EVERETT
"What were you thinking was going to happen, Everett?" Juan speaks to me with anger lacing his words. "Was that the best way to get rid of a problematic customer?" He shakes his head. "How many times I have told you to not get into a verbal confrontation with an angry jerk? They always deflect blame, but you end up putting your physical safety and dignity at risk." He puts some more distance between us. "What if he had hurt you?" He glares at me. "What if I hadn't stepped in at the right moment or if I wasn't around?"
Priscilla steps into the conversation, breaking his line of thought.
"This situation is entirely your own making, Juan." She scoffs. "How are you any better than that asswipe you just threw out minutes ago? You're the pot calling the kettle black."
"Don't interrupt me like that again, darling." He runs a hand to the back of his head. "I'm just trying to put some sense into Evie's head. She keeps getting herself involved in physical altercations. Some day she's going to get seriously hurt, and we won't be able to do anything about it."
Priscilla rolls her eyes at his words as she sets some more clean dishes on the countertop to prepare more food for me to take out for another order.
"Juan, have you ever thought about not bringing people you barely know into the restaurant?" She puts a hand on her hips as she stares him down. "If you had stopped doing that, maybe Evie didn't have to explode on them like that." She strolls toward me, putting a hand on my shoulder. "She's just doing what's best for the restaurant. Evie is getting rid of the jerks you can't possibly seem to get rid of yourself." She exhales, cleaning the moisture off the plates with a clean rag. "Why can't you just listen to me for once?"
I watch them both fight over me, taking my side in their own way, but I know I need to put an end to this before it escalates.
"Anyway, I'm so sorry for acting like that." I bow my head down. "I guess if he hadn't touched me inappropriately, I wouldn't have reacted like that, but the thing is, I still reacted to him because of what he did, so I need to apologise for it." My lips stretch into a thin smile. "I can't say this enough to both of you. Thank you for looking out for me."
Priscilla shakes her head. Juan offers me a hug that I take and return.
He speaks first.
"Just be careful, okay?"
"I'll try my best."
"There's no need to apologise, sweetie. You can't control all the creeps in this world from offending you even if you tried." Priscilla moves the plates around as she adds some sauce to the dish. "We are going to close soon. Do you want some spaghetti that I cooked extra in this last batch? I don't have the stomach for more pasta since Juan already made more tacos than we could eat for lunch. There's still a bit of it left in the fridge." She belches. "I think I'm still full from them."
Hearing about free and delicious food makes me smile.
"I'd love some." I smile brightly. "Please put some more of your homemade sauce with the parmesan. I think my roommate would love it!"
As Priscilla lays out the food, she talks without looking up.
"How is Caiti? I haven't seen her in a while."
"Yeah, she doesn't come over here anymore." Juan gives me a look. "Is it because of that boy she broke up with who used to bring her with him to our restaurant?" Then he scratches the stubble on his chin. "Didn't we see them regularly on the weekends for months?"
I smile sadly.
"How are you reading my mind, Juan?" I nod my head. "Well, after they broke up, she made a pact with herself." I put my fingers on the countertop. "She decided she would not frequent the places she has memories attached of him."
"Awwh." Priscilla sighs. "That makes me sad, but I understand what she's feeling. Before meeting Juan, I was like her. Things change with time, and she'll find that out sooner than later. Just wait till she meets the love of her life. She would want to visit back to all these old places to make new memories."
"I sure hope so."
I grab the plates before heading out to take the order to the next customer.
***
I keep banging my fists against the hardwood surface, standing at the door, thinking I don't have my keys. Did I bring my keys to work? Then I fish for them in my purse because I'm exhausted, and for some reason, Caiti isn't opening the front door. Our doorbell randomly stopped working last week, and it was on our laundry list of things to get fixed. As my fingers fish around my overcrowded purse for the apartment keys, my ring finger accidentally gets looped inside the key ring. I pull the keys out swiftly and then unlock the front door.
