KIM
As I walked out of the lecture room. Hundreds of eyes were on me. I could feel their heavy gaze and their disgusting Look on me. I clutch the strap of my bag with force as I quicken my pace. I wanted to leave here but the hall seems to keep stretching and stretching. I break into a small run determined to leave the hall and get out into the open space away from the disgusting eyes boring into my skin, away from the loud laugh and pointing fingers. But no matter how far I went, I still couldn't reach the end of the hall. Out of nowhere, something hard hits my head and the liquid seeps into my scalp. I touched my head, and a shell of egg moved down my burette hair onto the floor. Before I could grasp the situation, dozens of eggs came flying at me. I crutch down and protect my face as more eggs keep flying towards me, along with unending insults from every corner. “Slut! Bitch! Whore! Prostitute! Boyfriend snatcher! Go die bitch! Cheap thing! Dirty whore! Go fuck your father bitch!” The insult keeps coming along with the egg. My throat burns from suppressed tears. And my body aches all over. “Please stop this, I beg” “Please stop, it hurts”, I whisper as the Tears I failed to suppress come pouring down. “Why are you doing this to me!” I screamed at the top of my voice. “Why are You treating me like this? What did I do huh? What did I do!” I screamed with tears flowing down uncontrollably, as rage and anger filled my every being. “You don't know what you did?” Eleanor's sarcastic voice reached my blurry mind. She looked at me with disgust, like I was some garbage she couldn't wait to get rid of. She walked closer to me and guided my head towards the big screen placed at the end of the hall used to display information to students. When I looked up, I caught a glimpse of a familiar silhouette, way too familiar for me to be mistaken. “No, no. That's not me. That is not me!” I screamed as my feet seemed to retract into the comfort of something, anything. I felt a short relief as my back hit a strong study chest and a strong hand that held my shoulder in place. I turned back to see who it was, and my eyes met Jake's brown eyes. He moved closer to me, closer enough to whisper in my ears. “Hi, cupcake”, he said sarcastically before busting into a devilish laugh that seemed to tear my being into pieces. Eleanor and the rest also started laughing at me. I took an unconscious step away from them as I covered my ears to drown the sound of their laughter while running towards the exit. I suddenly came to a halt as I stared at the figure in front of me. ‘Nathan, what is he doing here?’ I thought to myself. “Are you here to join them in mocking me? Do you come to see how miserable I'm feeling!” I said shouting at him. He remained emotionless at first but soon his expression morphed into rage. A type of rage you wear when you're about to kill your enemies. His mouth moved as he mouthed “I will……..” …….~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~....... The loud sound of my alarm clock pulled me out of my dream. I open my eyes as I look around the familiar bedroom. My face is sweaty, and my sweat-soaked pyjamas cling to me like the second layer of skin I sat up and turned off the ringing alarm. I ran my hand through my hair and I could feel my hair wet from the sweat. Wet Patches formed on my pillow stand as evidence of my tears. Fuck that dream felt real. My mind drifted back to my nightmare and I could feel the hair on my arm standing from fear. It's been years since I had this dream. I remember I stopped having this dream after my dad made me visit a therapist. Rather than facing the fears like the therapist told me, I decided to bury them instead and lie to everyone that I had overcome them. I continue to tell myself to bury the past and let the past remain in the past until I can successfully bury it. My determination last night must have dug up this memory, making me experience it in my dreams. And the most confused part was Nathan. Why was he in my dream? And what was he trying to tell me? I know I heard it in the dream, but for some odd reason, the only thing I remember now is ‘I will…’ He will what? And why did he look like he would kill me? Is that the reaction he will have when he eventually learns of my past? The thought of that did not help at all. If anything, it added a new height to my fears. The thought of having Nathan look at me like that when he knows about my past breaks my heart a million times. But then, if I did not stop Eleanor and Jake from coming close to Nathan, what I fear most will become my reality. With newfound determination, I step out of bed to get ready for the day. …….~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~.......