Regrets

This time around, he lost the battle with his composure and flung the phone into a corner, where it shattered.

He didn't pay it any mind, but instead, took big, deep breaths to calm himself down, and then he finished up with his dressing.

So much for his thinking that Amanda had someone else. Now, he wished that that was indeed the case and she had someone else to give some of her choking affections to so that he could breathe a little.

She was a big embarrassment to him, and it wasn't just because of her obscenely huge weight, but because of her addictions and total lack of self-control.

Each time he remembered the scene that she created at the prolific actor's birthday party that they had attended together, it felt like the earth should open up and swallow him.

Now, she had the grand delusion that they were in a loving relationship, and she had even gone as far as to suggest marriage to him, as well as to mention kids. Hell, no!

She was so desperate, and for some reason, he found hi