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The Pain And Anger I Feel

Author: Abiola Akintewe
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN

The Pain And The Anger I Feel

Alexander's POV

The hardest thing I had done in the last few years is trying to move on, I just couldn't do it.

I hate to admit that I am weak, but yes, I am a very weak man, I couldn't move on.

My own life had remained the same way since that incident, I couldn't do anything without the though of Emily, I couldn't do without thinking about her.

How was I supposed to do that? Emily was all I had, she was all I ever had and all I was ever going to have. No one can ever take her place in my life no matter how hard they try, she will always be with me, she will always be in my heart.

I sighed, my life had been so miserable since that happened, it was like I was glued to one position and I just couldn't move, Emily was my strength, and how was I supposed to move without strength?

She was my motivation, she was the one who kept me going, but how was I supposed to do all that without Emily?

She had been on that for years, she never opened her
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