"Sooo??? What do you think about him?" Kelsey asked after they got back to the dorm.
"He's ... nice," it was the first thing that came to her mind. Too nice, she thought, for Kelsey. But she couldn't bring herself to say it, Nathan was very different than any of the guys Kelsey ever dated, and she knew them all. Nathan was a serious type, he had a calm and cool nature about him that didn't fit Kelsey's type of boyfriends. Kelsey's type was more like ... Preston.
"He seemed to have big plans for the future and he's working for it too," Julie said.
Kelsey nodded, she didn't seem to care much about that. "I just can't wait to get him back in the sack tonight ... we're going clubbing later, you should come too," Kelsey said. Julie hesitated, being the third wheel on Kelsey's dates was not her favorite thing to do. "Don't tell me you want to stay in and study?? It's only the first day of the semester, Jules, come on ... you didn't get the chance to have a proper summer, a nice night out with me and Nathan will do you good," she tried to convince her.
Julie enjoys a night out once in a while, she likes the drinks but not so much the parties. She knew how to have fun just enough to not go overboard. It was a given when she's friends with Kelsey who almost always go overboard. Someone had to be responsible, and Julie was the one who stepped up to the plate.
She may have lost all control once, the night after what happened. She was a mess, but a fun mess nonetheless 'cause she had a great time with Kelsey that night. It was partly the reason why Kelsey couldn't let go of the fact that she ditched her for the summer, Julie was a lot of fun to be with.
"Come on ... it'll be better if you come along, Nathan will have someone to talk to about his business and stuff, you know how much I can tolerate clubbing conversations ... not much, you'd be a perfect talking buddy for him." Kelsey never persuaded her to come along when she had dates, usually, her dates would keep her busy at clubs and she never needed a sidekick to smoothen things up.
"Alright ... I guess I could use a couple of drinks, but I'm going back early, I have an early class in the morning," she finally agreed.
Kelsey made a face, "Fine ... I'll be going back to his place anyways, come on let's find you something to wear!" she said and went straight to her closet because Julie didn't own a single outfit that was suitable for a night out.
Kelsey always dresses to kill whenever she goes out clubbing, while Julie was too shy to show parts of her body even though her figure was pretty amazing. Kelsey never understood why she chose to hide all her curves under baggy clothes and oversized sweaters she loved so much.
Every time they go out clubbing, Kelsey always put on sexy clothes on her which Julie always tried to cover with a jacket, a scarf, or a cardigan she hid inside her purse and put them on later when Kelsey wasn't looking. Kelsey believed that if Julie was more comfortable with her looks and showed more skin, she would've got more dates or more guys would hit on her at the clubs. Instead, Julie was more comfortable being her wing woman, covered her beautiful shape, and drank quietly behind the tables while Kelsey danced the night away on tables and bars.
There were only two clubs in Gastonburry, both of which Kelsey was a regular there. She knew almost everybody, and almost everybody knew her.
Whenever she goes out clubbing with Kelsey, she never had to pay for drinks because they were always pouring into their table and the guys who paid for them came with it. Usually, Kelsey would tell her which of the guys she actually liked and asked her to play along whenever she refuses a guy she didn't like.
Most of the time they had to sneak out to go home without telling the guy, other times she had to go home by herself because Kelsey decided to go home with the guy she liked, or on some occasions, they had to go back to their dorm together with a guy from the club which she always stayed outside until their 'date' was over.
That night was a bit different because Nathan was there. Julie wondered if the poor guy had any idea that Kelsey was the party girl of Gastonburry. By the look of his annoyed face, she reckoned he was oblivious about it.
He kept sending back the drinks that were sent to their table and gave the guy a look. They gave him an apologetic gesture, not realizing he was there with Kelsey. "Don't be offended, maybe they thought you were here with me," Julie told him. His face was a little less tensed. "Kelsey never brought a date here, this is something new," she added. It was actually a compliment to Nathan which he wasn't sure how to respond to.
