Chapter 5
-ROWAN-I shouldn't have done that. Indigo is looking at me like I'm some sort of twisted hero. She shouldn't even be looking at me at all. Her innocent green eyes should be focused on the floor and not on my face.
"You called for me, sir," she says respectfully.
"Ms. Reid and her partners will be coming here to speak on the Alpha project. Prepare the board room and bring out the charts." I tell her in a straight voice.
She nods her head and starts to leave the room. Before she crosses the door, I stop her.
"Indigo," I call out, and she turns.
"Sir?" She answers.
"If anyone makes you feel uncomfortable here because of any vile comments, tell me." I tell her in a serious tone. She looks taken aback by my words, but covers it up a second later.
"I'll be fine on my own." She says, puffing out her chest a little, feigning confidence.
"I didn't ask for your opinion on the matter. Something happens, make sure to tell me. If I find out on my own, it won't turn out so well for you." I add a threat in there, and she nods furiously, probably pissed off at my demand.
Give or take thirty minutes after that I'm seated in a board room with fifteen other people—excluding Indigo and I—that I can't stand.
"I've decided that the Asian investors can't be trusted and we should—"
I scowl at Charlotte Reid's incredibly annoying high pitched voice. She sounds like a banshee. I hate attending meetings, but looks like my secretary/wife doesn't.
Indigo is paying attention, and taking down notes next to me. I see some of the men from Reid's company are paying extra attention to her.
They may not be looking at her white button shirt that reveals zero cleavage, but I'm sure their eyes are on her luscious red lips as she bites them unknowingly.
They may be looking at the curve of her neck through her high ponytail. They're probably looking at—
Snap out of it, Rowan! I caution myself and right on cue, Indigo nudges my elbow.
"What?" I whisper-growl at her.
"I think we should carry on with the deal. The Asians are trustworthy, we made a deal with them last year and it was successful." Indigo tells me.
What is she talking about?
I should pay more attention to these things. I turn to Charlotte, that's still laying down a thousand reasons why we shouldn't make a deal with the investors.
"We're making the deal with the investors. I've heard enough." I cut her off harshly and her jaw drops.
She closes it a second later, and huffs.
"I'm your business partner, and I'm telling you the right thing to do. Those people can't be trusted, they'll rob you blind!" Charlotte protests.
"I said that I have heard enough." I emphasize on every word.
She looks like she wants to say more but I give her a stern ugly look that causes her to huff and shut her mouth hole.
"You're all dismissed." I say, and everyone starts to disperse from the room.
-INDIGO-
That was a waste of a meeting.
That Charlotte Reid or whatever she calls herself is an idiot. I doubt she knows anything about business. She's always staring longingly at Mr. Grey and pitching useless ideas.
Not only her, that entire board room needs to be redecorated. There're all incompetent in their work.
I start to gather the files aggressively, so that I can leave the boardroom. I'm almost out of the room, when I see Charlotte Reid blocking the exit.A scowl makes it's way on my lips as I stare at her. She's wearing a full on red power suit with high heels and her makeup seems to be on fleek.
She'd make a better supermodel than a businesswoman, no doubt about that. But the question now is, why is she blocking my path?
"Excuse me," I tell her in a curt tone, I have a million things to do and I'm not in the mood for her pettiness.
"Who are you?" She asks me and I frown.
She can't possibly be asking me such a question. I've been working in this company longer than she's been a business partner to the company.
"I'm Indigo Ma-Grey." I correct myself at the end as a sudden wave of pride flows through me.
"How dare you say that to my face?" She screeches as she grips my forearm and digs her long nails through my shirt and into my skin.
"Let go of me!" I defend myself, trying to push her away from me, but she's unmoving.
"Rowan is mine. Who do you think you are? What did you do to make him marry you? Are you blackmailing him, you whore?" She asks all in one breath, viciously and tears well up in my eyes.
What the hell is wrong with this woman? She might look like a twig but her grip is firm. I can't even get her to budge. Fuck! I can't cry in front of her.
