CHAPTER 78: Something I shouldn't know

MILES:

To add to all that, I have had to visit the hospital more frequently than even when I initially got the surgery. My heart ached all the time, and my nightmares became more frequent and vivid. It was like I was living that bad dream of watching someone get murdered. Grenada often told me during each visit, “Miles, this is a matter of the heart. I mean, love. You are heartbroken. Nothing is wrong with your health.”

“Stop kidding me. I don't love. I only do flings and that is the end. Run more tests to make sure my body isn't up to something.”

“Miles, your body is fine. More than you accept, you loved Meredith.”

At the mention of her heart, I had flared up. “Grenada, today will be the last time you will mention that name. She is in the past and that is it. I am going to look for the details about this heart donor to make sure that I won't be needing anything from his or her body soon.”

“That is against the rules.”

“I wasn't proposing. I will do it. I have my ways. You brush i