This was the place I had spent eighteen years of my life. It was filled with so many memories....most of them has to do with HIM.
Whether I want it or not he was still a huge part of my life .. whenever I stare into Hazel's pair of gaze that were so much like his... Hers were very alive with happiness and light while his were dark and forbidden.They were two things that should never come across.
Some days I could just managed to convince myself that I wasn't the same weak eighteen year old anymore, that he doesn't have any power over me anymore and I don't have to always watch my back just like I'm doing right now. Many atimes I doubt if he still even remembers me or I was just the only one...
I watched the burial processions from afar , a safe distance away,made mHAYDENDad's condition got even worse, the doctor said he had a relapse and would have to stay until they were sure that he wasn't in any imminent danger.It's only been two days since I arrived back here and I was regretting it already .Everything was beginning to get inside my head, staying back at the house made it even more worse.I don't know how long I sat at my usual dark spot in the bar , the music.. strong alcohol was all I needed to drown myself in.I ordered another shot of tequila and gubbled it down in a single take."Do you need anything else? " The stripper smacked her gums asked practically shoving her huge fake tits in my face, I wondered how she walks around with that without toppling over from their weight ."Fuck off"The icy look I sent her was enough to send her on her way mumbling something that closely sounded like 'your loss'.It was hard to believe the fact that I've th
Hayden**My eyes flickered open to a severe headache, a groan escaped my mouth as I recalled my drinking so heavily last night, I must have passed out from it. , I remembered Sebastian mentioned something about a parcel, with the thought in mind I made way out of the couch.There was something different about last night, there had been no nightmares, it was as if all the dark demons inside of me were kept on a leash.I had wet a dream about HER, she had lay soft and compliant beneath me as she took me deeper and closer into her warmth. it had felt so real... like I had touched and tasted her . I clenched my teeth against the sudden huge sense of loss that overwhelmed me.It wouldn't be the first time I've had an erotic dream about her .Only this time It had been so real...so perfect and equally so dangerous.My whole body now craved badly for the real thing. I closed my eyes draggi
Hayden*The moment I stepped down from my car into her neighborhood something in me changed. Every fiber in body tensed up ..thrummed in anticipation..And something else..There were just a few people walking about the streets.I approached the house I knew was hers slowly.This was her house..I was this close to her... If I just walked inside...Suddenly my gaze focused on a sight just a few feet from where I stood . Just sitting on the carpeted grass floor was a little girl with two pigtails who was focused on drawing something on her book.I haven't seen her face yet, her back was faced to me but I couldn't take a step further.I think for the first time in my entire life I was brought up short .This was Her daughter..She must have noticed my presence and turned around. The moment her gaze foun
GRACIEMy gaze flickered open slowly, I blinked confused as to where I was, my gaze searched around slowly to be met gaze with Shawn's.My brain became functioning againHazel!I flung myself out of the couch fighting back a wave of headache.I scanned my gaze around a part of me praying that she would come running through the door this very moment but Shawn's grave expression told me it would be anything but not."How do you feel? " He clasped my shoulders forcing me to look at him."You have to take it easy or you wouldn't even be alive to see her return! ""You don't understand he..h... " my words choked up in my throat, I was hyperventilating once againHe hugged me tightly rocking my shoulders gently."Just breathe okay... It will be fine ""I only want to find Hazel" my voice came out muffled against his shouldersIt was all my
GRACIE"If you ever want to see her again, you'll quietly come with me and do exactly as I tell you "His words made my blood run cold...go with him once again?His gaze was certain, like he knew without doubt that I would do as he had just commanded.I closed my eyes briefly I'm not that eighteen year old girl anymore. This time I have my daughter. Hazel..one I have to fight for even if it meant laying down my very life.I shoved away from me and miraculously he let's go, I dragged in a ragged breath as I set some distance between us."No I won't go anywhere with you and I certainly won't do as you say! "Surprise crossed his face for a moment... It disappeared replaced by a hardened and daring look.My legs threatened to falter but I managed to stood my ground even as he took a step forward."I dare you to repeat what you just said "His dark smoul
