Grace POV
“Oh my God, where were you? I even considered calling the cops.” Amber says as soon as I call her back after getting home. Lying on the couch with my arm covering my eyes, I listened to how worried she was and how she got everyone, including some of the guys from the football team, to look for me.
“I’m fine, I’m home,” I say and she takes a deep breath after filling my ears with the amount of worry, especially after what happened last night.
“Okay, wait up. What happened last night?” I sit up straight on the couch and Amber takes her time. “Amber…” I say in a warning tone.
“Someone walked into the party and broke loads of stuff and beat the crap out of Angelo when he tried to stop them. They stole some of his stuff,” Amber says, and my eyes widen.
“Is he okay?” I ask, and she takes a deep breath.
“He’s got a broken nose, and a broken arm, he was asking for you, he was worried about you when we couldn’t find you, everything happened in his room, where you were sleeping,” Amber says and I scrunch my nose remembering what Dash told me this morning. “I am not a rapist, I would never have sex with someone as drunk as you were, I like my girls very aware of what I am doing to them, how I am fucking them, if anything I got you out of a sticky situation, maybe you should thank me instead of accusing me of doing something I would never do.”
A chill down my spine makes me stand up and hug my own body before I walk into my room, grabbing my glasses and putting them back on.
“Did you just hear what I said?” Amber asks, and I am brought back to the present. Shit. I didn’t hear what she said.
“No, sorry,” I let out in a whisper.
“Where were you?” She asks, and I take a deep breath. I am not ready to tell them where I was or who I was with. I am not ready to answer the questions my friends will have for me. I want this to be my secret. It’s not like I will be seeing Dash anytime soon, anyway.
“I woke up not feeling well, and I walked home,” I say, lying and hoping Amber won’t catch up to me. “I’ve been asleep till now,” I lie again.
“We went to your house. You were not there, Grace. Why are you lying to me?” She asks and I close my eyes for a split second, making a mental note to ask them for my keys.
“Amber, I have to go. My parents are calling me,” I lie once more, ending the call, not giving her a chance to ask any more questions. I throw my phone on the couch and take a deep breath, remembering those blue eyes staring into my soul. The way Dash smiled made me weak to my knees.
I try to push away the memories of him and I decide a shower is the best option. After finding out I puked all over him and myself, I feel dirty. He told me about my friends changing my clothes and Angelo trying to kiss me while I was passed out. But he didn’t tell me anything about beating Angelo. It has to be some sort of coincidence, right?
Dash didn’t look like the type of guy that would slam a fist into someone’s face. The water falling down my back does nothing to push away Dash from my memory. The way he touched me and how my body ignited to his touch. Argh. I have never felt anything like this before for anyone. And I even wasn’t bothered when I thought he had sex with me. Even though I have never done it with anyone else.
I allow myself to enjoy my fingers touching my pussy while I think of him, how my body would react to his touch, how my skin would burn and my insides twist for him. If I got weak to the knees just watching him without a shirt, how would I survive seeing the man naked? I never thought of anyone like this. I never had the curiosity of having sex with anyone. I always thought my virginity was something special and something I would like to offer to someone that would treat me right and I never met a guy that was worthy. Except him.
Well, I don’t know if he is a good guy, but the way he was looking at me seemed like he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I wish he had kissed me. But after he whispered his name, I freaked out so much that I literally ran away. What a freak. I bet no girl has ever run away from him as fast as I did. Hell, I bet no girl has ever denied him, or walked away from him when he looks at them like that.
I bet he sleeps around, and why not? A man like him can have any woman and I know I am not the type of woman he would go for, I bet he likes those bimbos, blonde with a huge rack, probably fake tits, and a huge ass with those tiny dresses that do nothing to cover their bodies.
He would never look at me, and I bet the way he was staring at me was just because he felt bad for me. He saw a girl that needed to be saved and he did it, but he didn’t want anything with me. I shake my head, pushing away Dash from my memory. I need to move on from meeting the most beautiful man I have ever met in my life.
