At three in the afternoon, Hera was to be seen standing at the window of the small house built in the Narra Tree. Her hands were leaning on it as she watched the seventh-grade students ran around, laughing beside themselves. Seeing their enthusiasm made her wish to be like them, to have their lives.
Always at the end, she was given all the reason to accept the fate bestowed upon her by whoever shit. She sometimes thought that the Gods might’ve just been playing around too much that she ended up with a cursed life.
Yes, the orphanage was just one of the few things she was accursed with, and enumerating the terrible occurrence she had to endure would cost a thousand pages. People might look like they care but, deep down, they’re just trying to save themselves from the retribution of fate once they neglect these children. That, at least, was apparent to Hera.
A small smile curved her lips when a teacher came running to the field, chasing away the students who were daring enough to skip their classes. Somehow, a pang of pain visited her heart. Her teacher would never do that, especially because he himself was the one who told her to go out.
Mr. Castro was their teacher in Discipline and Ideas in Social Sciences. He was the exact opposite of Ms. Reyes. He was so skinny Hera couldn’t help but assume he’s a walking skeleton. She sometimes felt as though one flick of her finger would throw him off his feet. Contrary to his physique, he’s got a big attitude.
The moment he entered their room, slamming his thick books on his desk, he wore this skeptical look. His hook-like eyes surveyed the students intently as though warning them not to breathe in the wrong way; otherwise, they’d be facing an inquiry as to why such an action had been displayed.
Of course, his eyes were to linger at Hera, befuddled as to why her face was covered by her hair. Hera knew exactly what he’s about to say even without him saying it. His glares alone were enough to say that he didn’t like Hera’s hairstyle.
“You with purple hair, stand up!” He pointed at Hera who followed his instructions despite her shaking knees, her heart beating a little fast. “Why is your hair purple?”
Peering at the small gap of her hair, Hera had seen the distaste in Mr. Castro’s eyes. But like usual, she didn’t dare to speak a word, owing for him to clench his fist.
“I would wish nothing in the world but your answer, Miss! Give me a reason why I should let you keep that hair color.”
Hera just kept her head down, biting her lips. ‘Why do you care so much if my hair is purple? It’s my body, not yours! So, keep your opinion to yourself!’
“That’s very disrespectful, Miss—what’s your name?”
Ms. Hail raised her hands yet again. However, Mr. Castro did not pour her any attention.
“I will ask again, Miss. What’s your name and why do you have a purple hair, on top of which, is not even tied even though it’s long?” Mr. Castro massaged his temple, shaking his head. “I can’t believe your subject teachers and advisers let you pass in on this. You’re clearly breaching the code of this school.”
“Excuse me, Sir, but she cannot answer you as she’s mute and her hair—”
“Class, you will only talk once you’re acknowledged.” Mr. Castro gave Ms. Hail a sharp look. “And, why, may I ask, Miss, have I not been forewarned that you have a mute in your class? Assuming, of course, that you’re telling the truth?”
‘Coz no one’s mute here, Idiot! They’re just quick to assume that there is just because I refuse to let them hear my voice. What a dick!’ thought Z, stroking her hair to calm down the rapid pulse of her heart.
“I’m sorry, Sir, but I don’t know that.” Ms. Hail sat dejected, her shoulders slumped.
‘Serves you right, You Jollibee!’
“Alright, Miss—” He directed his gaze back to Hera. “—are you really mute?”
With the eyes now piercing in her direction, Hera found her stomach squirming. She wished nothing more than to pluck each eye that dared to stare at her. Sighing, she nodded, ignoring the guilt trying to weigh her down.
Lies were easy to make, after all. It saved her the trouble of explaining herself.
“Well, that sure is a big problem. How do you communicate with your former teachers?”
’Obviously, I don’t! I’m pretending to be a mute, aren’t I? Honestly, man! You call yourself my teacher?’
Mr. Castro waited for a whole minute for the answer before, finally, realizing that his question was dumb.
“My bad, Miss! Can you do hand signs?”
Hera immediately shook her head, her sweats soaking her uniform.
“Well, that’ll make our communication a bit problematic. You may sit down for now.”