He looked over his shoulder and saw Kelsey was talking to a girlfriend by the bar with a drink in her hand. She had been gone for at least ten minutes to get drinks for them. "That's a friend from campus," Julie said.
Nathan took a deep breath and took a sip on his beer, "She sure has a lot of friends around here," he commented.
Julie nodded, "She's quite popular."
Nathan raised his eyebrows as if to agree with her. "What about you, Julie? Do you enjoy the nightlife as much as Kelsey does?"
"Not really, this isn't my scene ... but I come here occasionally to let loose, I'd prefer quieter places, but it's always a fun night when I'm with Kelsey," she said.
Nathan nodded, "It's not my scene either, but if she loves it, I think I can enjoy it too," he smiled. It turned out, they were there for the same reason.
Kelsey came back with their drinks and a wide smile on her face, "Oh I love it here! Everyone's here too, Jules, they're going to The Den later, there's a rooftop party after midnight and it's Zachary Mason's birthday, so free flow for everyone!!" she held out her hand to get a high five.
Julie responded to the high five and shook on it, "I'm going back early, remember? I have an early class," she reminded her.
"Oh, I almost forgot, but we can still go, right?" she looked at Nathan with hopeful eyes.
The way he gazed at her was a look any girl would want to be looked at, he smiled and said, "Of course we can, babe."
Kelsey was jumping up and down, she loved to go bar hopping, or party hopping for that matter. Something that Julie was often felt exhausted to follow, it was a good thing for her whenever Kelsey was dating someone, she didn't have to be the one to chaperone her.
"But, how are you going back to the dorm?" Nathan asked.
"Oh I'll just get a taxi, it's fine, I do it all the time."
"I'll take you back, it's okay, what time are you leaving?" Nathan offered.
"Oh no ... please, I can go back on my own, really, you guys go ahead and go to The Den," she refused.
"No, I'll drive you, and then we can go to The Den, right, Kells?" Nathan insisted.
"Awwww ... that's so sweet of you babe, isn't he the sweetest?" Kelsey put her hands on both his cheeks and kissed him.
"I don't wanna be a bother, I'm okay, seriously," Julie felt awkward.
"It's okay, Jules, I sometimes worry when you go by taxi in the middle of the night ... I tell you what, I can go to The Den with Chloe and Justin later, and Nathan can drop you off at the dorm and come meet me at The Den afterward, how about that?"
"Why can't you come with us and we'll go together after that?" Nathan wasn't keen on the idea.
"Chloe and Justin, they have an invitation, so I kinda have to enter with them, and then I can get you inside later," she explained.
"See ... you should go together, don't mind me, please," Julie felt even more awkward after the tone Nathan gave Kelsey.
"I'll drop you off at the dorm, no worries, I insist ... it's no problem ... alright, then, I guess I'll meet you up at The Den afterward," he finally agreed.
Kelsey wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him a kiss, "Thank you so much, you know she's my best girl, right? It's so hot that you're doing this for me ... it definitely deserves a long hot reward later," she licked his lips all the way up to his nose.
Julie looked away and pretended not to notice. The awkwardness reached it's peak when it was finally time for her to go back. Almost the entire time they were there, Kelsey was busy mingling with her club friends as Nathan stood beside her with his drink, looking like he wasn't really enjoying himself. He had a stiff expression on his face even though he tried to get rid of it once in a while with a forced smile. Julie had to apologize to him for making him strayed away from Kelsey on their date just to drop her off at the dorm.
"Please ... I'm the one who had to apologize, I insisted, I guess it's my upbringing ... my parents would be disappointed at me if I ever let a girl go home by herself in the middle of the night," he said when he opened the passenger seat door for her. "Anyways, it's a school night, no student should be out clubbing at this time a day," his irritated expression didn't escape her, but she knew it wasn't her that was causing it.