The hallway to the living room remains dark, so I take off my shoes near the entrance and walk bare feet to the living room. My cat meows as I tiptoe around the room, standing up in the cat pen where we generally put the baby to sleep for the night. I pet him under the ear, and he mewls happily, and when he's happy with the amount of petting he wants, he goes quiet again. He falls asleep as he closes his eyes in his little cat bed. My feet stroll to the kitchen, where a small night light is on, and I take a quick look inside it before walking towards Caiti's bedroom.
It's late.
Maybe she's sleeping.
I put down the box of spaghetti I'm carrying on the coffee table as I head over to her bedroom door and give it a couple of soft knocks. Not a single noise comes through the door. Then I put my ear to the surface to hear any noise, but it's dead quiet. I pull out my phone to check what time it is and see how late I have been. Then I notice on the phone screen that it is ten p.m.
That's awfully early for her to go to bed.
My fingers find the doorknob, and I can't stop myself from checking up on her, even if it angers her. The moment I twist it, the door gives way to the inside. I pivot on my feet, closing my eyes. When I don't hear Caiti's insults after a long minute, I turn around to find an empty bedroom.
Where did she go?
Why didn't she text me where she was going off for the night?
She usually lets me know about her plans beforehand.
Could she be in trouble?
I shake my head at the intrusive thoughts. Caiti can't be in trouble because she's a siren herself.
You're a coward, Evie.
And a worry wart.
Live your life.
You've only got one of those.
Her words come back to me as I close her door behind me. She might have found someone online to go on a date with, and if she doesn't return till the early morning when she usually does her walk of shame, then maybe I'll worry about her. Shaking my head, I pocket my phone as I get out of the panic mindset.
Then I walk to the living room to eat some spaghetti and chill, watching some new crime thriller till I can fall asleep.
WAYLONThere is a painful bind in my lower back, and I put my fingers to massage the pinched nerve straining heavily on my spine. I exhale as I try to relax in my bed. Twisting to my sides, I stretch against the mattress. My fingers reach for the TV remote as I turn on the television to watch some mindless show playing at a low volume in the background.My phone rings on the nightstand, sending vibrations across its wooden surface. Exhaling a long breath, I reach for it. I have a faint idea who's calling me at this hour."Hi, honey." The woman on the other side of the static whispers seductively. "I haven't seen you around my bar lately. Where have you been?" She chuckles. "Are you ignoring me?" She takes a beat. "Do you think it's a good idea to ignore me?""Andie, why are you calling me at this hour?" I take a beat. "Have you seen what time it is?"She laughs, not even fazed by my hostility."Sweetie, have you checked what time it is?" She mimics my question. "I have called you, lik
EVERETTThe noises are coming from the door. Someone opening and closing it over and over wakes me up at once. I sit up, yawning and running my fingers around my face."Hey!" Caiti talks. "Did I wake you up? I'm sorry about it if I did. I didn't mean to make such a ruckus coming in through the door."I stretch my arms behind my back as I sit upright, resting my neck on our waterfall backrest of the couch. I run my fingers on the cushioned seat and then the pleated arm, hoping the friction against my palms would awaken me completely."Hey," I say, licking my lips. Then I fix my wavy hair behind my ear, wiping the spit from the corner of my mouth. "Where did you go? I waited for you so long that I fell asleep here on the couch.""Oh, Evie!" She sits down right next to me as I'm still waking up and then side-hugs me. "You didn't have to do that!""I know I didn't, but you know what I am like, right?" I stretch some more against the backrest. "My mind goes to places without wanting it to
