But regardless of that, I just nodded my head while I'm still dazed.
I went to the kitchen first while he followed me. When I was about to get rice and dishes, he did it first.
I swallowed when our eyes met. But he himself was the first to look away. He immediately put the food and rice on my plate.
He served me...
I blinked a few times, and I couldn't believe what just happened.
When he was about to take a bite, I asked, "What did you eat?"
He raised an eyebrow at me and then frowned. "What do you mean by that?"
I swallowed twice before answering, "Ahm... Last week, you hardly paid attention to me. We didn't eat together and you didn't even call my attention and now, you made me eat with you, and you even put the food on my plate yourself. I..."
I'm just like air around him, he feels my presence, yes, but he doesn't seem to see me.
His eyes narrowed as if he was examining me. "Then? What's your point?"
My throat went dry at his question.
"W-What, I-I'm just. I uhhh," I stuttered and looked away. I can't say it properly! "I'm just surprised the way you treat me right n-now..."
He laughed and frowned at me. What's so funny about that?
"Silly girl," he smirked.
I was speechless and just looked down at the food. I cut the beefsteak into small pieces before putting it in my mouth.
Oh, god. This piece of meat is so delicious!
He watches me. I looked away again, I was confused and anxious.
Why is he staring at me now when he barely looked at me before?
"You can tell me if you want us to eat together," he said while my eyes widened in shock. "And I'm sorry, my wife for being a reckless husband. I'm just busy working for our future. "
I dropped the spoon and fork so the sound echoed throughout the kitchen, instead of picking it up I looked at Lexus who was staring at me.
"What did you just say?"
He frowned at my question. "I said I'm sorry, okay? I'm just -"
"No, that's not what I want to hear- you called me what?" I was looking desperately at him with hope glistening in my eyes. I'm hoping that I hear it right, that my mind isn't just playing tricks on me.
He stopped for a moment then smiled mischievously at me. "My wife... Hmmm, why? Do you have any problem with that?" he laughed softly and winked at me. "I'm your husband after all."
My eyes widened. "W-What-" He covered my mouth with his hand. I simply smelled it and closed my eyes.
The smell of his hand...
It smells good and addicting!
He told me to keep quiet. "Don't complain, okay? I'm your husband. You are mine, I'm yours and you are my wife." He even emphasized the word 'my wife'.
I slowly nodded. I don't know but something wandered inside my stomach. I'm really changing.
After we ate, he himself offered to wash the plates, which was surprising to me. I don't even know if he knows how to do that.
"I'm the woman in this household. You're tired so I'm doing it," I insisted. I'm just concerned about the breakable plates and glasses. It might slip in his hand and break into pieces.
"No, I insist. Go upstairs and wait for me there. We will talk," he said in a tired voice as he looked at me.
"But-" I looked at the plates and then at his face.
"But, what? Are you whining again? I'm your husband, so if I say I'll do the washing, you'll obey, okay?" his voice was gentle, he even kissed me on my forehead.
In the end, I just agreed and went up to my room.
We don't sleep next to each other, we are separated and he has his own room and I have my own too. I don't even know why but he suggested that we should share the same room and the same bed.
When I asked him why... "No, there's a chance that the three of us can go out. And I don't want that YET to happen. It's too early for that and I don't want to surprise you," that was the only answer that he gave me and I did not understand.
The three of us are going out? How's that? Is there one of us that can be split in two? Sounds stupid.
But if we are going to talk, what are we going to talk about?
And where are we going to talk? Here in my room? But he said that we are not allowed to be alone in the same room. I'm getting confused.
I just changed into a white shirt and a cream colored pajama with a spongebob design.
I lay down on my bed and turned on the flatscreen TV in front of me.
If I'm not mistaken there is a TV here in every room including the guest rooms, what else can I expect? My husband is a billionaire so I should get used to it. He can even buy the world if he wants to.
I moved it to a Cartoon Network and I was so happy when the show was Phineas and Ferb. It's not because I'm already 26, I shouldn't be watching shows like this.
There is no age limit for watching cartoons.
A few moments later, the door opened and Lexus stepped his foot inside. I wondered, what is he doing here?
I watched him, he was only wearing a white shirt and khaki shorts.
Why the hell is he still handsome? Even if he is only wearing torn clothes and dirty pants, he will still be able to look pleasing on people's eyes.
I also noticed that he had just taken a shower because his hair was wet.
