Searching For The Truth

James

"Why? Why are you just standing there, huh?! Oh, oh, oh! Look at you, your face is turning red! Why, my dear husband? Are you angry because I insulted your oh-so-cheap ex-wife?!"

I’ve kept this buried for so long. This feeling. That everything they said about Katniss, my ex-wife, was a lie. But the evidence they handed me proved that my gut feeling was wrong.

I tried to bury it again, deep down. Tried to convince myself that Katniss was at fault, that divorcing her was the right choice. Marrying Renata was supposed to be the right move too. I've known Renata since we were kids. She was my childhood friend, and choosing her as my wife shouldn’t feel wrong. She’s loved me since forever—her love seemed genuine. At least, that’s what I wanted to believe.

So why does everything feel so wrong? Why does this guilt still cling to me like a shadow, whispering that I shouldn’t have divorced Katniss? The bond we had... it feels like it’s still there, pulling at me, making me feel her emoti