"Now listen to me carefully," she sneers, gripping my other arm and pinning me against a wall. "You may think that because you're married to Rowan that you're something. You're not! You're still a lowlife that will never fit into our world.—
"You may have seduced Rowan into marrying you, but that doesn't change who you are. You're a slut, a whore, a wretched—"
"What the hell is going on here?" A familiar voice snaps and Charlotte immediately lets go of my arms, causing me to fall on the floor helplessly.
"Just showing the lowlife her place," Charlotte says in pride and I don't need to look at Rowan to know that he is angry, he's radiating anger and the whole room is tense.
"Did you just call my wife a lowlife?" He asks in a low disbelieving tone, taking slow steps towards Charlotte.
I see her legs tremble in fear. She should be afraid. What she just did to me violates at least three laws.
"I'll ask you again, did you just call my wife a lowlife?" Rowan repeats, as he now stands head-to-head with Charlotte.
"B-but—" Charlotte starts to stutter and Rowan loses it.
"Indigo is my wife. Any insult to her is an insult to me and I do not take insults very likely." Rowan says in a pissed off tone and Charlotte turns absolutely pale.
"But she's—"
"Mine. I swear on my life, if you ever dare try something like this again with Indigo, I will destroy you, your family, your business, every single thing. And don't doubt my words, because you know I'll do it." He threatens her in a tone I've never heard him use before.
"Get out of my building." He dismisses her like she's a pest.
She doesn't need to be told twice, as she bows her head in shame and scurries away.
When she disappears finally, Rowan turns to me and helps me up from the ground, standing me on my feet. But something is off, his focus is not on my face but lower. My arms, where Charlotte gripped me. They are now bleeding.
"Fuck!" He curses to himself as he runs his fingers through his luscious hair.
He leans his head down to my level, causing us to stand face to face. I can smell his breath, mint mixed with a hint of coffee. Two unlike scents that arouse something in me.
"I—" words fail me in that moment as his electric Prussian blue eyes stroke mine.
I can't look away, neither can he. Our breaths are heavy and there's something in the air hanging around us. Something that is not supposed to be felt between an employer and his employee.
Mr. Grey casually ignores the spark in the air around us and sweeps me off my feet. Literally. He carries me up to his chest, bridal style and helps me all the way to the lobby of the building, ignoring the curious looks thrown our way by fellow employees.
He takes me into his car and gently places me on the passenger seat, before turning to the driver seat and locking the doors of his Porsche. He starts to drive off in the direction of his mansion in top speed.
I want to tell him to calm down, but I don't. I let my heart jump up and down in fear and adrenaline, watching him maneuver through the streets in anger.
Yes, he looks deadly angry. At who?
It can't be me. He's probably angry at Charlotte and what she did to me. I don't dare tell him to calm down before he passes his aggression to me. My eyes trail over his tight jawline and hard muscles.
That is, until the car stops, and I see that we're back in Mr. Grey's mansion. He carries me inside the mansion and to the kitchen, where he places me on a kitchen stool.
He starts to open up all the cabinets, searching for something.
"What are you doing?" I ask him in curiosity, and of course he chooses to ignore me.
He brings out a first aid kit from one of the cabinets and sets it on the kitchen island. He opens the box and takes out a few things.
"Take off your shirt." He commands and I gasp, horrified at his demand.
"What?" I ask. Maybe I might have heard him wrong.
"I want to check your arms. Take off your shirt." He explains a bit, through his teeth. Like he's in the one in pain here. My mouth forms an 'O' in realization.
I try to take off my shirt but my upper arms hurt. I can't take it off on my arm. I turn to look at Mr. Grey but his attention is on an ointment cap, as he tries to turn it open.
"Mr. Grey, I can't..." I trail off, glancing at my arms, and he looks up to see me. That's when he realizes that he'll have to do this himself.
His eyes widens at the situation. He was not prepared to do this himself.
"Excuse me." He says in a voice unlike his own as he walks out from the kitchen and in the direction of the downstairs bathroom.