~....... I stepped out of my Phantom Rolls Royce sedan as one of my assigned bodyguards opened the door for me. “Thank you”, I said, smiling at her as I made my way into the 12-story building that houses ‘Eleon Interior Designs’—the company Phoebe and I co-founded. I stepped into the executive elevator and pressed the twelfth floor. When I arrived, I went directly into Phoebe's office so we could finish our last discussion. As soon as I entered her office, she gave me a vibrant smile, the opposite of how I was feeling that morning. I decided to keep my nightmare to myself as I tried to meet her smile the best I could. Phoebe is a beautiful blond with a shape that can make a priest wet. Compared to my pale skin, Phoebe is slightly tan, and she always carries a vibrant smile on her face. But beneath that smile is a lady who is always out for revenge anytime someone hurts her or her loved ones. “So, what is the first step” I asked as I sat on one of the sofas in her office while she sits across from me. “Firstly, you need to know exactly where he works. You know The Pearce has a lot of subsidiaries in all business niches.” She's right; Nathan's family business spread to most business niches, covering transportation, finance & investment, technology, health & wellness, engineering & real estate, hospitality and many more. To know which of the companies he works at, I picked up my phone from my bag and dialled a number, putting it on speaker so that Phoebe could listen to our conversation. “Hello, Mrs Pearce”, a baritone voice answered from the other end. “Hello, Jeff; I have a favour to ask. I need you to help me find someone” “of course Mrs Pearce, I'm happy to help.” “I need you to help me find the names Eleanor Duke and Jake Smith. I want to know everything about them. But most importantly, I want to know which of my husband's companies they work for and the position they hold. How long will it take for you to get back to me?” He hesitated as if he wanted to say something and refrain from it. “I will forward the email to you in five minutes ma'am,” he said and hung up. Robert Jake is Nathan's assistant, so I know he can easily get access to the information. While we waited for Jeff to send his email, Phoebe's assistant served us coffee and cookies. We both jumped as my phone beeped with notifications. Phoebe hurried to my side as I opened the email that Jeff had sent and my heart launched into my throat as I read through the email. -Eleanor Duke- 27 years old, Single 168cm head of team, department of marketing and advertising. Headquarters. -Jake Smith- 27 years old Single 178cm director of account and finance. Headquarters. They work in the same building as Nathan!NATHAN. I tossed for the hundredth time on my bed. I hadn't slept a wink since last night. This is the first time in a while that I would be bothered by something to the extent that it would keep me awake all night. My mind drifted to the incident that happened last night, and I couldn't help but wonder, who the hell is Jake Smith? The look on Kim's face after that marketing lady mentioned the name Jake Smith was something I had never seen before. She looked like she had seen a ghost! No, no. She looked mortified like she'd seen death! Even though I couldn't describe what I was feeling at that time when I saw her Pale skin becoming paler and the way she was sweating profusely in a fully conditioned room, all I knew was I had to get that lady away from her! What could have happened that would make her tremble when she heard that name? Rather than stay here and be curious forever, I can as well just demand an answer to the question I asked yesterday. I stepped out of bed an
KIMI watched the bustling streets of midtown Manhattan through the window of my Phantom Rolls Royce sedan. I had my phone in one of my hands with the screen displaying the email Jeff had sent earlier today.“Do you have any plans on how to get rid of them?” Phoebe, who was sitting beside me, asked. Her voice tinged with concern.All the confidence we had about fighting the past and making them pay seems to have dwindled drastically. “it would have been easier if it were any other subsidiary. The headquarters is a hard nut to crack, as I can't fire a director or a team leader without a cause” I replied weakly. ‘without a cause?’“But what if we found a cause!” Phoebe and I voiced excitedly at the same time. “Judging from Jake and Eleanor's stinky attitude, it's impossible for them to be without a mistake. All we have to do is find one,” Phoebe explained.“Or create one” I stated, staring darker into the space before me.“Huh, what?” Phoebe asked.I uncrossed my leg and turned to f