HAYDEN.I took a moment to survey the room.... the place she'd been living since the past six years, she'd lived here from that night she had gotten away... Then she had my daughter... She must have suffered so many difficulties.. She wasn't as weak as she thought, she was stronger than most women.It made my heart feel so full as my gaze traveled over her features slowly , her hair was now a short blond her formerly long brunette hair suited her better, but in all she's definitely still the most beautiful thing I've ever set my eyes on..Scratch that our daughter was.The few moments I've spent with her have been the most beautiful and peaceful moment of my life.Her bright smile and dimples so much like her mother planted a seed of a very fierce emotion inside of me.I wanted to protect them both. .She'd followed me too trustingly when I told her I was going to get her mother, I didn'
GRACIEI kissed her forehead murmuring a prayer of thanks after checking .her hands and feet, I was glad to see that she was okay.Her gaze focused on something behind me and her face lit up in a huge smile.."Uncle Hayden !"My heart lurched in my throat in full panic as she raced towards him wrapping her arms around his legs..My stomach tightened and sank even deeper in despair when he scooped her up into his arms with surprisingly gentleness.."Hey princess..how are you? "She'd always been accepting and friendly towards everyone, I always loved that about her.. until now...i only want to protect her... I didn't want her getting hurt in any way. ...even not physically.... but emotionally.Any situation but this the sight of a father and his adorable daughter would have melted my heart but all I wanted right now was to rip her from his arms in this very
HAYDENI exhaled raggedly trying to control the turbulent emotions raging inside of me, threatening to choke me up for within..She was sobbing aloud at my harsh spoken words , I could read the confusion in her wide gaze even as her lips denied it..She needs me too, she just didn't realize it yet, I wasn't alone in this craziness or else why would she give birth to our daughter who was a constant reminder to her of me?She could deny it as much as she could but her body told otherwise.I brushed my lips against hers gently just because I couldn't help it. The couch wasn't enough to keep any distance between us ,Fuck.How much I needed this... this closeness.. the feel of her soft skin against mine..I drew in a sharp breath and exhaled aloud, my desire filled gaze focused on her for a moment, her face was quite pale, her eyes and the tip of her nose red
HAYDEN... FOUR YEARS LATER... A grunt accompanied by a soft moan escaped our parted lips, as I drove us both to the highest height of ecstasy . We fought for a moment to catch out breath. I stared into the gaze of my wife of three years. Yeah, we got married right after she gave birth to our second daughter Sophie. My need for her would never be sated, no matter how many times we've made love, each time it still felt so intense, driving me with the insane need to completely possess her. She was mine, and that would never change. I leaned to kiss the sides of her her hair gently. "Hayd...." she started to say when the loud cry of a baby filled the entire room. A sheepish smile formed on her face as she scrambled for the sheets. "He must have gotten tired of waiting patiently " At her words, a smug smirk of satisfaction spread across my face."Yeah, I understand the feeling, he must be so jealous of me
GRACIEI led her inside the house after Hayden stepped aside, mumbling some words under his breath.The expression he wore would define make anyone uneasy, but Melissa didn't seem to mind, or maybe she just didn't care about what he thought about her.Over the past month our relationship sped up quickly, although Hayden still disapproved, as he always regarded her as "potentially dangerous " .He was wrong , she could as well be the nicest person I've ever met. The first month she'd been eager to learn about me, although the initial awkwardness had been there between us, it had quickly washed away after the first few meets.I think it due to the fact that the both of us grew up without experiencing the love of a a real family. She didn't seem to take offence at Hayden's blatant dislike, as even now his disapproving gaze watched over us like a hawk.
