Whoever said bad things come in threes, was a liar.
I wish that were true right now, because this last week, bad thing after bad thing has happened to me, and I don't know how much more I can take. I have just about reached my limit for life changing and traumatic events.
And the universe wasn't done with me yet, apparently.
You are my Luna, and I thought you should see this.
I was still staring at my banking app when a text popped up suddenly. It's from a number I don't have saved, and they've sent a video.
My husband, standing in front of the medical wing, sliding what looks to be a very big rock on May's finger. They're still wearing the same clothes they wore to the ceremony. This had to be just taken. She was hurt enough to be laying in a hospital bed twenty minutes ago, suddenly she had enough energy to be flouncing around with another woman's husband?
"Congratulations on your rebirth with your new pack." I swallow thickly as he smiles down at her warmly, and pulls her against his chest for a hug.
I can feel tears dripping from my eyes, and anger building in my chest. I stand up, leaving my phone on the ground and approaching a picture of Killian and I on our wedding day. It sits on a small table beside the front door, in a silver frame.
I pick it up, glaring a little at the smile on my face.
"You are not who I thought you were." I mutter to the picture when my eyes move onto Killian. "Dammit!" I scream suddenly, whipping around and throwing the picture as hard as I can across the room. It shatters against the wall, glass flying everywhere. There's a small hole in the wall now too. "Just great." I mutter, stomping over to the damage I'd done. "Something else that's ruined!" I know I'm being rash and a little dramatic as I slam my fist into the wall, doubling the size of the hole, but I can't stop myself.
I'm so goddamn angry right now.
Angry that Killian would do this to me, after everything I've done for him. After everything we promised each other, and all the times I've helped him when no one else would. What, now that he had it all, he was just going to push me aside?
"What? What do you want?" I laugh bitterly, tears still streaming down my face, as my phone starts to ring from where I'd abandoned it. I let it ring for a moment, closing my eyes and taking a couple of deep breaths before turning away from my mess and walking to my phone.
"What?" I snap when I finally answer it. I hadn't even checked who it was when I'd answered.
"Everly?" I'm a little startled when it's Killian's voice on the other line.
"Oh, it's you." I say flatly.
"Yes... I need you to do something." I roll my eyes. Of course you do, because you're a helpless man child, apparently.
"And what's that?" I ask bitterly. I can hear the hesitation in his voice when he speaks again.
I was starting to lose my composure about this whole May thing, and I think Killian was finally noticing.
"Beatrice, she's in trouble again. I got a call from the Barron pack's Beta; she crossed into their land last night and he found her passed out in their wine cellar. I guess she drank the Alpha's favorite vintage or something. The Beta is giving us a chance to collect her and compensate the pack for what she stole, but we have to go before the Alpha returns tonight. I'm too busy, I need you to go and bail her out."
I scoff, shaking my head and holding the phone away from my face for a moment. Quite frankly, I don't care if he knows I'm fed up with this side piece bullshit.
"Fine, Killian." I say curtly once I've brought the phone back against my ear, quickly hanging the phone up before he has a chance to say anything else.
This is probably the last thing I will do for him.
"Everly, it's good to see you." I smile at Wesley, the Beta to the Barron pack, and the one who'd found my husband's drunk, underage sister passed out in their wine cellar.
I'd had one of my pack members drive me as far as they could to the Barron lands, then I'd had to get out and walk through the woods to reach it.
Wesley was at the border, with two men, both loosely holding an arm of Beatrice as she swayed back and forth between them. She was definitely still drunk, I could tell even from here.
"I'm really sorry about this." I grimace at the sight of Killian's little sister. This definitely didn't make our Alpha look good.
Wesley laughs a little. "You're just lucky the Alpha wasn't around to find her. He is very serious about his wine."
I laugh awkwardly, pulling my phone out of my pocket and taking a step forward. "I really am sorry. Let me know how much it was and I'll transfer the money right now. And we'll get out of your hair."
"Of course. She drank six bottles of a nineteen seventy three chateau montelena chardonnay. Fifteen thousand should cover it."
My eyes widen a little, but I pull my banking up and start setting up transfers. Killian told me to bail her out, so that's what I'll do.
"Why isn't my brother here?" I glance up at Beatrice, who has zeroed her drunken glare in on me.
"He was busy." Is all I say as I confirm the first transfer for two thousand dollars.
"Too busy for his little sister?" I raise a brow at Wesley as I confirm another transfer.
After a few more transfers, Wesley checks his phone as well, and finally hands Beatrice over.