Once he was behind the wheels, he was back in his friendly mood. Whatever was bothering him, wasn't bothering him anymore. He started a small talk asking her about her background and vice versa. In the short trip, they made to the dorm, she found out that he was only 25 years old, even though he seemed much more accomplished for someone that age.
"I guess I've missed your birthday by a couple of months, right?" he asked as the conversation went.
"How do you know?"
"Your name ... Julie ... I figured you were born in July?" he glanced at her from the driving seat.
She smiled, embarrassed for not figuring that out, "Yeah ... of course, no one has ever noticed that before, so ... I kind of forgot about it too."
"Did you girls celebrate at all?"
She shook her head, "Maybe next year, on my 21st birthday, I don't really celebrate birthdays but Kelsey insisted that I should, next year."
Nathan's eyes widened, "You're 20? Wow ... and you're graduating this year?"
"Well ... technically, I have to finish a couple more classes, and then I have to take a three-month internship and make a comprehensive report on it, and then there's the presentation of what I've learned from my internship, and then graduate," she explained.
Nathan was not new to the concept, after all, he went through a similar path not so long ago. He too graduated earlier than his classmates and went straight to culinary school and graduated early from there too. "Is Kelsey going to take the internship with you too?" he asked.
She wasn't sure what Kelsey had told him when she paused to figure it out, "Not at the same time, but she will take an internship too, at her dad's company, probably."
"Where are you taking your internship?"
Julie smiled, "I haven't decided yet, I have a few companies in mind, big corporates that my Professors recommended for me ... but I'm actually looking for a small company where I can learn more about everything ... I still have time to decide."
Nathan nodded, "That's true, you'd learn more in a small company for starter than you'll ever learn in a large company."
Before they knew it, they were in front of the dorm building. "Thanks for the ride, Nathan, I really appreciate it," Julie said before getting out of the car.
Nathan looked around the area and saw how quiet it was. He stepped out of the car, "Don't be silly, I'll walk you up to your room," he said.
"You don't have to, really, it's fine ..." she wanted to convince him that it was a safe neighborhood but she wasn't convinced by that herself.
"I might as well go all the way since I'm already here ... not to scare you or anything, have you heard about the Co-ed killers and the crimes that happened around campus areas?" As if it couldn't get any more awkward than that. Julie wasn't going to debate on that, knowing that he was going to insist this time too.
They walked up the stairs without saying a word. Even though they barely knew each other, he didn't give her a threatening vibe, she felt safe with him. She noticed he was looking around to study the area, the doors, the walls, the signs, he was an observer much like her. When they finally got to her door, he stepped back and waited for her to find her keys and opened the door.
"Thank you so much, I really don't know what else to say ..." she was being truthful.
"My pleasure, please lock your door ... double lock it, Kelsey said she won't be coming back tonight," he said.
"Yes, I will ... have a good time at The Den, I'll see you around," she said as she was stepping into her room.
"I'll try!" he said with a smile as he walked further away.
She closed the door behind her and double-locked it as he suggested. She leaned her back on the door and realized her heart was pounding faster than normal. She took a deep breath, she had a wonderful time that night ... with Nathan Sommers.
Kelsey didn't come back to the dorm for two days. She does that when she was with a boyfriend. She checked in with Julie every day just to let her know where she was. Usually, she'd stay with the guy for days, fucked his brains out until she was bored fucking him and she'd come back to the dorm to complain about how bored she was and then went back to the guy to fuck him some more.Julie was used to the routine, she was glad she was a professional loner. She would drown herself in books and completely lost track of time whenever Kelsey went on her voyage. She never felt lonely without her roommate, and when Kelsey's back, she would take a break from her reading to listen to her over the top sexcapade with the 'oh so boring boyfriend' just to see her gone again in a few days. Rarely there was a boyfriend that didn't bore her, those who can keep her satisfied in bed weretheones that can keepher longest. And that seemed to be the case with Nathan.
