The days blur into each other in the penthouse. Morning fades into afternoon, and evening brings nothing but silence. The silence has become a constant companion—thick, heavy, and inescapable. It fills each edge of this vast, generic space, repeating stronger than any words Alexander and I have exchanged since our wedding night.
I sit by the window in the lounge, my knees tucked underneath me, some tea developing cold in my hands. Outside, the city hums with life, the roads underneath overflowing with individuals who have places to go, lives to live. I envy them. They’re moving forward while I feel stuck—stuck in a marriage that feels more like a transaction, in a life that doesn’t feel like mine. Alexander has been gone most of the day. Not that it's uncommon. He leaves promptly in the morning, his suit impeccably tailored, his expression is quite unreadable, and doesn't return until well after dinner. Sometimes he calls. Sometimes he doesn’t. But when he does come back, the silence between us feels heavier. It’s not hostile, not cold. It’s just... empty. Like we're two strangers occupying a similar space, reluctant — or unfit — to connect the gorge between us. I put my cup down and look at the clock. It's past eight. He ought to be home at this time, but I've quit expecting him that he should stick to any sort of schedule that includes me. I ought to feel relieved that he hasn't arrived to fill the silence with his confined lack of concern. But I’m not. The sound of the elevator breaks through my thoughts. I hear the soft chime, then, at that point, the snap of the penthouse entryway opening. My heartbeat enlivens automatically, and I disdain myself for it. At the point when Alexander steps inside, he says nothing. He shrugs off his coat, loosens his tie, and strolls directly to the bar toward the edge of the room. He pours a drink for himself , the amber liquid getting the light as it twirls in the glass. I watch him briefly, uncertain whether to talk or remain silent. The air feels charged, however I can't determine whether it's strain or something different. “Long day?” I finally ask, my voice hesitant, testing the waters. He looks at me briefly, his demeanor muddled. "Busy," he says just, taking a taste of his drink. I nod, uncertain what else to say. The words feel hollow, just like every interaction we’ve had since the wedding. “Do you always work this late?” I press, trying to keep the conversation going. It seems like trying in vain, however I can't stand the quietness any longer. Alexander puts his glass down on the counter, turning to face me. His gaze is sharp, almost piercing. “Yes. It’s necessary.” Necessary. Of course. Everything about him is efficient, calculated, and necessary. There's no space for anything more — not really for warmth, not so much for connection. "I see," I mumble, peering down at my hands. I disdain how little I feel under his look, similar to a kid attempting to figure out a world very muddled for her to comprehend. "Is there something you want, Leila?" he asks, his tone even yet edged with restlessness. I bite my lip, hesitating. What do I say to that? That I need him to act like my husband? That I need him to see me, to acknowledge me as more than just an obligation? Yet, I can't express any of that. I don't have the boldness. "No," I say at long last, shaking my head. “I just... wanted to talk.” He studies me for a moment, his expression softening slightly, but it’s so fleeting I wonder if I imagined it. Then he nods, picking up his drink again. “We can talk,” he says, gesturing toward the couch. I blink, surprised. He’s never offered to talk before. It seems like a little triumph, however I have no clue about what I'll say since the opportunity has presented itself. "What is it that you need to discuss?" he asks, his tone nearly... inquisitive I hesitate, searching for the right words. “I... I want to understand,” I begin slowly, my voice trembling slightly. “I want to understand how this is supposed to work. This... marriage.” His demeanor doesn't change, yet I notice the manner in which his jaw fixes, just somewhat. "It works how it was intended to," he says. “You’re here. I’m here. We fulfill our roles.” “And what are our roles, exactly?” I ask, my voice firmer now. “Because right now, I feel like I’m just... existing in your world without any purpose.” Alexander leans back, his gaze never leaving mine. “Your purpose is to be my wife. To support me when necessary. To represent this marriage with dignity and grace.” “Dignity and grace?” I repeat, my frustration bubbling to the surface. “Is that all you expect from me? To smile and nod and play the perfect wife while you live your life however you want?” He doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he takes one more taste of his drink, his look insightful. "I anticipate that you should figure out the terms of our arrangement, Leila," he says at last. "And