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The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast His Loyalties
[Zane’s POV]I wait as Alexandria considers my words. I could only hope that she would be willing to go along with what I was going to suggest, but since Nol was the one who put her here and he and Eliana were essentially together for whatever reason, she was likely to decline."What are you trying to say?" she asks slowly. "Are you saying that you’re going to take out my father?""That’s right," I confirm. "And my own, as a matter of fact. Alexandria, there has been a lot going on behind the scenes that we haven’t been aware of. I fear if we continue to allow it to happen, it will cost us both our lives."For a moment, she doesn’t speak, and when her mouth opens, loud laughter escapes it."You poor naive boy," she manages between guffaws. "You’ve been so fucking sheltered and are just now realizing what was happening? Why do you think I’m here? I’m no longer useful, so I’ve already been thrown away, and soon enough, you will be too.""That’s why we need to be proactive," I counter. "
Last Updated : 2023-07-20The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Why Do You Care For Him
TRIGGER WARNING: The following chapter may contain scenes that are a bit too much for some readers. Read at your own discretion.[Eliana’s POV]I lay in bed, listening quietly to the conversation that Nol was having in the opposite room. It isn’t hard to figure out who it is that he’s speaking to, and with each mention of another woman, I feel my heart grow colder and colder.It was becoming increasingly clear with each passing day that Zane was never truly as serious as he claimed to be, and yet I still couldn’t quite accept it.Sighing, I sit up and get out of bed, then make my way out of my room and toward the kitchen. I hadn’t been very hungry during dinner, but now I was sure I could eat something.When I reach my destination, I begin to rummage through the cabinets until I find some noodles. Pulling it out, I grab a pot and fill it with water, then put it on the stove. Once the water begins to boil, I put in the noodles and then lean against the counter to begin waiting for them
Last Updated : 2023-07-21The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Help Him
[Nol's POV]Irritation rushes through me as I have to take in the love and adoration that flash in Eliana's eyes. It was clear that she truly cared for Zane, and that pissed me off beyond belief."Help him," she says quietly, her expression shifting to one of pleading. "With whatever it is that he needs.""Even if it means that he can freely be with another woman?" I challenge. "Is that what you truly want?""It is," she confirms. "Love isn't about being selfish; it's about wanting the one you care the most about to be happy. If she makes him happy, then that's that.""And what do I get in return for helping him?" I push."My forgiveness."Those words are heavy, so fucking heavy. But in the end, it wasn't her forgiveness that I wanted. It was my own fault for what I had done to her."I'll think about it," I announce, beginning to make my way out of the kitchen.In the end, Eliana doesn't say anything more, but as I move, I can feel her pleading gaze burning into my back. And as I lay
Last Updated : 2023-07-22The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Reunited
[Nol’s POV]The next few days are spent moving from place to place to knock Jeckel off our trail and many flights. By the time it all ends, we are back in the States and back to our original location. My plan was simple: throw him off and then stick close to home. It was the last place that seemed logical to be, and that was what I was aiming for.When we land, there is a car waiting for us to take us to our next destination, where a certain someone will be waiting. As much as I didn’t want to have him anywhere near Eliana, he was on our side and needed to be present for planning our next move against Jeckel.Unable to hide my annoyance over the matter, I give Eliana a look to find that she is looking pale."What’s wrong?" I ask, eyeing her as if I could see what was going on inside her. "Are you not feeling well?""That’s right," she confirms. "I’m feeling a little nauseous.""Could it be morning sickness kicking in?" Blaine suggests, causing Eliana’s face to pale even more. "I think
Last Updated : 2023-07-24The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Her Suffocating Guilt
[Zane’s POV]"What’s wrong?" I gasp, reaching forward in an attempt to calm Eliana, but I stop as she jerks away from my touch."Don’t touch me," she whimpers, her voice filled with pain. "Please, don’t show me kindness."At her words, my confusion turns to frustration and then anger over how she was reacting toward me, especially after everything we had been through. Even if we couldn’t go back to that, we could at least..."Please leave."Her voice is so quiet that I’m not sure if I heard her correctly, but when her gaze drifts away from me, looking for anything but me to focus on I know that I did."Do you hate me that much now?" I ask, trying to stop the stabbing pain I feel in my chest. "So much so that you don’t even want to look at me."Growing quiet, I wait as she considers my words while my stomach churns at the thought of her confirming what I have said."No," she finally responds, breaking into tears once more. "It isn’t me that hates you. It is you who should hate me. I do
Last Updated : 2023-07-25The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast An Agreement
[Nol’s POV]I stand in the hall waiting as Zane and Eliana have their much-anticipated reunion. The urge to burst in there and stop them from being alone hits me, but I keep it together.From what I could hear, things weren’t going the way that I anticipated, and in a way, I was relieved.Eliana wasn’t accepting Zane’s advances, but I was partly to blame for that.It wasn’t like I wanted to listen in on their conversation, but with my heightened senses, it was inevitable.Sighing, I wait as their conversation seems to end in hopes that I could end this irritating situation, and when the door opens and Zane steps out, I know that I’ve gotten my chance.When he sees me, his expression falls, and anger flashes in his eyes, but he doesn’t speak. Instead, he waits for me to say something. Was he expecting me to gloat?"Nol?" Eliana says, appearing a moment later. "Why are you standing there?"As she speaks, Zane’s face falls even more, and I’m sure it's because of how intimately she called
