"So, you're going on a date with a guy you met less than three hours ago?"
Erin peeked out the huge walk in closet where she was busy hunting for her shoes and peered at the woman perched on her bed, legs, encased in designer jeans, tucked beneath her lithe frame.
"Is something wrong with that?" Erin asked, adjusting the towel wrapped turban style around her head. "It's just dinner, Kim, not like I'm gearing up for a night of wild sex."
Kim shrugged slim shoulders and bit into a chip, chewing for a moment before she replied.
"Not wrong for me. But it's so completely out of character for you. I mean, you're always so cautious and over analyze every single thing. For heaven's sake, it takes you a good fifteen minutes to decide on what flavor of ice cream you want. Now you're going out with a total stranger on a whim."
"I do not analyze everything," Erin huffed, indignant. "I simply like to make sure I'm making good decisions. And Todd's not a total stranger. He's my dad's surgeon and we talked for a while before he asked me out."
"Yes, for five minutes." Kim swung off the bed and moved to the gilded vanity, motioning for Erin to take the stool, so she could get started on her makeup. "He better be hot though, for all this effort you're putting on just for one date."
Erin moved to sit, staring dolefully at her reflection as Kim unwrapped the towel covering her damp hair and fired up the hand dryer.
"The date might not even happen if I don't find something to wear."
She glanced at the discarded dresses that littered the floor and sighed. "I really didn't pack for pleasure, there's nothing suitable here."
Kim looked sympathetic, large brown eyes narrowing as she pondered the matter. "Hopefully, the hotel boutique will have something."
"Yeah, I hope. You know how hard it is to find clothes that fit me."
Blessed, or cursed (depends on who you asked), with a rather fuller figure than was currently fashionable made buying clothes, especially high couture clothes, a challenge for Erin. Those clothes were designed with the trendy woman - slim, fit and sexy or a curvy, hourglass figure - in mind, not a woman with full breasts, a thicker waist, hips and ass like hers.
Fortunately, her best friend/ lingerie model, Kim, had introduced her to an upcoming designer who had gone on to design wonderful outfits that flattered Erin's body.
Unfortunately, those clothes had been left behind in New York. Finding herself clueless, Erin had panicked and called for back up. Fortunately, Kim happened to be in Chicago, and dropped in. It had been she who'd come up with the idea to try the little boutique attached to the hotel.
Over the sound of the hairdryer, a loud knock came from the living room.
"That'd be the boutique with the dresses," Kim said. She turned off the dryer and strode to the sitting room, Erin trailing in her wake, still clad in a terry robe.
Kim pulled open the door, admitting four ladies, each laden with dresses over both arms.
"Here are the selections available in your size, Ms. Gosling." One of the women, obviously in charge, announced. She laid her offerings on the couch, directing the others to do the same. "I hope you find something suitable."
"Thanks - June, right?" Erin asked the woman, who nodded, her eyes lighting up at being remembered. Erin smiled and moved to inspect the first dress, a maxi length burgundy gown, with sequins and tiny straps. She glanced at Kim who was already busy, lips pursed, as she ran a critical eye over several dresses, quickly discarding several as unsuitable.
Erin felt her heart sink as the reject pile grew. She trusted Kim's judgement implicitly, when it came to fashion, and if her friend didn't find anything, there was little hope Erin could.
She'd already pulled out her phone, intending to call Todd and cancel the date when Kim held up a short, black, halter neck dress and grinned in triumph.
"This one." Kim declared, to the murmurs of approval from the others.
The dress fit perfectly, much to Erin's relief. It showed the right amount of cleavage, emphasized her nearly nonexistent waistline, and best of all, the hem, which ended mid-thigh, showed off her best feature - her legs.
It was the one feature she liked about her body. Straight and long, paired with the right pair of shoes, she could turn heads - as long as those heads remained firmly fixed on her legs and did not move north.
Feeling buoyed again, she sat in front of the vanity while Kim did her hair and makeup. Smoky, bronze shades for her eyes, and a pale, peach nude for her lips.
She eyed the finished product in the mirror and smiled. "You're the bestest bestie in the whole wide world!" She told Kim.
"Of course, I am." Kim grinned, already moving to the wardrobe to hunt for shoes. She eyed the dozens of shoes, all sporting designer labels, and shook her head in bewilderment.
"I still don't understand how you could manage to cram in this amount of shoes for one trip, yet manage to forget to add in one decent dress for emergencies like these."
Erin giggled, abashed. "You know shoes are my weakness."
