"Hey, let me introduce myself. I'm Willy. How much is your rate for a night?"
"Sha, do you still remember me? It's David. I need a companion for tonight. Can you do it?"
"Miss Sasha, can I get the price list and the types of services provided?"
Various unknown numbers have flooded me with horrifying messages lately. Like terror messages from anonymous numbers, but they claimed to know me. What's even more disgusting is that they treated me like a cheap woman who sells herself.
I didn't respond to any of those insane messages. Who dared to torment me like that?
I turned off my phone and threw it onto the bed. There was no point in turning it on. What for? I wouldn't even work on my college assignments, even if they were shared in my class group.
For the past few days, I've felt lost. The mixture of being dumped, betrayed, and feeling foolish for falling into the trap of cursed human beings like Uncle Vincent really drained my life energy, leaving me with little strength to even move my fingers.
I don't even know when was the last time I touched warm water for a shower. I can't remember the last time I used any skincare products. From what I can see now, my face looks so dull and uncared for. It seems like I'm extremely stressed.
It's clearly evident from my appearance. I even vomit everything I eat. Drinking water has lost its appeal. However, I don't want to go to the doctor because my emotions are in turmoil. Who wants to take medication when even a grain of rice is hard to swallow?
The gaping wound in my heart made me realize that there were many things I shouldn't have done in the name of love. I had been so foolish to give everything away to Uncle Vincent. In a situation like this, who wouldn't feel like garbage?
Not only did Uncle Vincent abandon me. Even my mother refused to accept me. I thought parents were supposed to accept their children no matter what. But that didn't apply to me. My mother chose to discard me as well. From riches to rags, thrown away. Perhaps that's the fitting proverb to describe my current state.
Uncle Vincent's wickedness and my foolishness merged, creating a foolish situation that only brought me suffering. It wasn't the same for Uncle Vincent, who could still stroll around as a respected man. With his handsome and luxurious appearance, surely captivating women, he would be just fine.
It was as if he was an innocent man hurt by his life partner. But what about me? You probably wouldn't know how terrible my situation was at that time unless you came to my campus yourself and saw my face plastered all over the economics faculty with various derogatory captions.
Ah, terrible was an understatement. It was truly pathetic. On the bulletin board, I saw a photo of myself edited with the body of a half-naked woman blurred in the private areas, with the caption "Sasha the call girl". There was also a similar photo with the caption "Sasha, your bed warmer". On another bulletin board, my photo and my phone number were pasted, which shouldn't have been spread so recklessly.
The mystery of why I've been harassed lately with anonymous messages asking for a date rate with me or something similar has been solved. Who could be so heartless to do this to me?
I don't want to mention Tara. But she's the only one on my mind right now.
In the faculty cafeteria, similar photos were stuck on tables with various nasty insults directed at me. It made everyone who crossed paths with me shudder in disgust.
And it didn't stop there. Near the lecture halls, I saw a photo of myself that I suspected was edited onto a steamy movie poster titled "Beautiful Homewrecker," as if it were a box office movie title. They even edited the lead actress's name with mine and added a subtitle that read: "Based on a true story, starring the lead actress."
Perfect.
It's easy to guess who's behind all this. It must be Tara, my once best friend who turned into a devil when she became angry and resentful towards me. I started questioning myself. Am I really that terrible that others have the right to publicly humiliate me like this?
As I walked into the lecture room, I was half-dead with shock when I saw a large banner that read "Sasha, the whore" with the same cursed image along with other pictures. That was absolutely outrageous!
"Come on! Now let's interview the main star!" exclaimed Tara, greeted by cheers from the other female students who were once my friends as well.
Tara approached me and said, "So, Sasha, the kids want to know how you manage to seduce wealthy men who are already married with children the same age as you?"
"More precisely, how did you manage to abandon your conscience, just to become a homewrecker?" another friend asked mockingly.
"Did you sell your soul to the devil? So that your pure heart could be replaced with a rotten one?"
"Maybe she just wants to always flaunt luxury items like we do!"
