there were other angels around but there was no one. My knees trembled at Lucifer's stare."W-what do you want?" I asked.Lucifer wasn't one of the friendly and fun-loving angels in the Kingdom. He was the most devious species that ever existed to the point that everyone here was doing their best to avoid him.He playfully smirked. "Guess what." I looked away, I couldn't even stand his creepy grin.Our place was supposed to be healthy and peaceful and I couldn't understand why the highest-ups allowed Lucifer to still be hanging
"Hello?!" I entered the quiet chapel despite of darkness roaring around. I took all my courage to stepped in every corner of the place, looking around.The surroundings was spooky and dark. There was only a yellow dim on the ceiling but the moon was even brighter outside this chapel. "Hello?" I looked up at the high ceiling, then at the stadium with a big cross on the center.He should be here. The guy who called me earlier should be here by now. I knew I was foolish to believe on that guy but I was desperate, so eager to know what was going on, specially the truth about myself.All my life I have never feel so settled in my life, so contented on what I know. There was always a part of me that was missing and now I could finally feel that I was near to getting that missing piece; I was hoping that my instincts were right."Hello?! Anybody here?!" I was walking around when the door slammed close. I flinched as I looked at it. My heart started thudding. It wasn't just a wind. The loud
It took me a while to calm my thumping chest while the strong wind was slapping me in the cemetery. I took one last deep breath before I started walking. I stopped when I almost stepped on a wallet on the lawn.My brows crossed as I looked around, slightly hoping that Ken was still around but there was no sign of him anymore. I picked up the wallet to check what was inside, just to confirm if it was owned by Ken.My brows crossed at the picture of a woman in the wallet. It was an old picture, looking vintage with its wrinkled photo paper and somehow fading colours.Everything got blurry while the picture I was staring at was getting clear in my head. It was impossible. The woman in the picture looks just like me, only with a different hairstyle, an old vintage hairstyle. I took the picture out of the wallet just to see it clearly. My heart started thumping loud again. My eyes widened as my chest dug its veins. Who is this? Why do I look just like her? I'm so sure it looks like me but
It was Saturday. Thank, goodness, no school. I decided to visit my grandmother in the cemetery since it was her birthday. She was one of the people who raised me. I sat on the lawn while staring at her tomb. I was in the cemetery a few hours already, talking to her. I stood when J noticed that it was getting darker. "Granny, I need to go home." I caressed her tomb one last time. "Bye..." I whispered before walking away. While making my way out of the cemetery, I stopped and looked at the man, sitting on the lawn, in front of a tomb; weeping. My brows crossed. His side view looked like Ken. Am I hallucinating? I wasn't that crazy to hallucinate. I slowly walked towards him as I confirmed it was really Ken. He was holding the tombstone while sobbing. My lips thinned. I never thought I would see him crying; the sound of his sob was so in pain. "Ken?" I called. He raised his head as he looked at me. He quickly looked away, wiping the tears on his cheeks. "What are you doing here?" I
"So how was your school?" Dad asked while we were eating dinner. "Good." I shrugged, just looking at my plate.It has been good, though I felt like there was something mysterious in that school that has been hunting me.Ken would often pop in on my mind, reminiscing the image of what happened between us a while ago. I could still sense the feeling of his touch on my skin and his deep, melting stares, digging my soul through my eyes. His voice often was playing on my eardrums, and the last words about his story gave me goosebumps.“He will always be miserable watching the girl he loves dying every after centuries.”I was so affected by that part. I felt sad about the angel lover's situation too. Hearing their story, it was so horrible."Mia, are you with us?" I looked at mom as my brows crossed. Did she just say something? I lost my senses."Sorry, mon. Come again?" Mom sighed. She often gets stressed out because of me suddenly popping out in the conversation like I was with them bu
Finally, our wholeday class ended. I chose to walked around the school first. My feet reached the garden. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath with the good and refreshing air, giving a good smell due to colorful flowers around. I stopped walking when I saw a beautiful fountain but a man sitting on a cemented chair near it caught my attention. I bit my lower lip as it sinked in to me that it was Ken. His messy hair was dancing along the strong wind; I memorized his firm back from our wholeday lesson like I just couldn't stop staring at him during class. He puffed a breath like he was thinking so deeply with his emotionless face. I shrugged before walking closer to the cemented chair. I sat next to him. "Hi," I murmured. His face lifted until our eyes met. His gaze was deep the minute it landed on my face. I gulped before looking away. The strange feeling behind his glimmering eyes was kinda bothering though it was making me more curious about him at the same time. He looked at
"I'm Devon by the way." He offered his hand without answering my confused face. "Mia right?"My brows arched. How come he knew my name? My lips parted and were about to speak when he cut me off."Well, sources."He said still not removing his smile. Unlike Ken, his eyes weren't cold, but it was spooky. It was so cryptic that my body would goosebumps from minute to minute of his stares. "Someone's bothering you?" His dark voice brought me back to reality. Our eyes met once again as my heartbeat fast. I couldn't figure out what was the anxiousness in my chest all about. I avoided his deep, suffocating gaze.I shook my head. "Uhm... I need to go. Excuse me." I stood and he smiled wider.I gasped before walking away from him."Have a great day!" He shouted as I continued walking.That Devon guy was making me uncomfortable like hell. I shook my head while walking toward the restroom. I walked slowly when I heard footsteps behind my back. I looked behind but there was no one. I made big s
Kash' POV"You're still an angel Kash. You and Mia are still an angel. Lucifer just cursed you--""And the highest ups didn't even bother to help us. They just let us burn in this place, live with the curse and that's it! I have been living this way, suffering as if I did something so bad in the Kingdom." I shook my head with my chest tightening. "Mia? She always dies... repeatedly." I took a deep breath as I remembered what was soon to happen. "Angels don't die, Claire. We are not angels anymore." I accepted that fact for a very long time. I was tired of being punished for something I had no idea what. If only I could kill myself. I mean I tried, but fucking Lucifer cursed me to live forever."You sound like you're questioning the highest ups." "I'm just stating facts, Claire.""You're stating what you believe is right. Why can't you just trust me? I'm here to help, Kash. I'm here to help Mia and you." I laughed sarcastically as I shook my head. "You can't help us. You don't know