Will he able to do this? We both didn't sign up for such intimate things. I'm wearing a singlet underneath but still. He'll still touch my skin, see it.
I don't want him to. It'll change the dynamic of everything. This is all Charlotte's fault, she's the cause of the awkwardness that's about to happen between Mr. Grey and I.
I hear sharp footsteps from behind me and I see that Mr. Grey has taken off his suit jacket and rolled the sleeves of his white button shirt up to his elbows. The first three stops of the shirt are also unbuttoned.
To say he looks regal right now is an understatement. His luscious hair is still in its neat bun, leaving small strands at the front.
I have no idea why he insists to grow his hair long, but it is working well for him.
He gets to me and I change my position on the stool. Resting my back against the kitchen counter and facing the wall in front of me, widening my legs.
Thank heavens, I'm wearing pants today. I wonder how this would've happened with me in a skirt.
Mr. Grey occupies the space in between my legs and hear courses through my legs. He steps in closer, ensuring that there's less than two inches in between us.
Why is everywhere so hot all of a sudden? I blow out a breath, slightly forgetting that there is a man in front of me. My breath fans his face and he gives me an indecipherable look.
"Let's get this over with." He mutters in a curt tone, as his hands touch my the top of my shirt and I shiver.
This is going to be torture.
Chapter 6-INDIGO- Mr. Grey's hands are cold. Mr. Grey is awfully slow. Mr. Grey is dangerously handsome. These thoughts skip spinning in my head. He loosens the buttons of my shirt slowly, with his fingers grazing my almost see-through singlet. He takes time doing each of the buttons, and there are a lot of buttons. Is he feeling the same amount of heat I am feeling? If he is, his expression gives nothing away. As usual. He has the best control over his emotions I have ever seen. I'm sure not even the angels knows what is spinning inside that head of his. He's so unreadable. And it's annoying. Very very annoying. As he gets to the upper part of my shirt, I start to shiver. I'm tempted to moan at his slow touch but I control myself. His eyes still show nothing. Is he that unimpressed with my body? Not even a single groan or a breathless sigh. Wait a second, why am I even concerned about what he feels towards me? I shouldn't even be thinking like this. He's my empl
Chapter 7 -INDIGO- Everything is back to normal now. Well, as normal as things can be when you're married to a billionaire and working for him. "So, you're trying to say you and Mr. Grumpy pants have been married for close to two weeks and you guys haven't done anything dirty yet?" Matilda asks me and I nod slowly. I continue to ask myself, time and time again, why am I friends with Matilda Fuentes? She is literally the most annoying person to ever walk on this earth. But one thing she knows how to do is to pry out personal information from a person. After delivering morning coffee to Mr. Grey, he dismissed me like a pest in front of her and Matilda—the real pest—started to pester me for information. She asked about Mr. Grey and I sexual lives and I told her that we don't have any. To say she was shocked is an understatement. How hard is it to believe that two responsible adults that are married are not having sex? Apparently for Matilda, it's very hard. She sighs, lean
Chapter 8-INDIGO- Is it just me or has Mr. Grey become more cruel and grumpy than he used to be, before we got married? "Indigo, I'm not paying you to stare into space. Sort out the files faster!" My husband cuts into my thoughts with a sharp voice. Nope, it's not just me. Before we got married, he never use to order me around like some slave. He had some unspoken respect towards me. But now, all that is gone. I'm like some kind of errand girl to him all of a sudden. It's all 'Indigo, do this!' 'Indigo, do that!' 'Indigo!' 'Indigo!' 'Indigo!' Ugh! I'm starting to get sick and tired of my own name.I seriously have no idea what I'm doing. Mr. Grey just rang me up and told me to sort out files into his locker. His exact words were 'Indigo! Sort out these fines!' He didn't even tell me what order to do it in. Who the hell does that?! It's because I'm readily at his disposal. That must be the only reason why. "Yes, sir," I say respectfully in contrast to how I actually feel