He walked closer to me and his smell hit my nose. I secretly inhaled it. He smells good.
Even though he doesn't take a bath and sweat often, he still smells good. He also looks clean even though he has a little beard on his face. He only became more handsome and sexier because of that.
"What are you watching?" he asked when he turned to watch what I was watching and I smiled when Vanessa and Ferb's face appeared together.
"Phineas and Ferb," I answered simply.
"You're already twenty-six yet you're still watching that?" he asked me with raised eyebrows.
I was in trouble.
"Why do you care? It was me who's watching, not you so *tooott* (fuck) off."
He laughed but I ignored him, I focused my eyes on what I was watching because I was distracted by his presence.
"Tooott?" he asked laughing as if I had said something ridiculous.
I looked at him before speaking, "my mommy said if I want to say bad words, I should replace it with tooott* instead of saying the word. She also said that cursing is bad, that's why," I explained innocently.
That's what mommy told me when I was a child and I still believe it to this day. She's right because you know, cursing is bad but sometimes when I'm angry, I can't help but to cuss, or sometimes I slip up.
"Yeah?" That was his only answer and he stopped laughing but now he was smiling.
When he was about to sit on my bed, I stopped him. "S-Stop!"
"What?" His forehead was creased together.
"You said that we shouldn't sleep in the same room, so what are you doing here in my room? You have your own, why are you here?" I said while still holding up my palm.
He was stunned. "What? Fuck it, Celeste. We will talk so go ahead."
I didn't do anything but move, he sat next to me while I continued watching.
I saw his glance at me from the corner of my eyes but I just ignored it. My heart is beating so fast, it's annoying!
"I thought we were going to talk?" I couldn't stop asking. He said that we were going to talk but why isn't he talking? I want to talk to him too about his silent and cold treatment of me because I'm going to lose my mind if he'll continue doing that.
I'm distracted by my thoughts and I know the air conditioner is on but I'm getting hot.
When I turned around, our eyes met again.
My lips parted when I accidentally dropped my gaze on his lips. I swallowed when it formed into a taunting grin. I felt even hotter. It's like there's something on his lips that I wanted to taste.
I want to look away but I can't. I don't want to do it.
A few moments later, he held my waist and cradled it in front of him. I didn't object and let him do what he wanted to do with me and my body.
He placed a kiss on my lips before pulling away and looking into my eyes.
"W-What are we going to do?" I asked nervously while shyly looking at him.
He grinned. "Our honeymoon."
Honeymoon? Isn't that what couples do after they get married?
But nothing happened to us before because he's ignoring me.
So now, we're going on a honeymoon? After a week, we're only doing our honeymoon just now?
My lips softened even more when I thought about that. I looked at Lexus and stopped when I saw that his eyes were slowly burning with desire.
I slowly swallowed and bent down to capture his lips.
"Celeste…"
I feel hot. That's what I'm feeling right now. The feeling is nostalgic and I feel like crying because I don't really know the exact reason why. The way he moves his lips while caressing my body... The unfamiliar sensation- as if I was being electrocuted.... "Ahh," I couldn't help but moan when he bit my bottom lip. This is new to me, neither watch, wet nor hear- I have no idea. Someone says, I'll just learn from the experience. He bit my lips making my mouth parted in shock. He gets that chance to insert his tongue inside. Our tongue started battling and I can't help but to grip his arms tighter. My knees are starting to wobble like jelly. He groaned before trying to explore my mouth as our kiss became deeper and deeper. Lips to lips... Tongue to tongue, lips to lips, our salivas were mixing together. The way he kissed me was like a drug... It was addicting. I moaned as his kiss started to move down until it stopped at my neck. I hissed loud when he started to lick,
He was not surprised as if he was used to having someone touch his body. I looked down and my lips parted just like that when I saw what was between her thighs. It's so big... And long! Oh, gosh... I swallowed twice before looking away. From the corner of my eyes, I saw his grin as if he was satisfied with my reaction. I bit my lip and then snorted because of embarrassment. "You can play with him, my wife," he said with his sexy voice like he was teasing me. I just swallowed and didn't look at him again. I just sat on the bed again and it wasn't that easy because both my knees were still weak. "Are you ready?" he asked and started walking towards me. I looked at him, it was like he was ready to fight. My lips parted. He made me lie down and positioned himself between my parted long legs. He slowly knelt before whispering in a seductive voice, "I'll be gentle, baby..." before he gradually inserted his manhood inside me. I was already in tears. "I-It... It hurts, Lexus..." It h