Julie was deeply lost in the streets of Europe with Robert Langdon is one of those Dan Brown's thriller novels. Her face was covered by the hardback she had just bought the day before and was already halfway through the 600 plus pages story. Her coffee cup was half empty, her croissant half-eaten, her eyes nailed to the sheets."Julie?!" a voice called her name which she pretended to not hear, she was three pages away from the next chapter. The source of the voice didn't call on her again, instead, he took a seat in front of her in silence. Her eyebrows furrowed as she was finishing a few more paragraphs before she slid her book to one side and startled at the sight of Nathan."Nathan?! I'm sorry I was ..." she was lost for words."In the middle of a chapter? Don't worry, I'm like that too ..." he laughed softly, showing a row of perfect teeth between his perfectly shaped lips. "Are you alone? Can I sit here?" he was dir
Whenever she's not in a class, twice or three times a week at various coffee shops they would meet to discuss work while Kelsey attends her classes. They made tremendous progress just by brainstorming, making phone calls, and work on Julie's laptop. Sometimes Kelsey skipped class to join them, to see what the work was like but then she was bored after a few hours and decided that she was better off in class.Julie went to the counter to order some coffee and snacks whenPreston approached her. "Hey, I thought I'd find you here," he greeted her. He was standing really closeto her, their arms rubbed with each other and it made her uncomfortable."Hey Preston," she replied in a monotone."My birthday is coming up, I wanted to invite you," he said.Julie shrugged, "Oh I don't think I can come, but thanks for inviting me, I'll let Kelsey know.""Come on, Jules, this been go
The party was at his house. Preston's family also owned a house in Gastonburry, but he chose to live in the dorm because he didn't get along with his dad. It was a better choice for his love life too, it would've been disastrous to bring his dates home and meet his parents in the morning.Kelsey was right, Preston was a slut, he sleeps around with everybody. He had the looks, he got the reputation, and he was a singer in his band which was gradually making a name for itself. Even though he took the Business Major, his musical talent was pulling him in another direction.His girlfriend for the past couple of years was an on and off relationship because he couldn't keep his pants on. It left Julie feeling like an idiot for letting him in her room that night and fell for the same trick that he probably used with every girl he slept with. Or maybe he didn't need a trick at all, because most girls would open their door to him just because he was
'I broke up with Naomi' the girl who he cheated on with her. So? She thought. It couldn't be undone, she slept with someone else's boyfriend. Something she never thought would happen. Especially not when her last boyfriend cheated on her because she wasn't sure about giving up her virginity to him.She shrugged it off. She remembered how hewas when she opened her dorm room that night. He was drunk, he said he couldn't sleep, he was smelling like booze with a tint of Hugo Boss, he hadan unopened bottle of Vodka in his hand.Preston always smelled nice, even under a stale cigarette odor. He took his jacket off, leaving his thin worn out The Doors T-shirt hanging loose above his jeans. He threw himself on the floor next to her, their backs leaned on the bed. He opened the bottle with his teeth and they started drinking.He went on about the thousands of fights he had with Naomi, that night being the peak o
The first time he was introduced to Julie, the most obvious thing about her was her quietness. People would assume she was shy. She doesn't talk much unless it was something that interests her. The next obvious thing was her intellect, she can talk about anything that nourishes her brilliant mind. She knows her music, she knows her books, she knows her artists like they were her friends.She laughs at things most people find offensive, she laughs at herself, her laugh was contagious. She knows how to be focused, she knows when to let loose. She listens like you are the most important person in the room. She'll tell you the nicest things about yourself and the worst things without judging you. By this time, you'll see her as your best friend. And then he sees it, the way she threw her head back when she laughs, the creases in the corners of her eyes, her smart comebacks, the way she tucked her hair behind her ears. She was pretty. Pretty amazing.