I did just that. For the next few days, I barely thought of him. Focusing on my schoolwork and my volunteering work, but when Saturday arrived and my friends invited me to go out for dinner, Dash popped into my head again. I managed to dodge all their questions during the week, but I know tonight I won’t be able to run away from them.
My phone rings with a text from Jamie announcing they are downstairs waiting for me. I move as fast as I can, grabbing my jacket and my purse. The weather is getting warmer, but it still gets cold overnight. We went to the same restaurant we go to every week and once we were all sitting on our designated seats, I could see all three pairs of eyes on me.
“Nowhere to run now,” Jamie announces, and Amber nods while Hannah smiles. I watch as my three best friends in the world decide to gang up on me and ask loads of questions. They know I lied and they know I was with someone. They just don’t know nothing happened, and I ran away from him.
“So, are you going to tell us where you were, or do we have to ask a thousand questions until you decide to spill the tea?” Hannah asks, going straight to the point.
“Okay, I was with someone, no we did not sleep together, no I will not tell you his name or who he is, and no he doesn’t go to school with us, he is older, and yes he took care of me,” I say and they all smile and Hannah even claps her hands.
“Tell us his name,” she pleas and I shake my head. I did the wrong thing, and I googled him. and what I found out about him made me even more nervous to think about him. He is very well known in New York and I honestly don’t know how I have never crossed paths with him before. He usually attends all the events I have to attend with my parents.
“Nope,” I say, popping the p before I bring my iced tea to my lips and taking a large sip. Jamie looks at Amber and then at me and she smiles.
“Angelo has been asking about you. He even asked for your phone number,” Amber says and I immediately shake my head.
“No, I don’t want to talk to him,” I say and they all frown, looking at me. Of course, they don’t understand where this is coming from, and I don’t really want to go into details with them.
“But I thought…” Jamie says and I shake my head, staring into her brown eyes.
“I don’t want it, okay?” I snap and they all look at each other and Amber raises her hands in surrender before they all look down at their menus before they look at me again. “I am sorry, I just…” I take a deep breath, realizing it’s probably better to tell them.
“The guy, he caught Angelo trying to kiss me while I was passed out,” I say and they all open their mouths in horror and Hannah’s eyes tear up straight away.
“Oh my God, Grace, I am so sorry. We left you in the room because he said it was safe to leave you there,” she says and Jamie nods. They all start shooting apologies all at once and I smile at them, telling them it’s okay, I am fine and nothing happened to me. Thankfully.
“That bastard, he deserved the beating he got then,” Hannah says and Jamie gasps covering her mouth.
“Was the guy that saved you that did that to him?” She asks, and I shrug. I can’t really say yes or no.
“He didn’t say anything about it, so I don’t think so. He just said he took me away from him, that he was trying to kiss me,” I say and they all nod as they stare at me.
Dash POV“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I say as I watch my brother sit next to me. His eyes scan my face as I take a deep breath, cradling the drink in my hand. “Can you please stop staring at me?” I let out in frustration. If there’s one person who can get under my skin is my twin brother. Jagger is my best friend and sometimes I feel like he is a part of me. It’s freakishly frustrating when he looks at me and I feel like I can read his mind. “I just think it’s weird you’re sitting here instead of being down there grinding your cock against some random bimbo,” Jagger says, and I shake my head. “Can’t I have one night of peace?” I let out and he offers me his biggest grin and I know I’m in for shit. “I haven’t forgotten the girl you took home with you. You haven’t told me what the fuck happened,” he says and I roll my eyes as I empty my glass, raising it above my head. “Who’s the girl?” I wish I fucking knew. She got out of my house so fast I didn’t even get a chance to
Grace POVI look at the dress my mom got for me, and I can’t help but scrunch my nose. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a beautiful dress, but it’s not something I would wear. The green fabric matches my eyes and I stare at myself in the mirror with the dress in front of me.“It’s an Ellie Saab,” my mom announces and I look at her over my shoulder, not really knowing what she means by that. I know nothing about fashion. It never really interested me, anyway. That’s why I allow my mother to buy the dresses she wants me to wear to these types of events.“It’s beautiful, Mom,” I say, and her smile widens. I hate breaking their heart and I always pretend to love everything they do, and all the clothes they buy me. They always end up staying in the back of my closet, forgotten.“Good, the glam team will be here soon, so come on, go have a