GRACIETHREE MONTHS LATERHands parted my thighs open, hairs tickled my inner thighs as warm breath teased my exposed core."Hayden... " I sighed , my eyes fluttering open.A gasp escaped my lips at the sudden bolt of eccentric pleasure when he gave my slit a long lick.His tongue circled on the nub. teasing my clit , a welcoming moan rose in my throat. I wanted release, but he wasn't going to make it easy, he was in one of his playful moods today."Hayden please...make me cum" I moaned buckling my hips, my fingers sinking into his hair."Now that's a good girl " he murmured, I felt his lips stretched in a smirk against me before his teeth grazed my swollen clit again , sucking at it hungrily.A whimper escaped my mouth, i trembled violently as a orgasm burst free . The shock of it draining out my strength."You taste so good, I can't get enough " He murmure
GRACIE.I was once again in the dark.The sound of his dark ugly laughter echoed as I ran as fast as I could, my heart was pounding hard against my chest. Then I saw Melissa struggling against his grip .An evil grin crept across his features.Oh god! he was going to kill herThe knife was clenched tight in my fist.It punctured straight into his chest .There was so much blood...On the ground, my hands, the sick metallic stagnant smell made me want to vomit.A terrified scream erupted from my mouth when I saw dead gaze blinked at me from the floor.I heard my name, but the voice sounded as though for away.I heard it again, this time it was harsh and commanding , forcing me to jolt awake from the terrifying nightmare . My gaze flew open to a pair of dark green gaze staring down at me in concern. "Hayden.. ""shh it's just
GRACIE"Mommy! " she cried as her arms tightened around me.I embracing her tightly, I closed my eyes inhaling her sweet scent of baby powder. I had been so scared for her..For us.."Papa " she called again voice as he straightened down to her level, his face worked tight with emotions."Are you alright princess? " his gaze scanned over her gentle features as he spoke.She nodded repeatedly but her grip on me didn't lessen a bit.I blinked back to push back the tears, I felt Hayden's gaze on me , he was concerned about me as well, but I think his has more to do with the way I reacted after I had pulled the knife on Robert."That bad guy hurt you mommy ?" Her crying had subsided and became quiet hiccups ."Nothing happened to me sweetie , the bad men didn't hurt me "She didn't looked in any way convinced, I guess the bruises on my fac
GRACIE"You wanted save your sister, why don't you die first bitch! "My legs stilled to a stop , I stood there froze as his words replayed in my ears .Did he just say sister?No, I must have gotten that all wrong, It just wasn't possible, I mean how.....There wasn't much time to ponder over it as he was slowly draining the life out of her like a ragged doll .Any moment from now, it would be too late.I didn't think nor hesitate.I acted instinctively, the knife clenched tightly in my palms.He sensed my movement and moved quickly. Not quick enough.it was too late .For him.A scream of pain erupted from his mouth as the knife drove hard into his chest, I pulled out the knife, tearing another scream from him.I closed my eyes momentarily at the nauseating sight when red liquid seeped from his cloth and into my hands.
GRACIE"What did you do! " he screamed, his face contorted with raw fury .The phone was flung from my hands before I could even utter a word to Hayden , it was sent flying against the nearest wall with a loud crash.He backhanded her hard twice across the face , she fell gracelessly to the hard floor , a whimper escaping her lips.The harsh mark of an ugly bruise was beginning to form below her left eye, there was blood stain running down her nostrils.He kicked her repeatedly like a ragdoll, earning a loud scream from me."Stop it! "I fought against the binds on my foot in futility.He turned towards me in that moment, his lips curved in an evil snarl.I couldn't begin to fathom how cruel he could be, he could even do this to his own daughter, he would even do worse to me. But she fell into this situation all because of me. It was all because I h
GRACIEI ran blindly, my heart pounded frantically against my ribcage, my veins surged with adrenaline mixed with fear , I couldn't really see each turn I made around the mansion, it was dark, where were the lights? , I needed to Hazel and get out of this place..I couldn't imagine the trauma she must be in now, if she was scared, if right now she was crying for me or Hayden.Hayden....Oh god, I wondered if he has realized that we've been kidnapped, I've never needed him as I did right now. I should never have left, but it was already too late to regret that . Right now I have to fight for myself and Hazel, at the same time I would be fighting for him.My feet slowed to a halt as I reached a dead end, I cried out my frustration.It was too late to turn around. The footsteps were getting louder, it was only a matter of seconds before
GRACIEThe first thing that registered on my mind as I slowly drifted into consciousness was that it was cold.Chilling cold..Followed by the sudden sensation of pain, my whole body ached , especially my face, it felt as if it had been hit over by a truck.The floor beneath me was hard and....wet?My heavy lids fluttered open, I blinked twice to clear my hazy vision.It was dimly lit all over,. the only streak of light came from a dim bulb at the far end of the room."Where am I? " I thought inwardly.I tried to move my hands and feet but couldn't, that was when the panic kicked in. Why was I tied up?Have I been kidnapped? So many thoughts were running at great speed through my head. I inhaled sharply as I tried to recall everything that had took place, and how I managed to end up in this state.