Shoes never disappointed her the way clothes did. Shoes didn't care whether she were a plus size, or a size zero; whether she was cursed with an apple shaped body, or boobs that gained weight every time she so much as breathed in the same room as a box of chocolates.
As long as it was a size 9, the shoe would fit, regardless if she gained weight or not.
Erin fought a tinge of conscience as she thought of her warehouse sized shoe closet back in Chicago. She tried not to think about how much money she'd spent in the past year alone buying shoes - probably enough to feed a small country.
"Like I could forget." Kim chuckled. She pulled out a pair of bronze, glittery sky high Jimmy Choos and held them up for Erin's inspection. "These will go well with your makeup and jewelry."
"Ooo, I've been wanting to wear those since I bought them last week." Erin took the shoes, slipped them on, and stood. Even in the six inch heels, she only still stood eye height with Kim.
Kim beamed like a proud mama and clapped her hands. "You look stunning, babe. Go forth and kill that poor man tonight."
They both collapsed in a fit of giggles. When they finally subsided, the two friends sat side by side, each lost in their own thoughts.
Erin hoped all this effort wouldn't go to waste. Even though she barely knew the doctor, he had struck her as a nice guy, bonus points for being drop dead gorgeous.
I wouldn't be adverse to another date if this one goes well. Erin thought.
And another, and maybe a night of raunchy, hot sex, if things worked out perfectly.
Todd Haskell looked to be the kind of guy she wouldn't mind playing doctor/patient with, as long as she got to be the doctor.
"Has Nicky gone back to New York?" Kim's question broke into her thoughts.
The mention of her cousin's name brought the depressing thought of Ethan Lachlan to mind. She still hadn't heard from Nicks since this afternoon, and worry clouded her thoughts as she debated calling Aunt Lorna to find out if she had stopped by their house.
This is all Ethan's fault.
She gritted her teeth in frustration. First the bastard had put her father in hospital and now he'd upset her cousin. God only knew what he would do next - damn his vengeful soul. If Ethan thought he could make her come begging for belittling his precious ego, then he was mistaken.
Come Monday, Erin planned on calling a secret meeting of the remaining board members still loyal to her father and discuss ways in which Ethan could be voted off the board.
"No, she's still here," Erin finally replied. She picked up a bottle of water and twisted off the cap, wishing it were the bastard's neck in her hands instead. "She's probably at home, spending a quiet evening with her folks."
She briefly debated telling Kim about the whole debacle with Ethan. Kim was one of the few people aware of her father's hospitalization, but Erin had yet to tell her who and what had put him there in the first place.
She knew Kim well, and how much she loved Harold, whom she'd taken to calling 'Uncle Harry' right from the first day she'd accompanied Erin home from middle school, and had adopted Erin's family as hers. She wouldn't put it past the fiery South Korean to go find Ethan, knife in hand, and cut off his balls for hurting her dear uncle.
"Oh, okay. We should definitely meet up for lunch and catch up one of these days." Kim replied, happily oblivious to Erin's thoughts. "Maybe after uncle Harry's out of the hospital."
"Hmm...oh yeah, definitely. I'll let Nicks know."
Kim consulted the clock on the wall. "It's almost eight. You should get going downstairs."
Erin stood, grabbing her bronze purse, and together the girls walked out the room, blatantly ignoring the mess that resembled a war zone.
* * *
Todd arrived promptly at eight.
Erin was sitting in the open cafe, sipping on a glass on water when she spotted him striding towards her, carrying himself with a the confidence of a man well aware of his good looks and physique. His face split into a wide smile when he saw her waiting by the magnificent fountain, and Erin felt her heart skip a beat at how dashing he looked.
Sure he'd looked just as good in hospital scrubs, but even more so now he'd changed into a dark blue suit and matching light blue shirt, unbuttoned at the neck to reveal a hint of tanned flesh just begging to be touched.
"Hello there." Todd said, when he came within earshot.
Erin felt a blush creep up her cheeks as she watched his eyes darken in male appreciation when he took in the black dress that molded her figure to perfection, the glossy thick hair, gleaming and hanging loose around her bare shoulders and down to linger on the thigh high hem of the dress that showed off her long legs to full advantage.
"You look stunning Erin. Truly breathtaking."
"Thank you. And you look really nice yourself. Quite a transformation from scrubs, if I do say so."
He chuckled and raked a hand through his hair, a sheepish grin playing across his mouth. "I try to look presentable every now and then, particularly in the presence of a lovely damsel."