Chapter 9-ROWAN-I've lost my mind. That's the only reasonable explanation for the things I have been doing lately. Marriage is horrible. There should be a cover for marriage spelling out 'Do not do this. You will run mad.'Yes, surely it must be marriage madness. Nothing else. That is the main reason why I sent for Indigo to come to my office and asked her to review reports that are perfectly okay.Madness is the only valid reason why I am straining my eyes, trying to look for a cleavage between the tightly knitted turtleneck that Indigo is wearing.As if she notices my heavy gaze on her, she immediately looks up. I frown at her. Her face is even more of a distraction than her body."Mr. Grey?" She calls out in a sweet voice. "What?" I spit harshly, I shouldn't give off any vibe that I actually like the sound of her voice. What am I even saying? I do not like her voice. I do not like anything about her. She is Indigo, my secretary wife that I will divorce after six months. That
Chapter 10-ROWAN-"Is it too early to file for a divorce?" I ask Jax in a serious tone.He laughs, probably thinking I'm joking. I wait it out for a few seconds before he calms down and realizes that I'm not joking. "Is being married that bad?" He asks, with humor laced in his tone."It's horrible." I say, gulping down half the contents of my glass and slamming it against the table in front of us, harshly. "She's everywhere. I wake up, she's there. I'm at work, she's there. I'm eating, she's there. I can't stand it! It's like she's a witch!" I growl in frustration and Jax chuckles.He thinks it's a joke. I'm starting to suspect Indigo of witchcraft. It's not normal to be everywhere, every single thing. Even when I don't see her, I think of her. Of her voice, of her face, of her body, of her eyes, of her everything. I'm losing it. My sanity. She's the cause of it all. We've only been married for two weeks and I'm fed up. How am I supposed to manage five months and two more weeks
Chapter 11-ROWAN-"It's time for you to do those things you said you would do to me soon." Indigo says in a seductive voice and I'm at a loss for words.I clear my throat awkwardly and take a good look at the woman beside me. She's biting her lips and continuously winking at me.Sober Indigo would never do this. This is her intoxicated self. Indigo that almost never looks up at my face, this is just the drink talking.But still, my body reacts to everything she does. Temptation. Temptation. Temptation. That is what this woman is. She starts to thread on my left arm, humming an upbeat sound which is very annoying. "Stop it," I warn her in a sharp tone. She sighs heavily, before placing her head against the glass. "Ugh! You're such a fun sponge!" She remarks, flaying her arms mid-air, and I frown. She turns away from me and starts to trace her seat belt with her finger nails playfully, making a weird sound. I should be staring at the road, but every two seconds, my eyes glance at
Chapter 12-INDIGO-"Ah, my head!" I groan loudly as I try to open my eyes.I slowly take a sitting position on my bed, before opening my eyes fully. I look around me and it's still somewhat dark. The light entering through the closed windows are dim, so I take it the sun hasn't risen fully yet. I check the alarm clock by my side to see that it's 5:32am. Shit! I'm supposed to wake up before five. Why didn't my alarm go off? Oh, my gosh, I'm going to be late for work if I don't get up now. Everything is spinning as I take weird shaky steps to the bathroom. As I turn on the shower and step underneath, a memory slams through me. "It's time for you to do those things you said you would do to me soon." No no no no no no no no. That was not me. I was not the one who said those words to Mr. Grey.What the hell was I thinking?Memories of everything that happened last night floods my mind and a shiver runs down my spine. I can't believe I did all those things last night.Oh no! I knew I
Chapter 13-INDIGO-I catch a cab back to the house and I simmer in anger all the way. Once I get to the house, I stomp through the halls and head for my room.Annoying, infuriating Rowan Grey!What does he expect me to do all alone in the house? I kick off my shoes and take off my jacket. I drop my shades by my bedside.I plop on the bed, tiredly. Why does he always boss me around? I know he's my boss, but still? He never actually talks to any other of his employees the way he does with me.It's just so infuriating.My back hits the bed, I scoot my body deeper into it so that I can lie down better. Once I'm comfortable, I intertwine my fingers on top of my stomach and look up to the ceiling.This is my life now.I wonder if my parents are up in heaven, looking down at me. They're probably disappointed. I was their model child, I never did anything wrong while growing up. Never told a lie, never cheated, heck, I never even associated with boys.Now look at me, I've gotten myself into