"Thank you." I say one last time before I grab her arm to guide her back to the car waiting for us.
I ignore the lingering eyes on as we stumble away and the questioning looks the Barron pack members were giving me. No doubt there was gossip about the affairs happening in our pack spreading like wildfire. Especially since for some reason they decided to air the whole swearing in thing to thousands of wolves from hundreds of different wolf packs.
I don't think I even want to hear what they're saying about us right now.
"Let go of me!" Beatrice huffs once we're out of eyesight of the other pack.
"You're drunk, calm down." I mutter as she stumbles away from me and almost twists her ankle on a tree root. "Let's get you to bed, you need to sleep this off." I try to grab her arm again, but this time she slaps my hand away.
"Don't patronize me, and stop fucking touching me." She growls at me. I step back a little, somewhat confused at the aggressive attitude Beatirce was displaying right now. We'd never been best friends, but as far as I knew, she didn't hate me.
What she says next definitely changes my mind.
“I don’t need your help, Luna.” She says the word so bitterly, almost spits it at me. “You’re not special, you know. May is proof of that. You were never really meant to rule his pack. You know that, right?” She leans towards me then, suddenly looking stone cold sober. She grabs my face in between her hands roughly, staring into my eyes.
“You’re an outsider. A nobody from a nameless pack with no power. That’s the only reason you ever went after my brother in the first place. You’re just pretending to love him, so you can take his pack.” I furrow my brow at her words. “You’ll see soon enough, Killian is done with you. Soon enough, you’ll be gone.” She sneers at me, lets my face go, hiccups, and turns away suddenly to stumble towards the road where the car waits for us.
I linger, staring at the spot where she'd been.
I rest my hands gently on my stomach, a million thoughts running through my mind.
I think I can actually feel my heart breaking in my chest right now.
What had I done to deserve this? Why had May had to show up right now, when I was about to get everything I had ever wanted with Killian. A strong, successful pack, a loving marriage. A family. I can feel tears welling in my eyes again, and I huff, wiping at my eyes in frustration.
This wasn't good for my baby.
All this turmoil. All this fighting, and this pain I was feeling in my chest right now. This absolute devastation I was feeling. I sigh, patting my stomach a little and making another decision based on what I know is the right move, and not on what my heart wants me to do.
It is time for me to learn how to move on from Killian.
"Everly, I'm surprised to see you."I sit across the desk from Johnathon, the pack's lawyer and a very old friend of mine. He'd originally been the lawyer to my old pack but had left for a better opportunity, being the lawyer to Killian's pack. "What can I do for you?""I want to divorce Killian." I say bitterly.His brows shoot up, and he scratches the back of his head. "I see. What happened?" I narrowed my eyes on him. "I feel like you can guess." "Yes... yes. I've seen him and that May girl together." He gives me a look of pity. "I'm not here so you can feel bad for me, I'm here to figure out what needs to be done and if I'll have anything to start a new life with."He nods, leaning forward to start clicking on his computer. "Well. I can tell you right now, as the main overseer of contracts between this pack and outsiders, you are the sole holder of several businesses. It looks like..." He clicks around on his computer for a minute. "You've got seven. A club, two parking garage
"You're being unusually uncooperative." I glare at Killian from where he still stands far too close to me. I feel like I'm being pretty clear about not wanting to have sex with, to be honest. But it doesn't stop him from shoving my suitcase off the bed and onto the floor, pushing me onto the bed and climbing on top of me. "Fine, you win. I won't even take a shower." His eyes flash dangerously. I can feel his hands running up my side and under my shirt. His hands feel slightly wrong on my skin, but I can still feel myself shivering against his touch."Get off!" I demand when he grabs one of my wrists with his free hand and holds it down against the bed. I falter for a moment when his lips find my neck and they start sloppily kissing me like he knew I liked. I feel my feet sliding down and my back arching at how good it feels. My knees fall apart and he settles in a little, our hips connecting. I can feel him grinding against me, and I hear myself moaning a little as he starts kissin
"Your cortisol levels are through the roof, Mrs. Hunt. What have you been up to since the last time I saw you?" I look bashfully away from Dr. Monroe, who is staring at me over the rim of his reading glasses as he flipped through my blood work results. "Nothing much..." I muse. "Hm." Is all he says, glancing between me and the paperwork. "Well. I can tell you one thing. Your baby is at a very high risk right now." He says seriously, setting the clipboard down finally. He takes off his glasses and makes eye contact with me. "I can recommend some vitamins and safe over the counter medications, but in my professional opinion, you need to find something stronger, especially if you're going to be going through a rejection soon." I feel my face heating up with embarrassment. He knew? Of course he did. Everyone probably knew, by now. I wonder if it was Killian, May, or someone at the committee who leaked the news that Alpha and Luna were splitting up. "What would you recommend?" I ask