Erin found herself responding to his charms, her mouth curving in an answering smile. "Are you always this charming, Dr. Haskell?"
"Depends on who's asking. My anatomy professor will always remain convinced I'm the devil's spawn."
Todd slid into the seat opposite Erin, undoing the buttons of his suit. His gaze fell to the glass of water on the table before her and his lips quirked in a smile.
"No alcohol?"
Erin laughed, pushing the half empty glass aside. "No. I'm saving myself for your offer. You did promise to wine and dine with me tonight."
"So I did," Todd nodded, eyes twinkling in good humor. "Well then, shall we get on?"
"Of course."
He rose and held out a hand to Erin. "I hope you like seafood? I made reservations at The Frieling- I hear it's the place to go for excellent wine and seafood."
Erin placed her hands in his and rose too, using her free hand to tug the hem of the dress down then grabbed her purse.
"I love seafood! And though I've never been to Frieling's, I've heard nice things about the place."
Outside the hotel, Todd steered her to a sleek black BMW convertible parked by curb. Erin raised an eyebrow at the powerful machine, wondering how much money surgeons made these days.
Must be a lot.
She slid into the equally plush interior, the leather seat adjusting to her weight. Todd shut the door and came round the driver's side.
"Nice ride." Erin said, running a hand over the dashboard feeling the sleek smoothness beneath her fingertips.
"Thank you. Was a gift from my grandfather when I graduated med school." He switched on the ignition and the powerful engine roared to life.
"Very generous of him."
Todd switched gears, and pulled into the light evening traffic.
"Nah, not really. He did it to rub my dad's nose in it. Father and son never got along."
"Oh, why?"
He shrugged, steering the car with an easy grace. "Grandad wanted my dad to go to med school. Dad rebelled and dropped out in sophomore year, met my mother and got married at twenty one. His dad cut him off, they never spoke until I came along two years later. Usual story."
Erin nodded and fell silent, unsure of what to say next without being too inquisitive. To occupy herself, she gazed out the window, watching the buildings and streets flash by until they got to the Frieling.
Imogen Holland sauntered towards Ethan, stunning in a short, red dress that hugged her body and drew the eye of every red blooded male (and female) in the restaurant to an impressive cleavage and shapely ass.Fully aware of the effect she had on men, she gave Ethan a smile that brimmed with confidence in her body and sex appeal.Under the combined force of that body and smile, Ethan mentally revised his earlier plans for the evening. He let his gaze sweep boldly over Imogen, frank male appreciation glittering in his eyes, lips curved in a devilish smile."Wow!" He drawled out the word, rising from his spot by the bar, where he'd spent a half hour waiting and approached her, not missing the way her body instinctively arched towards him, as if offering him a taste of heaven right there and then."Hey handsome," Imogen's voice was soft, filled with sultry promise. Her own gaze raked over him, lips curving in approval at the pale blue dress shirt tucked in to
Erin stared at her untouched plate, mind still very much on the scene in the hallway.Ethan's scent - a warm earthy fragrance - still permeated her nostrils, making every breath impossible to take without inhaling the very essence of him that brought to mind hot steamy nights and writhing bodies atop silk sheets.She frowned and stabbed at a piece of food with her fork, wishing it was Ethan Lachlan's head. He was the enemy and she was not supposed to be having lustful thoughts about a man who had brought nothing but misery her way.Erin lifted her eyes and risked another glance at the object of her thoughts. Ethan seemed unaffected by their earlier encounter.If anything, the bastard looked to be having a good time, flirting shamelessly with his stunning date who was han
A wave of anger surged through Ethan as he stared at the annoying minx. In all his thirty-four years, and numerous encounters with women of every kind, he had never met a woman who could get his temper burning as quickly as Erin.Even more exasperating was how little control he had over his body when it came to her.For fuck's sake, he'd been with women far lovelier and certainly better behaved, but none of them had eroded his self control or ignited his desire the way Erin did. He was supposed to despise her, bring about her complete and utter humiliation and yet, here he was, offering to give her a lift and having to watch her throw his offer back in his face.Foolish woman.A valet handed him his car keys, and Ethan took it without taking his eyes off her.
The persistent buzz of the phone finally pulled Erin from sleep. Raising her head from the pillow, she squinted at the morning sunlight pouring through the windows, and winced when the motion set off a pounding headache."Hell."Erin groaned, the inside of her mouth the consistency of cotton wool. How many glasses of wine had she drank last night? She searched her memory but came up blank. Her brain was probably still asleep.The phone rang again, the sound extraordinarily loud and painful. Erin winced and groped for the offending object."What?" She snapped into the receiver."Have you seen the paper this morning?" Nicky went straight to the point. Something in her cousin's tone made Erin frown.