Epilogue-INDIGO-"I feel hot. I don't know why. Do you feel hot as well? Or is it just me?" I rant to Matilda and Henry.Matty places her hands on my bare shoulders to caress me. "Indy, you're hyperventilating right now. Cool it." She says, and I realize that she's right.My chest is heaving up and down in an erratic manner. I feel like my head is about to explode. I don't know if it's because I'm nervous or if it's because of something else entirely.Why am I nervous a person might ask? Well, that's because I'm getting married today. Yep, you heard that right. I'm getting married to Rowan today. Again. We're going to have an official wedding today.It all started last two months after Frederick got arrested. The proceedings for the court were wrapped really quickly because of the confession I had. Charlotte and Frederick got long prison sentences. Rowan and I started to hang out more. Though I didn't return back to the company. Instead, I'm now working for Henry's restaurant with no
Chapter 71-INDIGO-"He might not have proof, but I do." I say as I step into the room, holding up my phone with a sardonic smirk on my face.Frederick pales immediately at the sight of me. "Wh-what are you doing here?" He stumbles on his words.I turn my attention to Rowan and throw him a sympathetic look. "I'm sorry for ever doubting you, Rowan. When I saw you with Charlotte, I just totally lost it. I thought- I thought so many things and I needed time to think and reflect."I thought about it so hard. But you never liked Charlotte, did you? Even before you got married to me, you hated sharing meetings with her. I thought about it and found it so hard that you would want to bed her. It all sounded so mixed up to me."I came here today to ask you more questions about it, then I ran into your conversation with this man," I spit out with venom laced in my voice. "I couldn't be sure what was happening, but since I've always known that he's a no-good sleazebag, something in the back of
Chapter 70-ROWAN-Ah, shit. Shit, shit, shit. I've finally done it. I've ruined my life through and through. I take a huge gulp from the champagne bottle in my hand and set it harshly against the bar slab."Fuck." I curse out loud. This is all my fault. If I had just told Indigo the truth when I found out maybe things wouldn't turned out this way.I was so fucking foolish to think that pushing her away was going to help matters in anyway. I didn't think things through that time, and my decisions are now biting me hard in the ass. I wish I was more sensible.I take another huge gulp from the champagne bottle, then groan loudly afterwards. I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside. Nothing in my entire life has ever hurt this bad. Absolutely nothing.Heartbreak is the worst pain imaginable. I never thought it was but now that I'm feeling it, I know it is. Indigo hates me now. There's no coming back from that. I bet she's going to move on from me sooner than later, leaving me a
Chapter 69-INDIGO-I can't believe the scene in front of me.Rowan and Charlotte are kissing. I feel like my head and my heart are about to explode. I can't think straight. I'm shivering all over.My exclamation makes them pull apart from each other. Charlotte, who is wearing a thin silky robe, breaks into a sly smile as she notices me. While Rowan, there's guilt all over his expression.So he knows that he's done something bad. This isn't even supposed to be hurting me the way that it is but I can't help myself. I knew him to be a liar and betrayer but not a cheat. Never a cheat.I guess I was wrong about that too.Tears prick the corner of my eyes but I try as much as I can to suck them back in with little to no success.Rowan reaches for me, but I flinch away, not wanting his dirty hands to touch me."Indigo, it's not what it looks like. I can explain." He says in a desperate tone as he pushes Charlotte away and starts to walk towards me.I'm backing away from the door, shaking my
