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An Understanding
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[Eliana’s POV]I stand in the shower, letting scolding hot water run down my body while I try to clear my head. Since the previous night, all I could see was Nol’s pain-filled expression every time I closed my eyes. I needed to stop. I needed to get it together. I rejected him, and I needed to stick with that decision, but something in me screamed no.Letting out a sigh, I turn off the water and step out, realizing that until I actually got out from under his thumb, I was going to continue to be tortured by the sight of him.For now, I just needed to focus on staying safe and healthy for the little life that was growing in me. I didn’t need to focus on mates or love because, in the end, that was never meant for me.I quickly wrap a towel around my body and then make my way out of the bathroom to find Alexandria lounging on my bed."Why are you here?" I ask, going on guard. "You have your own room.""I’m bored," she shrugs, sitting up and throwing one long leg over the other so the t-s
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[Alexandria’s POV]I stroll out of Eliana’s room just in time to hear the sound of the door opening. Moving forward, I look down to find Zane and Nol walking in. Both men have looks of agitation on their faces, and I can’t help but wonder what happened between them.It most certainly had something to do with Eliana. Probably both men claiming their love and waging war with one another. It made me sick to even think about it."Welcome back," I call, shaking off my disgust and making my way downstairs. "Hopefully your mission was a success.""Something like that," Zane responds as Nol continues to move, ignoring me entirely."What’s his problem?" I ask, keeping my gaze fixed on his back. "Did I do something to offend him?""No," Zane responds immediately as Nol shoots him a glare. "Would you come with me for a moment so we can talk?""Sure," I respond, feeling a sudden bit of unease. "There was something that I wanted to discuss with you too," I continue. "And you!" I shout at the giant
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[Eliana’s POV]I sneak out of my room, being cautious not to run into Nol, and then make my way downstairs. I needed some air, especially after having Alexandria lecture me about Zane.Who was she to tell me that it was a bad idea to be close to him? Even I knew that! That was the reason that I was working so hard to keep my distance from him, because I knew that in the end he would get hurt.There was also the matter of my own feelings. As much as I wanted to deny it, I felt that damned bond anytime Nol was around. Was it because he already marked me? Or was it because finally, something related to my wolf was awakening in me?I didn’t know, and I didn’t want to think too hard about it. Instead, I just wanted to forget, even for a while, and that’s why I wanted to let myself get lost in nature.Stopping at the bottom of the stairs, I begin to look around and am happy to find that no one is around to see me. I could only assume that everyone had gone to their respective areas for the
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[Nol’s POV]I sit on the grass with Eliana nestled in my arms, fast asleep. I hadn’t meant to wear her out, but once I got started, I couldn’t stop.Letting a slow smile spread across my lips, I reach up and brush a loose strand of hair back that is threatening to enter her mouth as she quietly snores."Mmmm," she mumbles, turning away from the touch so that her face buries deep into my chest. "Ah," she sighs, taking in a deep breath as if she’s finding comfort in my smell.I had to admit it was cute, and I wanted to see more of these small actions of hers, but I knew when she woke up we would simply go back to how we were before.‘You’re the one that caused this,’ the small voice in my head points out. ‘If you didn’t try to kill her, you wouldn’t have been rejected.’A low growl escapes me, causing Eliana’s head to turn so that she can look up at me with sleepy eyes."Nol?" she murmurs, reaching up and rubbing one. "Why are you here?""Waiting for you to wake up," I respond, feeling
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[Eliana’s POV]I close my eyes and find myself back there in that place with those men and all the women who constantly pawned them off on me. It was a living hell, but in the end, it wasn’t the biggest hell I would experience in that place."What happened to you there?" Nol asks gently.Opening my eyes, I look up into his silver gaze and feel my heart tug painfully. Would he still consider me to be so pure and beautiful when he knew?Maybe this was for the best. Once he knew we could truly go our separate ways, no matter how painful it truly was."I spent two years in the Tumescere House," I begin, deciding there was no point in trying to hide it. "When my pack was killed by..." the word you want to leave my lips, but I stop it since he was only working for Zane’s father at that time. "Well, when they were killed and wiped clean from the map, I was taken there and sold to Madam Ophilia."Now that I am finally speaking of this, images of that time begin to come faster. All the lessons
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[Nol’s POV]I stare into Eliana’s eyes, waiting as she processes my words. I wasn’t sure if she knew, but she was already underneath my skin, and I would be damned if I accepted her rejection."You shouldn’t go that far," she finally sighs. "There are much better women out there.""I don’t want those women," I counter, tightening my hold on her. "I want you!"I press my lips firmly against hers, and as a small gasp escapes her, I stick my tongue into her mouth to find hers.At first, she doesn’t respond, as I’m sure she’s fighting an inner battle, but soon her tongue meets mine with so much hunger and force that I know that she feels like I do."Wrap your legs around me," I growl, pulling her closer so she can feel my erection. "I want you right here and now."A moan of pleasure escapes her lips as she does as instructed so that I can slowly lower her onto me until she has swallowed me entirely.Groaning from just how fucking good it felt to have her walls squeeze around me, I begin t
