A bad feeling

Tom's POV

"I don't understand what you're saying," 

I was in Finn's hideout. The gnarly one that was found downtown New York. The same one that made my skin crawl every single time I walked into it. Not because it repulsed me. But because it reminded me too much of the past.  

The past before Tom Harrison that got married to Eve. It wasn't a very sightly one. And I hated anything that reminded me of that past. Anything like the tall buff men standing at the door, laughing among themselves behind me.  

They had laughed the same way when I stepped out of my car and walked into the house. As if they knew something I didn't know. I didn't like the feeling that was caused in my stomach. Made me feel queasy and weak, like a fucking pathetic fool.  

But the last thing I was, was pathetic. I had sacrificed so much to get to where I was. I had done all I