I felt my entire world freeze over at the utterance of the same man who killed my parents and ruined my childhood. I couldn’t tell if he knew what I looked like, but something about the way a dark smirk made its way to his face made me uncomfortable. Something about his smirk reminded me of who this man was and why he thought of himself as untouchable.
“My sweet little mate,” he whispered as he lifted his hand and brought them to my face. He trailed his hands over my face with the dark smoke still intact. My feet seemed to have a mind as they stayed rooted to the spot. His trails left hot feelings in their wake, and I enjoyed how he touched my face.
Lila, my wolf, seemed to enjoy this even more because all she did was purr in comfort. For a split moment, I felt betrayed even by my wolf. She was acting like a damn weakling; this wasn’t the Lila I had all my life. My wolf is strong, but I blamed the mate bond for her reaction.
I shouldn’t be doing this. I shouldn’t be letting this murderer touch me like I was his property. I couldn’t let him keep getting away with this. I wasn’t supposed to enjoy the touch of a monster.
“Get your filthy hands off me,” I screamed in a voice that I didn’t believe could belong to me, and I could feel the entire hall freeze over in silence. Nobody had dared to tell this monster a piece of their mind, and I am not surprised they thought I would be a weakling like them. I would rather die than let myself be tossed around like a piece of trash.
“Don’t do that again; I’m not a very forgiving man, sweetheart,” he drawled as he touched my face gingerly as if trying to master my features, and I knew it was now or never. If I didn’t end this madness now, I would have to deal with it for a long time.
“I don’t care what you think you are. You are a monster, and that’s what you will always be,” I scoffed. I could feel all the blood in my body pumping in response, and Lila chose that moment to recoil to the back of my mind. I understand her not wanting to go against her mate, but she could have chosen this time to support me, especially since she knew the trauma we both went through.
His lips curled up in a dark, sinister smile as if he was enjoying every bit of whatever was happening here, or me calling him a monster was merely massaging his already larger-than-Mount-Everest ego.
“Sweetie, don’t make me hurt you. I am not a very nice man, and you are pushing me to the wall. Trust me; you don’t want to see the real monster side of me,” he replied, still touching my face and finally, I realized I had had enough of his stupid fingers, leaving this weird feeling all over my face, which I seemed to enjoy badly.
I pushed his hands away from my face and looked at him in utter disgust.
“I don’t want to be your mate. I don’t want to be your Luna; I want you to reject me,” I spat out, making the rest of the audience gasp, and Lucius froze for a millisecond.
“You have no idea what you are requesting, little mate. You’re mine now, and you’re going to be mine till you take your last breath. There’s no rejection going on around here,” he replied softly while returning his hand to touch my face. It was as if all my anger had nothing on him, and he was having a swell time treating me like this.
If he didn’t do it, I would do it myself.
“I, Vesta, reject you, Alpha Lucius, as my—” I was slammed against the wall by Lucius, cutting off whatever I wanted to say, and tears stung my eyes. His hands were still on my neck, making breathing very difficult for me, too.
“You will not reject me,” he ordered gruffly, and I nodded rapidly in fear. The man looked like he was going to hurt me. This was the first time I saw him up close and personal; his eyes looked like they would eat me up. The gray space looked empty like I was staring into the devil's soul, only that Alpha Lucius had none.
“Am I fucking clear?” he shouted, and I nodded again before realizing he was blind and he couldn’t see me. I wouldn’t give up this easily; I wasn’t a weakling. I am an alpha wolf and wouldn’t let him intimidate me like this again.
“I reject you, Alpha Lucius, as my mate, and I would rather die before I accept you as mine,” I croaked out, and he saw red. His hands pressed against my neck tightly, and I could feel my air supply getting cut off. I managed to see Lucius’ face, and he looked like the actual demon he was. Every facade of that alpha he had was gone.
I was in pain, and I knew I would die very soon, and the thought of dying didn’t scare me. If anything, I would be reunited with my parents again rather than be mated to this monster.
I felt Lila struggling away from me, and my head started to be empty again. My wolf was getting away from me, and she wasn’t fighting back, and slowly, the room began to spin very fast. I was losing consciousness, and I couldn’t feel my wolf, too, again. I tried to reach Lila, but she was gone. The place she used to be was empty. Slowly, everything went pitch dark, and I stopped feeling the pressure of the demon’s hands on my neck.
