KIMBERLY
~•~ Not wanting to add to my embarrassment, I left the house before the guards could throw me out. It had been a very long day and I needed rest before I would think about what to do next. I hated the situation I was in. I hated Jack for treating me the way he did, but I couldn’t do anything about it. I hated Paige for ruining my marriage. I even hated her son for being born! It was because of his existence Jackson divorced me. I didn’t know where to start and how. Wiping my tears, I found another taxi and went to my parent’s place. Jackson said my stuff would be waiting for me there. I didn’t know how he could be so cruel to throw me out like that without even giving me time to prepare myself to face my parents. The ride back to my parent’s house was short. It seemed like the universe was not done laughing at me because when I arrived home, I saw all my suitcases outside the door. I frowned. Were my parents not home when my stuff was dropped off? Moving them to the side, I knocked on the door. Since I moved out three years ago, I no longer had a key so I couldn’t get in by myself. A few seconds passed and the door was pulled open. It confused me even more. I looked from my mother to my suitcases and back to my mother. Before I could speak, she slapped me. I gasped as my head whipped to the side. “You useless child!” She wailed. “What did you do to Jackson that made him throw you out? Why couldn’t you be obedient and submissive like I taught you?” “Mom…” my voice cracked, not believing the kind of treatment I was getting from my own mother. I had the worst day already and she was adding to it. “Don’t mom me.” She scolded me with a glare. “I don’t care what happened between both of you, but if you know what is good for you, go back there and beg him on your knees. Beg him to accept you. Tell him you’ll change.” For the umpteenth time that day, tears gathered in my eyes. “I’m your daughter.” I reminded her, my voice breaking with each word. “And I wish you weren’t.” She said as though it was a normal thing to say to your child. “You are embarrassing me, Kimberly! How hard is it to keep a husband? Your father and I have been married for thirty years. Three years down the line and you’ve already signed divorce papers. What right do you have to make such decisions without asking us?” “But–“ “But nothing.” She didn’t even want to know what happened. I knew my marriage was to help our family business but they literally sold me off and didn’t care what happened to me. Not then and not now. “Go and beg for his forgiveness. Do whatever you have to do for him to take you back. Until then, you're no daughter of mine!” Her words were more painful than the slap she gave me, but I bit down on my bottom lip, not wanting to retort. I didn’t have the energy to exchange words with her. I didn’t even know how to. “Where’s dad?” “He’s out on a business trip but I have told him about your misconduct.” “Can you just let me in? Just for tonight?” I was so tired. It didn’t matter how much she had insulted me because of a man that did me wrong. I just needed to rest. “Over my dead body.” She swore. “Don’t come back to this house until you settle with your husband.” “Mom–“ she closed the door in my face, not waiting for me to finish my sentence. A chuckle slipped past my lips, but there was no humor to it. I didn’t know how but it seemed my mother was brainwashed by the wealth of the Clarkes. It wasn’t like we were poor. The Clarkes were just ten times richer and that was exactly why they made me marry him. When they arranged the marriage, I didn’t oppose it. I had always known I’d be married out for business purposes so I accepted my fate a long time ago. It wasn't my fault my husband’s ex came back with a child. I couldn’t control that and my own mother didn’t even want to hear me out. My mother was a lot but my father was even worse. If he was around, he’d drag me back to Jack’s house and plead on my behalf. I despised them for turning me into this. I’d never hated my life like I did at the moment. I looked at the three huge suitcases that were on the porch. Knowing there was no way to get through to my mother tonight, I rolled them one after the other to the front of the street. People stared at me, but none of them dared to approach me. I was thankful for that because I looked like a mess. I could only hope they didn’t take pictures. I didn’t want to see myself in the tabloids looking as I did now. The times I ended up in the newspaper, I was always dressed elegantly as the wife of Jackson Clarke. Now, I was no longer Kimberly Clarke but Kimberly Watson. I was a different person, no longer with the affluence that Jack’s last name came with. I found another taxi and the driver helped me put my suitcases in the car. I had one last place to go to. Arriving there, I rang the doorbell, hoping to God she was around. I wouldn’t dare go to a hotel tonight. They would end up taking pictures of me and uploading them everywhere with several theories. Luckily for me, Reiya opened up in less than a minute. “Kimberly.” She was shocked to see me but as soon as she saw the expression on my face, she gathered me in a hug. In the comfort of her arms, I finally let myself break down.KIMBERLY ~•~Sunlight streamed through the window, casting a warm glow on my face, making me realize that I hadn’t closed the curtains before I slept last night.I blinked repeatedly and tried to adjust to the brightness. With a yawn, I sat up on the bed and looked around. It was empty and my suitcases were by the side, reminding me about all that happened yesterday. My heart ached as I realized how much had changed.I was no longer waking up in my husband’s house as Mrs Kimberly Clarke. I was crashing at my friend’s place because I had nowhere to go, not even my childhood home.I shook my head, not wanting to think about that so early in the morning. I took a quick shower and threw on a pair of sweatpants and a loose sweater, hoping to find comfort in the soft fabric. For a second, I considered taking it off since it was bought with Jackson’s money, but I thought better of it. I didn’t have much to my name. If I had to change my wardrobe, I’d go broke immediately.I stepped into th
KIMBERLY~•~I didn’t know if I was stupid or brave, but I found myself standing in front of Jackson’s company. We hadn’t properly talked after I found out I was pregnant and I wanted to try one last time. I wanted to know what our new dynamic would be. I had accepted the fact that we were now divorced, but I wanted to know what it would be like for our child.I looked down at myself. I was dressed in an elegant red dress and a pair of silver heels. My makeup covered every trace of crying the previous nights. I looked good, far from what I felt inside but I acted like all was fine.I took a deep breath and walked into the building. I had come here a lot, but this was the first time I was coming in as Jackson’s ex-wife. Luckily for me though, his employees didn’t know about that yet.“Good morning, Mrs. Clarke.” The receptionist greeted and I didn’t bother to correct her. “Mr. Clarke should just be rounding up a meeting. You can go up.”I smiled politely and took the elevator to the t
JACKSON~•~As I led Paige away from Kimberly, I felt very bad, but that was the only right thing to do in that situation. Paige was the mother of my child and if things went according to plan, she would bear more of my children. I couldn’t watch her being hit by another woman, even if that woman was my ex-wife.Kimberly, on the other hand, was acting very strange. She used to be the sweetest woman ever, which was why I agreed to our marriage, but since I told her we should get divorced, she was acting like a different person. She had turned… vile.She was even willing to go through the trouble of lying that she was pregnant. That wasn’t the Kim I knew. We were married for three years and she never conceived. How come she was suddenly with a child after signing divorce papers? I didn’t know if she genuinely needed help from a professional at this point.“Jack, are you even listening to me?” Paige’s voice reached my ears.“Yeah, I’m listening.” I lied because Paige could be a handful.