EVERETTWhen I get into the washroom, I wipe my knee with clean tap water from the sink. I fish for a bandage and then put it on the mouth of the wound. Thankfully, there aren't any rips to my beautiful skirt, and I glide the fabric against the wind to recheck it. It looks fine.Phew!Now I won't have to hurry home after work to change again.I wasn't lying when I told the boss of my boss that I didn't have a spare change of clothes on me. Maybe admitting that would not have made him care about me snared up in a predicament like the one I saw myself mired in the lobby.After I called the maintenance to retrieve and remove the art installation, I came straight here. I had to because I was so nervous about what had happened and needed a quiet moment to catch my breath.Now that I'm here, I can see that my makeup needs a bit of retouching.So, I search for my makeup bag in my purse and luckily see I have it on me because of my date later tonight. I take a moment to set it on the counter
WAYLONMs Fischer knocks on my door. I wave her in with my free hand while I flip through a file with the other. As she walks in, she throws a look in my direction. It makes me sit up straight and take notice of her face.Did she hear all that went down with Andie over the phone?Why wouldn't she?I literally sent Ms Fischer into a madman's cave to retrieve something I could have easily replaced if not for how I wanted this to play out. At least, with this extra effort, Andie got the hint, and her psychotic episodes are doomed now if she still tries to pursue me.Here's hoping she'll leave me alone."Did you get my card?" I question her as soon as she stands opposite my desk. Then I follow up with another burning question in my mind. "Did Andie give you any trouble?"Ms Fischer runs a hand through her forehead, wiping some sweat off her brow. Then she brushes her hand on her skirt then reaches in her purse to produce the black card for me. She gazes at me as she swipes the card agains
EVERETT"Oh gosh, yes, fuck me, babe." A woman's voice rings in the long hallway while I climb up the long stairs to my boyfriend's apartment. "Fuck me harder, won't you?" The voices are loud yet hushed. "I can handle it. Pummel into me faster if you can." As I walk closer to his apartment at the end of the hallway, I can see his lights are on, and they brighten the darkness saturating the atmosphere in the long passage leading to his front door. His neighbour who lives on the left side of his apartment is never home since he's always doing a night shift somewhere. The apartment on the right side of my boyfriend's place is currently up for sale. My heart freezes in my chest, and my stomach lurches. Maybe the left-side apartment guy who's prone to working long nights so much so he can proudly call himself a workaholic finally got himself a life and a girlfriend?Tell me why that can't be true?Please remind me of a valid reason, brain."Oh baby, yes, yes, yes, oh bloody fuck yes." The
EVERETT"Bring me another one." The bartender refills my drink. "And then another one, please." I wave my hand in front of the bartender, hoping to catch his attention as I rest my other hand on the counter. "I'd like another gin and tonic." Then I snort. "Maybe you can alternate it with a cosmopolitan since I like to keep my palette awake."The bartender takes a step back, his eyebrows climbing to his hairline as he pushes my hand back towards me."Isn't there someone you can call right now?" His face fills with genuine concern. "The sorry tale you've told me just about now makes me wary of your drinking tonight. Just do yourself a favour and call a cab, and I'll help you into it."I pull out my phone and try to unlock the screen, but I fail to put in the correct passcode. After three failed tries, I finally get on the inside of my phone and tap the call button of a recently called cab service. Then, I bring the drink sitting in front of me right to my lips, spilling some on the coun
WAYLONHer eyes are red with tears. They gush out as if someone has turned on a faucet. I didn't expect to be at the end of comforting someone, not since. . ."I caught my best friend sleeping with my boyfriend in his apartment." She quietens down. "It was our third-year anniversary." She runs a hand through her hair as she wipes the tears with the back of her hand. I watch her do that until I can't control myself from touching her. I have this overwhelming need to hug her tightly and caress her hair. I don't know where this urge is coming from within me. My heart is distant from catching feelings, and me having feelings like this for her is almost beyond the horizon. "They betrayed me, both of them." So, I offer her what I can. I grab her palm tightly, tugging at it, hoping she feels what I'm feeling. "Why did they do that to me?"She didn't deserve this.Nobody deserves to be cheated upon by the love of their life.I can feel her pain when I shouldn't."Your boyfriend is a fuckhead.