After that, he went on into introducing the subject and was just halfway through his discussion when he noticed Hera sleeping. He didn’t make any noise for a minute, tiptoeing towards her in case she wakes up from the noise. And once they were at close range, he shook her shoulder and started fuming about how disrespectful Hera was.
In the end, he dismissed Hera early, but since the gate wouldn’t open until four, she resorted to staying in the treehouse.
Seeing that there were no longer any students in the field, she resigned on the long wooden chair in the corner of the small house. The walls were solely made of woods and were vandalized with names and drawings that didn’t make any sense for Hera.
She put her right hand inside her pocket, trying to find some pen. She wanted to see how she’d feel after doing what delinquent students did in the poor treehouse. However, she instead found a crumpled old photo. It featured a three-year-old girl who had neck-length black hair whose strands were blacker than liquor. She and Hera have the same upturned eyes, only hers were purple with a hint of snow-pink but the child’s eye color was black-beetle. She looked like the child version of Hera, though the shape of their face was different: Hera’s diamond and hers was round.
Her heart clenched and without her knowing, a tear already escaped her right eye. How could she have forgotten her sister, her poor younger sister?
Because their parents were incapable of providing them their needs, they were forced to walk in a different path, adopted by two different families.
Shaking her head, Hera once again crumpled the photo and put it back inside her pocket. No, she refused to remember that wretched family she’s been born into. They were the reason she had to walk this Earth, wondering how it would be to have possession of someone’s body and experience a life other than an automated device dictated by Mother Tere.
“There you are!” a big, plummy voice said, disrupting Hera’s train of thought.
She remained unmoving, though. She just stared at the purplish strands of her hair, still thinking about how cruel fate was.
“You’re Hera Brown, I presume?” the man continued. “Fancy having a casual conversation with you, but I heard you’re a mute?” Then there was a chuckle, a manly and controlled one. It made Hera turn, allowing her a glimpse of a man who’s no more than thirty-five years old. He was wearing a suit, standing still at the fourth staircase, compensating for his incredible height.
“There you have it. You finally looked at me, Young Lady!” His round, boyish face was jubilant, his long nose wrinkling as he flashed a wide smile.
‘And who’s this, Old Geezer?’
Still smiling, the old man entered, slumping his shoulder to keep his head from bumping on the flat ceiling. He then sat beside Hera who still had to look up as she barely reached his neck, all the while making sure her features were still concealed by her hair.
“Forgive me for introducing myself a little later. I just forgot, out of excitement, of course, that you’re yet to know of me. That said, I am Patrick Hemmingworth, the president of Sagkahan High, and I’d like to offer you a deal.” He extended his hand, but Hera did not accept it.
‘Whatever it is you’re blubbering, Old Man, you’ve got the wrong girl!’
“I know,” he whispered, chuckling yet again. “It’s quite a shock to be accepted to a prestigious high school without even applying for it. But, as the president, our school honors potential.”
One of her brows raised, but thanks to her hair, it passed unnoticed by the old man.
“I already informed your principal, and she was more than happy to know that you are eligible to our program, though it’s quite a shock for her. Maybe because we’re the first one to notice your—wait! What are you doing?”
Hera was already on her feet, her fist clenched. ‘How preposterous! Consulting the principal before me! I hold my life! I’m not a fucking machine!’ She imagined herself shouting it to the old man, but she knew it wouldn’t give her satisfaction.
“Won’t you listen first? This is an offer for a history! No one has ever been luckier than you are!”
‘You can eat that luck, Old Man! I don’t need it!’
Without a word, Hera descended on the stairs, ignoring the calls of the old man who, in his haste to follow her, bumped his head on the roof. It gave Hera something to snigger with as she left; however, it’s been replaced by the desire to crush everything in the radius when the field had been filled by students. All of them were looking at her with confusion, whispering to their friends.
Hera turned, her brows contorting at the judgment now filtering through their orbs, radiating such an immense hatred that made Hera a little unstable. Her eyes were bulging, her thoughts thinking of nothing but plucking the eyes that dared to stare at her.
“See,” said the old man, catching her breath. “Everyone’s here to congratulate you!”
‘Are you blind? They’re ready to kill me, that’s more like it!’
The principal made its way to them, making the other students moved back a little. She was tailed by about five students who were all wearing grim expressions
“I’m sorry, Mr. Hemmingworth, but these students are filing an appeal with regards to your pick with the scholarship. They are as qualified as Ms. Brown, owing to the fact that their performance in the school are more than satisfactory.”
