“So tell me Kellina what are your questions?” Sarah asked carefreely. “You said we can control emotions how do we do that? Do you control everyone’s emotions? Can you control mine?” I was nervous about what I didn’t know. “I am sworn to sacred oaths, oaths when I feel you are ready to be on your own I will ask you to make as well and before that I want you to promise me unless it is deemed necessary you will not try to control anyone’s emotions. Regularly, you can feel someone’s emotions and sense if they are in turmoil, sad, even hungry, and of course, you can feel lust.” I found myself blushing when she said that because I wondered if that is what she had felt between Rogan and me. She obviously sensed my embarrassment too. “Kellina do not be embarrassed and for the record what I felt between Rogan and you were far more than lust.” “You did? What did you feel?” I suddenly was excited she could explain it to me because I hadn’t been able to myself. Sarah laughed, “Kellina,
The run had cleared my brain and had woken my wolf up to at least paying attention which was exciting in itself to me as I felt a part of me had been missing but now here she was. I was grateful to have her at least awaken and felt her warmth which I knew I’d missed even when I didn’t know what it was. I entered the woods and made my way to the waterfall I could hear before I had arrived and was almost eager to see Rogan’s face but when I reached the opening it was still just me. My wolf guided by instinct had me looking around to make sure we were safe and I scoured the area. It looked the same as it had now weeks since I’d been here I felt the power again of this area and realized it was special to me in so many ways. It was here that Rogan and me connected and it is here where we will either unite or be broken for good. It was also here that I first saw my mother and grandmother in my dreams then Rogan being dragged away. I wondered what it all meant now but perhaps it was jus
It was difficult to not watch a guy who could have walked out of a magazine under a waterfall with the water cascading down his muscles. It seemed to be helping him and it was a good thing because he had come close to going against everything in our pack by marking me before we were both eighteen. I was nervous about the implications if anyone found out but thanks to my comfy sweater and the fact I was probably already in trouble for being gone I doubted anyone would see me. He continued to let the water flow over him and I felt my wolf awakening with every moment we soaked him in. So this is what it took to perk her up a man make that the future alpha wolf. I smiled as I looked on and his eyes met mine breaking out into a large grin of his own. He finally stepped out and I felt my wolf disappointed as he grabbed his t-shirt and put it over him. I had to admit I didn’t mind the view either. “I’m really sorry Kellina.” Doing his nervous gesture of putting those hands through h
The last couple of days had flown by and here we were now Wednesday with this being the last day of school. I said goodbye to some good teachers, coaches, and other students before leaving out the school with Alex and Reese. “I can't believe we are finally done!” Reese squealed. This was her very typical level of happiness and Alex and I just shrugged at each other. It felt different but I was also happy because the last few days Kellina and I had been texting and that was so much more so it was helping me hang in till my ceremony. Tomorrow would be busy getting ready for graduation celebrations and taking in a few early ones from other students then Friday we graduated. Finally, after that, I would meet this aggressive wolf beast that had been making things all a little bit more difficult. Nobody ever told you that having yourself turn wolf the day after graduation could be so difficult. Still, life was changing and I was happy because I knew she was at least there. It’s funny two
I wore a black dress that went passed my news and had beautiful colors of what looked like flowers at first take but was just different colors of yellow, blue, red and green swirled up. The sleeves were half sleeves and I paired them with the necklace from Laura and the bracelet from Rogan. I pulled my hair up into a neat ponytail and curled the ends allowing my red to show from underneath but assuring I wasn’t flaunting it. I paired it all with some black flats with straps then applied a subtle hint of makeup just to add some color to my pale face. I planned this outfit specifically because it was different than anything I’d ever worn. It was not light and planned by anyone else but me. I was surprised by how good it felt to have something I’d chosen by myself. It was new freedom and was even more grateful because Sarah, the Red Priestess had allowed me to purchase it online with her help and finances. I needed to figure out what kind of money I possibly was working with. Many of
We sat at the most glorious table more beautiful than anything I’d ever seen. It was obvious by the table that you could seat what seemed like the whole pack. It was a beautiful white wood that was obviously antique being passed on from Alpha to Alpha for who knew how long. There were beautiful paintings along the walls with a cocktail drink station and many other beautiful tables surrounding yet still room for many more. I was seated by Laura and Sarah with the Alpha at the end followed by his wife then Roe and Corgan with Rogan on the other end beside Sarah’s husband. We were waited on by two waitresses and the same butler that had opened the door directing the courses. At first, we just ate and I did my best not to make too much eye contact with Rogan because every time I looked at him although he smiled back at me I could see him tightening his fists. Part of me thought it looked like he was angry but from a previous text earlier he had reminded me his wolf was difficult to c
