Chapter 5

I closed my eyes because of a sudden flash of light from the car. My knees are shaking and my heart beats faster.  Even with the shaking knees, I tried my best not to kneel on the ground. I slowly opened my eyes and looked down. I put my hands on both of my knees to stop them from shaking.

“Hey, gentleman. Are you okay?” An angelic voice suddenly asked me. The electricity traveled through my body when I felt her hand on my shoulder. “Hold on to me,” she added and just like that, my hand automatically went to her shoulder, resting.

We walked to a nearby bench. “Are you okay?” she asked one more time when we both took a seat next to each other.

Instead of answering her question, I smiled at her. “You looked so beautiful,” I complimented. “Too bad, I can’t see your face fully,” I added. She chuckled and looked at me. Her eyes are beautiful… “Your eyes…”

“Why? What about my eyes?”

“It’s too damn beautiful, lady.” Fuck! I haven’t seen eyes so beautiful as that. Light green eye color… “You are beautiful,” I complimented again but there is something else in her eyes as well that didn't slip my sight. She's hurting?

“Well, thank you for that gentleman but are you fine now? What happened?”

“I was just stunned by your beauty.”

"You can't get me by your flirty words," she said trying to suppress her smile while looking at me in the eye. "I guess you are fine. I shall leave you then. Sorry, I am in a hurry," she added.

"Where to?"

"Why? Do you want to give me a ride?" My body froze at her question. My hands started to tremble down as I turned away my gaze from her. I don't want her to see the look in my eye. "Just kidding though."

"I hope I can give you a ride but all I can say is take care on your way home, young lady---"

"I ain't young anymore but thanks. You to gentleman, take care. You look so handsome when you are smiling. I rarely see you smiling..."

And just like that, she left me. I was stunned by her words that I just let her walk away. Wait... What? I turned back my gaze at her. She opened the door of the cab and waved at me before she got inside.

What does she mean by she rarely sees me smiling? What does that mean? She's eyeing me whenever I'm here? I unconsciously smile thinking about it. Fuck! I was trying to calm myself down but I couldn't stop my happiness at her last statement.

How come this is the first time I saw her? I should have done better. I didn't even know how to flirt because I was used to being the one who was flirted with. Not the other way around.

"Sir?"

"By any chance, do you happen to see her here?" I asked Theo. I know he saw what happened earlier and he saw who was with me. He was just at a corner watching me.

"I am sorry, sir. This is the first time I saw her here and the mask is blocking the view. I can't clearly see her face."

I just nodded and waited for a few seconds before finally having the courage to stand up. "Let's go home. I want to have a good sleep tonight," I told him.

I did have a good sleep. Better than the usual nights that I have. I slept peacefully while imagining her face in my mind. Imagine what is beauty beyond that mask she has. Imagining how she could be a goddess looking even with that mask.

"Your grandfather called, sir. He was asking if you could meet up with him. What do you want me to tell him?" Theo reported me when I went down.

He was already in his suit, waiting for me as always. He already cooked and prepared the breakfast. It was never his duty to do that kind of stuff but he gladly volunteered to do so. I didn't ask my father for a chaperone but I couldn't refuse it because Theo is such a kind man.

I wasn't a fan of breakfast but after that night... My appetite for breakfast suddenly changed. I eat breakfast most of the time but skip a meal afterward.

"I am not in the mood for that, Theo. I won't talk to him," I told him and sat down.

My grandfather always supervised my actions. He may not tell it but I know Theo is his eye for me. He couldn't keep himself listening to bad news from me, getting drunk until morning, crashing all my cars every night, and living my life miserable.

"He also added that you should visit your parents some other time," Theo said. He always keeps his voice calm while talking to me even though I am talking with rage.

I closed my eyes... I don't want to say anything as I can feel my hands shaking. I can still hear their voices inside my head, talking to me, convincing me to get married and have children. I never imagined... I never imagined I would lose them.

“Don’t disturb me today and later tonight, we will come back to that club again,” I told him instead of answering him. Changing the topic because I am so done with my life… blaming myself all over again for what happened because I know… that I am to blame.

I should be the one buried underneath and not them. I should be the one who are they visiting and not the other way around because I am to blame. I am at fault. I am the one who killed them. I am the one who ended their lives.

After having breakfast, I went back to my room, not to sit down and question myself but to search for something. I immediately open my laptop. I haven’t opened this since the incident happen. I am a man, I rarely kept something but this laptop has sentimental value to me. My mom bought this after she accidentally spilled coffee on my laptop.

I closed my eyes, typing the password, ignoring things that are on the screen, trying to keep myself busy looking for that beautiful woman I met last night. My fingers quickly type in the name of the club she is working at. I found her photos online but neither of those photos has her face completely shown off. That mask… I never cared about what people wore but this mask makes me mad.

I can’t even look at her face properly. All I can see was her hot body. I stopped scrolling when her workmate uploaded a photo of her. She was wearing a red tight tiny dress. Fuck! My buddy suddenly reacted when I zoomed in on that fucking legs of her. Fuck! I want to touch those long legs.

There was a photo of her taking a bite of an apple, she was looking at the camera. All I can see were her seductive eyes. She’s almost wearing nothing. A tiny piece of clothing is blocking the view of her private part. How dare she be this hot yet drop-dead gorgeous seductive woman? My eyes wandered around her hot body.

My hand slowly reaches for my boxer. Fuck that gorgeous body. Those cherries, I want to massage them. Her tiny waist, fuck. I unconsciously stroked my member while looking at her gorgeous body. I stopped when a notification popped up. I froze when I saw a reply to my comment--- wait, what?

I commented?!

I immediately looked at it and found how disgusting my comment was. Fuck! I can’t be differentiated from the guys who sexually harassed her through the comment. I quickly delete it and turn off the laptop. I can feel the stickiness on my hand that’s why I stood up after and went to the bathroom.

While the water drips down my body, all I can see was her face smiling and looking seductively at me. What is happening to me? She is just an ordinary woman, right? I shouldn’t feel this way. She is definitely bewitching me. Yeah, she did.

“Fuck! What are you doing to me?” I fucking question myself as I just had another release while thinking of her and her body. A pleasure wave came out, again. I can’t count how many times I touched myself with her in my mind. I need to find you… I fucking want to fuck you, woman.

I will buy that fucking club if that will be the only way to see you and own you.

I reached for the tissue to wipe the white shit that same out from me. I will make sure that this will be the last time I will waste my fucking sperm because the next time, it will be inside you. It will be inside those tight fucking pussy.