Abigail's Wednesday was just as any day of the week. It was hectic, tiring and long. Still, it wasn’t over yet.
She had just gotten home from her evening classes, feeling exhausted but still willing to do what she has to do to get by.
Grabbing a cup of coffee from the kitchen island, Abigail shrugged on a trench coat, fished for her keys from her purse and rushed for the door. It was almost 9 p.m., and she had to be in her dressing room to get ready for the 10 o'clock opening of the night club.
She had barely caught a breath after being in New York's terrible traffic on her way home from her classes, but she had to do what she simply had to do.
"Stay home and watch 'Home Alone' with me," Najay whined as Abigail grabbed her phone from the coffee table.
"Najay, I have to go," she responded like a responsible parent. "The bills have to be paid somehow."
"You're tired, Abi. You know you can take a night off, right? You aren’t under a contract."
Abigail sighed, feeling a bit annoyed that she had to be explaining something so important to her roommate who knew how life went.
"I know but I need the money, Naj. You know this. I'll be back by midnight, okay?" Without any room for protest, Abigail quickly kissed her friend's check and bolted for the door.
Najay had been the closest thing she had to a friend for the past years. Of course she had acquaintances from school and co-workers from both her jobs, but they didn’t know her like Najay does. Still, her roommate can be a pain in the ass sometimes. Najay works full time at a salon, so she often forgot that Abigail wasn’t as fortunate as her to have nights off.
With a yawn, Abigail switched on the torch on her phone as she arrived at the dark staircase. They still hadn’t fixed the elevator, and the stairs were as dark as night itself. She mumbled a curse under her breath as she carefully took each step, praising God when she was at the safety of the bottom floor. The last thing she wanted was to fall down a flight of stairs and break her neck.
The coffee was cold when she took a sip, but she had no choice but drink it still. She needed the energy booster, especially after going back to the club after being absent so many days.
After her talk with Theodore on Saturday, she found that they spent the entire day together, hence she couldn’t go to Vanx that night, as she had to catch up on her studying. Still, with over a week being away from the club, she was hoping that it wouldn’t be too hard going back there after what nearly happened to her.
It's not like she had a choice either way.
She had considered Theodore's proposal. In fact, it has been on her mind for the past five days. Yet even though she spent a whole day with him and found him to be a decent, respectful man, she couldn’t see herself dancing for him...privately.
In fact, the very thought of going to his house three days a night to perform an exotic, sometimes erotic dance would make her cringe. What if one day he has a bad day, and feels like he needs to relieve himself? Will his decency last then?
As successful as he is, Abigail was sure that he had extremely stressful days and weeks. She might've trusted him to take her for coffee, but being alone with him for three nights a week is a different level of trust-- trust which she didn’t have.
She could, however, see herself taking up his offer of friendship. It didn’t have to be anything close. They could simply meet for coffee or lunch once a month to retain the friendship. She liked the way he talked, and could see herself having decent conversations with him sometime in the future again.
This was a huge step for her. She hadn’t been associated with a man in this manner in years. Unless it was professional or situational, she doesn’t really find herself conversing with a man.
But Theodore made it easy. He spoke as if they were business partners, siblings, old friends and even sometimes lovers, and she had only had one day to talk to him. The way he talked about business as if it was a hobby was intriguing, and the way he would randomly compliment her about something would drop a hint of comfort and appreciation in their interaction.
He was a people person. He knew how to get around with words.
But as for being a personal stripper? She couldn’t do it.
They haven’t talked since Saturday. He hadn’t called, and neither had her. She didn’t feel bad though. He's the freaking CEO of a business for crying out loud. Abigail was sure he had better things to do than call her every passing second. Besides, she didn’t want to come off as too pushy either. The last thing she wanted was for him to believe she wants more than just friendship from him--like money.
Abigail never wants to be a burden or menace to anyone. Ever.
"Taxi!" She bellowed as she waved down a yellow cab but huffed in annoyance when it sped past her.
The night was cold and her fingers felt as if they were going to fall off. The cold coffee wasn’t helping either, and the three minute walk from her apartment to the main streets was more than enough time to torture her with the cold.
