Erin stared at her untouched plate, mind still very much on the scene in the hallway.
Ethan's scent - a warm earthy fragrance - still permeated her nostrils, making every breath impossible to take without inhaling the very essence of him that brought to mind hot steamy nights and writhing bodies atop silk sheets.
She frowned and stabbed at a piece of food with her fork, wishing it was Ethan Lachlan's head. He was the enemy and she was not supposed to be having lustful thoughts about a man who had brought nothing but misery her way.
Erin lifted her eyes and risked another glance at the object of her thoughts. Ethan seemed unaffected by their earlier encounter.
If anything, the bastard looked to be having a good time, flirting shamelessly with his stunning date who was hanging on his every word and flirting right back. Did the poor woman have any inkling of how deadly and vindictive Ethan was? She guessed not.
Unconsciously, her fingers tightened over her fork, jealous at how much a good time he was having while he had succeeded in ruining her night.
"You don't like the fish?" Todd's voice startled her from her thoughts and she flushed, guilt washing over her. "You can order something else, if you like?"
"Oh no," Erin forced a smile, turning her attention back to her own date. "It's good, it's very good really."
Todd chuckled, giving her a knowing look. "You've hardly touched it. And you've been glaring at your plate for the last half hour."
"That's not because I don't like it."
Resolutely, she cut into the blackened bass, lifted a morsel to her mouth and chewed, her taste buds exploding with flavor. The food was really very good and on another day, Erin would have enjoyed every bite.
But not today.
Certainly not with her self proclaimed arch enemy flirting like crazy a few tables away- a constant reminder of the chaos that had befallen her family in the last few days. She pushed the image of her father lying nearly helpless on a hospital bed awaiting surgery and swallowed, reaching for her glass of white wine and downing the contents in one gulp.
"More wine?" Todd held up the bottle, his eyes crinkling in amusement.
"Yes, please."
He refilled her glass and Erin flashed him a grateful smile before downing the second glass just as fast as the first. Todd raised an eyebrow but made no further comment, simply refilling the glass again, then set the bottle down, just out of her reach. The action did not escape Erin's notice and she blushed, wondering what he must be thinking - probably that she was an alcoholic. The thought did not sit well and Erin set down her glass, picking at her food again.
Erin stole yet another glance in Ethan's direction to find him watching her, a smug smile on his face even as he lifted his own wine glass in a mocking toast. The glare he got in return only seemed to amuse him further, though he merely shrugged and turned his attention back to his date.
She took a deep, fortifying drink of her wine and wished she were home, curled up on her bed with a box of chocolates and a magazine, far away from Ethan's cloying presence and this already ruined evening.
"Erin," Something in Todd's voice made her look up sharply. The easy amusement on his face was gone, to be replaced by a serious expression.
"Is something wrong?" She asked, still studying his face, trying to gauge his state of mind. "Look, I'm sorry I haven't been good company tonight. But, I promise I'll make it up to you -"
He looked taken aback.
"No, there's no need to apologize. I understand there's something on your mind tonight." He laughed, the sound putting her mind at ease.
At least he wasn't dumping her on their first date, Erin heaved a sigh of relief. That would have sent her already fragile state of mind over the edge, and given her yet one more reason to despise Ethan.
"It's not?"
"Not at all. I just want to ask if you were free on Saturday."
"Oh." Nonplussed, Erin could only stare at him with a blank look. He was actually interested in her enough to ask for another date..there was a silver lining to the terrible evening after all. She would get a second date with Todd.
"I guess I can make time. Why?"
"A friend of mine's having a housewarming party, and I was wondering if you would like to accompany me?" Todd looked abashed, a look Erin found very endearing. "I know we've barely -" His words were cut off by a tiny persistent beep and he frowned and reached into his breast pocket for his pager.
"Excuse me, I have to take this." He murmured the apology even as he rose and pulled out his cell phone.
"Of course."
Erin watched him walk away with quick strides, anxiety nipping at the edges of her nerves. What if it was the hospital calling because her father's condition had become critical? What if they had to bump up the surgery in order to save his life?
She reached for her purse, drawing out her cell and dialed her mother, fingerings beating out a rhythm as she waited for Victoria to answer the call.
"Hello?" Her mother sounded like she'd been asleep. That was a good sign. Erin thought, relief sweeping through her for the second time this evening. "Erin, is something the matter dear?"
"Hey, Mum, were you sleeping? Sorry to wake you but I just thought to check to see if Dad's okay?"
"He's fine, just asleep." Her mother's tone changed from sleepy to curious. "But, are you alright darling? You sound strained."