I'm in trouble.The thought crossed Ethan's mind as he took in the splendid form of the naked woman glaring up at him, brown eyes sparking righteous indignation. His dick, which had been aroused from the moment he stepped into Erin's apartment, became rock hard, as his gaze slowly traveled over pale flawless curves, the delicate arch of her throat, lingering over full, well-rounded breasts topped by twin dusky rose aureoles.Even as he looked, they tightened and hardened into tiny pebbles that made his mouth water with the need to take them in his mouth and suck, taste her, inhale her scent, drown himself within her till he found bliss and sweet relief. Ethan swallowed the lump forming in his throat and forced his gaze to move south, down to where her tiny hands ineffectively tried to cover her most intimate spot
“I don't think Ethan did it.” Nicky said, taking a sip of her latte, fingers wrapped around the cup for warmth. She studied her cousin over the rim. “We may have only dated for eighteen months, but I know him enough to know he never lies. He's always brutally honest.”Erin sighed, pressing two fingers of each hand to her temple in an effort to ease the throbbing headache that had plagued her since Ethan had stalked out the apartment two hours ago.“I don't know what to think Nicky. There's too much coincidence involved for me to just believe he had nothing to do with it.”“Well, I believe the dude's as guilty as sin.” Kim declared, still reading the offending article, nose wrinkled in disgust. “I mean c'mon, he swore to humiliate you, Erin. What better way to do
Ethan stared at the man sitting across from him, struggling to contain his anger and the urge to permanently wipe off the self-satisfied smirk from the editor's florid face.The fool sat there, mercifully oblivious to the murderous thoughts running through his mind, chattering away about client privacy and some other bullshit, causing Ethan's mood- already bad from the encounter with Erin this morning- to deteriorate rapidly till his jaw was clenched tight enough to crush teeth and it took all his self restraint to stop himself from lunging across the gleaming desk and smashing in that meaty face.He had to give the man some credit, though. Despite the threat of legal action for defamation of character, the sleazebag still clung to the bit of information that Ethan wanted - the identity of person who had leaked the story and the photos.
Erin stared into cold blue eyes and felt a frisson of dread run through her.“Phase two?” She whispered, hating the way her voice trembled.Ethan's eyes seemed to bore into hers, the stare sending ice cold shivers running down her spine. She could still see the red imprint of her fingers on his cheek and instead of satisfaction, a rush of regret welled up within her. She had never hit a guy in her entire life and had always prided herself on being able to rein in her temper in the worst situations, but dealing with Ethan always seemed to bring out the worst sides in her.Right now, he looked deadly and Erin wondered how on earth she was still standing when her knees felt like jelly and her heart raced a million miles a minute.He raised an eyebrow, his lips s
Erin let herself into Ethan's apartment, heart beating a wild rhythm in her chest. She leaned against the door, knuckles gripping the knob as though unwilling to take the necessary steps into the room, worry and dread turning her skin cold. She took a deep breath forcing much needed air into her lungs, tight with anxiety as she silently tried to reassure herself with Kim's words.She could hear the low murmur of voices coming from the balcony and Erin muttered another prayer as she forced her steps in that direction. Ethan and Marcus occupied the two wrought chairs, both men slumped against the furniture in a drunken sprawl with Ethan facing away from the door, nursing half filled glasses filled with what Erin knew would surely be alcohol. A half empty bottle of Jack Daniels sat atop the table and her heart sank. Dealing with a sober Ethan was hard in itself, but when he was intoxicated, heaven only knew w
Erin found her parents at their home, having a late breakfast.“Erin!” Her mother’s face lit up in delight. Harold Gosling looked up from his copy of the Wall Street Journal and smiled as Erin walked up to give him a kiss. “How lovely you could join us darling, it’s been a while.”Erin dropped a kiss on her mother’s cheeks then slid into an empty seat, accepting the glass of juice Victoria passed over.“Hey Mum,” she stole a piece of toast from her dad’s plate. “I missed you guys, so I decided to come over.”Harold snorted and closed the journal, picking up his coffee mug, his eyes glinting with humor. “Of course, of course. And this visit has nothing to do with needing a favour? Impressive.&rd
Ethan jerked upright, heart racing as his brain struggled to catch up with the rest of him.Beside him, Erin stirred and murmured something in her sleep and he felt his pulse begin to steady as he turned to regard the sleeping woman.It hadn’t been a dream, thank God!She was here in his bed and in the flesh. He felt like bursting into the Hallelujah chorus – he was that excited.Careful not to wake her, he leaned down to gently brush aside the hair that clung to her face and pressed a kiss on her bare shoulders before easing out of bed. The sound that had woken him came again, and he cursed under his breath. Who the hell could be at his door at - he grabbed his phone to peer at the illuminated display and swore.