Hera had seen Ms. Hail lurking in the corner with her other classmates, teary-eyed. She found herself smirking. She didn’t wish for other’s misery, but right now, she thought she deserved it for being a dick.
The old man shook his head. “My apologies, Mrs. Lee! While it’s my pleasure to accept these magnificent students, I can only give scholarship to one exceptional youngster. And as you can see, I already have my pick.” He tilted his head toward Hera who looked away.
“But that’s… that’s…” One of the students was braved enough to step forward but not daring enough to phrase her thoughts.
Seeing her struggle, the principal tried to supply her words. “I insist that you reexamine your pick, Mr. Hemmingworth. I am of joy knowing that you acknowledged one of this school’s finest student; however, if we compare these students performance with her—”
“In my school, Mrs. Lee, we don’t compare. You can only see a gem’s worth if you open your eyes to what you can’t see. You see, most of the time, things aren’t always as they seem.”
Though Hera was moved by the old man’s sentiment, her mind still hadn’t changed. She just didn’t feel good associating herself with him.
“I didn’t mean to phrase it that way. Forgive me!”
While they were busy entertaining and faking one another, Hera rolled her eyes and walked away. There’s no way she’d enter a school she never applied for. Her life’s tangled as it was, and more ties might just break her neck.
‘You can all have that scholarship. I don’t want it.’
Hera was catching her breath as she stopped running, her hands on her knees, her hair disheveled. She never thought Mr. Hemmingworth had followed her when she took her leave. She thought that because he was busy arguing with the principal, he would let her go for now. Far to the contrary, he was swift enough to excuse himself and chase Hera to know her answer. Sure, he said he’d kindly wait, but he wanted to confirm whether or not Hera would think about it. To Hera, he was just wasting his time. There’s just no way she’d subject herself under his jurisdiction. Her gut’s telling her it’s not the right thing and, anyway, she hated the fact that he’d already talked to the principal with the transfer without consulting it to her first. Didn’t she have a will of her own? Why would they assume that just because the principal agreed and perceived it as an honor, Hera would have the same mindset? It’s just absurd and presumptuous. She hated it. Looking over her shoulder, a s
The last thing Hera could remember was being struck by a bolt of lightning. She was lucky to be knocked out before an excruciating pain, along with a burning sensation, could wrap itself around her body. As for the woman annoying her that time, who cares? She could be dead for all Hera knew, and, if ever she did, she deserved it. No one, no one pricked the hell out of her without paying. Big time. She’s not being a sadist or anything. She’s just being real. She’d rather wish for them to rot in hell than lament when they suffer even though she’s the one who’s in misery when they don’t. Being a masochist was never her dream. It never would be. Hera lazily slapped her forehead, her eyes still closed. She’s being a little shit herself with all the thoughts buzzing in her head early in the morning. Here she was, feeling weak, yet her mind had the audacity to think of other people. Shaking her head, she breathed
Hera lay on the bed as her mother wrapped cloth on her bleeding hand. She was cradling a small smile as she hummed; her entire focus poured on her daughter’s wound. The way that she did so made Hera feel so weak. She never had a mother who’s as caring as her, and it made her feel that her chance to have one had been redeemed, though she felt disappointed all the same. She knew that whatever she felt now was just temporary and that soon she would either wake up from this dream or be busted that she wasn’t their real daughter. Imagining it alone gave her no satisfaction. In a short moment, she felt as if she’s living the life of her dreams: having her own bed, having a caring mother, having a room of her own. Whatever happened, she wished for it to remain that way; otherwise, she’d be miserable once more, trapped in a fate she longed desire to vanquish. Once again, a tear escaped her eyes. Before she could even try to wipe it, her mother already did. “It’s unusual for
Hera reread the letter Sheels had written. She kept a blank face as she swallowed every word. She had never been interested in reading something all her life. This piece of shit was clearly an exception, though only because it was about her. Despite wanting to destroy it, she couldn’t hope to do so when her body wouldn’t react however she urged it.Agreeably, some of Sheels’ statements were spot-on, which made it a lot more embarrassing and irksome. She knew she’s non-special long before Sheels did. Brushing it in front of her face was just outright rude. The document itself seemed confidential, though, for right after she reread it, she just found herself stamping it with a seal. No doubt, Hera shouldn’t have read it, so she ought to calm down, but she had read it nonetheless, and there was really insult to the way she phrased an introduction about Hera. The fact that it would also be passed onto someone, read the words of degradation in it, mak