to acknowledge them." The words hit me like a punch to the stomach. “Accept them?” I echo, my voice rising. “How am I supposed to accept this, Alexander? This isn’t a marriage. This is... this is a prison.” His eyes flash, a flicker of something sharp and dangerous passing through them. “A prison?” he repeats, his voice low but charged. “"Do you think I don't feel the same way?" The inquiry surprises me. I gaze at him, my heart beating. "What are you referring to?" “This arrangement,” he says, his tone hardening. “Do you think I wanted this? Do you think I enjoy being tied to a woman I barely know because of some deal our families made?” His words sting, however there's something different underneath them — something crude and genuine that I didn't anticipate. "I didn't request this possibly," I say, my voice shaking. "However, I'm attempting. I'm attempting to figure out it, to track down a lifestyle choice with it. And all I get from you is quiet." Alexander exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. For a moment, he looks almost... human. Vulnerable. “Silence is easier, Leila,” he says softly. “It’s safer.” The confirmation lingers palpably between us, weighty and implicit. I don't know what to say to that. I don't have the foggiest idea how to overcome any barrier between us when it seems like we're both trapped in our own cages . "I don't need quiet," I say at last, my voice barely over a murmur.. “I want... I want something real.” Alexander looks at me then, really looks at me, and for the first time, I see something in his eyes that I can’t quite name. Regret, maybe. Or longing. But it’s gone as quickly as it appeared. "Genuine isn't a possibility for us," he says, his voice cold once more. "This is the truth we need to live with." I feel the tears prickling at the sides of my eyes,but I refuse to let them fall. Instead , I nod, standing up from the couch. “I understand,” I say quietly. “Thank you for clarifying.” “"Leila — " he starts, however I don't allow him to wrap up. I leave, going to the room before he can see the tears that are presently gushing down my face. As I close the door behind me, I rest up against it, my chest hurling with quiet wails. I don't have the foggiest idea how to live this way. I don't have the foggiest idea how to get by in a marriage that feels more like a combat zone than an partnership. But, as I sink to the floor, I feel a flash of something somewhere inside me — a flash of resistance, of assurance. I might not have picked this life, however I'll be doomed assuming I let it annihilate me. As I clear the tears from my cheeks, I hear the weak sound of voices outside the bedroom door. Alexander is on the phone, his tone low and urgent. I press my ear to the door, stressing to hear, and my blood runs cold at the words that reach me. "She's not ready yet, but she will be. I'll ensure it.The evening feels different from the others. There's an unpretentious change in the air, a slight pressure that I can't exactly put. It's like something is going to occur — something that could either break us apart or unite us. I sit in the lounge area, tinkering with my fork, not really tasting the food before me. I've never been a lot of an eater, however this evening, the food feels particularly unappealing. The lavish dishes Alexander ordered are all fine dining, too rich and elaborate for my simple tastes. The flavors are too bold, too fancy, and I find myself pushing the food around on my plate, lost in thought. Across from me, Alexander is focused on his phone, eyes flicking from the screen to his glass of wine. He doesn’t look up at me. The distance between us is as it always has been—an unspoken wall that neither of us has bothered to address. But then, something shifts. Just a flicker, a small moment, but it’s enough to make my heart skip a beat. “Leila,” he says sud
The world I’ve entered feels like an entirely different realm—a futuristic terrain of gleaming glass and steel illuminated by artificial lights. Every detail of Alexander’s life radiates a level of perfection that feels beyond my understanding, let alone my ability to replicate.It’s a world where people wear confidence like armor, where wealth is the only language spoken, and where the air feels thinner, sharper, as though it’s been conditioned for someone stronger than me.Tonight is the first of many events Alexander has insisted I attend with him. A charity gala. A routine part of his life, but for me, it feels like a performance I wasn’t trained for. My gown clings too tightly to my frame, the shoes pinch my feet, and every smile I offer feels like it’s held together with invisible threads that might snap at any moment.“Relax,” Alexander says beside me as we step into the grand ballroom. His voice is low, smooth, but there’s no warmth in it. It’s a command not reassurance.“I’m
