She’s better off without me. The world is better off without me. She deserves everything she gets now, she’s a fucking goddess after all. No one should be able to get anything just because they’re better than me, especially not people like her. She’s an angel, I am a demon. She knows better than me anyway, she has so much more experience. Why would she need someone like me when she already has a perfect life that will last forever? Why would she want someone like me around? Who needs me? People don’t deserve me. I think I’d rather die. And yet, there I stood, still laughing quietly to myself, looking at her leaving from behind me and I wished that she hadn’t left. If she hadn’t, maybe things would have turned out differently. Maybe if she never went then maybe we can be together… No matter how hard I tried though, I could never tell anyone about my real reason for being here. I had to live up to this reputation of mine after all, or what else is there? Everyone knows me as some sort
If this is all that was going to happen to me, then I was glad to be rid of it for good this time. I just wanted to sleep and forget everything for a little while, forgetting about everyone and everything and pretending that none of it happened. I didn’t want to have to remember the truth anymore and to be reminded by it every second that I existed. So now I’m not even sure if I’ll have to face reality. That is the only comfort I’m left with right now. The only thing left to cling onto. If I was going to die, this would be a better death than being in this hell. Maybe it should be. It wouldn’t hurt any less. But I’m scared, more scared than I’ve ever been in my life. I did not want to die, that much I am certain of but this was an unwinnable situation that I have managed to find myself in, I have tried everything both humanly and inhumanly possible to deny the inevitable but it all seemed to be in vain. I walked upsairs heading towards my room as usual. As usual I thought about wha
Why was I throwing up? Why was I suddenly having trouble breathing? I started sweating profusely while shivering uncontrollably at the same time. My vision became blurry as tears began forming in my eyes. I don’t know what I was feeling nor what was happening right now. What was wrong with me? Why was I suddenly feeling like this? Why did I feel that my whole chest was burning as hot as it was burning? What the hell was going on!?Why did it feel as if someone had set fire to my whole body!I quickly got into the shower and tried to wash away whatever weird feeling that seemed to have taken over my whole being. I felt the Luke warm water wash over me as I went to the corner and sat down . The water still running, I rested my head against the wall of the shower as I let out a loud groan. My breathing started slowing down once again as I began focusing on relaxing myself. I took deep breaths one by one until finally, I could control my breathing and the trembling stopped. The water sti
I heard a knock and instantly sat up in a shot. I quickly put on some pajamas and a pair of slippers. As silently as I could, I headed to the door hoping that whoever it was wouldn’t hear me. Once I was at the door, I cautiously unlocked the locks and pulled the door slightly open and I saw Beatrice. I was scared, in pain and and apprehensive but seeing her standing outside my door, suddenly I felt a calm wash over me"Are you okay?" she asked as suddenly panic showed on her face, it must have been really bad for her to have noticed so fast I gave her a very sad smile and she gently pushed the door a little making way and I shifted giving her space to come in "you look terrible" she said shutting the door behind her and I felt terrible as well but I could not say that"what's wrong Duncan?" I love when she calls me that but I could not tell her why I was acting the way I was as well, that would mean being totally honest with her so instead I said nothing "you have been acting we
I watched her face light up, her eyes sparkled as the smile she wore spread wider across her face I couldn't help but to laugh at her reaction. She was so cute and her laughter was one of the things I loved most about her, it made me happy knowing I could make her happy.I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on her lips, I did not know why I did that but I knew I should and felt my body act before I even gave it the command to, I wanted to make sure that she understood everything I had told her before we kissed"Thank you, for caring about me" I said in all earnest voice.Her bright smile never faltered as she reached her hand towards my chin and gently lifted my head so that our eyes locked."You're the best thing that has ever happened to me" I said while giving her the sweetest smile possible and placing another kiss on her lips.She blushed at this response, she smiled and then giggled like I've never seen anyone do. I felt my heart melt at this sight.We stared into each other's e
"I want you!" I said to her not being able to withstand it any more, not being able to deny my emotions and passion for her and she looked into my eyes almost as if she was searching for something bit I did not care, right now she could search my soul of she wanted and I would gladly open myself so she could see I was honest about the way I was feeling. I felt her smile against my lips and pulled her face impossibly closer, I could tell from her smile that she was happy as well.She leaned closer and connected her lips with mine, it felt like everything was perfect for us right now and as we broke away after a while of just simply enjoying each others presence"I want you too" she finally said in what sounded like a confession, I was supposed by it and I looked into her eyes and I could see she meant every word "Really?" I asked in disbelief "You mean this?".She leaned in and placed another gentle peck on my lips and nodded, she moved in for a more passionate kiss as she pulled me eve