Erin stifled a groan, suddenly wishing she had not made the call. Trust her mother to pick up on her mood over the phone. "I'm fine mother, I'm just having dinner is all."
Victoria's voice perked up as it always did at the mention of Erin's social life. "How nice dear. Have you and Luke patched things up?"
"No, it's not Luke - it's someone else." The silence at the other end of the line spoke volumes. Her mother disapproved of her dating someone else so soon after breaking up with her boyfriend.
"Really Erin, isn't this a tad too soon? You have only been single for -"
"Mum, I really have to go now." Erin cut in before her mother could gather steam. She really didn't fancy a lecture tonight of all nights. "I'll come to the hospital in the morning and we can talk then."
She spotted Todd weaving his way back to their table, a look of concern written clearly over his face "Good night mum."
"Good night, Darling." The call ended and Erin slipped her phone back into her purse just as Todd reached their table.
"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked, as he slid back in his seat.
Todd ran a hand through his hair and looked troubled. "That was the hospital Erin - I'm really sorry but I have to go now. There's been an huge accident and they're calling in all available personnel."
Erin nodded. "Sure, no problem."
"Listen. I know this is incredibly rude of me but could I call you a cab to take you home? I would but..."
Erin raised a hand to stop him. "It's fine Todd, I don't mind."
He looked relieved and reached across the table to take Erin's hand, cradling it in his big, warm one. "Thank you. Shall we?"
She had a million questions to ask, but Todd seemed really perturbed so she merely gathered up her purse while he paid the check. She resolutely kept her eyes averted as they passed Ethan's table, not wanting to participate in another round of angry insults. Though, she could feel his gaze, burning into her back, setting her skin on fire.
****
She was thankful when they emerged into the cool evening, and far away from Ethan.
Much as she tried to ignore him, the man still managed to unsettle her way too much for comfort.
Todd gave her an uncertain look "You know what, forget this. I'll drive you home, and then go to the hospital. There should be enough time."
"Don't be silly. There's life to be saved and all that." Erin laid a comforting hand on his arm. "Go on, I'll be fine."
"I can get you home."
Erin froze at the voice behind her.
She whirled around, heart plummeting when she found Ethan and the woman standing behind them and she stifled a groan.
Why me, Lord?
She really couldn't deal with Ethan for the fourth time in one day for fear her already frazzled nerves would snap. Damn the man, couldn't he leave her alone? And how come he was even standing here? When she'd passed his table, there had been no signs that dinner was even over and yet, here he was, shamelessly eavesdropping in on her conversation.
"What?" Todd asked, looking startled at the intrusion.
Ethan shrugged broad shoulders, setting off a chain reaction of rippling muscles beneath his jacket. "I can drop Erin off at the hotel, there's no need to call a cab."
"No." She forced the words out between clenched teeth, aiming a glare at Ethan.
His date didn't look too pleased at the suggestion either, judging from the scowl that crossed her face.
"I'll be much more comfortable in a cab. Thank you for the offer, but it's not necessary, besides, it'll be a bother for you, I'm sure."
The corner's of Ethan's mouth lifted in a grin, eyes glinting in amusement and Erin could clearly see the challenge in them.
"It's not a problem, Erin. My apartment is only a few blocks from your hotel. Besides, you may have to wait a whole hour before a cab arrives and you could be home in that time."
He lived close to The Gosling? This was news to Erin who up until now hadn't the faintest idea where the slimy devil resided - not that she cared to know anyway.
Todd's pager went off again, shattering the tense silence.
"Ah hell." Todd raked a hand through his hair and looked at Erin in exasperation, clearly eager to be off. "I really need to leave now Erin, I'm sorry. Look, to be honest, I'd feel safer if you went with him. That way I can rest easy knowing you're safe."
You've got to be kidding, right? Not after you saw the way he insulted me, and you still want me to go off with him?
"I'm much safer in a taxi." She said aloud, hoping Todd would get the hint into his obtuse skull.
Erin grew steadily furious at how the situation was slipping out of control. Why was Todd so eager to throw her to the wolf when he was well aware of the tension simmering between she and Ethan all evening?
She shot him an angry look but he'd already turned away to take his keys from the valet who'd just pulled up with the BMW and she had to be content with glaring at his back.
"Scared I'll jump you, Sweetcheeks?" Ethan's voice sounded close to her ear that she jumped, startled to find him so close without being aware he'd moved.
She took a step back, eager to put a safe distance between them, her pulse racing at the proximity.
"Why are you so interested in my well-being of a sudden?" Erin muttered, deliberately avoiding an answer to his question. "I thought your life mission was to bring about my downfall."