The coat she wore was a bit worn and old, but it was the warmest she had. Abigail hugged her arms tighter around her when another rush of wind appeared out of nowhere and sent her freezing even more.
She checked the time again. 9:15. At this rate, she'll lose a good chunk of money if she's not there and ready to go on stage by 10. The thought worried her. She already lost a week's worth of cash. She couldn’t afford to lose a minute more.
"Taxi!" She waved frantically again as another cab pulled up, and to her delight, it stopped at her feet as she shuffled in.
"Hello there," the old man greeted, beaming through the mirror at her.
Abigail shivered but forced a smile anyways. "Goodnight. Vanx Club please."
"Let me give you some heat." The man chuckled, almost sending Abigail in a panic attack by the misinterpretation of his words. But then she felt the warm air from the heater melting away the cold from her veins, and she almost moaned in delight.
"Thank you," she murmured, leaning back in the seat.
She found herself dozing off before she arrived at her destination, and she was jerked awake when the car came to a sudden stop. The driver peered over his shoulder in sympathy for the petite woman in the back of his cab as he watched her eyes flutter open.
"You seem a bit tired," he pointed out as she stirred fully awake.
Abigail chuckled humourlessly as she fished a bill from her purse. "A bit? Not even close."
"Keep it." He raised his hands when she handed him the bill with a small simper on his lips. "You take care now, Little Missy."
"Thank you. You too," she said softly before leaving. It was good to remember now and then that good people still existed. The world isn’t all that evil.
'Good people like Theodore?'
Avoiding the thought, Abigail quickly rushed inside to escape the bite of the cold air. She decided to go straight to the manager's, Andrew, office to let him know that she was in tonight.
Abigail noticed how she got weird looks from some of the workers on her way there, but avoided them. There must be some new gossip going around this week like always. Too bad her name was involved.
"Come in!" the familiar voice of Andrew called when Abigail knocked on his door. She wasted no time in pushing it open, and as always, his nose was buried in his laptop, probably watching porn or actually dealing with the book records.
"My Kitten!" he cheered brightly as she stepped in. "I've missed you." Andrew winked as she shuffled further in as she left the door open. She always did. Her trust issues don't surpass anyone.
"I know, I've been out for the past week. I felt a bit uncomfortable because of...something. But I just wanted to let you know that I'm back."
Andrew's face fell, and Abigail didn’t understand why. "Oh mi nena," he mumbled in his thick Spanish accent. "I was so happy to see you back, that I almost forgot."
"Forgot what?" She gulped, sensing his sadness towards her.
"The last night when you were here, something happened? No?"
Abigail's body suddenly began to tremble as she gazed wearily around the man's office. She anticipated ANYTHING. Andrew never gave her reason to doubt his morals, but she couldn’t be too careful with men. She could never be.
"Yes," was all she said, not wishing to expound.
"I don’t know what happened, but I have bad news for you, my dearest."
"What news?" She gulped again, sensing that it couldn’t be anything good.
"This man, he's one of my top clients for my girls, Vino. After he requested your private dance, I believe it didn’t go well?" Andrew watched her carefully. He didn’t know what happened, but he didn’t want to upset Abi. She was, after all, one of his favorites.
"Andrew, where are you getting?" she asked in frustration. What had been happening in the week she was away?
Andrew sighed deeply before meeting her eyes. "He claims that you stole his money and made a run for it. He's been telling every man that comes in this place since that night."
"What!" Abigail couldn’t believe her ears. The audacity! "I did no such thing!"
"I know, mi querida, I know. I've known you for a while, Kitten, and I know you didn’t do it."
"So why do you tolerate it? And what does this have to do with the bad news you have for me?"
"I'm not tolerating it." He sighed again before continuing. "I love you as one of my best dancers, Abigail, I do."
"But?" she asked, sensing a 'but'. He only ever called her Abigail on the night he accepted her as a dancer here. Since then it's been 'Kitten' or some Spanish nickname that she didn’t understand. This must be serious.
