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Uncontrollable Urges
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[Travis’s POV]I watched as Marissa made her way out of the building, leaving me utterly alone with all the dead hunters, which were beginning to smell. Even though I knew I shouldn’t follow her, I couldn’t stop the urge to know exactly what she was up to.‘Ace,’ I called through mindlink, deciding it was best to get these bodies taken care of before more hunters arrived. ‘I need you to do me a favor.’‘What is it, Alpha?’ Ace’s concerned voice responded.‘There is a pub on main street that needs to be…cleaned.’ I said, showing him an image of the pub itself and then the dead bodies. ‘You and a few others come and take care of this for me.’ I continued.‘Are you alright?’ Ace asked immediately, his concern radiating through our link. ‘What happened?’‘I’ll explain later.’I didn’t have much time. Otherwise, I feared that Marissa would disappear entirely and then I would have to wait an unforeseeable amount of time to find her again.‘Just get it done.’With that, I cut off our connect
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[Travis’s POV]The packhouse was alive with activity when I arrived, from guards taking extra precautions due to the appearance of hunters, to curious pack members trying to get the latest gossip. However, as I drew closer, all eyes fell on me, or rather, the woman that nestled in my arms.Bracing myself for whatever questions were to come next, I continued to move, only stopping when the door of the pack house burst open and Kim toppled out, followed by Simon and Thomas."You found her!" Kim beamed, bouncing towards me. "But why is she unconscious?""Later." I sighed, beginning to move again. "For now, come with me to the infirmary so that the medic can do a full evaluation of her."Is she hurt?" Simon asked, frowning. "What did you do to her?""Nothing," I snapped, trying to push back my annoyance. "Why the hell would I do anything to harm my mate.""She is unconscious in your arms, you know?" Thomas chuckled."Who invited him?" I demanded, shooting the overly-cocky Thomas a glare.
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[Marissa’s POV]The room around me grew silent as Travis’s words settled. He was a father... a father.. meaning that he was Kayden’s father. Although I had a feeling that was the case, given my mark that glowed brightly on Travis’s neck and the undeniable connection I felt to him, hearing those words shook me to my core."Wait, wait, wait," Kim said, her eyes growing wide. "Repeat that.""I said," Travis beamed, his eyes flashing with pride. "I’m a father."For a moment, no one spoke as Kim and I continued trying to make sense of what Travis was saying."Holy shit!" Kim laughed, rushing forward and wrapping her tiny arms around both of us. "Congratulations, big lug!"Tensing, I tried to break free of the overly invasive hugging that was happening. Sure, this was a big moment, I got it, but now wasn’t the time to celebrate. Kayden was trapped in Davison’s clutches, and if I didn’t get back soon, there was no telling what that insane bastard would do to him."What’s wrong, Marissa?" Kim
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[Marissa’s POV]I stared at the large building in front of me, contemplating whether or not this was actually a good idea. After much convincing, Travis and the others had gotten me onboard with getting Kayden out of Davison’s clutches.Despite knowing that this wasn’t a good idea, I couldn’t stop the hope that was beginning to swell. If I managed to get Kayden away from him, then he couldn’t control me anymore. At least not by using my son."What’s wrong?" Travis asked, drawing me out of my head. "You look pained.""Just worried." I lied, pushing aside my quickly dwindling thoughts. "I’m fine."Keeping my gaze fixed ahead, I tried to pretend that I didn’t feel the hesitance in Travis. Of course, he didn’t trust me entirely, but I couldn’t let him in on the fact that Davison still had control of me without our son."Which room is Kayden’s?" Travis asked, seeming to not want to question me further."That one." I responded, pointing to the farthest room on the bottom floor of the buildi