The cold feeling of the floor against my body was the first thing I felt as I slowly opened my eyes. Everywhere was pitch dark, and it took a moment for my eyes to adjust to the darkness finally.The floor was cold against my skin, and I tried to move; that was when I felt the cold feeling of chains against my skin. I was tied in a dungeon like a criminal.I could feel my anger rising again as memories of earlier started to hit me. My neck was still a bit sore from all the choking that demon had done, but knowing we were no longer mates made me happy. I rejected him and was ready to pay for whatever the consequences were.Lila whined in my head, and I chose to ignore her. If she refused to see my point for not wanting to mate with a criminal, I would miss her until she realized I was doing this for both of us.“He’s not that bad of a man, Vesta. You need to give him a chance,” she whined, and I cackled. Like a witch, I knew Lila was speaking from a wolf’s point of view, but it doesn’t
The day passed in a blur, and the stupid knots at the bottom of my stomach remained. After much back and forth, my uncle got me out of the dungeon and promised that I would not try to run or act out of order. My skin crawled in irritation as I watched them talk about me like I was the luckiest person in the room. I was getting mated to a monster, and nobody batted an eyelid.Aunty Lulu massaged my head and detangled my hair; nobody said a word to each other, and the room was very silent. For the first time since I was a child, Aunt Lulu and I weren’t gossiping over some random stuff or her telling me about her plans for the next day. The silence was uncomfortable, but I wasn’t ready to break it.My life was over; her husband had ended it before it even started, and I do not think I have the time to exchange words with her. Or act like their actions didn’t hurt me. Even when I had no reason to blame Aunt Lulu, I needed somewhere to transfer my aggression.“Do you want me to pack it up
I watched in fear as my uncle tried to convince Lucius to let me stay behind for a few more days. The rest of his men were packing their things in preparation to return to the palace, and it was starting to look like the truth. I went from being happy to being enslaved in less than two days.I was going to be the Luna Queen to someone who killed my parents and made my childhood plagued with nightmares. Every day, I hated him for taking away my dream. I didn’t know how I was going to face the fact that I would spend the rest of my life with him, forgive him, and bear him strong pups.“I’m putting her in your care, Alpha Callum. If she’s not delivered to my palace in a week, you’d have me to answer to, and I’m sure your pack members wouldn’t want that. Don’t play stupid games with me; you will end up winning stupid prizes,” he growled, and my uncle nodded rapidly.Relief flooded me, even if it was temporary. He had just granted me one week to stay with my people, and I would cherish it
Lila's restless pacing echoed in my mind, a relentless drumbeat of urgency. "Vesta, we need to go back. Lucius is waiting."I hate that she wasn’t listening to me. Since I ran yesterday, I’ve been disgusted at myself. How could I run? I had a better plan but running made more sense yesterday. Now he would see me as a weak little wolf, when all I want to be is his worst nightmare. My wolf not being in sync with me made everything even worse. She was fighting hard to take control, If she took control, she would lead us back to him. Lila just wanted to be with her mate. "No, Lila. We can't risk it. He's the one who took them away from us," I retorted, clenching my fists. She needed to see my own reason too, I was the human here, the logical one. The mate bond was affecting her own decisions. "He's our mate! We belong with him!" Lila's voice growled, a fierce undertone of desperation. She was scratching the back of my mind, she was fighting so hard to take control and I couldn’t let h
I woke up on the floor, my body aching and my head pounding. I had no idea when I slept off. I was still having a time suppressing Lila. I tried to reach her but she was blocking me. I sighed in distress, I wasn’t ready to face her yet or have another go of our argument. I just needed to get better at least. The pang in my chest has reduced but I feel even way worse. Like i was being ran through with a truck. Luna watched me from where she was seated, concern etched across her face."You okay, Vesta?" Luna asked, handing me a glass of water. "Just tired," I mumbled, taking the glass and struggling to sit up. The headache was still very much present and I didn’t want to make it worse. "That was a rough argument with Lila," Luna observed, her eyes filled with understanding."Yeah, it always is," I sighed, feeling the lingering exhaustion from the internal battle. My wolf is a strong willed one and I am too, so it’s basically like two alphas clashing. Luna nodded, her gaze softeni
I tried not to look I was the problem but I was feeling significantly worser than I was before I took the soup. Maybe something in the soup was allergic to my body but I rarely had reactions. I could feel another sneeze coming up as I struggled to grapple for the edge of the sheets. I waited a bit and it ended up not coming as I sighed and rested on the edge of the bed. I needed to feel better and it looked like I was far from it. The knock on the door made my heart skip a beat, ever since I came here, I’ve been jumpy. Fears of Lucius finally finding me has been on my mind and it looked like my sickness was making my paranoia worse too. “How are you feeling now?” Luna’s voice cut through the voices in my head and I look up to see her leaning against the door and I could feel her stare at me in sympathy. I hated being gazed upon like that but what choices do I have? I still couldn’t afford to stand on my own and a crazed wolf is out there looking for me and relentless about maki
Lucius's POVI sat in the dimly lit chamber, attempting to clear my mind through meditation. The scent of incense hung heavy, but Knight's persistent voice shattered the fragile calm. My thoughts were scattered, and I needed to regain control. I had never doubted myself before, but this was new.Having someone linked to me forever, having my heart beat fiercely for them, even without my consent, was unsettling. I didn’t know her before, yet I found myself wanting to protect her fiercely. This was the madness of a mate bond.This was bad for me, bad for me as the king of the werewolf realm. A lot could go wrong if I wasn't careful. The most powerful alphas had been brought to their knees by their mates, and I wondered if such a fate would befall me, too.Would Vesta be my weakness? Would she bring down everything I had worked hard for years to build? Everything I built with my blood when the whole world was against me, and I had to fight for my place without my eyes.“Don’t worry, she w
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