The morning light is simply starting to channel through the blinds of our penthouse, creating long shaded areas across the cleaned floors. The city outside murmurs with life, the usual chaos of blaring vehicles and the blur of individuals hurrying to their next destination. Yet, inside, everything is still. The air feels as if it's not moving, as if it's holding its breath, waiting there expecting something.I sit at the kitchen island, gazing down at a cup of coffee that has gone cold. My fingers twist around the porcelain, however my mind is somewhere else. It's been right around fourteen days since I moved into this penthouse, and I've become used to the quiet between Alexander and me. The briskness, however, still present, feels less choking out now, more like a far-off murmur. Yet, it's still there, waiting like a shadow I can't exactly shake off.Just as I take a sip of the now tepid coffee, the lift tolls, signalling Alexander's return. He steps into the room, his presence as
The phone rings, the sharp, piercing sound pulling me from my thoughts. I look at the screen: ‘‘Dad’’. The name alone sends a shock of frenzy through me, a similar feeling of fear I've felt each time he's called recently. I take a deep breath, attempting to steady my nerves. "Hi?" "Leila," my dad's voice pops through the line, harsh and stressed. "We need to talk." I can hear the heaviness of his words even before he says anything more. The most recent couple of months have been loaded up with cryptic warnings, commitments of 'things improving,' and repeated affirmations that everything was under control. However, I realize it's all falling apart. I can feel it in the pit of my stomach. "What's happening, Father?" I ask my voice scarcely over a murmur. I need to sound quiet, but the nervousness crawling into my chest is almost difficult to shake. "We're in a tough situation," he says gruffly. "The company... it's failing. We can't keep up any longer." I sit down on the edge of
I look fixedly at the clock on the wall, counting the seconds that slip by without anything changing. The quietness between Alexander and me feels heavier tonight. It’s the kind of silence that stretches out into hours, pressing on me, chocking me. I’ve learned how to continue to be in this silence, how to feign it that it doesn’t bother me, that it’s just a part of the arrangement. But, it’s different, tonight.I’ve reached my limit.I can feel this biting emptiness that has been creeping up on me since the day we said our vows. I’ve been endeavouring to ignore it, trying to persuade myself that this is exactly what my life has turned to, that this is the price I pay for saving my family from mess. But tonight, I can’t push the thoughts aside any longer.I’ve had enough.Taking a deep breath, I move in the direction of the man turning over a financial report like it’s the most interesting thing in the world,who’s sitting across the room. His attention is fixed on the papers before hi
The room feels having comparatively little size than usual today, as though the walls are closing in around me. It’s one of those seldom occuring moments when the heaviness of this marriage seems too much to carry. At the far end of the couch Alexander is having his sit, his posture as stiff as ever, his eyes concentrated attention on the business report in his hands. The burden of his quietness presses against me, and I can’t bear it anymore.“Alexander,” I start, my voice quieter than I intend.I know he heard me but he doesn't look up at me,he’s always like this—distant and unreachable.I take a deep breath and try again. “Can we talk?”Finally, he looks up, his intent look cold but sharp. “About what?”I can feel the building of the kind of familiar tension that always lingers between us. The space he keeps is so vast and so impenetrable. But I’m determined to bridge that gap, even if it feels like I’m drowning completely in it.“About us,” I say. “About this marriage.”His jaw cl
The daylight streams through the enormous windows of the penthouse, however it doesn't feel warm. The room is colder than it ought to be. I sit on the edge of the couch, my fingers absentmindedly following the edge of my coffee cup, attempting to discover some similarity to calm. But, it's hard. All that feels like it's getting past me."Leila, we really need to talk."I take a quick look up to find Alexander standing in the doorway, his expression more strained than usual. His suit is perfectly tailored, his dark eyes shadowed, but there's something in his voice that cuts through the stiffness like a sharp dagger. The weight of his words lands heavily in the space between us."About what?" I ask, trying to keep my tone even. But even I can hear the frustration persist in staying beneath the surface.He steps forward, his jaw clenched. "You know damn well what." He makes a gesture slightly at the room, at the whole situation. "The business, the sabotage, the fact that we’re being atta
