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CHAPTER TEN

作者: Gippeum Choi
last update 最終更新日: 2024-12-08 05:51:08

ANTHONY’S POV

He did not break up with Crystal.

I groaned and rolled over on my bed as I listened to Blake and my sister through the now-magically-thin walls of my bedroom. They were so irritatingly sweet with each other I found myself gagging every once in a while. But inasmuch as I was getting severe second-hand embarrassment from all their sickening sweetness, it was absolutely nothing compared to the first-hand embarrassment I got from having shared my feelings with Blake earlier today.

I hate being gay…

I cringed so hard remembering this statement I made and screamed into my pillow. The lovely couple in the next room were too engrossed with each other to even pay me any heed.

Why, oh why, did I say that? What was I thinking telling him that I hated being gay? He didn’t have to know that. In fact, he didn’t have to know any of the things I said to him!

He probably thought I was crazy right then. Or maybe he really didn’t care that much about me so he wouldn’t even consider the wor
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    ANTHONY’S POV“Tony?” His voice was placating as if he was talking to someone who was irrationally angry. My rage was called for. If he had any sense, he’d know that.“You’re not gonna do that,” I said with as much finality in my voice as I could muster. I never did have the kind of authoritarian tone that could end a conversation when I wanted to end it.“Tony, hold on.” Blake grabbed my hand and spun me around before I could make it out of the kitchen.“Blake, there’s nothing more to talk about. You’re not doing that. End of story.”“But she’s willing to put everything that’s happened amongst us behind! Don’t you get? She’s not gonna be mad at you anymore. She’s gonna be your little sister again.”I stared at him incredulously. I tried desperately to find any sign that he was joking or at the very least doubted what he said. The fact that he truly believed that scared me the most.“You’re crazy,” I breathed. He sighed exasperatedly and ran his fingers through his hair. “If she has a

  • The Clay Connection   CHAPTER NINETY

    ANTHONY’S POV“What?”I had never seen Blake look so frightened in my life. I could feel the onset of tears building up in my eyes and my heart ached as the weight of the words I spoke earlier settled on me. I won’t lie, I was terrified shitless. As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I wished I could take them back. I didn’t mean it. Hell, if he decided to go on with what he said he wanted to do, I’d be the one to beg him to stay with me. But there was something called pride, and when you have been hurt like I was by the words he spoke, it didn’t matter that I responded in retaliation with vile words. Once those words were out there, there was no taking it back.That’s why, when he looked at me like his world was crumbling before him and I was the author of that destruction, and he asked me with a shaky voice what I had just said, because of the pride in me, and one’s inability to take back the words once they had been uttered, I swallowed the bile that had risen to my throat and

  • The Clay Connection   CHAPTER EIGHTY-NINE

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  • The Clay Connection   CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX

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