"Mr. Gosling called a meeting for ten 'o'clock," Heather informed Erin, watching as her boss strode to her desk and sat down. Erin paused, one hand reaching for her laptop and regarded her assistant."Did he mention what the meeting was for?" Erin asked as she booted her laptop, simultaneously checking the folders Heather had left for her attention. Already congratulating herself for her decision to come in to work, she knew the activity would keep her mind occupied and thus keep those disturbing thoughts at bay. She checked her watch-seven am and that meant she had three hours to catch up on the backlog of emails and things that required her immediate attention."Nope, but the memo did say that attendance was absolutely mandatory for all senior executives.""Thanks." Heather turned to go then stopped. "Umm, I don't
Erin stared at the blank screen of her cell phone and took a deep breath, fingers hovering over the power button."This is ridiculous." she muttered to herself in disgust, grateful that at least Kim was not here to see her acting like a scared fool. She tossed the offending object aside and drew her legs up on the bed, hugging her knees.A part of her was curious to know what sort of messages Ethan had left on her voicemail, had Nicky told him everything? Was he furious at her for keeping her cousin's infidelity a secret?So many questions, and if she wanted answers, she would swallow this irrational fear and call Ethan.She reached for the phone, then stopped and sighed again."Stop being foolish," she chided in a voice that
"You really have no idea where she could be? She hasn't called you?"Erin's assistant shook her head in the negative, her eyes curious as she followed Ethan's restless movements back and forth in front of her desk."Maybe she's at Nicky's." Heather offered, "She's been spending a lot of time with her lately especially since the breakup.""She's not there." Ethan replied, raking a hand through his hair in frustration. "She's not in her apartment either, Kim says she hasn't seen her, and she's not answering her cell."His brows drew together in a worried frown as his mind began to envision all kinds of bad scenarios. It had gone past a need to just find Erin, now he was full out worried for her safety and he cursed himself for the millionth time for not seeing her safely h
Returning to the room, Ethan found Nicky still perched on the edge of the sofa, and the sight of her worsened his already foul mood. She looked at him, eyes large and round in fright, but at this point, he felt no pity for her.He crossed to the window, hands jammed in his pockets as he took deep breaths, trying to get his emotion under control. Erin's good bye had carried a note of finality to it, as though she wanted nothing more to do with him and that thought sent coils of uneasiness through him. He was as much to blame for her misery as Nicky...Christ! Maybe he should have simply walked away and got on with his life when Nicky had called an end to their relationship rather than lashing out and hurting a woman who had only acted in her cousin's best interests, an action that had come around to bite him in the ass.Yeah...karma was a bitch indeed.
For the third time that evening, Erin felt shock course through her like a punch in the gut, stealing her breath in one forceful slam, threatening to topple over her already fragile hold on reality.She wouldn’t be surprised to suddenly wake up to find that the past few hours had been nothing but a product of an already stressed out imagination. She could hear Ethan saying something, but she couldn’t make out anything through the frantic swirl of thoughts as her brain struggled to piece together a story that made more sense than the ridiculous notion that Nicky was somehow involved in all this.She shook her head, and took a step back, her legs coming up against the chair and she sank down to it, the tightness in her chest a reminder that she had forgotten to breathe. She opened her mouth on a gasp, the renewed flow of oxygen helped to clear her mud
Dammit! Ethan swore silently, his fingers tightening on the wheel in an effort to stop himself from ripping the damn phone from Erin and tossing the thing out the window, the urge getting stronger as he listened to her side of the conversation and realized the bastard was actually asking her out.Todd. Ethan pictured the dude in his mind, recalling the last time he’d seen Erin with him and how he’d had the same urge to punch his lights out then, much like he very much wanted to right now. He thought they’d already settled the issue of her dating anyone else? Was she doing this deliberately to annoy him? Somehow, he didn’t think so…from the breathless way she sounded on the phone, it appeared Erin really liked this guy.That thought soured his temper even more.“I’m gonna ki