WAYLONAfter putting Ms Fischer in a cab, I take a long walk home because I feel like it. There are a lot of things on my mind, and some of them are about her. Never in a million years did I think I would find a woman this beautiful and intoxicating.When she told me about her cheating boyfriend as tears ran down her face, I couldn't help but keep watching her eyes since I was spellbound.That was probably the first time I found a woman beautiful while she was crying.My feet knock a small pebble to the side of the road. My phone starts ringing somewhere in my pocket. Without caring about who's calling me, I fish the phone out of my pocket and bring it to my ears, automatically picking the call up."Hey, baby." The woman on the static speaks. It takes me a moment to realise it's Andie. "Why didn't you come to pick up your card today at the bar-r-r?" She slurs her words. "You know I had been waiting for you?""I had work, Andie." My fingers massage my eyes. "Didn't we have this convers
EVERETTWhen Waylon calms down a little, I take his face in my palms and mentally prepare to ask him what's going on in his mind as I watch his shoulders slump and shake. With an unsure hand, I pull him into my chest. Hugging him tightly against my chest, I run my fingers through his hair."I need you as much as you need me, Mr Thorne."He sucks in a deep breath and makes an odd noise at the back of his throat. But he doesn't say anything."I want you in my life, Waylon." Softly, I whisper next to his earlobe. "You're very much needed. Never forget that."Still looking down at his hands, he sniffles loudly."Why are you crying, Mr Thorne?" I slowly chew on the inside of my lower lip. "Is something bothering you?" Exhaling, I try to offer him a comforting small smile. "Maybe I can lend you an ear and hear you out if you want to tell me what's bothering you. At least I can hear all about your problems."He shakes his head softly."It's nothing.""It's not not nothing." Growing unusually
WAYLONI watch her fall asleep in my arms as she softly moans, taking deep breaths. When I caress the side of her head, she melts into my chest and exhales with another sweet whimper that's like music to my ears. I love the sounds she's making. I never thought Ms Fischer would be so vocal in bed. Also, I never thought that she would ask me to be inside her.Gosh, that was so hot.I can't believe I've reached for her, and she accepted me for what I am and let me do that to her.Being inside her was extra hot.Caressing her face as she sleeps on her side, I wrap my free arm around her back, pulling her closer to my chest than she already is. Patting the back of her head, I wonder if this passionate night was a culmination of our longing for each other. Maybe we were supposed to wind in bed sooner rather than later. It also explains the loneliness formerly building within me, wanting an escape so I can breathe easily and live my life the way I want to. And being with Everett, I recall th
EVERETT The second the cab pulls up in front of the apartment building, the driver loudly announces we are there. His voice wakes me abruptly from my short-lived shut-eye, and I jolt back a little, but I don't get hurt. Blinking my eyes, I take in the manly hands that hold me in place. Sighing, I realise that Waylon's arms have been around me all this while. His protective arms held me as I had been sleeping on the way home. The moment I zero in on Waylon's facial features, I notice Waylon yawning slightly, as he has been nodding off beside me since his head was resting atop mine, and now he's moving his head side to side to stretch his neck muscles. Making an odd noise in the back of my throat, I slowly lick my lips. Staring at my hands in my lap, I watch him undo the cuffs around his wrists while his arm is still around my shoulder. He slowly straightens himself as he breaks our embrace. Clumsily, he retrieves his hand from resting around my shoulder, glances at my face and offers m
EVERETTGetting into the backseat after Waylon, I stare at him sideways without turning to face him as I watch him adjust his neck against the leather head restraint and sink into it with a sigh. He anxiously moves his knee as his fingers thrum against the fabric of his pants as he stares at the city road outside the car. The conversation we had before we set foot in the cab was something. It makes me wonder if my decision to let him in my apartment this late at night is wrong as I set down the wet umbrella over the back dash.If he didn't want to see me, he wouldn't have been here, sitting next to me.But what if something goes wrong between us tonight?And even if it does, would I hold him fully accountable for that since I said yes to this situation and put myself willingly into it?If things go right, will it be everything I wanted the night to be?Or will I regret it the next day when I wake up and face him at work?Shaking my head to rid myself of spiralling thoughts, I put my f