"But he's a well respected man here who comes a lot and spends good money. The other men will believe whatever nonsense he blabs, and having you here won't be good for business until this passes over or until I-"
"So you're just going to let him get away with-" Abi choked on her words as a sob threatened to break from her lips. Andrew felt his heart breaking at the very sight. He wanted to know what really happened that night so he could be sure it wouldn't happen again.
"He won't," he tried to assure her as he rounded his desk to move close to her. But as expected, she moved back. "I want him out of my club because he's obviously done something dishonorable to one of my girls. Abigail, what did he do?"
"It doesn’t matter," she mumbled as she turned to leave. What more could he do if this Vino man had everyone believing that she was a sneaky thief? They wouldn’t want to watch her dance or request private dances from her. So her 'career' here was practically over as Andrew put it in much nicer terms.
"I've installed cameras in my private rooms, not to watch anything, but to have as reference if something like this should happen to someone else." He called after her as he made for the exit. "As for now, I cant ban him or get him arrested without proof, but I'm terribly sorry it had to be you. I hope I can call you when this all blows over and you can consider coming back?" he asked with hope dripping from his voice.
Still, Abigail felt betrayed, cheap and most of all, scared. What will she do now?
With a single nod, she left Andrew Vanx's office and his club.
She accepted the cold air as it struck her again, welcoming the warm tears in contrast as they rolled down her cheek.
Abigail still couldn’t believe what Andrew had just revealed to her. She wasn’t surprised though. This was a man's world after all. It was a filthy rich man's words over a tiny woman who strips for money. Who will they be more likely to believe?
With all hope and her largest source of income lost, Abigail strolled down the freezing streets, thinking about her next move as tears continued to roll from her eyes. She felt like walking home. She needed the walk so she could think.
She couldn’t drop out of school, and a full time job at SHI wasn’t guaranteed even if she went on her knees and begged her boss. Najay could cover the rent until she found another job to gain enough money to pay her back, but even then, how will she continue school?
Her back was against the wall, and for the first time since she left Mark's house, she felt hopeless.
A flicker of a bright light blinded her temporarily through a building as she walked past it, and she noticed that it was a huge business place that was not foreign to her. She had passed it numerous times when travelling about the city, but she wasn’t giving it much thought until just now.
Vintage Wines.
Theodore's business.
The thought of his proposal resurfaced in her mind as she eyed the closed glass doors that showed the lobby of his business' headquarters.
His offer had been a big one, but she had her doubts about accepting the proposal.
But as she stood there in the heart of the city with tear-streaked cheeks and a rising headache, logic spoke to her and she knew what she had to do.
She didn’t have a choice.
The coffee tasted quite bland today despite the fact that it was made the same way every morning.Theodore’s mood resembled the weather outside—dark and cold as rain filled the day with its gloom. Theodore wasn’t sure why he was feeling so dull. Maybe it was because there had been no improvements in his Italian vineyard, or maybe it was because he hadn’t had a minute to just relax.He no longer knew what it felt like to have a normal or fun life, and on some days--days like this--he was reminded even more.He skipped through the morning paper as he continued to energize himself with the black liquid. Even the papers were boring.He skipped to the sports section, where a woman was highlighted for winning a gymnastics championship. His lips twitched at the sight. She looked so happy with the trophy perched on her hip, as she posed for the camera with an o
Theodore didn’t know what to say. He didn’t expect her to agree so quickly, but he was glad that she did.“I am happy to hear that,” he said with a small smile. “I hope we can get along well.”Abigail nodded with a nervous gulp. “Of course. But as I said, I have terms.”“Name them.”This seemed fair enough in his mind. He knew this was a hard decision for her to make, and he still wanted to do it for her own protection and benefit. So, a few terms on her side wouldn’t be too bad. It is, after all, her body.“First of all, you cannot touch me. That still sta