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[Travis’s POV]"Daddy?" Kayden repeated, giving me a look of confusion. "But uncle Davison said...""Nothing that man has said can be trusted."I fought to push back the anger that was building in me at hearing Kayden call that bastard uncle. Sure, he was biologically his uncle, but as far as I was concerned, that man wasn’t a part of my family."Okay." Kayden murmured, pressing his lips together. "Where’s mommy?""How about we go get her?" I suggested.Pulling Kayden closer to myself, I began to move, making my way out of the room and back into the hall where Thomas and Kim were waiting."Oh my goodness!" Kim squealed the minute her eyes found the child in my arms. "You look just like your mommy!"Rushing forward, Kim placed her hands on either side of Kayden’s cheeks and began to squeeze."I think he looks like me." I countered, though when I looked at him I saw a lot of Marissa. "Anyway, could you stop trying to pop him like a pimple?""Who is trying to do what?" Kim demanded, step
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[Travis’s POV]“Before I tell you what led to you losing your memories, I want to tell you a story. Please just listen to it before asking any questions, okay?”“Okay,” Marissa responded, nodded solemnly. “Tell me.”“There once was a boy. A boy who was destined for greatness, at least that is what his father said. The boy was kept locked away from the world so that he could learn to seal off his emotions and think rationally.” I began as images of my childhood began to attack me. Closing my eyes, I let the words begin to flow from me as if I wasn’t the one telling the story, but instead listening…Despite the father’s insistence that the boy needed to be cold as ice, his mother wouldn’t allow that to happen. In all the hate and darkness the boy endured, she was the only light that kept him from falling down.His mother was a kind woman who was full of love. She even gave it to the boy's father, even after he beat her daily. To the woman, the man was her mate, whom the moon goddess gav
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[Marissa’s POV]"If that’s true," I began, still not quite able to put the pieces of the puzzle together. "Why did we end up like this?"From what Travis had just told me, he had only ever cared for me, but then why had we been apart for two years? Why couldn’t I remember our past or anything that was being said? The more I thought about it, the more my head hurt. It just didn’t make any sense! How would someone lose their humanity if they were living that sort of fairytale life?"Do you remember when I mentioned that something happened on the night of our marking ceremony?" Travis asked.Nodding, I found myself recalling mention of that. When he had said that part, he looked truly pained. What was it that happened?"I remember." I confirmed, bracing myself for whatever was about to be said. "What was it?"Holding my breath, I waited as Travis tried to collect his thoughts. The mental struggle was clear on his face as he seemed to grow tense. It didn't take a rocket scientist to figur
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[Travis’ POV]I watched in horror as Kim and Marissa grabbed hands and leapt forward, disappearing beyond the ledge of the cliff. What the hell did they think they were doing? Were they trying to bring about their own deaths?Cursing, I rushed forward, preparing to jump too, but stopped as Thomas’ arm wrapped around me."Let go!" I growled, unable to control my raging emotions. "I can’t just...""Use your eyes, asshole," Thomas huffed, nodding towards the abyss below. "One wrong leap and your ass is done, can’t you see it?"See it? What the fuck was he talking about?Peering down, I took in the empty space below. There was no sign of Marissa and Kim, nor were there any signs of the damned wendigos that we were hunting. Where the fuck did they all go?"Do you see any human pancakes down there?" Thomas continued, acting smug. "That means that there is something that we are missing, but Marissa and Kim managed to find."Trying to calm my emotions, I began to search the area, trying to fi
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[Marissa’s POV]My heart beat a mile a minute as Travis opened his mouth and extended his canines. Despite being scared shitless about this whole thing, I wasn’t about to back down. This was what I wanted. He was what I wanted and I had already wasted enough of our time.Leaning forward, Travis let his teeth glide against my skin while suddenly wrapping his arms around me."W-what are you doing?" I gasped when one of his hands slid down between my legs. "How is this marking?""You’re too tense." Travis explained, sliding his fingers between my folds and beginning to gently rub. "Loosen up, otherwise you will only remember this as something painful instead of what it actually is."Whimpering, I nodded while Travis pulled me closer to him so my back was against his chest. While his fingers continued to slowly work me, his other hand found my breast. Sliding my nipple between his fingers, he began to knead and tweak."Oh…goddess," I moaned, letting my eyes flutter closed. "That feels so
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