The boardroom is colder than I remember. Indeed, even the air feels more sterile today, like it's waiting for something to change. The sound of the door closing behind me echoes in the silence, and before stepping forward I hesitate for a moment.I don't know why in the world would I come here today. It wasn't simply the pile of administrative work sitting before me back at home, or the rising frustration with my failure to figure out everything. It was more than that—something deep inside pushing me forward. I need to do this. Alexander’s absence is like a shadow in this room, looming but not touching anything. He hasn't arrived, and I understand exactly the amount I've missed having his presence — if only to check how I should act.I sit at the enormous gathering table, crossing my hands before me, attempting to keep my nerves under control. I look at the files before me once more. Business, finance, systems, everything I've never genuinely needed to manage up to this point.I kno
You’d think after everything we’ve been through, we’d know how to keep our promises.I stood in the middle of our kitchen, barefoot, wrapped in one of Alexander’s oversized shirts. The silence in the penthouse was loud—only broken by the hum of the refrigerator and the dull buzz of my phone on the counter. Again.Work messages. At nearly midnight.The trip had ended three days ago. Three perfect, disconnected, sun-drenched days where we remembered what we were without the world pulling us in opposite directions. But the second we landed, the floodgates opened.He’d already broken our no-work-after-seven rule twice. I’d ignored it the first time. Justified the second. But now?Now I was pissed.I didn’t hear him walk in until his voice cut through the quiet like a wire snapping.“You’re still up?”I turned, crossing my arms. “That’s your opening line?”Alexander stilled, already sensing the storm brewing in me. He looked tired—no, wrecked—but I didn’t let it soften me this time.“I had
"Just when we thought we had it all figured out, life threw us a curveball wrapped in dollar signs."The morning sun streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows of our penthouse, casting a deceptive calm over the chaos brewing beneath. Alexander sat at the dining table, a thick dossier open before him, his brow furrowed in concentration. The sight was both familiar and unsettling."Leila," he began, his voice measured but tinged with an undercurrent I couldn't quite place. "We need to discuss this proposal."I set down my coffee, the rich aroma suddenly nauseating. "Another one? Didn't we agree to take a step back after the last project nearly consumed us?"He sighed, rubbing his temples. "I know. But this... this is different. It's a partnership offer from Global Innovations. The potential here is massive."I approached, glancing over his shoulder at the documents. The figures were staggering, the kind that could solidify our company's position at the pinnacle of the industry. But
"Love isn't tested in the calm; it's forged in the storm."I stood at the edge of our penthouse balcony, the city lights stretching out like a sea of stars beneath me. The cool breeze did little to calm the storm brewing inside.Alexander's voice broke through my thoughts. "Leila, what's going on?"I turned to see him leaning against the doorway, concern etched on his face. His presence, usually so grounding, now felt like a lifeline."It's Daniel," I began, my voice barely steady. "He's back, and with him, all the memories I've tried to forget."Alexander's eyes narrowed. "What does he want?""He says he's in trouble," I replied, wrapping my arms around myself. "But his return has stirred up doubts about who I was... and who I am now."Alexander crossed the space between us, placing his hands on my shoulders. "Your past doesn't define you, Leila. We all have shadows. It's how we move forward that matters."Tears welled up, blurring my vision. "But what if those shadows catch up? What
"Just when you think you've buried your past, it has a way of knocking on your front door."The morning sun streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows of our penthouse, casting a golden glow over the minimalist decor. I stood at the kitchen island, nursing a cup of coffee, its rich aroma filling the air. Alexander sat across from me, engrossed in the financial section of the newspaper, his brow furrowed in concentration."Anything interesting?" I asked, breaking the comfortable silence.He looked up, a small smile playing on his lips. "Just the usual market fluctuations. Nothing that can't wait."I nodded, taking another sip of my coffee. The tranquility of the moment was shattered by the sharp chime of the doorbell. Alexander and I exchanged puzzled glances; we weren't expecting anyone."I'll get it," I offered, setting my mug down and moving toward the door.As I opened it, my breath caught in my throat. Standing before me was a ghost from my past—Daniel. His once-boyish face was
