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Her Insecurities

Author: Eliza Selmer
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-18 00:46:29

[Zane’s POV]

My eyes grew wide as Alexandria’s declaration and question hit me like a ton of bricks. I knew that she was bold, but to be that bold when she was a wanted woman was...

"You know as well as I do that that isn’t possible," I respond slowly. "We’re both wanted and..."

"And I don’t care," Alexandria counters. "Once our fathers have been handled by the giant, that won’t be an issue, correct? So things will eventually settle, and when that happens, we can come back and resume our lives."

Resume our lives. She made it sound so simple when it wasn’t. Too much had happened in the past few weeks, and there was still so much more that was to come our way; there was no going back to how things were.

"I…" I begin, looking to Eliana, who is quietly watching, and try to see what she thinks of this, but her expression remains neutral, further confirming that there is no place for me in her heart anymore. "Can’t just leave."

There was too much riding on all of this, and I couldn’t just l
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