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It's in my blood
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Amelia
We drove for what felt like hours, I didn’t exactly know where we were going and I didn’t ask. I merely sat back with my feet drawn up so I could hug my knees as I rested my head against the headrest, I stared out into nothing but darkness and even though I could see absolutely nothing but shadows, it soothed me to know that Rafe was there.
He was a creation and it shouldn’t have made me feel this way, it shouldn’t have made me feel calm inside, yet it did. Why was that?
I thought I understood the ways of what the creations represented, but somehow I was coming to realize that I didn’t have a clue. Why did Rafe care about me if their kind was nothing more than sadistic monsters, had I been wrong about them all this time, or was that just Rafe… had something shifted inside of him and if so, what was it that made him shift into someone who cared about a mere human, and why?
I must have drifted off, bec
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