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2021-12-06 07:49:37Pain radiates through my body yet again.
I curl up on my side, pulling my blanket over my hip and snuggling into my pillow. I close my eyes and let the tears fall.
Why the hell am I doing this to myself?
I need my mate, and no matter how many times I run from him, I will always need him. My heat has hit the peak, and it’s beyond painful. I thought yesterday was bad enough, but this is the worst I have ever felt in my life.
I thought that locking myself in my room would be the best solution; that way, I could hide from my mate, but I can sense him outside my door even now.
What I find strange is that not once has he tried to break in when most would. He has some restraint, which awes me.
I had no idea that I’d be mated to Josh Adams, Beta of Silver Paw pack.<
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