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Dream Vs. Reality

Author: J Cruz
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

That realization took Wyoming out for a loop. Sometimes, it feels to her like she lives not just a double life but a triple life with no sense of who she is anymore.

She was so confused.

Only a few weeks into this charade, and this early, she already felt lost, feeling an overwhelming sense of indecision and losing her direction.

She has started to lose sight of what she intended to do from the beginning. She had forgotten that all these things are just temporary - gone within a year.

She felt like she walked straight into a series of mazes with no end in sight.

She had been too caught up with the present that she had forgotten what kind of future awaited her. A bubble gurgled in her throat. In this story, there was no happy ending waiting for her, a mere underling. She had to stop deluding herself into thinking she was the protagonist when she knew full well she was not.

For a while, she got entranced, but this will all be gone in a poof come morning. Dreams were not made
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