Instead I grabbed her hips and hoisted her up and onto my lap, she giggled and placed her hands on either side of my head, bringing me into another passionate kiss. Her lips slid down to mine again and I felt my body tense as she trailed down to my neck. I gasped in surprise as her tongue darted out to lick up a small red mark that was starting to show itself and I could feel myself harden inside my jeans even more at the sight. She continued to trail kisses across my jaw line and then down my chest, biting her lower lip as she watched my dick throbbing beneath my jeans. I groaned and ran my fingers through her hair as my hand found its way underneath her skirt. I lifted it up so that I could wrap my hand around her inner thigh and squeeze gently before pulling away. "Fuck!" She panted and looked at me with those big blue eyes, they were glazed with desire. "What's wrong?" I asked and tried to sound calm, but my voice betrayed me when I added, "You okay?" She nodded, and I saw the lu
G Beatrice pov My eyes fluttered open the moment the morning sun rays penetrated the window and landed on my face . The sun rose up early and I wondered why the cloud was somehow dark. There were a few wisps of grey here and there on the sky, but the sky seemed to clear up every minute. I dragged my hand to my face and wiped sleep off my eyes but the moment the light rays went into directly my eyes,a sharp pain ran through my head.I groaned, rolling over onto my stomach so that my face was smooshed into the thick muscular chest of a man.. I gasped, a little shock as I raised my head and realized I was in Duncan's arms all through even last night, not that I did not know I slept over in his room or naked on him for that matter but it had been ages since I slept with anyone on the same bed and so it was quite reasonable why I totally forgot about it and got startled when I realized I was not alone, and so I tried moving away from him but he held me gently but unconsciously forcing my
Bianca stood by the hallways as she still listened in on the alpha, he sounded extremely furious at what had just happened as he cursed and swore He cursed Them both and all the gods imaginable in his speech. As Bianca listened in she could not help but feel she was doomed, with what just transpired she knew she would eventually be in trouble, she was in a dilemma, at first before both parties ended up the way they just did she thought about staying under the radar and waiting for whatever outcome, at first she deduced that Olivia would cave and run out of the valley allowing her to find a way to corner the alpha and either make him marry her or kill his off with a way to become Luna after his untimely death, it was a nice flow if that happened but then again she thought of the possibility of Olivia sticking with Royce and they both seek a full out war, she thought if that happens she would lay low and watch for both parties to kill each other and expose its losers and winners. It
BEATRICE POV Yes, yes we should let it slide and leave with our lives, how is this even a debate, can he not see a stupid revenge was not worth his life? “You just want to fight him because of your hunger for vengeance, you don’t care if this hunger of yours kills you or even me, I guess all is fair trade provided you win in the end” I shouted at him, this man has a way of always getting on my nerves, always! What I said seem to get to him, he fell quiet the moment i said it and I suddenly felt very bad, I know this was an argument and I am very angry but I never wanted to hurt him“Do you really feel I don’t care about you or if you live?” He suddenly asked, I know I just accused him of of that but if I am being honest I do not believe it, I know duncan, I know this man and I know he would rather die than watch anything happen to me, he just proved it some time back when he took a silver blade to his chest, then he did not know silver would not have a fatal effect on him and yet
BEATRICE OV This was not something to debate with myself over, I did not need to think if i wanted to stay and fight for justice and my position as alpha or if I wanted to take Duncan and leave, none of that mattered one bit, the only thing that mattered was the man by my side and I know that in a full out war there were no rules, everyone becomes a target, I can live with dying, I have done it before, it’s not that bad except the part of eternal regret but what I cannot live with is Duncan dying, i will never leave in a world that takes him from him, Duncan dying will shake me to my very foundation. At this moment I know adolf was manipulating me, you don’t need an expert to see what he was doing and what he aims to achieve with it but what he was using to manipulate me was very potent, it would not fail and he knew it. suddenly it all made sense “Is that why you insisted I come alone and not bring Royce ?” I asked him suddenly getting his odd request. At first I assumed he put