After the items we ordered arrived, we headed to the living room to prepare the other things we would need. Daddy and uncle didn't want to join at first so we had to force them.“These oldies are so kj! We’re just doing it today!” someone shouted and that’s no other than Loreen, she’s kinda bitch that’s why she talks like that."Alright, hon," answered mommy while aunty was also convincing her husband.Lexus just pulled up next to me so I turned around to face him. "Hey, are you okay?" I asked gently. He looked bored and maybe that’s because we haven’t started doing anything yet. "They're taking so long, I'm getting impatient," he answered. I laughed and ruffled his hair. He slowly snuggled up to me and rested his head on my shoulder."You're heavy, mister,” I complained and giggled."Why don't you complain when I lay on top of you, wife?" When I looked at him, he was smiling while biting his lip. I just shook my head and pinched his ear. He’s being nasty again!Mom will hear what
"Where will we go?""I will let you decide for that," he said and started the engine of the car.I bit my index finger to think. Where? Because I don't know where else to go except the mall. You know, I seldom go outside because of my situation so I don’t really know other places."I’ll let you decide, I can't think of anything." I combed my hair and looked outside the window."What's wrong with you? Are you an alien or what?" He scoffed and tilted his head."Are you deaf?"He chuckled at my reaction. "No, I'm just joking. I just want to make you laugh.""Do I look like I'm laughing?""I said so," he repeated, making me grin."Where exactly are we going?" I asked again and what he said next was unexpected. Reason for my eyes to salivate looking at him."In Ilocos." Is that true? Is he real? Like? That’s far from here! It's an eight-hour drive from here in Manila to there if I'm not mistaken. I can’t help but to overthink. Will daddy's enemies find us there? Maybe not? Because that’s
Lexus is just shaking his head while my face is turning red just like a tomato. "Well, no! We're just going for a walk! You're judgmental, aren't you?"But still, Ericka’s smirking like what I said is far from what she’s thinking but nevertheless, she nodded, pretending to believe. "Alright, you said it. By the way, he's your husband, girl?! You're so lucky! Ahhh.” She even growled jokingly so I slapped her on the arm."I saw some men in black outside earlier. Are they your staff, sir? They even prevent me from knocking here, well, there is a picture of me and Celes and that's what I showed them. They allowed me anyway. It's just annoying. Do I look like “others”?" she asked and made a face so I looked at Lexus with glazed eyes.What does she mean?"Sorry." He smiled and then gave me a peace sign.Ericka’s mouth parted as if she realized something before she bid her goodbye, probably up for something. "Goodbye, best friend! See you when I see you!"I shook my head, I really thought wh
After watching the dancing fountain, he invited me to eat because I can feel that we were both hungry. I chose Jollibee— the famous fast food chain here in the Philippines. This fast food chain has been my favorite since I was a child. It's just that we rarely eat for our security. This Jollibee is unique, because from the outside to the inside, the look is purely ancient and historic. What I like the most is it’s not air conditioned like the usual Jollibee because the wooden windows are open, inviting the fresh air to come inside. Unlike in the city where the air is polluted and all you can smell is black smoke when you get out of the car, here, instead of a car, they use a horse and we call it “kalesa”. The place is old fashioned but beautiful. They bring back the old days. They still love the past. I feel like I am in the 18th century. I smiled at that thought. I dreamt of living in the past but whenever I think about the bitter and painful past, I’m thankful that I was living
One of the most beautiful and amazing streets, surrounded by houses built during the Spanish era, Calle Crisologo is a perfect place for a trip back in time. Encircled by these historical homes, the area is also known as "The Heritage Village."Lexus himself acted as my tour guide from the moment we set foot in Vigan, Ilocos Sur.It seemed like he had visited the place multiple times because he knew every corner, every path, and every structure around us.He explained to me the origins of this place—how it was established, what it used to look like, and why tourists flock here. He sounded like a history teacher with all the detailed stories he shared.Out of all the places I've visited, Calle Crisologo is my favorite.The vibe here is genuinely old-fashioned. The houses around the street were built during Spanish times, and their beauty and uniqueness are truly mesmerizing. Adding to the charm are the horse-drawn carriages that pass by.Earlier, we rode one of those kalesa, and I coul