KIM“Giovanni Ferraro?”He smiled at me when he heard me call his name. His dark brown eyes shone. “Ciao, Tesoro! I see you remember me, huh?” A deep baritone voice with a thick Italian accent replied with a smirk.“Of course, I remember you, Giovanni”, I replied, smiling from ear to ear.“You guys know each other?” Phoebe asked me. Her eyes probed for an answer and something else.“Yes, erm, Giovanni and I met six years ago when I visited Italy. Do you remember that time during college when I went to Italy? I met Giovanni there, and he kind of saved my life”“Oh my, he's that guy you told me about?” Phoebe gasped as she covered her mouth, fanning surprise. I didn't tell her anything more than a guy saving me while I was drowning in the hotel pool.“Oh, now I'm curious about what she told you about me,” Giovanni said, smiling while raising one of his eyebrows at me.“Don't mind her, Giovanni, she's just been dramatic”, I said, and we all laughed. Please have your seat, ladies. Gi
NATHAN I stare blankly at the file that was delivered to my desk some minutes ago, and everything in here doesn't make sense.I feel like there's a huge gap of information that was missing here.What could they have missed?Everything here is just mundane kinds of stuff about Eleanor Duke and Jake Smith. The only intriguing Part is that Jake Smith is the director of account and finance at my company and the fact that they both usually screw each other now and then“How come I have never heard of the name Jake Smith as the director of account and finance?” I asked Jeff, who was standing at the other side of the table.“You know him, sir; you just don't care about the names of your workers. As far as they do their jobs well” Jeff replied sarcastically “Well… I know your name, right?” “Yes sir, and that's because I do my job well” he replied No lie about that. He does his job well.“Sir, you have a meeting to attend in five minutes,” Jeff reminded me.“This guy—Jake. Is he going to b
Nathan “Whoa! Hold your horse there man” Will cautioned “Who is trying to hurt your wife?” He asked “They are not doing anything to her. It's just that it seems they have done something to her in the past” “In the past? Why don't you ask Kim?” Will asked, confused. “You know I can't ask her, and besides, she will not tell me anything. She's trying to keep it from me” “Of course, she won't tell you. I mean, you guys don't talk to each other at All in the house” “And what do you mean?” I asked, gazing at him angrily “why don't you just divorce her?” “I will not divorce her! She wanted to marry me. So why is she asking for a divorce now?” I replied, shooting daggers at him with my eyes “But you were the one—” “I won't divorce her,” I said, cutting off his words “Fine, if you won't divorce her, learn to treat her right” “Well, I'm trying my best. She lives in the most expensive penthouse in New York City, if not the whole of the USA. I also gave her two
KIMIt has been a few days since my meeting with Giovanni Ferraro, and I still couldn't put him out of my mind completely. “I lost you once, I can't lose you again Kim”Those were his words. What they mean, I do not know.Why did he say that? How did he lose me? It's not what I'm thinking, right?I sighed for the umpteenth time as I desperately tried to focus on the documents in front of me.I have a client coming in a few seconds from now, and I still haven't made any preparations.I heard a soft knock, and Lydia walked in.“Ma'am, the client has arrived,” my assistant informed me.“Okay, please escort her to the meeting room,” I replied to her.I don't know why this client wants to meet with me. I heard she had turned down all the designs that our designers had sent to her. She specifically asks to see me.I cleared my table and grabbed my tablet. I tried to put Giovanni out of my mind and focus on this new client. I have another meeting with him and his architect tomorrow anyway
KIM “One hundred and fifty million dollars?” I asked as I sat across from Mateo Vargas—the private investigator at the cafe. “Yes” he replied politely He was a 5.5ft guy with curly hair and a cute round Latina face. He had a chubby cheek and a study beard. He looked like a country bun to be called a professional private investigator. “How were you able to track it?” Phoebe was the one who asked. “It's part of my job” he replied with a nervous smile. He obviously doesn't want to disclose how he was able to come across the stashed funds. “The fund was stash away in the name of Bill Jackie. When I tracked the name, I found out that Jake has a connection to the boy.” Mateo explained “A connection? What connection?” phoebe asked, confused. “The boy happens to be his son”, he said, handing Phoebe and me a photo of the four-year-old Bill Jackie. “Oh, he is married?” I asked “Yes”, Mateo replied. “And he stashed away the money in his son's name?” “Yes, but the thing is, the