He grinned, lifting a hand to brush away a tendril of hair off her face, the grin turning to a chuckle when Erin flinched. He dropped his hand and raised an eyebrow.
"Perhaps, perhaps not."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Erin?" Todd came up beside her. "You'll ride with him right?"
"Yes, she will." Ethan cut in before Erin could form a single word. He held out a hand towards Todd. "I don't think we've been formally introduced. I'm Ethan Lachlan."
Todd's eyebrows rose in surprise and he whistled, taking the offered hand in a firm handshake. "Ethan Lachlan? The Ethan Lachlan- Holbourn Enterprises?"
"The same." Ethan's voice held no hint of modesty and Erin sighed. Trust men to bond in the most impossible of situations. She cast a sympathetic look at his date, the poor woman looked just as frustrated as she felt.
"It's a pleasure to meet you." Todd was saying, still looking impressed. "Your firm was featured in The Times last month, very impressive I must say. I'm Doctor Todd Haskell by the way."
"Don't you have to be on your way Todd?" Erin cut in, fed up with the entire situation.
"Yes - yeah." He leaned down to kiss her cheek then straightened. "May I call you later tonight when things have quieted down at the hospital?"
"Sure. Good night."
He nodded at Ethan and Imogen in farewell then jumped into his car.
Erin sighed as the BMW raced away in a cloud of exhaust fumes and turned to Ethan.
"Well, I'll be bidding you good night too." She made to walk away, but his arm shot out and grabbed her arm.
"Where do you think you're going?" His tone was hard, mouth set in a determined line. "I said I would take you home and I am a man of my word."
Erin wrenched her arm from his grasp and glared at him. "I made no such promise. You were the one who assumed I'd want to be in the same vehicle with you for even a short time. Well, you're mistaken because I would rather walk home in these heels before I set foot in your car. Not after the abominable manners you have exhibited all day."
A muscle worked in his jaw, clearly displeased at being thwarted.
"Don't tempt me woman." He growled, taking a menacing step towards Erin. "I'm not adverse to hurling your behind into the car if I have to."
"How dare you threaten me?" She blazed at him, the fragile dam she'd built around her temper bursting at his words. Their argument was rapidly garnering an audience- passersby stopping, diners leaving and entering the restaurant, but for once, Erin didn't care.
"I'm not afraid of you, and I swear, if you so much as lay a hand on me, I'll sue your ass till doomsday."
A wave of anger surged through Ethan as he stared at the annoying minx. In all his thirty-four years, and numerous encounters with women of every kind, he had never met a woman who could get his temper burning as quickly as Erin.Even more exasperating was how little control he had over his body when it came to her.For fuck's sake, he'd been with women far lovelier and certainly better behaved, but none of them had eroded his self control or ignited his desire the way Erin did. He was supposed to despise her, bring about her complete and utter humiliation and yet, here he was, offering to give her a lift and having to watch her throw his offer back in his face.Foolish woman.A valet handed him his car keys, and Ethan took it without taking his eyes off her.
The persistent buzz of the phone finally pulled Erin from sleep. Raising her head from the pillow, she squinted at the morning sunlight pouring through the windows, and winced when the motion set off a pounding headache."Hell."Erin groaned, the inside of her mouth the consistency of cotton wool. How many glasses of wine had she drank last night? She searched her memory but came up blank. Her brain was probably still asleep.The phone rang again, the sound extraordinarily loud and painful. Erin winced and groped for the offending object."What?" She snapped into the receiver."Have you seen the paper this morning?" Nicky went straight to the point. Something in her cousin's tone made Erin frown.