Chapter 68-INDIGO-I don't know why I keep thinking about Joshua's words. It's been two days and still. I still can't get over it."How much he loves you..."Loves me? Rowan doesn't love me. He only Loves himself and his lies so why can't I get it out of my mind? Anyways, since I have no job now, thanks to the lying bastard, I have to start updating my CV to find a better one.Henry offered me a spot in his company but I'm still thinking about it. I don't want to be the girl who divorced a billionaire and now works for said billionaire's best friend. It has an odd ring to it.Though it would be very beneficial. I'd have a friend at work, Henry, and I can bet that his working environment won't be as toxic as Rowan's. Henry is a much nicer person. Or worse comes to worse, I could take up a waiting job at his cool ship restaurant.I think that's even a better odd. I miss that place so much. I hate that my first and only memory of it is tainted with a man named Rowan Grey. My goodness, e
Chapter 67-INDIGO-"Hi, guys." I say to everyone as I step into the kitchen.Matilda, Jax, and Henry are all caught off guard at the sight of me. I mean, I haven't read the room that Jax graciously spared to me since the day Rowan came by.They've been the ones to come checking up on me and all of that. Yep, I've been heavily depressed but last night, I don't know. I had this self discovery thing happen to me during a whack dream I had.I can't keep pining over Rowan my entire life. It's not like I'm the first person in the one who has been lied to, betrayed, and heartbroken, nor am I going to be the last.I'm not going to let a little set back in my love life predict the rest of my entire life. I had a pep talk with myself. Yes, I know it's going to be incredibly hard but I need to move on.Find a new job, a new house, something to love for. Rowan has moved on, he hasn't been back at the house, he hasn't been pining over the place, begging for another chance do why should I be the o
Chapter 66-ROWAN-Fuck, I can't think straight anymore. Everything is all blurry in my head, my eyes, my everywhere. But I have to attend this meeting.Even if it's just to tell the investors fuck themselves. The cab driver that drove me tontge office kept asking me if I was okay? What the fuck is that question all about?Can he see that I'm not fucking okay? I can't even remember the last time that I was okay. Wait, scratch that. I can remember. It was when I was with Indigo. When she was looking at me like I was the most important thing to her in her entire life.I just had to ruin that. When I get down from the cab, I stumble on my tracks. A few people on the streets throw curious glances my way but I ignore them. I don't give a shit about all of that.I choke on a cough as I manage to get through the front door of the building and into the lobby of my company. Everyone freezes as they spot me. It's been a while since I came to the office.Without her it doesn't feel worth it anym
Chapter 65-INDIGO-Rowan's eyes go dead at my words. Perhaps he was expecting me to listen to what he had to say and continue deluding myself blindly. But I'm not going to do that."You heard her, Rowan. Just go." Matilda points at the door as she speaks. Rowan stares at me, hoping that the last few seconds was just a figment of his imagination and I hadn't truly just told him that I would murder him if he got too close.Sadly, it's not. I harden my expression more and better. When he sees that I'm not budging. He sighs and his face falls. "Believe me, I'm sorry." He says one last time before steering around and walking out of the house.Once I can no longer make out his figure, I let out a choked sob as I fall to the ground, smashing my kneecaps against the cold hard tiles hard. The loud sound seems to pull Matilda's and Jax's attention as they rush to my aid.They try to help me to stand up but I'm totally a mess. I hear myself blubbering and spewing out useless rants. I cry and cr
Chapter 64-INDIGO-"Do you want ice cream?" Matilda asks and I shake my head, clutching onto my blanket tightly."Should I turn on the tv?" Henry asks and I shake my head."Should we run a bath for you or something?" Everyone of us turn to stare at Jax, he shrugs. I shake my head.I want to be happy. I want everything that's happened within the last two days to be a dream, a nightmare, that I'd just wake up from one morning and let out a sigh of relief. I want to be able to go back to the mansion to prepare breakfast for the person I thought I love.I want to not feel so horrible and betrayed all the time. I want to be able to eat without the good tasting sour and causing me throw up. I want to be able to smile without having to cry afterwards. I just want what I lost.I don't say any of that though. It sounds very pathetic in my head, I don't think I could summon the courage to actually say it out loud. So instead of voicing out of my thoughts and freeing myself. I shake my head and