Grace POV“I finally found you, Sleeping Beauty,” he whispers against my ear. His breath caressing my skin and I could feel every hair on my body rising at the feeling. Oh, God. Why are you doing this to me?“Sleeping Beauty?” I ask and he nods, smiling. It’s not the first time he has called me that, and I know he is using it as an endearing term, but I really don’t agree with it. Sleeping Beauty is one of the films I can never watch. The fact she would only wake up with the prince kissing her always made me think it was wrong. True love’s kiss should’ve been from her parents, not from a guy.“You were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen while sleeping, so I thought it was a good way of describing you, especially coz I didn’t know your name, you ran way too fast,” Dash says and I can feel my cheeks burning. Me, the most beautiful girl?&l
Dash POVThe way Grace’s legs tighten around my waist as she grinds against my cock is driving me wild. My head is spinning with the way her body is moving and the way her hands are digging into my air slightly, pulling as I move my mouth down her neck, leaving small kisses on her bare skin.I move my hand from her ass, caressing her leg that is exposed by the huge slit on her dress, and slowly move to the inside of her leg, caressing her pussy through the thin fabric covering it. I can feel her wetness and as my fingers move slowly, her breath hitches and she moans slowly.“Fuck, you’re so wet baby,” I whisper into her ear as I leave a small bite on her neck sucking. Grace moans with her mouth on my shoulder, then her hips keep bucking against my cock. Her hands gripping my jacket to keep herself in place. I pull her underwear to the side, coating my fingers with her juices, and Grace bites my
Grace POV“How was the party?” Amber asks as we sit at the table in the coffee shop we usually meet before class. I shrug and she looks at me, frowning. “You looked so good,” she says and I offer her a smile. Thinking about the party makes my stomach flutter. Thinking about Dash makes my entire body of work on an overdrive. I feel my cheeks burn as Amber frowns, looking at me.“Okay, what happened there?” She asks before she takes a bite of her Danish. I shrug once more and she is not having it. Her eyes scan my face and as the heat creeps up to my cheeks, she points at my face. “Aha,” she lets out, and I take a small sip of my coffee.“It was weird, okay? My parents kept introducing me to different guys. My mom’s obsession with getting me married is unreal,” I say, shaking my head. Amber takes a deep breath, putting her coffee cup down and looking
Dash POV“Okay, do we really need to do this now?” I ask as I enter Wyatt’s office and his eyes meet mine. He sits back in his chair, throwing the pen on the desk and taking a deep breath. His feet rise as he rests them on the corner of the desk and stares directly into my eyes.“Why not?” He asks, and I raise both hands above my hand in exasperation. Is he for real right now? Wyatt has lost all sense of danger lately and I know he wants shit done and he wants us to corner Parisi sooner rather than later. I know he is worried about Blake going into labor while we’re dealing with Parisi.“Because you’re not thinking about this,” I say and he takes a deep breath, pushing away from his chair and standing up. His hand resting on my shoulder when he reaches me while he looks me in the eye.“Sandrine is going rogue. I can deal with her, but her cousin. He
Dash POVRiding my bike through the streets of New York makes my anxiety spike. Wyatt’s plan has everything to go bust and us ending up with some people dead. I wish he would listen sometimes. I know he thinks this is the best thing. But it isn’t. I know he is scared for Blake. Fuck. I am scared of her. I am fucking terrified, but this is absolutely insane. No one in their right mind would do something like this.Car horns sound while I speed past them, maneuvering my bike at ease. As soon as I get to the safe house, the faster I can try to make this work. I know my brother is gathering the troops, but seeing Grace made me slow down. I should be there by now. Fuck.As soon as I arrive, I remove my helmet, leaving my balaclava on. There’s no time for any of that shit. As I step inside, I can hear everyone rushing around gathering their shit. I look around and find my brother already equipped. He