The silence was deafening as they served dessert and I was so stuffed I was just picking at it although it seemed delicious. Part of me wondered if they ate like this every night and how on earth were they not 600 pounds each! It was all so tastefully done so I told myself that perhaps it was just for show. Still, I couldn’t imagine being in a place like this and here I was trying to pursue something with Rogan perhaps I needed to think it all through? Finally, Sarah with her gracefulness took me away from thoughts and back into noise which at the time I was really grateful for. “Alpha if I may, Kellina has expressed her feelings quite eloquently and I wanted you to know that I trust her and have a great deal of faith after everything Kellina has been through that she will overcome it and be a great benefit to the pack. “I appreciate that Sarah and Kellina please know we truly do want to find the best way to work through all these matters.” The Alpha looked directly at me and
My mother and I spent the entire day using Rollo as a pin cushion and healing him after. I was so surprised Rollo was so willing but he had volunteered as soon as I woke up and Sarah seemed excited I was beginning my white wolf training as well. There was a great deal to learn and I had delved into the red wolf training enough I was starting to feel others' emotions after last night I felt like I was much better at deciphering what they meant. I was excited and so was my wolf. The first few times practicing to heal someone didn’t go well but Rollo was happy and even laughed when before lunch Laura teased that we may not be able to use him as our only patient. Things had calmed down a bit too and it seemed Rollo and only one other guard outside seemed to be enough to keep us safe. I felt like it was a sign of trust that the Alpha might be providing but was too scared to ask Rollo if I was correct. I ate my sandwich watching Rollo help Laura wash a few dishes and tried to ta
I raced to get to them after hearing the large commotion from over a mile away. I entered the woods and could hear wolves everywhere. This was it, this was the attack. I knew some of the guards had been able to catch up to some of the red wolves but I was hoping it was too late. I smelled for Kellina and Rogan and finally, there was an opening and there it was. There was blood splattered on trees and leaves everywhere. I could see her naked body and I did my best to take a big sniff. Death I smelled death. I ran to her in wolf form changing as I went to human so I could help her easier. I grabbed my jeans that fell and quickly threw them on. I came to her side. “Fuck Kellina!” There was blood all over her and I didn’t know where to start. I checked and she had a pulse but where was the death I looked around praying to the moon goddess it wasn’t Rogan. There no more than 10 feet away was Melina the High Priestess with her throat ripped out. I was inhaling her death but I could smell
We walked to the edge of the woods and inside. I should have known where Rogan was leading me but between kissing each other every few steps and stopping for a few gropes and grabs here and there I was distracted besides I wanted this moment and so far it was perfect. I felt the briefest feeling of uneasiness as if someone was watching us but I assumed someone might have been because given everything I doubted that the Alpha would not ensure some extra wolves were patrolling. I wondered if it was Erin because I hadn’t seen him yet at the ceremony but then again I didn’t think I would. The thoughts drifted in and out of my mind as we came to the opening with the waterfall. The waterfall that had been our first time kissing and the first time we knew there were sparks nobody else understood or we yet. He grinned at me, “I just thought it should be here if that’s okay?” I nodded grinning with not a care in the world. He started taking off his handsome suit and tie. I tried to get my d
I barely remembered the dress Clara had me try on only the morning before but the last couple of days were a blur and my only focus was on Rogan. I had already had my hair done with a low braided bun that Resse supervised the entire time to ensure that my red showed true with the white and red blending into every braid. My makeup was very natural as Laura ensured and then my nails were painted with Sarah's overseeing ensuring that they were french tipped with a red ruby design on both thumbs. “You have to make sure you show your red priestesses side as much as your white priestess side.” She directed. It was a long afternoon of primping and prepping but many laughs were had by all the women and everyone truly looked amazing by the end. I liked mating ceremonies I realized more at the pack house I realized quickly because everyone was allowed to wear clothing that truly represented them. Sarah of course, in her deep red hat, matched her hair. Reese wore green which brought at he
