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2021-11-15 02:40:53“Gianna?”
Wide eyes lock on me, and she whimpers while clutching the sheet around her. That fucking kills me.
My stomach tightens, and the ache in my chest intensifies.
“It’s okay,” I hold my hands up while stepping closer. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
“Not personally.” She mumbles, and I sigh.
This is not going to be easy.
I sit down on the bed beside my mate, still looking at me wide-eyed and scared.
“I know you’re scared of me right now.”
“I’m always scared of you, Lorcan. Every single day, I am scared to so much as look at you because you don’t give me a reason not to be,”
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Although I was happy to see Lorcan smiling at me this morning, I have to admit that I was a little let down. When I woke up this morning, Lorcan wasn’t beside me. I wasn’t surprised as he’s not there when I fall asleep, nor is he any other time when I wake up – not since I returned. But it still irked me a little.I know Lorcan sleeps beside me because I can smell him all over the sheets. I know that he’s trying to give me some space, and I’m grateful for that. But I’m starting to get a complex.Lorcan hasn’t touched me in days; what if he’s no longer attracted to me?‘What if he’s trying to do what you asked?’&ls
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