Hera was fully aware that what she had experienced was nothing but a figment of her imagination, that it was too good to be true, but what she couldn’t understand was how she could dream of someone she had just met and someone obsessed to recruit her over to his school. Not to mention that it also included a motherly figure she longed so much to feel.But maybe it just showed how desperate she was to break free from the bindings of her accursed fate, that it haunts her down even in her slumber.Mother Tere said she was asleep for three days, and she’d made sure that none of the orphans saw her bare face in respect to her decision. Sure enough, it was only Mother Tere who greeted her when she woke up.“We were worried sick, A-15, didn’t you know? I thought it was the end of you. You were sprawled unconscious on the ground, and you’re barely breathing. Soaked in the flood with your head bleeding. The caregivers were losing hope, see,
For days on end, Hera was to be seen sulking in her room, not wanting anyone’s comfort. She managed to evade most of the orphans and even made excuses for why she couldn’t go to school; however, on Friday, a week after she woke up, she found herself busted with her fabricated reasons. She had written to Mother Tere early in the morning that her stomach was aching so bad she couldn’t hope to stand, but she was forced later on to retract her words when Mother Tere went to her room and told her she’d call a doctor.“It’s not good to hear that you’re sick almost every day. Your missing school and you’re not doing some chores. Though understandable, it doesn’t do well to dwell on illness,” she had said, looking worried.So, gesturing that she had only imagined the pain, she fixed herself in the bathroom and drag her feet to the hall where hundreds of eyes peered curiously at her. She slumped beside A-15 who had her
Hera was standing in front of a full-length mirror, eyeing herself in a way that she’d never done before. The mirror was Mother Tere’s gift for her admission to her ‘dream school’. Hera refused point-blank to accept it, as she had no use for it, but Mother Tere couldn’t accept ‘no’ for an answer, so much so that she took the initiative to nail it on the wall in Hera’s room. Her other roommates were happy about it, of course. They’ve been asking for one for ages, but Mother Tere didn’t approve it in respect to Hera who frets at the sight of her reflection. Though as to why she’s insisting it now, Hera could only guess along the lines that she wanted her to, at least, have some friends in her new school; certainly, with her hair covering her face and her anti-social and anti-self attitude, other students would have a hard time being comfortable around her.It was Monday. Hera was just waiting for the service that
Hera had never felt nervous all her life, not even when she’d been brought to the orphanage. But as she stood facing the blue gate, her nerves failed again. She was shaking from head to foot, her heart drumming so loudly she’s worried the guard would hear it. So, swallowing hard, she moved away from him. He was trying to usher her inside, attempting to wrap his hand around her waist, but no way, no way would a stranger touch her, even if he’s an official of that damn school.‘I can walk on my own, thanks!’ she thought, shooting him a furtive look.“After you, m’lady.” The driver moved back a little, bowing as he pointed the small doorway on the right corner of the gate.Feeling this day wouldn’t get any weirder, she walked through the doorway and felt a cold fountain-like curtain whooshed past her body. Blinking, she looked back at the doorway but ended up face-to-face with a stone wall. Her breath hitched as
Hera used to be a dark rose whose thorns prick anyone brave enough to draw closer. She spewed this kind of scent creeping the hell out of everyone within the radius and even went so far as to cover her face and keep her voice to herself just to annoy their shits.But the truth about it was rooted in her sense of mistrust toward humans. With everything that she’d gone through, her seclusion was such a thick defense mechanism keeping her from ever falling to the bait of insanity.Eyes were the window to the soul. It spoke of a language complex than the verbal dialogue, and so, it revealed everything the mouth couldn’t express. Likewise, the tone of her voice would bring out some emotions she was trying so much to keep hidden. This was to be the reason why she threw the curtains of her hair down her face and tolerate the rumor of her being mute.Even with the many layers erected around her, it didn’t stop the League and Kioven to penet