WAYLON"Oh. I'm sorry, Ms Fischer. I know I'm imposing on you." My eyes rest over the top of her head, and I can see her long hair caressing her shoulders. Her delicate hands hug my waist from the side as she walks beside me. She's helping me walk to the door. Who knew I would drink this much? "Can you call the cab company again? I can wait outside till they can get here.""I'll wait with you." She offers me a little smile. "It's late, and it's raining. It might not be safe to be alone outside, especially when it's difficult for you to stand upright and walk to the door."Shaking my head, I dismiss her statement."You don't need to worry about that. I'll be fine.""Here you go." Ms Fischer playfully pats my back when we finally step outside the restaurant's front door. Then she pulls out an umbrella from her bag and puts it over our heads, covering my head more than hers. I slide my arm across her waist and pull her closer to me. Then I release her from my touch. The sudden action ta
WAYLONDriving back home, I can feel my heart twist in regret. I wish Ms Fischer wouldn't have picked out that photograph from that cluttered mess.How did it even get there?The memories threaten to spill back into my life, but I put a tight lid on them and shove them to the back of my mind. I won't let what has happened in the past mingle with my reality, and I won't let any of that damned time become a part of my present again.Fenella and her reminders can kiss my ass.Pulling my ear pods out of the glove box and putting them in my ear, I start a call from my car's dashboard to Finn, thinking I can use the distraction.After a few long rings, my best friend picks up."Hey, are you in a meeting or something?"After a long beat, he speaks."No, I'm not in a meeting, but I was going through some approval requests. Why are you calling me right now, Way?""Would you like to go get some beers?"He sighs."What has made you change your mind? I mean, why now? Of all the times I have asked
EVERETT"The food tastes awesomely good." I stare at Mr Thorne sideways, wondering if he's enjoying his sandwich as he takes a big bite out of it. The fries in his takeaway box sit untouched, so I pick some up and bring it to my lips. I slowly munch on the food before putting a palm over my lips while talking. "The fries are good too."Mr Thorne takes another bite out of his food, staring at me sideways when my hand reaches into his meal to get another set of fries."If you wanted fries, you should have ordered your own. It was my treat anyway, so you didn't have to feel shy about it.""Aren't you snarky about sharing food?"He shakes his head slowly."I'm a little snarky about sharing my fries, considering how less often I touch them." He thins his lips. "That's it. There's nothing more to it than that."Running my fingers through my hair, I scoff."I wasn't shy about ordering fries. Not really." I lick my lips. "It's just that I thought their fries would be soggy, but these turned o
EVERETT"Are you not going home yet?" I knock on the door softly with the back of my knuckles as I stand with a foot inside the office room's threshold. His eyes stop at the file in my hands. "This was another document I prepared alongside the annual budgeting reports. It'll come in handy to cover the press release that should go out with the announcement of the new collaboration. Maybe it'll help the copywriting team with their article." I run a hand through my hair. "It was just that we left in such a hurry to the meeting that I forgot to bring it to you.""That's no problem," Mr Thorne muses, his eyes warming under the glow of the cool white hanging lamps. "I'll go through it when I have the time."In a way, through his words, he decides to alienate me. I put my hands behind my back as I stare at him expectantly, looking for an opening, maybe something that reinstates our earlier moment of intimacy. But his chilly exterior thwarts any prospects of an emotional exchange.I don't und
EVERETT"Thank you for backing me up in the meeting with Mrs Williams." Exhaling another long sigh, I peer out from the passenger's side car window. "I can't believe I hadn't stood up to her in such a long time, but having you there definitely gave me the strength to do that." Pivoting my head to face Mr Thorne, I offer him a small smile. "I can't thank you enough. It was nice to have someone on my side and speaking for Cody and my family."Mr Thorne steals a glance at me, taking in my facial features."I'm glad you thought it was a friendly gesture." He puts his eyes back on the road. "Somewhere in my head, I thought I might be offending you." Then he swallows hard, and the bump on his throat visibly bobs up and down. "I'm sorry about calling myself your boyfriend in there. Really sorry about that."He coughs breathlessly to hide his embarrassment."You weren't doing that at all." I chuckle awkwardly. "I mean, you weren't offending me." Running a hand through my hair, I shake my head