There were many more insults and derogatory remarks directed at me. They even threw leftover food at me, making me feel utterly humiliated and degraded.
I saw that none of my friends had any intention of helping me, including Jason, my ex-boyfriend, who just stood in the corner watching me being hurt by my friends.
Tara, noticing where my gaze was directed, then pulled my hair and whispered, "Are you planning to ask for help from your ex-boyfriend after cheating on him with my dad?" Tara asked with a whisper filled with hatred. "Ah, but not really. Jason isn't that good. We've been fooling around behind your back for years, Sha! It's been going on for quite some time now!"
I stared in disbelief. So, all this time I've been deceived by Tara's kindness? "So, our friendship was fake?" I asked with a trembling voice.
Tara responded with an evil laugh she had never directed at me before. Her head shook as her eyes narrowed. "Absolutely fake! Disappointed, huh?" Tara asked rhetorically. "As fake as your innocence, Sha! You rejected Jason's advances, but ended up having an affair with someone else's husband. Shameful! You're such a hypocrite, aren't you?"
Tara pulled my hair forcefully. She then raised her hand, gesturing for something from her companion. She opened a box of donuts, filled with a dozen colorful topped donuts. The girl then smeared the entire box of donuts onto my face and pressed them hard. Everyone around me laughed as I became the target of my own friend's mockery.
My face must have looked like a clown now, covered in colorful donut toppings. How foolish and pathetic. Vaguely, I saw Jason approaching me. He squatted down and brought his face closer to mine.
"That's why, baby! Girls shouldn't be arrogant!" Jason said. "If only you had accepted my advances. You would have received everything that Tara's Dad gave her. Remember, my parents are wealthy too!"
Jason flaunted his wallet, filled with dozens of red banknotes and four credit cards. He promised me luxuries that were no less impressive than what Uncle Vincent used to provide when we were dating. However, I refused because I still had doubts about him.
Jason then leaned in and whispered in my ear, "It's never too late, Sha! I'm willing to accept you, even as a second option. I'm still curious about what it feels like to be with you."
"Enough, Jay! You're wasting your time with a girl like her!" remarked one of Jason's male friends.
"She only craves older men!" another exclaimed.
"I wonder if Sasha would go for grandfathers too," another chimed in, further demeaning me.
"She seems to have a thing for wrinkled ones!" Insult after insult was thrown at me.
The female classmates not only enjoyed taunting me but also pelted me with their leftover food or other scraps that I suspected were from yesterday's meals. The smell was pungent, making me feel disgusted.
Feeling nauseous, I couldn't hold back anymore and vomited the contents of my stomach. This caused everyone around me to scream and scatter. I felt relieved as the cruel individuals no longer surrounded me.
However, my body felt weak and powerless. I felt weightless. It seemed like my feet were no longer touching the ground. Everything around me was chaotic, and my head was pounding. The surroundings felt jumbled. My ears were ringing, and eventually, everything went dark.
***
The strong scent of medicine and alcohol pierced my nose. I woke up in the hospital with no one waiting for me. Who would it be anyway? My mother had left me. Even if my father were here, I would be the one to drive him away. Tara and Uncle Vincent? How could those cruel father and daughter possibly care about my life?
I pressed the nurse call button on the right side of my bed. Shortly after, a man in his thirties entered with a nurse. It was Mr. Harry, my kind professor. He must have been the one who brought me to the hospital.
Unfortunately, Mr. Harry's face didn't look friendly at the moment. It made me feel very worried. Perhaps Mr. Harry felt extremely embarrassed. Had he learned about all the embarrassing accusations against me?
"Mr. Harry?" I asked as the man approached. "I'm sorry for causing you trouble, Mr. Harry." He shook his head. His face was very serious.
Letting out a soft sigh, he asked, "Don't you have any family members who can be contacted? Relatives?"
I lowered my head, nodding slightly. Who could I contact in this situation?
