I stare at myself in the mirror.
I look like crap!
Every day, it gets more challenging to be here with Lorcan. We barely talk, yet when he does say something, it’s nothing nice.
He demands that I give my body to him, and I comply because I can’t help it. I only have to look at him for a second too long, and Lorcan swears that I want him. It’s not like that, but I can’t say anything because he laughs and calls me a liar.
Okay, most of the time, I am lying; I do want him. But I hate myself for that fact.
I hate myself even more for the way I acted during my heat. I couldn’t get enough of Lorcan and what he could do to me. I loved all the things he allowed me to do to him in return, a
“I thought maybe we could go shopping.”I stare at Harper for a moment.Harper is a beautiful woman with long brown hair and big brown eyes. Her smile is bright, and her tanned skin always shines. From the moment I met Harper, she’s been friendly.She’s also a stern woman when it comes to training. She won’t take it easy on me, even for a moment. Not that I want Harper to take things easy; I enjoy showing my worth.Harper’s an intelligent woman, but suggesting so much as leaving the packhouse will end in a beating for me.Lorcan has warned me many times what he’ll do to me if I leave the packhouse grounds. He’ll do much worse than the night he almost killed me.Surely Harper knows that Lorcan would lose his shit if I left,
“Listen, guys,” I lean forward in my seat. I took the back seat and let Katy ride up front with Harper. “Stop worrying so much. I can handle Lorcan.” “You don’t understand,” Katy tells me. “Lorcan is going to skin us alive for taking you off pack territory.” “I understand why you’re worried,” “Do you?” Harper snaps while looking at me through the mirror. “Because I don’t think you do. You’ve been here a few weeks, and yet you have no real clue as to what Lorcan can be like. Everyone was told not to take you anywhere, and we did.” I raise my eyebrow. I don’t know what Lorcan’s like? Is she mental? Regardless, I feel as though she’s blaming me for this. I know that Harper is scared, but this wasn’t my idea!
I don’t look away from Lorcan when Jeremy walks in and takes Harper and Katy away. I heard Katy crying, and I know she feels guilty for me taking the blame. However, she kept her mouth shut because we know her punishment would have been much worse if she had told the truth.“Now,” Lorcan grabs my arm and forcefully pushes me at Josh. “Take her to the dungeons. Tell Mike not to spare her just because she’s my mate. I want you to stay down there until he’s done, and if she screams,” I notice the sinister smile on Lorcan’s face. “Add five.”“Yes, my Alpha.”Josh drags me away from Lorcan so fast my feet barely touch the ground. In less than three minutes, we’re in the dank dungeons, not to be mistaken with the basement. It is so cold and barely
“What the hell have you been up to?”Claire and her cronies all stare at me.My eyes narrow as Claire, the ring leader, shrugs her shoulders.“Just hanging out with our Luna.”I get a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know what Lorcan was up to in his office with Claire. I heard the slut through our mind-link when Lorcan told me to send Gianna to his office.I also know that Lorcan didn’t fuck Claire; he used her to hurt Gianna. But Claire will pretend that the Alpha screwed her and that he now wants her as his Luna. I know the girl very well.Lorcan thinks Emily is bad, but she has nothing on Claire. That woman is a viper with very sharp fangs.After Lorcan returned this afternoon, he was in a foul
My gut is telling me that something is very wrong. I should go about my business and keep my nose out of Lorcan’s. The problem is Gianna is my Luna now, and I have a horrible feeling that something is wrong.‘Something more than the fifteen silver lashes she got?’ My wolf, Erol, snaps. ‘She’sprobably got silver poisoning as no one took her to the infirmary to get checked out. Not to mention she walked in on her mate doing the nasty with that skank.’‘He wasn’t doing the nasty, Erol
“Come in, why don’t you?” I say with little effort when Josh barges into my office.Savannah, some cheap tart I picked up in a bar not half an hour ago, jumps off my lap.After Gianna stumbled into the room earlier, catching me in a clinch with Claire, I needed to get out for a while.My day has been hell. The meeting I attended at a neighbouring pack was all well and good; nothing out of the ordinary happened.However, on the way home, a couple of rogues decided they’d try their luck. They stood no chance against me, and I’d soon torn them limb from limb.But when I got home, I was in the foulest of moods. I showered away the blood because I didn’t want to scare Gianna. Then I found out she wasn’t even home, and I almost lost my shit.
“You think this is funny?” Josh snaps at me.I sigh because I’m frustrated with the way he’s speaking to me.“You told me to send Gianna here because you wanted to talk to her. Gianna should have gone to the infirmary to make sure she didn’t get silver poisoning. But instead, I had to send her here. I wouldn’t have if I’d known that she’d walk in on you and Claire almost fucking!”I roll my neck again.He’s boring me, and I’m a second away from freeing his head from his shoulders. I don’t give a damn that he’s my best friend; no one talks to me like this!“You don’t even care how much agony Gianna was in after that. She went to her room and tried to clean the whip marks herself because no one gave her the &
I’m out of my seat so fast; I’d be surprised if the wall behind me didn’t have a massive hole in it from the chair that just slammed into it.“Tell me what the fuck is going on!”“Claire and her cronies found Gianna in her room. I’m guessing she was trying to clean the cuts on her back as she wasn’t healing correctly. That in itself speaks volumes when Gianna seems to have immense healing ability.“I knew something didn’t feel right, so I went to check on things. I found Gianna slummed on the floor, battered, bruised and pumped full of wolfsbane.”My heart slams into my throat, my stomach tightens, and I have to slam my hand over my mouth.If Gianna was hurt, then why didn’t I feel it through the mate bond?