Chapter 224

ALEK APPEARED IN MY DREAMS and I couldn't help the tears that trickled down when I reached out. He felt gloriously real under my hands. 'Al!'

'Hush, kitten, I'm here. Let's not wake your companion.'

It hurt, that reminder that I dreamed but I didn't care. I needed this, I needed him. I nodded and beamed when he leaned forward to kiss me. It felt wonderful but in the same moment, wrong. He didn't smell or taste quite the same, his voice sounded a little different and I felt an instant of panic when part of my mind recognized that my memories had begun to fade. It made me cling tighter, hands smoothing over his chest feeling the light tangle of hair and I lifted my lips to his again, sighing when he wrapped his arms around me solidly. I could feel my bare skin on his even though I knew in the back of my mind that I wore my woollen undergarments. I forced those annoying reminders away, wanting to pretend his existence right at the moment. The caresses felt real, the kisses too, trailing