I'm in trouble.The thought crossed Ethan's mind as he took in the splendid form of the naked woman glaring up at him, brown eyes sparking righteous indignation. His dick, which had been aroused from the moment he stepped into Erin's apartment, became rock hard, as his gaze slowly traveled over pale flawless curves, the delicate arch of her throat, lingering over full, well-rounded breasts topped by twin dusky rose aureoles.Even as he looked, they tightened and hardened into tiny pebbles that made his mouth water with the need to take them in his mouth and suck, taste her, inhale her scent, drown himself within her till he found bliss and sweet relief. Ethan swallowed the lump forming in his throat and forced his gaze to move south, down to where her tiny hands ineffectively tried to cover her most intimate spot
“I don't think Ethan did it.” Nicky said, taking a sip of her latte, fingers wrapped around the cup for warmth. She studied her cousin over the rim. “We may have only dated for eighteen months, but I know him enough to know he never lies. He's always brutally honest.”Erin sighed, pressing two fingers of each hand to her temple in an effort to ease the throbbing headache that had plagued her since Ethan had stalked out the apartment two hours ago.“I don't know what to think Nicky. There's too much coincidence involved for me to just believe he had nothing to do with it.”“Well, I believe the dude's as guilty as sin.” Kim declared, still reading the offending article, nose wrinkled in disgust. “I mean c'mon, he swore to humiliate you, Erin. What better way to do
Ethan stared at the man sitting across from him, struggling to contain his anger and the urge to permanently wipe off the self-satisfied smirk from the editor's florid face.The fool sat there, mercifully oblivious to the murderous thoughts running through his mind, chattering away about client privacy and some other bullshit, causing Ethan's mood- already bad from the encounter with Erin this morning- to deteriorate rapidly till his jaw was clenched tight enough to crush teeth and it took all his self restraint to stop himself from lunging across the gleaming desk and smashing in that meaty face.He had to give the man some credit, though. Despite the threat of legal action for defamation of character, the sleazebag still clung to the bit of information that Ethan wanted - the identity of person who had leaked the story and the photos.
Erin stared into cold blue eyes and felt a frisson of dread run through her.“Phase two?” She whispered, hating the way her voice trembled.Ethan's eyes seemed to bore into hers, the stare sending ice cold shivers running down her spine. She could still see the red imprint of her fingers on his cheek and instead of satisfaction, a rush of regret welled up within her. She had never hit a guy in her entire life and had always prided herself on being able to rein in her temper in the worst situations, but dealing with Ethan always seemed to bring out the worst sides in her.Right now, he looked deadly and Erin wondered how on earth she was still standing when her knees felt like jelly and her heart raced a million miles a minute.He raised an eyebrow, his lips s
"Game set!" Marcus yelled, lobbing the ball across the net to Ethan.His face a mask of intense concentration, Ethan watched the ball arching towards him, every muscle tense and ready to spring. As the ball bounced into his side of the court, he unfurled from a crouch and with a powerful swing of the racket, sent the ball flying back towards Marcus.A triumphant grin spread over his face as Marcus missed the shot, the slew of obscenities his friend let loose only serving to add to his good humor."Tired, Marc?" Ethan walked over to the net, watching as Marcus dabbed at the sweat running down his face with a towel."Nah," Marcus grinned; face red with the exertion of an hour of hard playing. "I'm just gonna be the good guy and let you win this time. Next time, you won't b
"I brought coffee!" Nicky held up two extra-large cups, a wide grin on her face. "And there are croissants, freshly made by your favorite baker."It was barely eight in the morning and yet Nicky somehow managed to look beautiful in a summer dress bright enough to hurt Erin's eyes."Must you be so perky in the mornings?" Erin grumbled, moving aside to let her cousin into the room.Her brain perked up a little as the delicious aroma of life-giving caffeine wafted into her nostrils. She shut the door and padded into the living room, flopping onto an armchair while Nicky laid out the offerings."How the hell do you manage to look so happy before noon?" She asked, slightly annoyed.Nicky chuckled. "I'm a morning person," she hande
Erin let herself into Ethan's apartment, heart beating a wild rhythm in her chest. She leaned against the door, knuckles gripping the knob as though unwilling to take the necessary steps into the room, worry and dread turning her skin cold. She took a deep breath forcing much needed air into her lungs, tight with anxiety as she silently tried to reassure herself with Kim's words.She could hear the low murmur of voices coming from the balcony and Erin muttered another prayer as she forced her steps in that direction. Ethan and Marcus occupied the two wrought chairs, both men slumped against the furniture in a drunken sprawl with Ethan facing away from the door, nursing half filled glasses filled with what Erin knew would surely be alcohol. A half empty bottle of Jack Daniels sat atop the table and her heart sank. Dealing with a sober Ethan was hard in itself, but when he was intoxicated, heaven only knew w
Erin found her parents at their home, having a late breakfast.“Erin!” Her mother’s face lit up in delight. Harold Gosling looked up from his copy of the Wall Street Journal and smiled as Erin walked up to give him a kiss. “How lovely you could join us darling, it’s been a while.”Erin dropped a kiss on her mother’s cheeks then slid into an empty seat, accepting the glass of juice Victoria passed over.“Hey Mum,” she stole a piece of toast from her dad’s plate. “I missed you guys, so I decided to come over.”Harold snorted and closed the journal, picking up his coffee mug, his eyes glinting with humor. “Of course, of course. And this visit has nothing to do with needing a favour? Impressive.&rd
Ethan jerked upright, heart racing as his brain struggled to catch up with the rest of him.Beside him, Erin stirred and murmured something in her sleep and he felt his pulse begin to steady as he turned to regard the sleeping woman.It hadn’t been a dream, thank God!She was here in his bed and in the flesh. He felt like bursting into the Hallelujah chorus – he was that excited.Careful not to wake her, he leaned down to gently brush aside the hair that clung to her face and pressed a kiss on her bare shoulders before easing out of bed. The sound that had woken him came again, and he cursed under his breath. Who the hell could be at his door at - he grabbed his phone to peer at the illuminated display and swore.