"Thank goodness, you're awake!" the nurse said cheerfully, breaking the tension between me and Mr. Harry. "The doctor will be here soon." The nurse left the room after making sure I was in good condition. I was left alone with Mr. Harry.
"How did it come to this?" Mr. Harry asked again. "Are you at odds with your classmates?"
Once again, I shook my head, still bowing down in immeasurable shame. "It's just a small issue, Mr. Harry." I lied because I didn't want to involve Mr. Harry in my troubles.
"Well, young people these days. Small issues escalate into major bullying." Mr. Harry shook his head disapprovingly. I could only force a grin in response.
Shortly after, a doctor entered the room with a wide smile and greeted us. The female doctor then approached the patient's bed.
"Congratulations, sir!" she exclaimed. "Your wife is eight weeks pregnant!"
My heart stopped beating. Not because I was mistaken for Mr. Harry's wife. But because I... was pregnant?
"Pregnant?" I asked, seeking confirmation once again. "That's correct, ma'am! The laboratory test results indicate that you're pregnant..." I didn't pay attention to whatever the doctor explained afterward. I couldn't handle all of this anymore. It was all too much for me.
I didn't know how I ended up in such an unfamiliar house. The table, chairs, wardrobe, everything was unfamiliar. The only thing I recognized was Mr. Harry. The kind-hearted man who tried to remain calm despite hearing about my embarrassing situation firsthand was now explaining something to a beautiful woman wearing a pink dress. "So, is this girl pregnant?" the woman asked Mr. Harry while glancing at me with a flat gaze. Mr. Harry simply nodded and sighed. "You don’t mind if she stays here, right?" Mr. Harry asked again. "Her family can't be contacted. I'm afraid something might happen if she's left alone." The woman seemed slightly reluctant, looking at me suspiciously. "She's not pregnant with your child, right?" she asked, turning to Mr. Harry. Oh, she must be his wife. "Sophie, Honey! If she were my mistress, why would I bring her to you? Inviting trouble? Playing with fire?" Mr. Harry's eyes showed a hint of offense as he stared at his wife. The woman named Sophie then la
Since that incident, Mrs. Harry and I have never been as close as before. I despised hidden intentions behind acts of kindness. It all reminded me of Uncle Vincent's seduction. The man who trapped me in wickedness and the suffering I am experiencing now. It's time for me to pack up and leave Mr. Harry's house. There's no place for someone like me here. Everyone only seeks their own benefit and interest, don't they? I quickly opened the wardrobe and packed my belongings, which were not many. Tears occasionally rolled down my cheeks, but it wouldn't deter me from leaving here soon. I heard a knock on the door. "Sasha, it's Sophie! Can you open the door for a moment?" I felt hesitant. Then I felt foolish because this was Mr. Harry's house. I shouldn't behave spoiled in his house. When I opened the door, I saw Mr. Harry and his wife with pale faces. They exchanged a brief glance, then asked for permission to sit on the bench near the bed. "This is your house. You don't need to
It had been four years since I left my old life behind, the life that had been wrecked. I left my old home. I left my dad. I left Tara and left Uncle Vincent. Leaving everything behind would make me someone new. At least … that’s my goal at that time. I needed to move on. It’s the best for me and my baby.The same goes for my first semester at the new university. Of course, I left without a heavy heart. I wasn't particularly fond of the major I was pursuing. My mom had insisted on me studying management because I didn't get accepted into medical school. She said it would lead to a good job, just like hers.So, after my mom left me, my enthusiasm for studying disappeared. The challenges of life I faced at the time were just additional reasons to quit college altogether.What was the point? For what or whom should I continue to study? Being pregnant was already extremely difficult. I vomited every day. Eating and drinking became unpleasant experiences. Why should I endure a place filled