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[Nol’s POV]I watch as Alexandria reaches out in an attempt to grab something to throw again, but Zane yanks her out of the way. I was sure if Eliana had to be here to watch this, that pained look would flash in her eyes again. I was happy that I made her stay upstairs."You fucking bastard!" Alexandria shrieks, continuing to fight. "Who the hell do you think you’re calling a whore?""You?" Blaine responds easily. "Do you intend to make me think otherwise?"Frowning, I watch as Alexandria opens her mouth to argue but thinks better of it as a smug smile begins to spread across Blaine’s face."So you understand," he huffs. "Good, at least you understand what you are; otherwise, it would be pretty fucking sad.""Blaine," I warn, drawing his attention to me. "Come with me, now!"He doesn’t argue as he gives Alexandria one more look and then follows me out of the house and onto the porch.Sighing, I dig in my pocket, pull out a pack of cigarettes, and offer him one. He gladly takes it and
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[Alexandria’s POV]I stare at the door that Blaine and Nol disappeared behind like fucking cowards that can’t face the problems they created. Fucking bastards, I would make them pay for all of this."Little bitch," I grumble, pulling my gaze away and turning it to Zane, who is watching me with a disapproving look on his face. "What?" I demand, raising a brow. "What is it?""Why do you even let him get to you?" he asks."Because I’m bored." I shrug.Zane doesn’t respond as he continues to examine me as if I’ve gone and grown a second head, and when I’ve about had enough of it, the sound of footsteps reaches us, and there’s Little Lana, coming to sour my mood even more.Frowning, I take her in, immediately honing in on the hickeys that scatter across her neck. I figured that she and Nol were up there fucking, but I didn’t think that she had that sort of thing in her."I’m surprised you aren’t too tired to come join us," I giggle, purposely snapping my gaze to her neck. "If the giant see
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Flames surround me, but for some reason they don’t burn. I don’t quite understand why I’m here, but I feel something beckoning me, drawing me further and further in until I see him.He sits on a throne made of skulls and stares down at me with a look of boredom. He’s so familiar but so different at the same time.Unable to quite believe what I’m seeing, I move slightly closer, only to find that a strong force doesn’t allow me to go near him."Zane?" I whisper, trying to make sense of what is happening. "That’s you, isn’t it?"It had already been two years since his disappearance, but I never truly accepted that he was gone. I mean, how could he be when there wasn’t even a body to bury? Or any sort of feeling toward his existence vanishing from this world—wouldn't I be able to feel it given the fact he wore my mark?This was why I held onto hope no matter the amount of time that passed, even when others continuously told me to let go. And now here he was in front of me, but where exactl
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[Zane’s POV]A howl of disappointment escapes me as I attempt to make my way to the window where Eliana and the others disappeared."No you fucking don’t!" Nol snarls, beginning to shift into his lycan form. "If you want to kill someone, then you’ll have to get through me."Snapping my gaze from the window, I feel my body beginning to move again, making its way to the very weak-looking lycan behind me.‘That’s it,’ Nol’s voice announces in my head. ‘Come get me.’As I move, he rushes forward, meeting me halfway and throwing me against a wall before jumping on me and wrapping a hand around my throat.‘Snap out of it, Zane,’ he hisses in my head. ‘Before you do something you regret.’‘I…’ I try, hoping he can hear me. ‘Can’t. Please kill me.’That was the only thing that was going to end this—my death—and I was more than willing to accept it.‘I won’t,’ Nol responds, loosening his hold. ‘If you die, Eliana will be sad.’Eliana… Of course, the only thing he cares about is her, and I can’
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[Nol’s POV]After Jeckel’s ridiculous dinner, I’m thrown into a cell where Blaine lies motionless on the ground. While Eliana and Alexandria are placed in one beside us.Since seeing her mother and father’s heads on a platter, the usually loud she-wolf hadn’t spoken a word, but by the darkness I see in her eyes, I know that she is silently plotting Jeckel’s death."Hey," I call, trying to draw her attention. "You!"As I speak, the two men in the cell across from mine begin to groan. Tearing my gaze from Alexandria, I take them in and try to determine exactly what the relationship between them and Alexandria was to the point where she would go along with Jeckel’s scheme for them.Sighing in frustration, I turn my attention back to Blaine and watch as he begins to twitch."You finally waking up?" I ask, wishing I could knock him across the head for getting as hurt as he was. "It’s about damn time.""Fuck," he hisses, slowly sitting up only to stop as the chains on his wrists pull agains
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[Nol’s POV]Pain radiates through me as my vision finally begins to come back, so that I find myself sitting at a large table. Anger rolling over being tricked, I attempt to move only to find that I’m bound by spiked metal that tears into my skin with each movement.Cursing, I continue to take in the area until my eyes come to rest on an unconscious Eliana and a fighting Alexandria."What the hell?" I growl, beginning to fight even more, only to find that the fucking chains won’t budge. "What the hell is going on here?""About time you woke up, giant!" Alexandria huffs. "We’ve got an issue here.""No shit," I snap, snapping my gaze to Eliana once again.As I take in her pale complexion and slack figure, I realize instantly that something is wrong."Eliana!" I hiss, trying to rouse her. "Open your eyes!""She won’t be waking up."Feeling my heart drop, I tear my gaze away from Eliana to Jeckel and Zane, who are making their way towards us. Confusion building, I take in Zane, whose face