Kelsey came back later that day looking exhausted. She threw her arms up and fell on her bed like a log. She let out a long sigh of relief.Julie was on her laptop editing Preston's videos, she glanced at her suspiciously, "Long day?"Sheprobably had spentthewhole afternoonsexingupwith Nathan,thesigh didn'tsoundlikeagood one.Kelsey turned her head lazily, "Hhmm ... he didn't bring his A-game today, and I was wearing my go-to jeans and lucky thong ... I guess it's not so lucky anymore."Julie chuckled, "Why? What happened?"Kelsey rolled on her stomach, "I don't know, something was weighing on his mind, I think it's probably work, he's nervous for next week ... the recruitment and everything ... it's starting to feel like we're married."Julie nodded, "Yeah he does have a lot on his plate, he'll be meeti
Julie closed her laptop and gave a sigh of relief, "I think that's it for now, are you ready to go back and start everything?"Nathan sat back on his chair, "Ready as I'll ever be ... I'm glad you're on board, can't wait for December, it's gonna be exciting.""Me too, I feel like I'm a part of it already, I have so many ideas that I want to share with you for Ardor."Nathan sipped on his coffee, "Please, give me everything you've got, draft them up, send it through email or Skype me, I want to hear all of them, 'cause I got plenty of those too ... just not sure if they're doable, I guess we're gonna have to wait 'till we get all the team ready.""True, at least you know what to look for when you're recruiting, we're setting a pretty high standard for a new business," Julie said."I'm willing to compensate them for their contribution though, I believe that I need them more than th
She wouldn't let me take her out on a date. She wouldn't let me kiss her, or touch her. Three months after she came back to Ardor, she went island hopping with Kelsey on her 21st birthday. I wasn't invited, obviously. I couldn't sleep that night, wondering if she was going to get wasted and ended up with some strange guy, willingly or unwillingly. There's no other girl that has kept me up all night as often as she did. For all different kinds of reasons.But to end up with a strange guy was not the problem with her, it was only that one guy. I hate him. He calls her much too often for my liking. They would talk for hours, it burned me, and I couldn't do anything about it.The almost-kisses we had was driving me insane, but I've promised her I'd wait however long it takes. I think she was torturing me on purpose.Six months after she was back, she finally let me in. We kissed. Every kiss was better than the last. I love k
Her mom and dad came on her graduation day. They took pictures together, a pat on the back, a clumsy hug, a kiss on the cheeks, a congratulations. The three of them again after eight years. She was smiling the whole day.She told them about her plans, they told her how proud they were, shared one last hug and asked her to call them more often. That was pretty much the depth of their relationship.After her parents left, Kelsey was there. They shared a long hug, enough to replace a thousand words they wanted to say to each other.Kelsey tilted her toga hat with a smile, "I hope I'll look good in these next year." They laughed. "I guess this cause for a celebration ... let's go get some coffee, my treat," she added.They went to The Morning Brew, still in her toga and her diploma in her grip."I can't believe you're leaving in a few days ... do you realize we've never been apart si
Despite of making up at the end of their argument, Kelsey was distant. She kept to herself. Julie woke up the next morning feeling like a zombie, lost all sense of directions. She had to come up with a new plan for her future. There was no way she could go back to Ardor.She made the report and told the faculty that she had to finish early because of a family emergency. The only time her family was useful for her. She didn't have the courage to contact Nathan, but to her relief, the faculty informed her that he had turned in the assessment sheet for her internship. She passed with flying colors. She texted to thank him, he didn't reply.Two weeks in after she got back to Gastonburry, she started to prepare her final presentation. Finalized her internship report, created slide shows, crunching numbers, drew diagrams, and all the bits and details needed for the final show. She also submitted a new application through the University to find emp
She managed not to cry when she left his hotel room. She told him to take a shower as she left because she didn't want a sappy farewell that will make her weep the entire day. So they left it at that. The memory of their last day together was to be remembered as something extraordinary and beautiful.When she arrived in front of Nathan's villa, she took a long deep breath to ready her for what's waiting. She took long, slow and dragging steps toward the house, expecting to see both Nathan and Kelsey for another awkward social situation. The house was quiet, she opened the sliding door from the balcony and stepped into the kitchen. There was only Nathan."Where's everybody?"Nathan sat on the island stool, not looking his best. "Kelsey ... umm ... she left."She raised her eyebrows, put down her bags on the floor. "Left where?"He looked down on the kitchen counter, played with hi