Hera couldn’t help but smile as she stared at the League. She understood now that she made the right call of trusting them. Whether or not the president was accurate to say none of them trusted her, it no longer mattered. They had their reasons why they have kept some things from her. She didn’t even need to hear it. All it took was the big curves on their lips despite their body cradled by wounds to assure her that, no matter what happens, they have each other’s back. When the president started throwing the ruble off him, Hera realized they wouldn’t get out of here unscathed anymore. The look on his face as he wiped off dirt out of Ivy’s body and the energy projecting around him like a wildfire ready to consume anyone near its radius was enough confirmatio
Never did it cross Hera’s mind that she’d be facing her sister once again, not especially in a situation where she was forced to choose whether or not to free her from her misery or save herself. The decision was made even before she could think about it. The president knew that and he was taking full advantage of it.Guilt weighed her enough for the past few days, years even; now that she had an option to lift the burden on her sister’s shoulder, she, of course, would not hesitate to prioritize her welfare even at the expense of her own. Of course, knowing the president, it would be naïve to think he would just let go of his slave even if Hera was to bargain herself, so either she thought fast of defeating him or die trying in t
All her life was a series of unfortunate events; almost always, it was a human who brought about the worst of it. She hated herself for what she was and for what freak she was slowly becoming. It wasn’t her idea to keep going back and forth in trusting people, but she couldn’t say she could go all out in doing so either, especially not when, every now and then, she turned out to be a witness of how ugly things could be once people put their mind on it.But haven’t she proved some had no potential of morphing into a monster she knew she feared? Or were they merely neglected in the back of her mind as her own prejudices filmed into the surface?
Elena stood looking up at the rosy hue across the now clearing sky, the golden fingers of the young sun piercing through the grayish clouds. She breathed heavily as a breeze ruffled the blonde lock of her hair. Closing her eyes, she clenched her fist on the hilt of her sword. It didn’t take her a long time to unsheathe and slash it in the air with such precision that she made a straight line. A yellow flash followed the trail of the track her sword had taken just as a big crack wounded the dimension.A smirk made its way to her lips when a sound of breaking china echoed and a glass-like dome fell like curtains on the ground to reveal the street where thousands of warriors were slain, lying helpless on the pool of their own blood. Wheeling around, she found Hera’s uncon
Hera had never thought the day would come she’d stand to face death with nothing but a dagger and her ability to boot. It seemed she simply made the wrong decision of picking this sharp, pointed knife, but if she had chosen a sword or any other weapon perhaps, would she have time to master them? In any case, compared to the woman now sprinting toward them, her eyes intent at Hera, malice and thrill apparent in its glint, her sword-wielding would probably be trivial.“Are we just going to stand here and wait?” whispered Yara, her voice breaking a little.Sheels breathed heavily. “We don
Style and Trust. Those were two of the many valuable things Hera had learned being with the League and were basically something she never would have cared about. Looking back, she was a rogue orphan, of whose being were even to darkness incomparable. There was too much she was containing inside her that her soul sort of just became evil. She isolated herself, push everyone who dared walk on the line of her boundary without much contemplation. She was afraid. It was a human that brought about her suffering, so why should the others be any different?And so, she lived most of her life always guarding her back in case someone tried to be sneaky and stab her from behind. She hated herself for what she was, but she had also learned that living in the past would n
When Hera woke up, it took her a moment to realize why she had opened her eyes. Hadn’t she already covered that she did die? Or was it just some kind of dream while she’s perfectly awake? One thing’s for sure, though. It was not Sheels’s memory. If it was, which she doubted, she should have remembered it. Besides, as far as the world was concerned, she was yet to venture into any forest, let alone be trapped in the middle of it. If she had only forgotten it, it should have struck a certain recollection. Since nothing made sense, then it could either be a premonition or a terrible nightmare.“You haven’t told her yet?”“That’s terrible, Sheels!”
“I won’t back down anymore. This time it’s different—I’m different. Take me as a trainee once again.”After walking out from the training and hyperventilating in front of Kioven, Hera trailed for how many days, weighing down chances, and thinking over everything that had transpired. She had never seen a single strand of the League, for she once again locked herself inside her dorm that was now fixed to the way it was before as though she had never destroyed it in the first place.“I confess myself disappointed, Hera,” started Sheels, sipping her cup of coffee, though