"Who said that to you, baby?" I asked angrily. How could they dare to meddle in other people's affairs?"Nania said that to me. She said her mommy told her that I am a bastard. According to Adam, 'bastard' means a pig. So I was called a pig by my friends," Noah said tearfully. His eyes radiated fear and sadness, making me feel pity for him.Unbelievable! What kind of parents would let their child hear such hurtful words? How could they teach innocent children to gossip, as if the gossipers would end up in heaven?I cursed them in my head, trying to keep my composure in front of my dear son.I brought my hand to him, pulling my little boy into an embrace. My heart felt heavy, but I knew I couldn't allow myself to be too sad as it would only further distress Noah.As a mother, I had to encourage him. Our life was perfect. He was perfect, even without a father by his side. He didn’t need a father.I pecked his forehead and looked directly into his eyes. "Noah, you are my child, and I lov
Was it for real? This man again? My eyes wanted to close. But I couldn't, I was too shocked. The person I least expected, the one I despise the most, is now in front of me. God! No. He's here. One inch away from where I stand."Uncle … Vincent?" I asked, astonished. It felt unbelievable that I would meet the man who had destroyed my life once again, in this city, where he shouldn't be.Oh God! Was I not running far enough? Why did you have to bring back this nightmare in front of me?My legs suddenly felt weak as if they had no bones. If Uncle Vincent didn't support my weight with his muscular, strong arms, I would have collapsed to the floor. Nevertheless, falling on the floor would be better than being in his grasp again. Every inch of his skin made me shiver, reminding me of the sinful past I had with him in the name of love.I gazed at the face I had left years ago. Still the same, still handsome, as if he hadn't aged at all. His body remained muscular, without any excess fat. Wi
I turned my face away with disgust. "And why didn't I disappear after everyone treated me like trash, Uncle?" I retorted harshly. He didn't know that I overheard his conversation with Tara. "Of course, all of this couldn't have happened without Tara's involvement, your beloved daughter."Uncle Vincent fell silent, looking at me coldly. I saw his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed, or maybe the drink."You can come back to me, Sha! You know I'll protect you," Uncle Vincent argued.I laughed, bursting into laughter while holding back the pain in my chest. "Protect me, you said, Uncle? How impressive!"Uncle Vincent frowned. "What's so funny, Sha?" he asked, seeming offended by my attitude."Don't pretend to care about me! I know what you've been hiding all this time," I accused him with hatred. Now, I don't care about anything anymore. Better to be honest than continue playing cat and mouse with this old wreck."I'm not hiding anything from you, Sha," Uncle Vincent retorte
"Sir, I'm sorry. This is my resignation letter." I handed the resignation letter to Mr. Rey, the division manager.I moistened my lips with my tongue, but they still felt dry. I felt uneasy about this sudden decision. Mr. Rey also seemed displeased because I was resigning abruptly."Why so sudden, Sha? Did a guest bother you again?" he asked with concern. I had been asked quite openly to date male guests with unclear intentions a few times, probably because my appearance was still attractive despite having a child."No, sir!" I answered bitterly. But it was almost like that incident. What's the difference between being asked to be a paid companion and being asked to be Uncle's sex toy again?"Then what? Because of the change in ownership? Have you found a job elsewhere?" Mr. Rey became more curious."No, sir! It's just that I have family matters that require me to move to another city," I half-lied. But, in fact, it wasn't a lie, right? I had to leave Uncle Vincent for the happiness o
VINCENTI saw my Sasha getting into a car with a man. Damn! Did she leave me for a new boyfriend? A younger guy?"Who's that man?" I asked Donna, the assistant who was helping me familiarize myself with the hotel. She was also helping me secretly select candidates for the new hotel's GM position."He's Reynald Adams, sir! Division room manager, a candidate for GM with the best performance," Donna replied in a professional tone.Damn. So, he's the top GM candidate?"He's hitting on a staff member? Is he the best … what?" I asked irritably. I really disliked workplace romances. It reminded me of Freya's affair with Sasha’s father."Rey doesn't have any bad record like that, sir!" Donna defended. She looked at her iPad and added, "He... is the best employee here. All housekeeping issues have been resolved since he joined."I nodded. I really didn't want to argue with Donna. I would find out for myself later."Oh, and also! Get me a dress that fits this size," I ordered Donna, handing her