“Abigail, put on the damn shoes and leave this damn house.” This had been the third time that Najay had to speak to her friend and roommate, but Abigail wouldn’t budge. She sat on the couch, shaking like a leaf for the past thirty minutes. “No.” Abigail couldn’t bring herself to move. Even with pep talk after pep talk which led to scolding, she found it impossible to get up. Why? She had no clue. “Just so you know, you signed a contract, remember?” Najay pointed out with a raised eyebrow. ”I know that,” Abigail hissed before squeezing her eyes shut.&n
Theodore circled Abigail as a lion ready to pounce on his prey. He enjoyed the shock and slight excitement on her face after seeing the room. It had been prepared the day after he sent her the contract. He figured if this was supposed to be her ’job’, a proper work area for her would be appropriate. He was pleased with the glint in her eyes as she examined the shiny silver pole under the red and pink lights. Across from it was a black, leather armchair for him. Her heels clicked against the black tiles as she crossed the room, and Theodore followed slowly behind her, appreciating the distinct swing of her hips under her large coat. He brought the glass to his lips, taking a sip of his wine as he took his seat. He watched carefully as Abigail easily found the music box, where she took a disk from her bag and slipped it inside its respective area. She was a natural, and the way she seemed so confident while doing something as simple as g
Theodore stood in his office with his eyes strained on the building below him. He held a glass of wine in his grip, trying to clear his mind of all things Kitten. He didn’t mean to rush out like that, but he knew that sooner or later, she would’ve realised why he seemed bothered, and it would only make her feel uncomfortable. The only good thing he could see from tonight’s performance was that he knew what to expect from now on. He squeezed his eyes shut as guilt gnawed at his mind. It was only a few minutes past eight, nowhere near the end of their hour together. But he could only imagine the turmoil that must be going on in her mind at that moment, even if she had already left. He had to be equipped to control himself for a whole hour for the next six months. If only she wasn’t so impeccably resistible. She had the body of a goddess. Theodore saw this much when she dropped the dress from her body. It almost made him jealo
Yet another conference meeting had come to a successful end, thanks to Abigail and her team. Mr Hansic beamed at his star employee as she packed away her notes while the others filed out of the room in low, happy chatter.“You did it again, Abigail. You wowed yet another team of investors with your presentation,” Seymour praised as he stood by the door, blocking her way out.“I’m only doing my job, sir,” she said simply as she lifted her head to meet his proud gaze. “I love my job.”“I can tell. Believe me, Abigail, you will be just what this team needs for a long time.”Her eyes widened as a smile broke out on her lips. Though she was used to Seymour’s appreciative speeches towards her, this had been the first time since he made a bold statement of keeping her with him after she finished school. So that meant he would promote her to a full-time position sometime in the future.
In a moment when it felt like the world had stopped spinning, as if the only sound in the universe was the thump of one’s heartbeat. In an instant, every cell in your body stopped working, and your sense of smell, sight and hearing had disappeared. In a second of utmost devastation that deemed the universe non-existent, the only thought that came to mind was the sliver of hope that this much was true. Because when something as horrifying and heart-shattering as this had happened, the only way to escape would be no existence at all. Abigail’s ears rang, and her throat constricted. The very image of the room spun as her eyes got blurry, and the distant sound of Najay’s voice calling out to her seemed too far away for her to hear. Abigail gripped the desk for support as she tried to catch her breath. She hadn’t heard the full story of what happened, yet it had this effect on her. “Abigail? Abigail, can you hear me?&rdquo