Grace POVClasses have been boring as hell today and the fact Dash didn’t show up before it started threw me off. He has been showing up every day since the ball and today… Nothing. “Hey,” Amber says as she throws an arm around my shoulders, pulling me closer to her.“Hey,” I reply without even looking at her as I scan my phone. I don’t really know what I am looking for, but when it dings with a message, my heart starts beating faster and I bite my lower lip in anticipation.When I see George’s name on the message, I grunt in frustration and that attracts Amber’s attention to me. I look up to find her peaking at my phone and I just show it to her. I had to tell them about Dash and George after Dash’s first visit. Obviously, I didn’t tell them about my sexual escapade with Dash, if you can even call that.“How dumb is he?&rdq
Jagger POVEntering the elevator, I press my key card to the reader and the doors close immediately. I hate sharing the elevator with people, so I like to come early, before everyone is supposed to start. Today is a bad day for me. It’s been ten years today since my life changed and made me the man I am today. The elevator doors open and Janet looks at me with a wide smile. I look at her, shaking my head slightly as I walk to her desk and she offers me a cup of black coffee. “Good morning boss,” she says and I raise an eyebrow, looking at her and her shoulders slump as she looks at me. “What? Can’t I try to make your day a little better? Today is your dark day after all,” she says and I nod slightly, offering her a small smile. I don’t smile a lot lately, I don’t have a lot of reasons to smile, anyway. “Every day is a dark day,” I correct Janet, and she crosses her arms in front of her chest giving me her sassy attitude and I nod “Thank you for the coffee,” I tell her and her entire
Dash POVStanding at the altar waiting for Grace to walk up to me is making me more nervous than I have ever been in my life. Waiting for her to walk to me in her wedding dress, ready to make me her husband, is the weirdest feeling ever. The past year I have spent showing Grace how much I love her and how important she is to me. The Bridal March starts playing and I look at my brother, who is standing next to me while I adjust my jacket. Fiddling with my hands seems to be helping with the anxiety of seeing Grace.Everyone stands up and then I see Grace walking towards me next to her mother. The veil is covering her face, but I can see her smile underneath. Once they stand in front of me, Marie kisses me on the cheek before offering me her daughter’s hand. I hold Grace’s hand, bringing it to my lips before I remove the veil from her face and her eyes shine with happiness, but it soon disappears when her eyes move from me to my brother standing behind me. “What happened to Jagger?” Gr
Dash POVOne year laterOpening my eyes as I feel the sweat dripping down my face and my heart beating fast makes me sit up straight immediately. I look around the room, remembering I am in Jagger’s house. Today is my wedding day and Grace came up with the whole shit. I am not allowed to see her before the wedding kind of crap.I tried to explain to her that superstition made no sense, not when we lived together and shared a life already, but she made me promise I would respect what she wanted. What can I say? The girl says jump and I ask how high. I am entirely in her hands and she can do whatever the fuck she wants with me that I will allow her to. Pulling up a pair of shorts that I left on the chair, I walk out of the room towards the living room to find my brother with an ice pack against his lip. I raise a single eyebrow as I step closer to him and chuckle as his bruised face appears behind the ice. “Holly shit, Grace is going to fucking kill you, and those bruises won’t be any
Dash POVI open my eyes and immediately regret doing so. My mouth is dry and my vision is blurred. I move my hands up and down my face, trying to wake up, but the headache makes me flinch. I groan in frustration and when I move; I feel something next to me in bed. No, no… Fear strikes and I stand still, not wanting to look at how much I fucked up last night. Getting drunk is one thing, but hooking up and ending up fucking a random girl is an entirely different kind of fuck up. A fuck up, I will not forgive myself. Gathering the courage to look after taking several breaths, I move slightly to see Grace sleeping next to me. I look up and then look at my side again, sitting up on the bed in one movement. Not believing my eyes, I smile, but at the same time freak out a little. How the fuck did I end up in bed with Grace?I look around the room, not recognizing it, and then look down at my body to find a pair of green boxer shorts I have never seen in my life. What the fuck? Looking arou