KIMI slam the door of my car close with a thud, and I drive off aggressively.I drove like a madman until I was far away from the building. I turned towards a deserted alley, and I stopped the car with a sharp brake. I grabbed the steering wheel until my knuckles turned white. I blinked multiple times in an attempt to stop the new fresh tears from falling, but it wouldn't yield. I hit the steering wheel repeatedly with so much force that I could feel pain radiating from my knuckle up the way to my shoulder. “why?”.“Why won't you divorce me if you had someone else!?”“Why won't you let me go if you have someone who can make you smile!” “Why won't you fucking let me go, you Godforsaken bastard!”I screamed and cried my throat raw. Pain, regret, and sorrow stab my heart multiple times.I wailed as I hit my chest continuously as if that would make the pain go away. “I picked up my phone trying to call Phoebe, but before I could Dial her number, Giovanni's call came in.I stared at
PHOEBE I was lost in my world, trying to wrap my head around Kim's outburst about my failed relationship when I suddenly heard a scream.It was Nathan. The scream was sudden, and it hid a tremendous amount of untold pain. When I looked towards him, he was already on the floor, holding his head and sobbing loudly. ‘Isn't that an exaggeration?’ I thought. She only hit him once; why is he on the floor pretending to be dying? Surely, one slap can not kill you, right?But he wasn't pretending, maybe he was dying for real.I rush to his side, calling his name, but he seems to be losing consciousness. “Nathan! Nathan!” I called frantically, but I got no response. I immediately went into a panic. My breathing becomes ragged, and my hands tremble anxiously. I have little knowledge when it comes to an emergency like this, and I don't know how to give proper CPR.“Fuck!” I cursed, regretting not paying enough attention in science class.I put my finger against his nose, trying to feel his br
NATHANI drove at one hundred kilometres per hour towards Eleon Interior Designs company.I need to see Kim and talk to her. Talking to her will let me know what she's thinking, and that way, I can figure out how to convince her to withdraw the petition. Is she not taking this too far? I should be the one angry that she kissed another man in front of me, yet I'm the one getting shitty treatment from her.Ever since our departure in Boston, she has not gone home nor slept at home. She hasn't called me and tried to fucking give me some explanation.‘But you also kissed someone else’ I thought “At least I tried to give her an explanation!” I said through gritted teeth, defending myself Is she that desperate to leave me for another man? I tighten my hold on the wheel, feeling rage run through my veins. I know I messed up, I know I had hurt her by neglecting her. But that's it. I did not date another woman, and neither did I intentionally kiss another woman.Okay, sassy kissed me once
NATHAN Okay, this is weird and certainly not the time to fall in love! These two are obviously in their own world, oblivious to my existence in the room. “Are…you…okay? Will stutter, fumbling with words. He has been doing a lot of things, unlike him today. He rarely gets mad at me, and he has high confidence when he's around girls, so he never stutters. Phoebe struggled to her feet; her cheek had turned beet red, blushing from… embarrassment? I don't know. “Forgive my clumsiness”, She said and hurried out of the room, probably forgetting the reason why she came in the first place. Then the door flew open again with a bang, and she was at the door pointing her index finger at me with blazing eyes. “N…Nathan, I will come back for you!” she muttered through gritted teeth. Then she sneaked a peek towards Will’s side and noticed his eyes on her. She blushed different shades of pink and ran out of the room, leaving Will stunned in the same position. I glanced towards him; his mo
NATHAN It had been a week since Kim had kissed that Italian guy. One week and the image of that night is still vivid in my mind; the pain still hurts as if it was just yesterday. I have tried everything to forget that night, but I still can't bring myself to leave Sunset Hills, where I have been drinking myself away.No matter how I chastise myself and tell myself how damaging drinking alcohol is, I still can't control myself from gulping another cup. No matter how bashed up I was the previous night, I still returned to the bar the following morning. “Are you planning to kill yourself here and ruin business for me!” Will yelled, upon entering the VVIP room. He stormed across the room and snatched the bottle I was about to drink from. He proceeded to clear all the empty bottles, unopened bottles and, including the ones I had abandoned halfway off my table. I didn't protest. I let him pack it all. That's what I need right now—someone who can get some sense into me.“I heard you have