The view was nice. Getting a hotel room at such short notice wasn’t easy, but Abigail and Najay managed to find one just in time. Abigail’s room sat on the third level. She could see only a part of the city since the hotel was on the other side of town. She also had the perfect view of the back of Theodore’s company, and since the very minute she got settled in, she had been staring at it. He had called earlier to ask what time he was supposed to swing by. Abigail didn’t know what to tell him, so she hung up the first time without replying to his question. But then he called again, and again until she had no choice but to answer him. He was worried, and she apologized for getting him worked up. But Abigail then knew that she couldn’t go on without telling him the reason for her behaviour, so she gave him the hotel’s address, avoiding all his questions about why she was there in the first place and promised to te
Song for final chapter:Like I'm Gonna Lose You by Meghan Trainor ft John Legend ***Theodore sat in his office--thoughts filled with Abigail. The last thing he wanted was to entertain thoughts of the tantalising woman who drove him crazy, which was why the first thing he did when they arrived was head straight to his office. But he couldn’t help it. She was a few rooms away, sleeping, and he couldn’t focus on his papers. The last thing he wanted to do was write something in the wrong place. That could be chaotic.He closed the folder and ran his fingers through his hair, exhausted. He’d only slept three hours on the plane, and that’s after Abigail finally fell asleep. He checked the time, seeing that it was minutes after ten a.m. Theodore replayed the past twelve hours in his head after learning about Abigail’s miscarriage.The very thought caused a stab in his heart that he had never felt before. It almost felt as bad as when he lost Abigail. But losing his baby--their baby... It w
As the man and a woman, who Abigail assumed was his wife, approached, all she wanted to do was run for the hills. But Theodore smiled at him, too, showing that he knew the doctor quite well.“Doctor Danvers,” both Theodore and Abigail said simultaneously in two different tones, of course.Doctor Danvers beamed at the couple as his eyes settled on Abigail, Theodore’s hand around her waist, then on her stomach.Oh no.“How are you doing?” he asked, staring at Abigail.Abigail gulped. “I’m great. Never been better. I see you know Theodore?”“Ah yes,” Doctor Danvers said, sharing a quick smile with Theodore. “Our families go way back. I actually mentored Jessica when she wanted to be a doctor. Such a shame she gave it up. She had talent.”“Well, that’s Jessica,” Theodore concluded with a chuckle. A brief silence reigned, and Abigail tried to use it to her advantage to get away, but Theodore beat her to it as if just noticing that Doctor Danvers called Abigail’s name and not his.“Wait, ho
Abigail never fancied makeup, but she was utterly grateful for her tiny tube of foundation. She hadn’t realised that Theodore had gotten carried away with his love bites until she woke up this morning.She didn’t even go to Jessica’s bachelorette party. After they left the cellar, Theodore and Abigail showered and changed before heading to the dining room. Penny and Brad pretended that they didn’t notice the sudden change in attire. But Jessica was quite blunt with her remarks, even insisting that Abigail stay home, saying she “Must be tired from the long plane ride.”Abigail didn’t protest, and when Jessica returned home sometime after midnight, she spotted Theodore leaving Abigail’s room.Jessica took Abigail to the hotel to get ready, so Abigail hadn’t seen Theodore all morning or afternoon. She made a beautiful bride. Though they had to redo her makeup two times because her panic caused her to sweat and cry, smudging the lines of her eyeliners and making imbalances in her foundat
Theodore’s smile had disappeared entirely as if it weren’t there in the first place.“I have no idea. And I don’t care.”“Oh,” Penny simply said, realising she had upset both Theodore and Abigail. “I didn’t... Not that I care. I didn’t much like her anyways.”“Mother, you loved Cleo,” Theodore said, calling her out. Penny seemed uncomfortable.“I did when she was younger. But I don’t quite think she was right for you. I just thought that when the break-up happens, you’d just remain friends.”Brad, evidently seeing Abigail’s discomfort, changed the topic. “Abigail, I hope you like lasagne.”“I love it,” Abigail said, forcing a smile.“Great!”Jessica gripped Abigail’s wrist and pulled her to the other side of the room, seeing that Penny was trying to apologise to Theodore for bluntly bringing up Cleo’s whereabouts.“You must come to my bachelorette party,” Jessica said, curling her palms under her neck with a huge smile.Abigail--who had initially planned to go to bed--stumbled over he