Bianca really hates it and wonders what everyone sees in her, why for some reason everyone wants her approval, she did not matter. She is just inconsequential, a spoilt brat that does things out of a wimp, the same one who ran away from the villa simply because she was bored, there were werewolves in the villa who would kill for the opportunity she has and yet, time and time again she has abused and thrown away such opportunities and yet they kept coming to her. what made her so special?Why can’t everyone see she does not deserve everything she has?why can’t they all see that?If there was anyone in the valley who deserves to be treated as a princess, begged in for opinion in issues that matters and should be worshiped by all men, it should be her not that stupid princess!Beatrice was just some brainless little princess that had no brain and maybe just a little beauty and yet the way she manages to awe and control those around her was just annoying and wrong. Now she has the two
Bianca could not believe what she was hearing, the way he was accepting to killing people, the choking sound, the claim of mind reading, everything was off, this has to be some practical joke on their parts, they know she was listening in on them, they have to, that is why they are talking and acting this way, that was the only explanation that made sense of not then everything was just wrong!!!! Earlier today the alpha had called Beatrice to his home office and had instructed her to tell the kitchen staff to cook meals of different delicacies as Beatrice would be coming over for dinner, furthermore she was instructed to dismiss them all after that while she was to stay behind and assist, naturally Beatrice went into panic mode, she suspected the alpha yelling her to stay behind as a guise of assisting had to be Beatrice doing; Bianca knew Beatrice knows about her attack on her life with that assassin debacle, she knew for a fact the attack came from her and she even confronted her w
Adolf knew he had no reason to lie, maybe he is ever a little bit but the bottom line is he is telling the truth, this really is a bummer. He cracked his head thinking of a way out but could not see one, his advantage was that, they did not want him dead rather wanted him to pay and rot in cell or probably a death sentence, but they wanted it done legally. That was his advantage while he on the other hand did not care about such things as due process, he was going to get the job done by any means possible. Right now he wants to offer them a bargain, he plans on using Duncan as the extra bargaining chip, and probably the most important one and he would use him to make them take his deal. If they do take this deal then he would be in the clear, there was no one else to challenge him, maybe just that person who is trying to kill Beatrice, but by all attack the unknown person seems to have eyes only for her but if by chance he clears this hurdle and the unknown person were to come for
Adolf was totally taken off guard by what had just happened to him, one moment he was speaking and smiling and the next moment he was choking on his on words. Adolf massaged his neck at the spot where he was just choked, it felt so real, almost like someone was really on top on him applying pressure to his neck, if not that he had his eyes open all along he would have sworn Duncan had attacked him and pressed his neck. Adolf have always know duncan was a magician or “forbidden” as it is called here, after all he was the one who stole him from his parents and country but he never suspected he had powers. When staying with the forbiddens he learnt a lot about them and their culture, and during that time he came to understand those powers as well as he realized that though all forbiddens are gifted in the art of spells and spoken magic but very very few had the ability to exhibit real magic emitting from within the individual. To get a handle of your magic they had to train right fro
BEATRICE POVI looked at him and simply nodded to him, he instantly understood what I meant by that as we put our hands into our pockets and fished out our mobile devices, we both switched it off and placed it in front of us on the table surface. HE smiled broadly at the act, pleased, I could tell he did not know how we would have acted to that his request as well and his behavior was one that seemed like he just wanted to talk honestly and openly without any body listening in or recording our talk, I am sure he did not want anyone listening in on what he had to say and the confessions he was would possible agree to He gestured for Bianca to come forward with his hand and she did promptly“Bianca, please take these devices and step out for a bit, we want to have a personal conversation together and when we are all done here I will call back for you” She nodded politely and stretched for our phones, taking it off the table before heading for the exit, we all waited patiently as she l
BEATRICE POVDuncan and I briefed melly on what was going on. We told her about what we think happened to May’s mother, and about the impromptu visit we just got and how we intend to honor the invitation, we then tasked her with the protection of May while we were gone. It was obvious that the alpha and his goons had no idea that May was still alive and even though I was certain of that, but in the off chance that we were wrong and this is just one deceitful plan to get Me out the way while the make another attack on May, so I knew that I could not let my guard down. I instructed her to lock the everywhere and stay indoors and no matter what happens she is not to open the door for anyone except Duncan and I and with how secure the house was not, it would be virtually impossible to come inside without those inside knowing about the intrusion. Those were the instructions I specifically gave and I was confident they would be fine but then again there is duncan. All my plans to subve