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Chapter 144: My First Crush
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Emmet's first crush was another boy.
He had been in high school, when he had first seen the other.
His hair was a deep, chestnut brown, slightly curly and seemingly in a different hairstyle every single day. It was long and flowing, always drifting along behind him and tugged along by the summer breeze.
Emmet had never seen long hair before on a man.
It had awoken something within him, and as soon as he saw the other, Emmet realised that he had wanted his hair to be like that.
He wanted hair like the boy's, and he wanted it to look just as good on him as it did with the other.
Approaching him as easy enough, but broaching the conversation topic of his hair was something else.
Emmet had been keeping his hair short, not allowing it to reach past tickling his shoulders, the heat of the summer usually being too much for the back of his neck to handle. It made the skin itchy and uncomfortably wet with sweat, so he had Aunt Minnie cut it fo
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