Last Updated : 2023-07-26The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Break Her Out
[Zane’s POV]I follow closely behind Nol and Blaine as they lead the way through the intricate tunnel system that will lead us to Alexandria. Soon, I would fulfill my promise to her and then declare that this would be the last thing that I would go out of my way to do for her. After this, all our secrets would be revealed, especially to Eliana.Since leaving her, all I could think of was the pained look on her face while she mentioned me having another. At the time, I couldn’t tell her the truth out of fear of stressing her out even further. But once this was finished, I would reveal it all.No matter how many times I told myself I should respect her wishes, I couldn’t bring myself to do it. She was my past, present, and future; I refused to let her go."Stop," Nol’s quiet voice murmurs, snapping me out of my head. "There seems to be guards up ahead.""Do we attack or lure them away?" Blaine asks."I think attack is best," Nol responds. "If we were to lead them away, then there is a c
Last Updated : 2023-07-27The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Work Together
[Alexandria’s POV]I let out a howl of excitement as I shift and jump onto the guard closest to me. Not wasting time, I dig my teeth into his throat and tear.‘Why are you killing him?’ Zane’s voice gasps in my head. ‘That’ll make you an actual criminal.’‘I don’t give a damn,’ I shrug. ‘These are my father’s butt buddies.’After everything I had endured for the past week behind bars, I was ready to kill them all, and that was exactly what I intended to do. If they wanted to treat me as a murderer, I would be an actual murderer.I finish off the guard I’m dealing with and move onto another, tackling him to the ground and using a paw to rip his face to shreds.‘All of you deserve to die.’A shiver rushes through me as I remember their taunting and threats to take advantage of me while I was here. I promised them they’d regret their words when I got out, and now they were seeing. Too bad they wouldn’t live to realize.Letting out a huff of amusement, I finish off the man beneath me and
Last Updated : 2023-07-29
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The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast SNEAK PEEK
Flames surround me, but for some reason they don’t burn. I don’t quite understand why I’m here, but I feel something beckoning me, drawing me further and further in until I see him.He sits on a throne made of skulls and stares down at me with a look of boredom. He’s so familiar but so different at the same time.Unable to quite believe what I’m seeing, I move slightly closer, only to find that a strong force doesn’t allow me to go near him."Zane?" I whisper, trying to make sense of what is happening. "That’s you, isn’t it?"It had already been two years since his disappearance, but I never truly accepted that he was gone. I mean, how could he be when there wasn’t even a body to bury? Or any sort of feeling toward his existence vanishing from this world—wouldn't I be able to feel it given the fact he wore my mark?This was why I held onto hope no matter the amount of time that passed, even when others continuously told me to let go. And now here he was in front of me, but where exactl
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Epilogue: A Proposal
[Eliana’s POV]Warm sun beats down on my skin while I lounge by the pool, watching Nol wade on the steps with Ryker. Never in my life did I ever think I would see such a strong and arrogant man act like a child, but here he was splashing and laughing along with our son.Since Ryker’s birth, I have been seeing many sides of Nol that I didn’t think would exist, like him changing diapers, making bottles, and even cuddling while Ryker was sick. I even caught him singing to him a few times, but he insisted that he wasn’t.To say that life was perfect was a bit extreme, but it was damn near close. There was only one thing missing, and that was Zane.Two years had passed since his disappearance, and despite multiple searches, contacting a medium, and even asking rogue mages for help, no one was able to locate him. It was almost as though he disappeared entirely, but Nol was certain that wasn’t possible since he was aware of the consequences of bringing the hellhounds to this earth.Sighing,
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast The Aftermath
[Nol’s POV]I don’t know how long Eliana sobbed on me while I helplessly watched because I knew that there was nothing that I could do since there was no bringing Zane back. Beside us, Alexandria continued to fight Blaine until she became so exhausted that all she could do was cling to him while her gaze stayed fixed on the rubble.By the time the police arrived, there was nothing left to be found, but Alexandria’s friends had managed to bring them the evidence needed to prove not only Alexandria’s innocence but that of all of us.In the end, all the blame fell on Jeckel since he was already accused of being part of a human trafficking ring. It didn’t take long for the rest of his corruption and misdeeds to be found and his name to be tarnished.Afterward, we waited to see if any remains could be found, but all that were deceased were too burned to make out and would simply be thrown in a mass grave for Disastria and Romando to be mourned by those who were oblivious to all that both a
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Brother Vs Brother