"Sha, I'll always break the rules when I'm with you, Sha. Do you forget that I had an affair with you while I was still married to Freya?" Uncle Vincent asked with a sardonic laugh. His eyes looked at me with disdain. "And because you're in my hotel, I'll never conduct any of this professionally," Uncle Vincent said as he raised his feet onto the table, then spun his chair around. "I would never be professional when dealing with you."I shook my head in disbelief at his cruel words. Why couldn't this guy just leave me alone?"Think about it, why do you think I bought this lousy hotel?" he asked again. "Because I saw a picture of you … working here as a maid!"Uncle Vincent handed me some documents on the table. Photos of the hotel's general appearance are meant for potential buyers. Oh my god! I had to decline when the previous owner asked me to be a model for the housekeeping department.Ah, because of that little thing, I ended up in this mess. Good deeds don't always yield sweet re
The next day, I still went to the hotel because no replacement staff was available. I felt lazy, but I also felt sorry for Mr. Rey.Since I couldn't just leave, I tried my best to avoid running into Uncle Vincent all day so I could work normally. At the very least, I wanted to pretend that he had never been to the Safari Hotel and disturbed my peaceful life.But it was all in vain. My mind couldn't shake off the memories of our encounter and our argument yesterday. It was all a mess.After work, I quickly picked up Noah. I felt anything but calm. I felt like I was being watched. I didn't know by whom."Noah, promise me you won't go anywhere with strangers, okay?" I said while carrying Noah so we could return to our rented place quickly. "Lately, there have been a lot of bad people around.""What are they doing, Mom? Eating kids?" my son asked innocently."No, but they like to kidnap children and take them away from their moms!" I replied convincingly so that Noah would believe it and
I entered Mr. Rey's car awkwardly. It was supposed to be a special evening, and I felt like I was being treated like a princess. Mr. Rey was a true gentleman, even opening the car door for me. I felt guilty for forcing a smile and whispering a thank you. Throughout the journey, it was only Mr. Rey who spoke. It turned out that Rachel couldn't meet Noah because she wanted to stay over at her friend's house. Mr. Rey promised to bring Noah to their house another time to introduce him to Rachel. Once again, I just nodded, as my mind wasn't really there. How could I not be in turmoil? I still didn't feel at ease after Ms. Donna's arrival earlier. Did that guy still think I was his toy? Would I have to obey him again? "Sha, you've been quiet the whole time, don't you like Vino's work?" Mr. Rey asked. In an instant, he took out his phone. I instinctively grabbed the phone without thinking. "Please, don't, Mr. Rey! I love Vino's makeup! It's great! Don't badmouth Vino's beauty salon on soc
"Mom!" Noah ran towards me with excitement. "Yay! I got picked up in the afternoon."I kissed my son's forehead and said, "Say hi to Mr. Rey!""Uncle Rey!" Mr. Rey corrected."But it doesn't feel right to call you Uncle! It's too friendly," I objected."Well, what should he call me then? Dad?" teased Mr. Rey with a laugh."Please, not that, Uncle! I already have my own Dad. He is working overseas," Noah quickly replied.Mr. Rey and I fell silent, exchanging glances. I lowered my head, caught in my lie to Noah."Noah, today you'll be at Uncle's house, okay? Mom is going to a party at the hotel.""Working again?" Noah asked disappointedly."Yes, something like that. Noah, you'll have fun at Uncle's house. There are lots of toys there!"Mr. Rey continued to assure my son until Noah gave in. He was happy because he was promised lots of toys.However, on the way, I was shocked to the core when Mr. Rey brought me to a beauty salon. "Sir, why are we here?""You're coming to the party tonight