The next couple of days swirled by in beautiful bliss. Rogan and I had finally committed ourselves and all that was left now was to complete the ceremony and complete the mating with marks. I had taken precautions to ensure I wasn’t going to get pregnant not even a day before the ceremony thanks to Laura. I just felt like Rogan and I needed some time to be just us before adding anything else into the mix. I probably should have told Rogan but I would when the time was right at this point there was just no real point. Instead, I enjoyed the next day loving each other inside and out. We had barely taken a breath out of our room besides a quick dress fitting that I barely remembered what the dress even looked like because I was in such a hurry just to get back to Rogan and us. The rest of the time we spent constantly naked touching and exploring each other with occasional stops to eat and sleep when needed to refuel ourselves. Now it was the day of the ceremony and there was a note sli
Rogan smiled sneakily as he untied my robe exposing my entire naked body to him. “Rogan….” I was trying to plead to him in some form but not sure what just felt a bit self-conscious but the way he licked his lips told me I should not feel uncomfortable. The lotion in his hands warmed to his touch. “Shhhh….You are sore baby but I still want you so bad, let me make this a bit easier on you.” I couldn't stop him at that moment as I was hooked on his naked body peeking from underneath his robe and those seductive eyes looking at me begging me to comply. He started by rubbing lotion on my stomach and then went up to the top of my breasts, encircling them and making sure to pay extra attention and gentleness to my nipples moving his fingers around and over them lightly pinching a bit as he went. He slowly examined each one causing me to moan to his touch and arch my back as my body started to take over with desire. He took advantage of me arching my back, reaching and rubbing my
At the words spoken, Rogan pulled me deep into his arms kissing me with his velvet lips. My heat below ignited and before he could I moved my hands up underneath his shirt pulling it up as my hands glided up his chiseled chest and pulled off his shirt. His arms went up without a fight and just as quickly he was pulling off my shirt. My bra was off just as quickly and his mouth devoured my breasts causing me to lean back and moan. His hands going to my pants and began unbuttoning them with easy strides. Not to be undone I came up from my own ecstasy of his touch and rubbed my hand up his leg to his already stiff election and unbutton his pants exposing his penis. For a brief moment before I was lost again in his touch I knew this meant he'd been out in wolf form and wondered what he'd been doing but then his hand went down pulling my pants off with one swift motion and I was lost once again in his touch.My hand wrapped around his cock rubbing it back and forth. He let probably th
Laura and I spent the remainder of the afternoon talking with me explaining a lot about my dreams. Laura was quiet asking a few questions here and there and I could feel the relief as I had let it all out to my mother. We both burst into tears when I told her what my mother said and I could tell she was truly moved. Rogan sent up a sandwich tray and sent me a message saying he thought this was what I needed. I wasn’t sure how he knew this is what I needed but it was. Laura had been the largest most important person in my life besides him and deep down I felt her as my mother. Sometimes the only thing you need in this world was your mother and I was beginning to understand that more than ever today. “Tomorrow is your dress fitting and I think every white priestess may be there so I hope that will be alright.” I nodded. “Kellina this part is important but I don’t think you should visit that Gorm until at least after the ceremony.” I went to protest. “I don’t think it will do you any g
I allowed myself to drift off to sleep from my tears. Sure enough, I floated up, and as much as I could control hurried my floating up above the packhouse and into the woods because I knew he was going to be waiting. As I touched down in the familiar spot and felt the leaves on my feet even though it wasn’t completely possible. I ignored the friendly loving smiles and stomped over to them. “So nobody wanted to mention we were direct descendants from the first red wolf? Oh, and none of you could tell me that you were killed by your pack?” I growled at them and I could see the surprise in my father and mother’s eyes but looking behind them there was my redheaded grandmother. “What do you suppose your anger will do for this my dear?” I fired right at her walking in the middle between my mother and father whose arms extended wanting to comfort me. “My anger is all I have left so it would appear.” I then fell in desperation to my knees right in front of her. “Because instead, I have
I waited for the guards to be out of sight making a few comments about how they couldn’t believe they could take a break and nobody would be watching him then assured Erin was at the front of the door. I approached him smiling and trying not to show how much excitement I had for what was about to happen. He looked annoyed and immediately flashed his phone showing Gorm now alone in his cell. “This is linked to my phone, Rogan’s, and the Alphas. I’m not sure if the Alpha is watching in real-time but you can damn well bet Rogan is.” I nodded in understanding. “Absolutely no funny business Kellina, you have powers that others don’t but you are not to risk yourself.” He glared at me then smiled looking me up and down. “Nice outfit by the way.” I rolled my eyes in response, “Am I free to go now, master?” I walked by him and he quickly shot out grabbing my arm. “Be careful with your words Kellina, I remember everything you say to me.” I could feel the heat he was putting off toward