“Success had always been my compass, but lately, it felt like I was navigating without a map.”I stared at the half-empty espresso cup on the kitchen island. The crema had gone flat, the kind of detail I usually wouldn’t notice. But now it felt like the perfect metaphor for everything that had gone dull lately—even the parts of life that were supposed to taste rich.Leila padded in barefoot, wearing my faded CalTech hoodie and holding a mug of tea. Her hair was a mess, and her cheeks were still pink from sleep, but damn if she didn’t still stop me cold.“You didn’t sleep again,” she said.I gave a non-answer shrug and kept my eyes on the city outside the window.She set her mug down and leaned on the counter, not pressing yet. Just... waiting. That was something she’d learned recently. How to wait for me to come to her instead of dragging it out of me.“I’ve been thinking,” I finally said.“Uh-oh,” she said, smiling a little. “That’s your ‘change the company overnight’ voice.”“No. No
“Grief doesn’t ask permission. It just shows up, wrecks everything, and dares you to clean it up.”It started with silence.Not the peaceful kind. Not the kind where two people sit next to each other and don’t need to fill the space. This was the heavy kind. The kind that sat between us at the dinner table while Alexander pushed food around his plate and pretended to be somewhere else.He hadn’t touched the roasted chicken. I made it from scratch. It used to be his favorite.“You haven’t eaten all day,” I said, not looking up from my own plate. I’d barely taken a bite myself.“I’m not hungry.”"You said that yesterday."He finally looked up. His eyes were dull, rimmed red from nights I knew he wasn’t sleeping through.“Leila,” he said flatly. “Please. Not tonight.”I set my fork down. “It’s been nine nights.”He exhaled sharply and shoved his chair back. “I can't do this right now.”And just like that, he was gone—down the hall, the door to his study clicking shut behind him.At first
"Alex, it's your dad."I heard the change in his voice before I heard the words. He'd just picked up a call—early, too early for it to be anything good. His body stiffened. His shoulders pulled back like someone punched him from behind.I was halfway down the stairs in a T-shirt and one sock when I saw his face.“What’s wrong?” I asked, breath catching.He lowered the phone slowly like it weighed fifty pounds. “It’s my father,” he said. “He’s had a heart attack.”---We didn’t talk much on the drive to the hospital. He gripped the steering wheel like he needed it to keep breathing. I sat there, silent, staring out the window, trying to do something—anything—but think about what it would mean if this went badly.He didn’t need me to talk. Not yet.He just needed me there.---When we got to the hospital, we found Emily pacing outside the ICU. Her face was blotchy. Her hands shook.“They rushed him into surgery two hours ago,” she said, and when Alex hugged her, her voice cracked. “They
"We need to get away."Alexander's voice cut through the ambient hum of our penthouse, his tone resolute.I glanced up from my laptop, fingers hovering over the keyboard. "Away? Now?""Yes, now." He crossed the room, his movements deliberate, and gently closed my laptop. "We've been running on fumes for months, Leila. It's time to hit pause."I leaned back, studying his face—the tension etched in the lines around his eyes, the tight set of his jaw. "And you think a getaway will fix everything?""Not everything," he admitted, perching on the edge of the coffee table opposite me. "But it's a start."I sighed, the weight of unending responsibilities pressing down. "Where would we even go?"A slow smile curved his lips. "Leave that to me."---Two days later, we were airborne on his private jet, destination undisclosed. Alexander reveled in the mystery, his eyerevelledling with unspoken secrets."You're enjoying this, aren't you?" I teased, nudging his shoulder.He chuckled, a rich sound
"You can't be serious, Leila."Alexander's voice echoed through our expansive living room, his tone a mix of disbelief and frustration.I stood my ground, meeting his intense gaze. "I am serious. This is my project, and I need to do this on my own."He ran a hand through his hair, a gesture I knew all too well. "Why now? Why this?""Because I need to prove to myself that I can," I replied, my voice steady despite the turmoil inside.Alexander sighed, his shoulders slumping slightly. "I just don't want to see you get hurt.""I know," I said softly. "But I have to take this risk."---The opportunity had come unexpectedly—a chance to lead a project without Alexander's influence overshadowing me. It was a small tech startup looking for investors, and I saw potential where others saw risk."You're sure about this?" Jessica, my closest confidante and our company's CFO, asked as we reviewed the proposal.I nodded. "Absolutely. This could be the breakthrough I've been waiting for."She raise