"Mr. Gosling called a meeting for ten 'o'clock," Heather informed Erin, watching as her boss strode to her desk and sat down. Erin paused, one hand reaching for her laptop and regarded her assistant."Did he mention what the meeting was for?" Erin asked as she booted her laptop, simultaneously checking the folders Heather had left for her attention. Already congratulating herself for her decision to come in to work, she knew the activity would keep her mind occupied and thus keep those disturbing thoughts at bay. She checked her watch-seven am and that meant she had three hours to catch up on the backlog of emails and things that required her immediate attention."Nope, but the memo did say that attendance was absolutely mandatory for all senior executives.""Thanks." Heather turned to go then stopped. "Umm, I don't
Erin stared at the blank screen of her cell phone and took a deep breath, fingers hovering over the power button."This is ridiculous." she muttered to herself in disgust, grateful that at least Kim was not here to see her acting like a scared fool. She tossed the offending object aside and drew her legs up on the bed, hugging her knees.A part of her was curious to know what sort of messages Ethan had left on her voicemail, had Nicky told him everything? Was he furious at her for keeping her cousin's infidelity a secret?So many questions, and if she wanted answers, she would swallow this irrational fear and call Ethan.She reached for the phone, then stopped and sighed again."Stop being foolish," she chided in a voice that
"You really have no idea where she could be? She hasn't called you?"Erin's assistant shook her head in the negative, her eyes curious as she followed Ethan's restless movements back and forth in front of her desk."Maybe she's at Nicky's." Heather offered, "She's been spending a lot of time with her lately especially since the breakup.""She's not there." Ethan replied, raking a hand through his hair in frustration. "She's not in her apartment either, Kim says she hasn't seen her, and she's not answering her cell."His brows drew together in a worried frown as his mind began to envision all kinds of bad scenarios. It had gone past a need to just find Erin, now he was full out worried for her safety and he cursed himself for the millionth time for not seeing her safely h
Returning to the room, Ethan found Nicky still perched on the edge of the sofa, and the sight of her worsened his already foul mood. She looked at him, eyes large and round in fright, but at this point, he felt no pity for her.He crossed to the window, hands jammed in his pockets as he took deep breaths, trying to get his emotion under control. Erin's good bye had carried a note of finality to it, as though she wanted nothing more to do with him and that thought sent coils of uneasiness through him. He was as much to blame for her misery as Nicky...Christ! Maybe he should have simply walked away and got on with his life when Nicky had called an end to their relationship rather than lashing out and hurting a woman who had only acted in her cousin's best interests, an action that had come around to bite him in the ass.Yeah...karma was a bitch indeed.
For the third time that evening, Erin felt shock course through her like a punch in the gut, stealing her breath in one forceful slam, threatening to topple over her already fragile hold on reality.She wouldn’t be surprised to suddenly wake up to find that the past few hours had been nothing but a product of an already stressed out imagination. She could hear Ethan saying something, but she couldn’t make out anything through the frantic swirl of thoughts as her brain struggled to piece together a story that made more sense than the ridiculous notion that Nicky was somehow involved in all this.She shook her head, and took a step back, her legs coming up against the chair and she sank down to it, the tightness in her chest a reminder that she had forgotten to breathe. She opened her mouth on a gasp, the renewed flow of oxygen helped to clear her mud
Dammit! Ethan swore silently, his fingers tightening on the wheel in an effort to stop himself from ripping the damn phone from Erin and tossing the thing out the window, the urge getting stronger as he listened to her side of the conversation and realized the bastard was actually asking her out.Todd. Ethan pictured the dude in his mind, recalling the last time he’d seen Erin with him and how he’d had the same urge to punch his lights out then, much like he very much wanted to right now. He thought they’d already settled the issue of her dating anyone else? Was she doing this deliberately to annoy him? Somehow, he didn’t think so…from the breathless way she sounded on the phone, it appeared Erin really liked this guy.That thought soured his temper even more.“I’m gonna ki