KIMBERLY~•~FIVE YEARS LATERMy feet were hurting in my heels but as always, I faked a smile, walking into the building.“Hey, Kimberly.” One of my colleagues greeted me. I flashed a smile at them.“Hey, Kim.”“Kimberly.”“Good job, Kim.”“Another case under your belt, Kimberly, good job.”The praises were coming from left and right and they were almost overwhelming. My face almost hurt from smiling too much. My cheeks were flushed because of too many compliments. After a few years, I should have gotten used to it but it felt surreal every time I came out of the courtroom and went back to my office.“Well, if it isn’t the famous Attorney Watson who has never lost a case in the whole of her career. The first intern to get assigned a case only after three months.”I rolled my eyes as my boss, George, approached me. “Spare me, please.” I laughed as I fell in step with him and we approached the elevator. “The case was a tough one and I should be at home resting but as always, you can’t d
Chapter 11~•~KIMBERLY~•~It wasn’t the first time I was going with my boss on a business trip, but it was the first time I was nervous about it.I had a week to prepare myself, but nothing could prepare me for going back to New York. Well, nothing except fake confidence, that is. It was Amelia’s first time on a plane and she had been very scared but after the takeoff, she was more than excited to look out the window and started pouting when we had to exit the plane.I carried her on one arm while George dragged our suitcases behind me. I offered to carry mine but he didn’t let me and just told me to focus on the little devil in my arms.We walked for a bit before we finally spotted Reiya and as soon as Amelia saw her, she scrambled to get off me and ran towards her. “Aunt Ree!” She yelled out as they met halfway and Reiya carried her, spinning her around.“Did you miss me, baby?”Amelia nodded. I rolled my eyes. They had seen each other like three weeks ago. It wasn’t that serious.
JACKSON~•~“Kimberly?” I asked to be sure I was seeing right.I never thought I’d see her again. When I went looking for her, I was told she moved away from New York. Her parents didn’t know where she was and her best friend absolutely refused to reveal her location. I wanted to dig around but if she was taking extra measures to stay away from me, then it meant she didn’t want me in her life anymore so I didn’t bother.I had accepted the fact that our story had ended and we would never see each other anymore in this lifetime, but here she was, taking on my case.I had been speaking with Mr. Taylor all this while and he said one of his employees was going to join him on this trip. I never imagined it would be the woman who had been haunting my dreams for the past few years.Mr. Taylor looked between me and Kimberly. “You know each other?”That question broke Kimberly out of her trance and she quickly shook her head. “No, we’re meeting for the first time.” From her reaction, I could t
KIMBERLY ~•~As soon as the door to the restaurant closed behind me, I paused and exhaled.I wanted to pretend like I was okay. I wanted to act like his presence didn’t affect me. I wanted to lie to myself that I had completely moved on from him and I wasn’t affected by his presence but that was a big lie. I still hated him and I hated myself for having any form of emotion toward him.Apart from hating him, I also hated myself for feeling pity toward him. For him to find a lawyer in New York, it meant his usual lawyer had abandoned him. It made me wonder how bad his business was doing and how much trouble he was in and I despised it.When he held me, it felt too familiar. It felt like I had been scorched and having that reaction almost had me going violent. I never confronted him about what he did and I felt like doing it right at that moment. I wanted to slap him for thinking he still had the right to touch me, but I was a lawyer and I knew the charges that came with attacking someo
KIMBERLY ~•~“Are you sure I shouldn’t pack up the food and refrigerate them?” My maid asked me as she stared at me sympathetically while I sat at the dining table waiting for my husband to return. My eyes lingered on the wall clock as I responded. “Don’t worry about it, he’ll be back soon.” It was already past eleven and I had been waiting for him since nine o’clock.“You’ve said that for the past three nights, ma.” Caro reminded me, her voice laced with sympathy. Her words hurt but it was true. I couldn’t even scold her for it. She was only concerned about me.I took a deep breath, then another one, and another before responding. “You can go to bed, he promised to be back for dinner,” I told her, my voice cracking slightly. “I’ll wait a little bit longer.” “Okay, ma.” With that, she retreated to her room, leaving me alone with the variety of delicious food that we had spent our entire day preparing. Jackson and I didn’t have the perfect marriage because we didn’t get married