Grace POV“Grace, dinner is ready, sweetheart,” Mom says as she opens my bedroom door. I nod my head slightly without lifting my head from the pillow. “I’m not hungry,” I whisper back as I feel a single tear roll down my face. I have been crying on and off since I left Dash’s house. Everything he has told me, plus everything else that happened, has taken a toll on me. It’s like my brain has gone into overdrive and shut down. Refusing to cope with what is happening.Mom takes a deep breath as she sits on the edge of the bed, resting her hand on my legs. I look at her and I can see the concern plastered all over her face. “I am worried about you,” Mom says, and that is the last thing I want. She doesn’t deserve to be feeling this. She has gone through so much, I hate putting another thing on her back. Mom looks like she has aged years in the last few days. The betrayal, the divorce, my dad’s death, and my kidnapping have taken a huge chunk of her life away. “Sorry Mom,” I say, sitting
Dash POV“What do you mean, you do things that would make my skin curl? What do you mean by that?” Grace asks and I close my eyes for a few seconds and when I open them, her eyes widen as if she is finally understanding everything. “I am innocent Grace, and I will make sure no one comes back to hurt you,” I say, and she stands up so fast it makes my head spin. “Careful, you can’t do that,” I say, but she ignores me as she paces around the living room. “Are you telling me you are like Parisi?” Grace asks and I stand walking to her. I place my hands on her neck and her eyes meet mine as I caress her skin lightly with my thumb as I shake my head. “I am nothing like that fucker, I don’t traffic women, I don’t rape women, I don’t force them to do things they don’t want, and I sure as hell don’t hurt innocent women,” I add and Grace’s eyes widen again as her hands fly to touch mine. Her hands gripping mine but she doesn’t push away. “I am not like him, but I am not innocent,” I say and s
Grace POV“I can walk by myself,” I let out with a giggle as Dash lifts me from the car. His arms holding me bridal style as he carries me to the elevator. His eyes meet mine and he plants a small kiss on my lips as we wait inside the elevator. The doors open, taking us into our apartment and when we are inside, I look around trying to find my furry friend, but disappointment takes over as I can’t see him anywhere. “Where’s Crow?” I ask Dash and he smiles as he puts me on the couch. His eyes follow my every move as I adjust to my position. “So? Where is he?” I ask and Dash sits next to me, smiling. “Jagger has him, because I was spending so much time in the hospital with you he offered to stay with him, shocking I know,” Dash says and I widen my eyes, nodding. “I never thought I would see the day the big bad wolf would become a teddy bear and decide to offer his help with a dog,” I say as I laugh, and Dash smiles. “Are you hungry? I can make you something to eat,” he says and I sh
Dash POVI walk straight into the room where all the instruments are kept. Things here are different from the safe house. The cells are like rooms and we can’t keep the stuff inside because otherwise they could use it against us or against themselves. Gathering my favorites, I smile as I grab the baseball bat, the knife, and the nail remover. I shove them into my pocket as I rest the baseball bat against my shoulder and I walk into Amber’s room. Her eyes meet mine and she immediately moves against the wall. “Please, don’t do this Dash, I can give you more information,” Amber says and I can’t help but laugh at her poor attempt at getting out of this. “I’ll tell you whatever you want to know,” Amber says, and I shake my head as I grab my phone from my pocket. I log into the security camera feed and show the bitch she is not alone anymore. Amber gasps, covering her mouth with her hand as she sees her pile of shit boyfriend or whatever Parisi is in the other room. He is tied to the wal
Jagger POVWatching my brother almost go through everything I went through has become my worst nightmare. The way he was barely breathing while we tried to find Grace was killing me. I don’t wish that pain on anyone, especially not on my twin brother. He is everything to me. He is the only person I can rely on. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Ghost asks and I nod as he wraps my wrists and hands. Ghost has become a good friend in the last few months. “You can still leave,” he adds, and I shake my head. “Are you trying to get into my head?” I ask, looking directly into his dark eyes. and he shakes his head, cocking his head to the side slightly. When I am done, I walk out of the changing rooms straight into the cage where I am about to have my first underground fight. Ghost introduced me to this world and I come here every time I want to distract myself. There’s something therapeutic for me watching people bleed. “Remember what I told you,” Ghost says and I nod. This is an under