REBECCAThe nurse arrived a few minutes later and she led my mother away. She was sedated and made to rest in her room. I stood outside, pondering on her words as I watched her sleep. The fear in her eyes rushed back to my mind whenever I closed my eyes and I just knew I was going to have nightmares tonight.There were so many questions left unanswered and the only person willing to help me was Annie. I hoped she wouldn't hold back any information this time."Miss. Rebecca?" the nurse approached me. "She just needs to rest for a while. You should get some rest too. You've been unconscious for three days. You're not supposed to be under any form of stress."One glance at my mother and I knew that would be easier said than done. "I'll try.""Don't forget to take your medication every morning and night, make sure you eat a lot. You're losing a lot of weight and this could affect you," she said with kind eyes.I nodded, thanking her again before she walked away. I watched her sleep for a
REBECCA:"I don’t know," the tear rolled down my cheek and I caught it, wiping it off quickly and becoming very aware that we were practically almost pressed into each other. Neither of us made any attempt to move. I liked the feel of his warm skin next to mine, if it was the only warmth I'd have in this winter phase of my life, then so be it.He searched my eyes and I saw him relax with a heavy breath, "Do you have any idea what's in that warehouse? If Oliver's asking for it too, then it must be important."I knew nothing other than that piece of information. Nothing else made sense. I couldn't bring myself to ask my mother after that because a part of my mind was eating me alive, worried that everyone would know that I suddenly knew the whereabouts and I'd be fighting for my life again.I didn't want to know. I was scared. Regardless of what I knew or not, I knew the old man was going to come after me, I just… wanted to justify my innocence and play the victim. I sounded like a cowa
REBECCAA chance, he said. I still haven't recovered from the shock of it as I sat in his car. He proposed a few hours outside to ourselves. It sounded like an unsaid ‘date’ but I agreed because I didn't want to remain locked up here.We left without any bodyguard since he was a cop but it took a lot of convincing and I was pretty damn sure they still followed our car secretly.Orders from their boss, of course.“Where are we going?” We were climbing a hill now and I hung on for my seatbelt, afraid of the rocky bumps that made the car shake side by side.“A place I love the most,” he said casually. “You'll see, but I just wanna go grab some stuff and we'll be out quick.”I kept my eyes on the road, wondering what that meant but I was all dressed up looking really pretty like I didn't have chaos around me. It was nice to do something different from my normal routine.He pulled over at a cabin at the top of the hill and when we stepped down, I looked around the place. There were no othe
REBECCAI was glad I agreed to go ahead with it, because a few minutes after riding a rollercoaster, my cheek was hurting from all the screaming and my blood pumped with adrenaline.“I can't remember the last time I had this much fun,” I confessed as he handed me the ice cream. “Wait, should we be doing this after a ride like that? What if we throw up?”“Good point. Hand it here,” he suggested too quickly but I could smell the fraudulent act from a mile away.I licked my ice cream, ate my doughnuts and we had a few more fun activities at the park. After which we went to see a comedy movie at the cinemas and we had a good laugh.We spent our time watching one movie to the other and it was all purely comedy and something that didn't for once, remind me of my life.By the time it was evening, we had nothing else to do so we just sat on a bench in a park and talked about little things.My cheek hurt from the number of times I had smiled and laughed today and I wished the day would never e
REBECCAHot, wet and a domineering kiss that scattered my insides and made a mess of my brain. He kissed me like he meant his confession, like he meant every word and I moaned uncontrollably when he nipped on my bottom lip.When we pulled apart, his eyes were still closed for a few minutes like he savoured the moment while I heaved with heavy breaths, wondering when things turned out so intense between us.From the corner of my eye, he made a fist over the steering wheel, grabbing that the same way he wanted to grab me and now my body burned for him.I should go inside now before we took another step further and there would be no coming back from that.“You should go inside now. Thank you for hanging out with me,” he pressed a gentle kiss to my head and handed me my stuff.I stepped down on shaky legs and watched him drive off with my heart racing beyond control.That kiss was different from the first time… what changed?After I had wiped the confusion and any signs that he kissed me
REBECCAPregnant.Of all the things to be, I was fucking pregnant.I cried into my pillow trying to keep my sounds to myself. It was a silent sob and my heart broke each time fresh tears fell.How could I be pregnant in this mess? In this chaos?I didn't even have control over my own damn life. I had no right to bring a baby into this world.That child was going to suffer.OhmyGod!This was the worst mistake I could've ever made.When did it happen?Oliver and I have always been careful.I've always been on birth control until– I trailed off trying to remember. I couldn't.I couldn't remember the last time I took the pills.I've been so occupied lately with trying to save my own life that I forgot not to allow a life to come through me right now.Oh God! Oh God!He knew. He knew all along and he wanted me to have it, didn't he?I took in a shuddering breath as my airways were clogged with tears and I could barely even breathe without trembling like I could die.How would Annie feel ab
REBECCA“You're three weeks pregnant,” the nurse confirmed my suspicion but that didn't lessen the situation.I was yet to come to a decision and it worried me if I'll even come to one soon before it becomes too late.So I truly was pregnant. I had cried so much yesterday that I didn't know how to feel today. Do I cry my eyes out again?"I'm sorry I didn't tell you," she apologised. "I was told not to yet that it would be shocking." she tried to explain but what was the point of it? She couldn't disobey the higher power and once again, I'm reminded who holds the upper hand here.The ones with wealth, money and power. Influence was a weapon used against the poor and the weak. It didn't matter what was in my account, I was part of the masses.Living in a fancy house didn't make me rich. It only reminded me of what I was and I could never be again.I just wanted to leave after all this mess was sorted out. If only she could recover faster… but it's no use trying to rush the process. I ca
REBECCA"Hey," I hung up the phone and tried to contain my smile while he searched my face with a worried gaze."Your eyes… Did you cry?""Yes. I got so overwhelmed thinking about my own problem," I admitted and tried to shake it off, make him worry less but that didn't seem to work."Have you had breakfast yet?" I changed the subject quickly."I grabbed some at a restaurant before coming. I don't think I can eat anymore.""Bummer. My mom made breakfast and it was really lovely. I'm glad she remembers her recipe and her favourite hobby besides gardening, of course." We walked down the hall and ended up in my room."I could try some one of these days. Are you feeling okay?" he asked again."I'm fine, Theo. I promise. I just needed to cry," I felt guilty but I couldn't tell him just yet, besides, I still didn't know what I wanted to do about this. It was a tough decision to make. I'd have to endure with raising a kid by myself. That was the last thing I ever thought I'd do.I guess one