39. Just a dinner

"You aren't going to the office?" The male who was still half asleep mumbled something incoherent before pulling me by the waist and sleeping again.

I messaged his head while lost in my thoughts. I was still sad and in pain but maybe I didn't wanna die right now like before. Maybe..... I was not nice, a useless human to everyone but someone was good to me.

I got a message from my male friend saying Alison's condition wasn't very well but Eva knew how I was feeling, so she went to see my sis instead of me.

I might go to meet her soon but right now I didn't think I could face her or comfort her. Because my tears didn't seem to stop and worrying about her for me wasn't good.

I wanted to run away, lock my room, and cry. Yet here I was, acting normal and sitting. Oddly, I cared about Andrew's happiness too much that I was ready to act as if nothing happened. My heart ached when I saw him sad, and I accepted that there was this weird feeling I have for him