KIM I took the first flight to New York on Monday morning. Giovanni had left early to attend to business, and I have nothing to do back at the hotel, so I might as well just submerge myself into some work at the company. He had devoted the rest of Sunday to me, trying to cheer me up and lighten my mood. He took me for a walk at the Boston public garden, and we went window shopping at Cambridge antique flea market. It was fun , and soon, I had forgotten about the heartache I felt earlier that morning. The flight from Boston to New York only took about 2 hours so I arrived at the company early and to my greatest surprise, I met Sassy at the lobby, flipping through pages of our design collection magazine without a care in the world. A rush of rage flooded through me. The nerve of that lady to show her face around here. I tried to walk past her, pretending I didn't see her but she saw me. “Mrs Pearce” she called out. “Mrs Pearce, I have been waiting for you. Your subordinate wo
NATHANThe heat of my rage boiled in my veins like molten lava making sweat glistening my forehead. The lump in my throat is strangling me, making it extremely difficult for me to breathe. I had thought of a million possibilities with this Giovanni Ferraro guy, but never have I thought I would witness the scene in front of me.Kim had pulled the guy closer, kissing him passionately, cutting my words short. I wanted to tell her about my ailment, tell her that whatever she sees with Sassy is not real. I wanted to confide in her as my dad suggested, but before I could make out a word, she was already kissing this guy.The same guy whose picture Sassy had sent to me. The same guy I saw at our apartment building the day Kim went out dressing gorgeous with her suitcase. As much as I don't want to overthink her previous actions and clues here and there, this is something I can't get over. She broke from the kiss and looked at me without any guilt or remorse. Her gaze was clear, bright and
KIMBefore I could think clearly, I pulled Gio closer and kissed him. I feel him freeze beneath my kiss. His lip was rigid and cold, but after a while, it began to move. And he kissed me back.I hear Nathan inhale sharply, and the temperature drops a couple of degrees more, but I do not bother to break free from Gio; I run my hand through his smooth, long hair and deepen the kiss. It felt different. The opposite of what I felt with Nathan. I didn't feel any desire pooled down between my thighs, and I certainly did not feel any jolt of electric current. I feel nothing. Phoebe is wrong, I did not like Gio, but I could use him to get back at Nathan. I know it's selfish, I know it's wrong to toy with Gio's emotions. But I already said it. Tonight is not the night for logical reasons. I break free from Gio’s kiss, trying to catch my breath.I looked at Nathan, he looked pale and his eyes were red. Opposite of what I had expected. I expected him to be mad, furious even, but the look of p
KIMI walk to the ceiling-height glass window that overlooks the city below. With Boston at my feet, everything looks peaceful from up here, away from the bustling streets, polluted air, angry drivers, far away from Nathan. Would he even notice that I'm gone? Will he try to find me? The thought wandered into my mind, and I kicked it out immediately. I had promised myself on the way here that I wouldn't think about him and I wouldn't cry anymore.“Would you like anything to eat? I will call the room service.” Giovanni asked. Just about two hours ago, before I called him, I was hungry, looking for Nathan so he could fix me something to eat before I saw something I had desperately wished for the last two hours that I had not seen.Luckily, Giovanni was in Quincy for business, which is just a 45-minute drive to Dover. We met up at Centre Street and drove all the way down to Boston. “No. I'm fine for now, thank you” I said without looking at him.“Okay, if you need anything, I will be
NATHAN I arrived at Boston Logan International Airport by 10 pm. The flight is scheduled for 10:30 pm but it's going to be delayed for another two hours. One of the many reasons why I don't fly public transport. I need to make sure this never happens again. There must always be a bird and a jet on standby in case of emergencies. I sat in the deserted private lounge of the first class. There's a guy three rows behind me to my right. He is deeply immersed in whatever he's doing, typing away furiously like he has a beef with the keyboard. Another couple sits directly behind me. They seem lost in their own world as they cuddle and say flirty words to each other. The sound of their giggling makes me think of Kim. The way she blushes, the way she smiles secretly, the way her eyes convey her thoughts, the way she looks at me with passion, love, and lust. A smile curved my lips at the memories. The couple behind me suddenly went silent, I could hear some weird sound coming from behind m