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Forty Four

Author: Goldie
last update Last Updated: 2023-01-15 23:59:23
Dakota

Dear Diary,

Dad hit me again. He treats me as if I'm not even his son, let alone the one he gave birth to. It's tiring, and I don't know how long I can cope with this. I'm so forgotten in this house. I need to get out and escape this nagging and belittling from Dad.

I love staying at Reggie's house. It's my escape. His dad and mom accept me for who I am, and they don't judge me. I wish I could live in his house, but Dad wouldn't let me. I can't wait to become an adult so that I can leave Dad's oppressive house.

Axton keeps getting all the accolades, and Dad loves him more than anything in the world. I don't want to hate Axton, but right now, I think I have no choice. I try to be like him, talk like him, walk like him, and do his hobbies, but that's never going to be enough. I can never be him. I wish some magic could make me grow up into an adult overnight, so I would leave and never return.

Xavier.

Reading Xavier's diary, my heart felt like it was being ripped apart pie
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