"Excuse me." I mutter when I accidentally brush shoulders with someone walking by, probably making their way from one crowded bar to the next.I unlocked my phone and glance at the time; Almost eleven PM. I haven't been out this late since I'd married Killian. I eye a couple walking by, the woman was drunk and dressed in tight clothing, the man supporting her weight and leering down her low cut top. I flip the hood up on my hoodie, turning my head to the ground as I slip by. I have to look around a little, but finally I'm sneaking into Red Vine, a fairly lowkey pool hall tucked between a place that sold organs on the black market and an alleged great place to get pancakes. Honestly, the only reason Red Vine was lowkey was because the owner was a no bullshit kind of guy. From what I heard, he never tried to stop or stand in the way of shady deals happening in his business, but he would break everyone's face's involved if trouble was stirred up because of it. The inside was dark, and
My eyes are locked onto Killian’s as he walks past where Beatrice and May are still glaring at me. He stops a few inches away from me, his cool, sharp smell washing over. I always loved the way he smelled.“Are you sure you want to do this?” Killian asks me lowly. “If you back down now, we can still work all this out.” There are so many emotions swimming around in his eyes; guilt, regret, longing. It almost makes me want to put a stop to this whole thing right now. I can’t do this, I can’t leave my pack and my husband. There are too many unknowns at play here. I still haven’t figured out where I am going to go after this, and I am with my pup. Is this actually the best move? But then I hear a noise of disapproval from May, and my eyes meet her’s. No. I can’t fall for it. Think of how you felt when you caught them in the act. Think of how it felt to hear Killian say you were just another hole for him to fuck. Killian has lost his respect for me and this marriage, there was nothin
God, I could already hear the pack members around us speculating on what could be happening right now. “Do you know who that is? Sebastian Knight. He’s the Alpha of the Knight pack.”“Doesn’t he have a chair on the committee?” “Ruthless.” “We don’t want to be on his bad side.” I feel a little nervous, and a little shocked, at the whispers around us. Was he really the Alpha of the Knight pack? They were the strongest pack in the nation, the only one above us, and very elusive when it came to business deals or pack partnerships. I hadn’t ever been able to get a response from anyone at that place.Now I had to think it was because I had accidentally made enemies with the Alpha. “What are you doing here, Sebastian?” I look up at the once small framed boy, my eyes scanning over his now sculptured face and formidably large build. I try to tune out the talking coming from the crowd, and the feel of Killian’s eyes glaring into me for a second. Sebastain could just be here to make sure e
“Everly?” I moan, sitting up and rubbing at the side of my throbbing head. “Slowly, you hit your head pretty hard.”“Is she okay?” “Luna, are you leaving for real?” “Shh. She just woke up. Don’t make her mad.” I blink my eyes a little, confused at what I was seeing in front of me. I was in Killian and I’s old room, laying on top of the made bed with Sebastain and six children I had funded standing around me. Why were the kids here? I don’t want to get too full of myself and say I’m close to them, but I make a special effort to take children like these under my wing.“How are you feeling?” I jump a little at Sebastain’s hand touching me on the lower back as I sit up a little more. I’m not quite ready to get all cozied up to him, so I feel myself scooting away a little. Before I even answer him, a panicked thought shoots through my head. I hope my baby is okay. My hands instinctively reach for my belly, like I’ll be able to somehow tell if it’s okay that way. “Don’t worry. It’s f
Killian's POVI had tried everything to get the smell of Everly out of the room we once shared. But I swear, even though the bedsheets were brand new, they still smelled like lilacs, same as she once did.I lean on the railing of the balcony May had insisted we add to the bedroom, watching the sun setting in the sky as I drink whiskey from a flask I’d taken to carrying around with me. I imagine the nagging Everly would have given me if she saw how much I was drinking these days. But I couldn’t help it. The whiskey was turning into the only way to quell the everpresent irritation that had been lingering in my gut since my wife had left me. I scoff a little when I think about how quickly Everly had given our lives up together. I mean, all those years of making it clear the only thing she cared about was moving up in the world, and she runs the second things get rocky? She gave up everything, her home and pack, all the nice things we’d worked so hard to obtain. For the longest time, s