VINCENTI saw my Sasha getting into a car with a man. Damn! Did she leave me for a new boyfriend? A younger guy?"Who's that man?" I asked Donna, the assistant who was helping me familiarize myself with the hotel. She was also helping me secretly select candidates for the new hotel's GM position."He's Reynald Adams, sir! Division room manager, a candidate for GM with the best performance," Donna replied in a professional tone.Damn. So, he's the top GM candidate?"He's hitting on a staff member? Is he the best … what?" I asked irritably. I really disliked workplace romances. It reminded me of Freya's affair with Sasha’s father."Rey doesn't have any bad record like that, sir!" Donna defended. She looked at her iPad and added, "He... is the best employee here. All housekeeping issues have been resolved since he joined."I nodded. I really didn't want to argue with Donna. I would find out for myself later."Oh, and also! Get me a dress that fits this size," I ordered Donna, handing her
"Sir, I'm sorry. This is my resignation letter." I handed the resignation letter to Mr. Rey, the division manager.I moistened my lips with my tongue, but they still felt dry. I felt uneasy about this sudden decision. Mr. Rey also seemed displeased because I was resigning abruptly."Why so sudden, Sha? Did a guest bother you again?" he asked with concern. I had been asked quite openly to date male guests with unclear intentions a few times, probably because my appearance was still attractive despite having a child."No, sir!" I answered bitterly. But it was almost like that incident. What's the difference between being asked to be a paid companion and being asked to be Uncle's sex toy again?"Then what? Because of the change in ownership? Have you found a job elsewhere?" Mr. Rey became more curious."No, sir! It's just that I have family matters that require me to move to another city," I half-lied. But, in fact, it wasn't a lie, right? I had to leave Uncle Vincent for the happiness o
I turned my face away with disgust. "And why didn't I disappear after everyone treated me like trash, Uncle?" I retorted harshly. He didn't know that I overheard his conversation with Tara. "Of course, all of this couldn't have happened without Tara's involvement, your beloved daughter."Uncle Vincent fell silent, looking at me coldly. I saw his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed, or maybe the drink."You can come back to me, Sha! You know I'll protect you," Uncle Vincent argued.I laughed, bursting into laughter while holding back the pain in my chest. "Protect me, you said, Uncle? How impressive!"Uncle Vincent frowned. "What's so funny, Sha?" he asked, seeming offended by my attitude."Don't pretend to care about me! I know what you've been hiding all this time," I accused him with hatred. Now, I don't care about anything anymore. Better to be honest than continue playing cat and mouse with this old wreck."I'm not hiding anything from you, Sha," Uncle Vincent retorte
Was it for real? This man again? My eyes wanted to close. But I couldn't, I was too shocked. The person I least expected, the one I despise the most, is now in front of me. God! No. He's here. One inch away from where I stand."Uncle … Vincent?" I asked, astonished. It felt unbelievable that I would meet the man who had destroyed my life once again, in this city, where he shouldn't be.Oh God! Was I not running far enough? Why did you have to bring back this nightmare in front of me?My legs suddenly felt weak as if they had no bones. If Uncle Vincent didn't support my weight with his muscular, strong arms, I would have collapsed to the floor. Nevertheless, falling on the floor would be better than being in his grasp again. Every inch of his skin made me shiver, reminding me of the sinful past I had with him in the name of love.I gazed at the face I had left years ago. Still the same, still handsome, as if he hadn't aged at all. His body remained muscular, without any excess fat. Wi
"Who said that to you, baby?" I asked angrily. How could they dare to meddle in other people's affairs?"Nania said that to me. She said her mommy told her that I am a bastard. According to Adam, 'bastard' means a pig. So I was called a pig by my friends," Noah said tearfully. His eyes radiated fear and sadness, making me feel pity for him.Unbelievable! What kind of parents would let their child hear such hurtful words? How could they teach innocent children to gossip, as if the gossipers would end up in heaven?I cursed them in my head, trying to keep my composure in front of my dear son.I brought my hand to him, pulling my little boy into an embrace. My heart felt heavy, but I knew I couldn't allow myself to be too sad as it would only further distress Noah.As a mother, I had to encourage him. Our life was perfect. He was perfect, even without a father by his side. He didn’t need a father.I pecked his forehead and looked directly into his eyes. "Noah, you are my child, and I lov