Their silence speaks more volume that night. They poured drinks back in the room, browsed through the movie selections they wanted to see. They put on the one they agreed on, not really caring what it was because their minds were wandering to places that don't exist. A place where they would go through life without each other by their sides.She laid her head on his shoulder, stared blankly into the TV. He held her hand and played with her fingers, something he will miss terribly. He took a deep breath.She remembered when she first saw him, his smile, his cheeky comments. His playfulness, his laughs, his annoying ways to get her attention. Those dark blue eyes, and his beautiful face. She glanced over to the tattoo on his chest, and she touched that "J". He looked down and shivered from her gentle touch.He turned to look at her. That was when she pulled himgently and pressed her lips against his. She closed her e
It was a good night's sleep she needed. Her sweet smile was back on her face the next morning. Her mood was lighter, and she couldn't wait to spend the day with Preston. He wanted to explore the island with her and end the day at The Rockabillies. She took him to her favorite beach, favorite hangouts, a cool vintage clothing shop that Preston would love. Nathan Sommers was not in her mind that day.He didn't want to ruin her mood, so he held it for a while longer. The thing he was going to tell her will be hard to hear, as much as it was going to be hard for him to say. She was laughing at his jokes, mocked him as he was trying on funky clothes. Preston loved to shop. He had a wide collection of strange outfits that he can pull off easily. Julie was probably the only girl he knew who had the patience to wait on him while he shopped.She always chose the items for him, he always listened to her. She's the one he goes to for any advice, school
She hugged Kelsey as she pass, and then lingered her tight embrace on Preston."How's my favorite girl in the world?" he put both arms around her and swayed her."I'm so glad you're here," Julie said.Nathan had his arms around Kelsey but his eyes were on Preston."Trouble in paradise?" he sensed the hostility from the host."Please get me out of here," she whispered."My plan exactly," he said with a naughty grin and kissed her forehead.Preston helped them put their stuff inside before excusing himself. "You have a very lovely home here, Mrs. Sommers, but I need to check-in at my hotel and get some drinks with Julie ... we have a lot of catching up to do.""Oh ... butI hope you'llbe joining us for dinner at Ardor? I've arranged a nice private dinner for all of us there at 7," she said.
Neither of them could sleep that night. They laid on their own matrasses in silence, in the dark, pretended to be asleep. She got out of bed just in time to see the sunrise. She thought Nathan was sleeping, just when she inhaled the first-morning breeze, he was already standing behind her."It's the best sunrise I've ever experience anywhere," he said startling her. She smiled. "That's another reason why I brought you here ... an island getaway," he added."It wasn't supposed to be for me, I wish the circumstances was different."Silence.He walked over to her, stood right behind her, he put his hands on the railing. She felt his breath on her hair, on her neck. He didn't touch her, but it felt like he was undressing her.He was having a moment. In his mind, she was the lover that he always wanted to bring to that island. But she was still afraid of him, how she felt about him.
Nathan asked her to pack light but prepared a few outfits just in case they get wet. So she packed a few changes of clothes and a beach towel. It seemed like Nathan wanted to do the video by the water. It's a remote area where not many people know, it's barely touched by tourists.They packed up all the equipment needed in one giant backpack. Nathan stuffed his seasonings in a duffle bag. They made it as light as possible, but it was quite some baggage. They rode on a pick-up truck that came to take them to the beach. Julie chose to ride on the back, Nathan joined her and leaned on their stuff while enjoying the scenery along the way.She filmed their trip across the island when they pass the paddy fields, through narrow roads in villages, sometimes rocky roads by local farms where there were cows and goats fed on the green grass. She turned her camera to Nathan who at some point fell asleep. The trip to the beach took almost four hours only