I didn’t want to go home yet. I didn’t want to leave Ilocos, but we really had to.First of all, we hadn’t told anyone that we were leaving. I know we’re old enough to make decisions for ourselves, but I couldn’t help but worry about Mom, Dad, Uncle Jack, and Auntie—they were probably already worried about us. We hadn’t even said goodbye.I sighed and glanced at Lexus who was singing along with the song playing on the car stereo. He had been at it for a while and showed no signs of stopping.He was really giving it his all, belting out with his beautiful voice. It was as if he refused to let Baekhyun outshine him. Oh my dear Baekhyun. I really want to attend one of their concerts but based on our situation right now, I can’t really risk my life. Maybe soon? If everything will come back to its places.The song’s title was Please Forgive Me, though I couldn’t quite remember who sang it. From the first line, his voice was full of emotion. He even pretended to hold a microphone while sin
"Let's talk," he said as we stood by the pool. It was scorching hot inside since the air conditioning had broken down. The poolside was a much better place—cool and refreshing.I cradled my growing belly. My baby is almost two months old now, and I couldn’t wait to meet them. Every morning felt like my stomach was being churned, and I was so sensitive to smells that I’d feel nauseous out of nowhere.And… I hated vegetables! My favorite cravings were french fries, or sometimes bananas."What do you want to talk about?" I asked, dipping a french fry into ketchup before popping it into my mouth.Mmm, delicious!"About us," he said seriously."Oh?" I set down the bowl of fries and faced him."I want to say sorry," he began, and I avoided his gaze. It still hurts, though not as much as before. "For everything I’ve done, for all the wrong decisions I made. I’m sorry for hurting you. I can’t even forgive myself. Seeing you covered in blood... It drove me insane."And it’s all my fault—" I c
It took four days before I was discharged from the hospital. They said they needed to monitor the baby more closely, so from now on, I have to be extra careful.I looked at the scar on my wrist, which Lexus had taken care of for me.I was really stupid. Doc Sanchez said to "always think positive," especially when you're pregnant because everything is more sensitive.The baby’s attachment to me is still weak since it's just forming, so I really need to be careful.The doctors gave us so many instructions, and my husband? He didn’t even let me walk on my own—he carried me! He said he didn’t want me to get tired.He doesn’t stress me out anymore, either. He gives me everything I ask for. Well, that’s good. I feel like a princess now, with an instant assistant who’s also my husband.“Buy me bananas!” I shouted at Lexus, even though he was just in front of me. He was busy with his phone, tapping away, which was starting to annoy me because he was too focused on it.He finally looked up. “W
“She came back! With my baby!” Kuya Lace exclaimed joyfully.“How is she?” Lexus asked while the little girl, who looked about six years old, smiled up at me.“She’s fine and she’s mine,” Kuya Lace replied with a grin.“Mommy doesn’t suit you, Dy!” the child pouted.The two of them laughed. Once again, they were talking as if I wasn’t even there. I skipped breakfast and went straight to my room, locking the door behind me.I felt invisible earlier. When Lexus saw the two of them, it was like I didn’t exist. I stared at the ceiling, feeling completely alone.My mom and dad weren’t by my side.Ericka betrayed me.And Lexus? He was downstairs.My thoughts were swirling. My mind was in chaos. I felt like I was all alone in the world. Being sad was exhausting. Didn’t I deserve to be happy?Someone knocked on my door, but I didn’t open it. Even if they used the duplicate key, they wouldn’t be able to get in.I double-locked it. I just wanted to be alone right now.I wasn’t a suicidal person
"What are we going to talk about?" Ericka asked, raising an eyebrow. She looked nervous, like a guilty child caught red-handed. Well, she should be."Why don't we order first? What do you want?" I asked calmly, trying to ease the tension. She was fidgeting so much she resembled a worm sprinkled with salt.I ordered beef steak, Hawaiian pizza, and fruit cocktail, tapping the items on the iPad menu before handing it back to the waiter. Ericka ordered the same."I-I've got a shoot later. C-Can we hurry? I might get scolded," she said, clearly uneasy. And rightly so."It's Monday, isn't it? If I'm not mistaken, Mondays are your break days since your shoots run from Tuesday to Sunday," I stated matter-of-factly. She swallowed hard and avoided my gaze."You knew he was going to be my husband, didn't you?" I broke the silence.She nodded hesitantly."Why did you do it? We were supposed to be friends. Did you even think about how I would feel?" I asked bitterly. When she didn't respond, I con
