I am afraid that if I open myself, I will not stop pouring. Why do I fear becoming a river? What mountain gave me such shame? -Jamie Oliveria.|Z Y R A|My words got interrupted in between when his lips, suddenly, met mine. His large hand gripping my chin softly as if he is afraid of hurting me. His lips moved softly against mine and I gave in and kissed him back with my trembling lips. This looks like a moment a person would be dying for and wouldn't know what exactly to do when it arrives. When my lips moved against his, he let out a soft groan of desperation. For the for at time in years, I felt confused and amazed. What was surprising in all this was that I felt. I felt his hands on my body, I felt his lips against mine. I felt his warmth in my body. I felt his softness in the kiss. I felt so much at this only moment that I think I would explode with these feelings. Bringing my hands up, I ran them in his hairs and he circled his anoth
All this beauty in the world but my eyes are only satisfied when I look at you. -Unknown. |N I C O L A S|My hand extended to reach the green eyed woman who slept with me last night. But all I recieved was cold sheets. I opened my eyes, not liking what I see. The side of her bed is empty as if she was never there. I stood up from the bed raking a hand through my hairs when I decided to check the bathroom for her. I called her name but there was no response. That's when I realised that her clothes are gone. That means she is gone. The thought of her leaving me cold in bed leaves a bolt of anger in my veins. With a sour face, I took a random shirt from the closet and wore it before sliding up the pants and leaving my room in search of her. I didn't bothered knocking on her door as I stormed inside just to find it empty as if no one lives here. Where the fuck did she go?!Joining the people in the living room, I saw she was nowhere. Aleeza and Flora are here while Crystal is in th
I crave the side of you that you don't show to anyone else. -Nicolas.|N I C O L A S|I turned around to look at the blonde woman who is standing as if I didn't had my hands wrapped around her neck last night, ready to choke her to death. "We need to talk." She spoke and I stayed quiet noticing her body language as she struggled to keep her fake posture. "I guess not." I told as I start to walk past her but her next words stopped me in my mid track. "I am leaving, Nico." She announced. I don't know what is there to be so dramatic about it because I am extremely glad that she is finally leaving. "Have a safe journey." I said formally. Not like I wish her bad or anything but with last few days she lost the respect I somehow had for her. "What is it with her?" Her words filled with frustration and venom, screamed her feelings. And, we are back to the green eyed girl both of us are obsessed with. This time, I turned aro
They say that the loveliest angels makes the cruelest demons and my darling,You were so kind and beautiful before they dragged you to hell. -c.k.|Z Y R A|He didn't let it go. I am in my room hearing the sound of knocking on my door from the other side. I thought me avoiding him for whole day would help this situation but I guess it only got worse. Because he is now knocking like a mad man. I control the urge to open the door and slap the shit out of him. But that would mean confronting him and telling him that what we did last night was the last thing I can afford in my life right now with everything happening around. The loud sound of him thumping his large hand against the wooden door reaches my ears again and I groan in frustration. I searched for the earplugs Flora bought me someday and plugged them in my ears listening to some random songs. With my lack of interest in songs, movies and all the gossip shit you might thi
We are each our own devil, and we make this world hell. -Oscar Wilde. |N I C O L A S|"Ghost went inactive on missions almost two years ago. Since then she is only involved in stealing missions." Shawn explained. Lately, he seemed to be looked obsessed by ghosts work. The woman who is faceless for all of us. "You sound obsessed with her." Logan gave words to my thoughts. "Because she is fucking fantastic." Shawn retorted. "Nic, there is an important underground fight today." Crystal informed as she appeared on the door. "I would go there to handle that." She added. Just then an idea popped up in my mind. It's been three days since I confronted Zyra. Life has been pretty busy lately. I am sure all of us can use some time to ourselves. "Crystal." I called after her and she turned around, "Everyone would be there tonight." I told her and she nodded understanding as she headed out of the room. Hmm. An underground fight. °°°People were sc
You can never articulate to others what you feel in your bones because you rarely understand it yourself. -Connor Franta.|Z Y R A|"Is everything ready for tonight?" Shawn questioned Logan, putting the call he was on, on hold. Logan gives him two thumbs up in answer and Shawn get backs to the call as he walked away from us to finish the call in silence. "What's going on between you and Nic?" Flora's whispering fell in my ears and I turned my head to see her smirking at me waiting for some sort of gossip. But she has got the wrong person. I give her a blank lazy stare and she keeps her grin permanent. "You aren't going to tell me?" She concluded, finally, when the emotion of fake sadness took over her face. "No." "But I am your best friend." She reasoned whining like a toddler who asked for a damn candy. It is not like I don't want to tell her. But what should I tell her? There is nothing clear in the first place for me to explain it f
What I feel for you can't be conveyed in phrasal combinations; it either screams out loud or stays painfully silent but I promise -- It beats words. It beats worlds. -Katherine Mansfield.|N I C O L A S|"Make sure, the security is tight enough. I won't tolerate any mistake." I said on the phone and the incharge of security replied from the other side.Without saying anything further, I disconnected the call. It's been a long day and there is so much more to still go. Throwing auctions has never been easy but at least I enjoy the power it gives me.I laid down on the bed with my legs falling down the bed in an attempt to take a quick relaxing nap. But the ringing of my phone tells me otherwise. Groaning, I picked the call up."Yeah, Crystal?" I asked."The firearms are checked and the security is in place. Can you tell Logan to take my place for next hour?" Crystal requested and I told her it will be done before hanging the call.It isn't possible for one
Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway. -Edgar Allan Poe|Z Y R A|Everyone is busy and exhausted. Yet, they go on. Crystal looks like she can even sleep in standing posture right not, while Logan is slacking off even in walking. Shawn keeps his expressions in check but by the way he shifts his weight from one leg to another in a few minutes says a lot about his exhaustion. "Here, have some coffee." Flora said extending the tray of coffee mugs in Crystal's direction, she gives him a thankful smile before she got back to work with the mug of coffee resting beside her. Flora then goes on and hand a mug of coffee to every busy soul in the room. Once done with her work, she returned back to me plopping down on the couch beside me. "Can't we help them?" Flora asked, sympathizing with them. "We're outsiders." I told her. Because no matter what bond we share with the people living here. That doesn't change the face t