California--the state of sunshine and beaches.Abigail had a considerable amount of time daydreaming about getting fresh air compared to New York’s busyness. And more times than she’d liked, Theodore was present in those daydreams too, either holding her hand along the beach or kissing her under the open moonlight.It was quite inappropriate to dream about, but she couldn’t help her wandering thoughts. Najay, having tried everything she could to stop Abigail from going, helped her pack and tried to shove the largest, most unattractive underwear in Abigail’s carry on. But Abigail noticed before Najay could close the zipper and packed some moderately decent underwear--not too sexy, but not too repulsive either. Not that it mattered. Theodore and Abigail wouldn’t even share a room. So that shouldn’t have been a concern.Theodore.Abigail hadn’t seen him since the day she went shopping, and they had talked but twice on the phone to arrange the time for pick up and departure. The way he le
Slowly, they all turned around as if they were two-year-old triplets being caught colouring on the wall.Behind them stood Theodore and his COO, Jerry. Abigail met Jerry once, but Cleo knew him quite well.“Theodore,” Abigail mumbled, clutching the dress to her chest.He ogled the dress with an approving glint in his eye, imagining how its soft silky-like texture would look on Abigail. And how he could almost run his hand under the--“What the hell are you doing here?” Cleo’s voice snapped him from his naughty thoughts, but every warmth disappeared from his eyes when he met Cleo’s.“I would ask you the same thing,” Theodore growled.Without taking his eyes from Cleo, he stalked towards Abigail and slipped the dress from her fingers before handing it to Sarah.“Get this ready for me, would you?”“Are--are you buying it, s-s-sir?” Sarah stumbled over her words. But the question yielded a glare from Theodore, which had her squirming. The dominance and power that radiated from him were a
“I don’t like it.” Najay had made it abundantly clear five times already that she didn’t like the idea of Theodore and Abigail becoming... acquainted again.Najay believed Abigail would just end up hurt and fall into a cycle of Theodore and heartbreak all over again.When she learned that Abigail had lost her baby, Najay didn’t blame Theodore. No one did. But she believed it would be too hard on Abigail to be around him--especially since he didn’t know.“I know you don’t like it,” Abigail said, “but I think this is good for me. I need a vacation.”“Not with him. And won’t a wedding make you feel all... I don’t know...woozy?” Najay said, throwing her arms in the air. Abigail chuckled as they stopped in front of the salon.“Woozy?” Abigail snorted.“I don’t know, okay? Just be careful.”“Najay, I’ll be fine. I’m keeping him at arm’s length. Besides, what’s the worst that could happen?”“Well--”“That was rhetorical.” Abigail quickly cut her off before dashing across the street. “I’ll se
“Yes!”The email Abigail had been dreading over the past week had finally arrived, and thankfully, it bore good news.Abigail jumped from the couch, throwing her arms in the air as she performed a mini dance in front of Najay. Najay couldn’t contain her laughter, happy that Abigail seemed to be getting back to her old self.“Yes what?” Najay asked, though she already knew.“I just got the confirmation email about my special request. I am officially done with grad school. I made it bitches!”Chuckling, Najay grabbed the beer bottle from her friend’s hand and closed Abigail’s laptop. “Okay. Take it easy, tiger.”“I’m easy,” Abigail grinned. “I’m really, really easy.”“Okay, let’s get you to bed.”Abigail darted away from Najay’s hand, dashing towards her bedroom.“No! I have to go to Vanx Club, remember?”“Like this?” Najay asked, following behind Abigail. “You’re not in the right mind space to go out tonight. It’s almost ten.”After grabbing a mini dress from her packed box on the grou
She sat in the single armchair, knowing it was the safest choice considering the other was a loveseat. Theodore and Najay sat across from her only seconds later. They all waited for someone to start speaking first. Ultimately, it was Najay.“We have one fight, and you leave the city without telling me.”“Najay...” Abigail sighed, knowing it would lead to this.In truth, Abigail was just as surprised to see Najay as she was to see Theodore.“No, Abigail. I was pissed, yes. You accused me of something not just awful but disgusting and heart-breaking. I spent days wondering what I could’ve done to make you doubt my loyalty. I admit I kept a few details away from you because I didn’t want you to freak out. But when I invited Nicholas inside my apartment, it was only to threaten his sorry ass in a place where no one would hear.”“I know, Najay. I was stupid and scared and hurt, and I should’ve never accused you of something like that.”“No, you shouldn’t have.” Najay had always been bare-f