[Zane’s POV]A howl of disappointment escapes me as I attempt to make my way to the window where Eliana and the others disappeared."No you fucking don’t!" Nol snarls, beginning to shift into his lycan form. "If you want to kill someone, then you’ll have to get through me."Snapping my gaze from the window, I feel my body beginning to move again, making its way to the very weak-looking lycan behind me.‘That’s it,’ Nol’s voice announces in my head. ‘Come get me.’As I move, he rushes forward, meeting me halfway and throwing me against a wall before jumping on me and wrapping a hand around my throat.‘Snap out of it, Zane,’ he hisses in my head. ‘Before you do something you regret.’‘I…’ I try, hoping he can hear me. ‘Can’t. Please kill me.’That was the only thing that was going to end this—my death—and I was more than willing to accept it.‘I won’t,’ Nol responds, loosening his hold. ‘If you die, Eliana will be sad.’Eliana… Of course, the only thing he cares about is her, and I can’
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Up In Flames
[Nol’s POV]The world around me begins to move in slow motion as I release Zane and rush toward where Jeckel stands with Eliana in his clutches, but before I can reach her, her eyes are widening and blood is erupting from her lips, and then she is being dropped so that I can take in the hilt of a knife that is sticking out of her back.No… This couldn’t be fucking happening. Jeckel… He…In that moment, something in me snaps, and I feel a red-hot rage begin to bubble up in me and explode as I kneel and pull Eliana into my arms to take in her ragged breathing and her white complexion.Lifting my gaze, I take in Jeckel, who stands in place looking proud of what he did.‘You,’ I hiss through mindlink, beginning to see red. ‘You…’"I did what was necessary for you to rise to greatness," he shrugs unphased. "She was nothing more than a hindrance, driving a wedge between you and your brother."A wedge… A hindrance… If anyone was any of that, it was the bastard in front of me!Letting out a s
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Trapped In His Mind
[Zane’s POV]Stop.Stop this!You’ve gotta stop!These thoughts echo in my mind as I stare at Alexandria’s flushed face and desperate eyes.I had to stop, but no amount of trying seemed to work. Each time I thought maybe I was regaining control again, my body would act on its own, and I was left to helplessly watch.Even back in the hospital with Eliana, my claws were laced with poison, and I was the one who reduced her to what she was.As this thought hits me, my gaze drifts to where she lies on the ground, surrounded by shadowy wolves with glowing red eyes. It was clear they were protecting her, which was good, but the need to kill her still spurred me to move."Sorry, we’re late."The voice reaches me, and I find myself hopeful that this will be the end and I will be free, but the desperate need to kill continues to hold me.Releasing Alexandria, I shift and barrel into the wolves, ignoring their teeth and claws that attack my skin, threatening to shred me while Nol and the others
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast A Bloody Wedding
[Alexandria’s POV]The next morning comes too damn quick, and before I even manage to fully wake up, I’m being yanked out of my cell and dragged down a long hall while I ignore everything in me that screams to fight.There was a plan in place, and I had to trust that the plan would work out and all of this would finally be over. For now, I just needed to cooperate with whatever went down.With this thought in mind, I let myself be pushed into a room where two women wait to do my hair and makeup while I fix my gaze on the puffy white dress that sits against the wall.In the past, I always dreamed of my perfect wedding dress, but when I lost Jeremiah, I never gave it much thought. Even knowing that there was a possibility I would marry Zane, I never thought about a dress or a big wedding.Feeling my heart tug, I tear my gaze away as guilt toward Jeremiah begins to slam into me.Fuck, now wasn’t the time to be feeling this, not when I knew that this wedding wouldn’t happen, but now that
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast Come Up With A Plan
[Nol’s POV]After Jeckel’s ridiculous dinner, I’m thrown into a cell where Blaine lies motionless on the ground. While Eliana and Alexandria are placed in one beside us.Since seeing her mother and father’s heads on a platter, the usually loud she-wolf hadn’t spoken a word, but by the darkness I see in her eyes, I know that she is silently plotting Jeckel’s death."Hey," I call, trying to draw her attention. "You!"As I speak, the two men in the cell across from mine begin to groan. Tearing my gaze from Alexandria, I take them in and try to determine exactly what the relationship between them and Alexandria was to the point where she would go along with Jeckel’s scheme for them.Sighing in frustration, I turn my attention back to Blaine and watch as he begins to twitch."You finally waking up?" I ask, wishing I could knock him across the head for getting as hurt as he was. "It’s about damn time.""Fuck," he hisses, slowly sitting up only to stop as the chains on his wrists pull agains
The Breeder And Her Lycan Beast A Family Meeting
[Nol’s POV]Pain radiates through me as my vision finally begins to come back, so that I find myself sitting at a large table. Anger rolling over being tricked, I attempt to move only to find that I’m bound by spiked metal that tears into my skin with each movement.Cursing, I continue to take in the area until my eyes come to rest on an unconscious Eliana and a fighting Alexandria."What the hell?" I growl, beginning to fight even more, only to find that the fucking chains won’t budge. "What the hell is going on here?""About time you woke up, giant!" Alexandria huffs. "We’ve got an issue here.""No shit," I snap, snapping my gaze to Eliana once again.As I take in her pale complexion and slack figure, I realize instantly that something is wrong."Eliana!" I hiss, trying to rouse her. "Open your eyes!""She won’t be waking up."Feeling my heart drop, I tear my gaze away from Eliana to Jeckel and Zane, who are making their way towards us. Confusion building, I take in Zane, whose face