Several days have passed since I was discharged from the hospital. Lexus has been quietly taking care of me. As usual, I still haven’t spoken to him. It’s just that my mind hasn’t figured out what to do yet—it’s not that simple.He hasn’t gone to work for days. He said he wanted to take care of me and make up for the past. Meanwhile, I’ve mostly confined myself to my room, hardly stepping outside.I’ve been feeling lazy, preferring to stay in bed all day rather than get up or even take a walk. I’ve lost interest in eating, bathing, talking, or even standing up.My phone rang, but I didn’t answer it because I was too lazy to. It kept ringing until I decided to pick it up because the sound was getting on my nerves.Lexus had changed my ringtone! Instead of LANY’s voice, it was his voice singing. How irritating.“What?!” I snapped at the caller without even checking who it was. I just wasn’t in the mood.“Don’t go anywhere, Celeste. Lock the door and wait for me,” said Kuya Lace on the o
Does he feel something for me? Or is it just an illusion because I’m dizzy?The brothers turned to where I was, but Kuya Lace spoke first, "What?"Lexus exhaled harshly. "She's not hard to love," he continued, but I could see the smile on his lips. However, it didn’t reach his eyes. "She knows what I did on the first night of our marriage..." he trailed off.Liar! You didn’t tell me who! But why did it have to be my one and only friend? Traitors!"The pretending stopped when something happened between us, especially when I saw her trembling with fear. So don't speak like you know. You don't understand how I felt when they forced me to marry a woman I didn’t love. I didn’t want to settle down, you know that, damn it. But when I saw the fear in her eyes, I regretted it. From that moment, I took care of her—not out of pretense but genuinely. Can you blame me? I know I made the wrong decision, but don’t we all make mistakes? I’m trying to make it up to her to correct my mistakes."The tea
It’s been weeks since he tied my hands to the bed. I thought he was going to do something, but he just left me there like a fool.He said it was my fault for calling him gay. Whatever. He acts like it sometimes—so dramatic! His attitude is even worse than mine during my time of the month."Where are we heading?" he asked while sitting beside me."Shut up, Salvatore," I snapped, keeping my focus on the road. Yes, I was driving my baby McLaren Senna, which I got last week. We were heading to the mall because I missed going out. I was also planning to dye my hair; I was tired of its plain black color."Ever since you got this car, you’ve been picking fights with me," he said, pretending to sound hurt, which made me grimace."Have you forgotten that you cheated on me?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.I always bring that up because he clams up whenever I do. It’s obvious he regrets what he did on the first night of our marriage. I just love teasing him."Fine, I’ll shut up now," he said, lick
I placed the letter on the edge of the table and opened the box. My eyes glistened with tears when I saw what was inside. They were all my stolen pictures from our trip to Ilocos. I looked so silly in some of them; it was embarrassing.There were also tons of chocolates inside—Ferrero Rocher, Toblerone, Snickers, Dairy Milk, and even KitKats, my favorites! After a moment, I picked up a smaller box at the side and opened it.Tears streamed down my face when I realized it was a ring.I wiped the tears from my cheeks. My heart was racing, and my hands were trembling as I slid the ring onto my finger.It fit perfectly. It was silver with a tiny crown-shaped diamond in the center.I bit my lip, overwhelmed with happiness and emotion. Is this how he makes up for things? I almost want us to fight more often, haha.I set the box aside and started eating. Once I was done, I stood up and went to the sink to wash my dishes. I was so full! But before that, I covered the food to prevent flies from
I didn’t want to go home yet. I didn’t want to leave Ilocos, but we really had to.First of all, we hadn’t told anyone that we were leaving. I know we’re old enough to make decisions for ourselves, but I couldn’t help but worry about Mom, Dad, Uncle Jack, and Auntie—they were probably already worried about us. We hadn’t even said goodbye.I sighed and glanced at Lexus who was singing along with the song playing on the car stereo. He had been at it for a while and showed no signs of stopping.He was really giving it his all, belting out with his beautiful voice. It was as if he refused to let Baekhyun outshine him. Oh my dear Baekhyun. I really want to attend one of their concerts but based on our situation right now, I can’t really risk my life. Maybe soon? If everything will come back to its places.The song’s title was Please Forgive Me, though I couldn’t quite remember who sang it. From the first line, his voice was full of emotion. He even pretended to hold a microphone while sin