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"It is okay, dear. "I'm just afraid of losing you," interrupted Gerald quickly. He kissed Bianca's forehead for a long time. Before he said, “I'll stay for a while, okay? I want to go to the bathroom. If you are tired, go to sleep.”

Bianca nodded weakly. Her pale lips moved slowly to say 'yes' without a sound.

Gerald immediately went into the bathroom. Then close the bathroom door tightly. Only then did he turn on the water tap to disguise the sound of his crying. Without being able to hold it in any longer, Gerald spilled everything. To reduce the feeling of tightness that is now squeezing his chest.

“We just drank happiness. But now it's gone. Until we die we will never experience having a child. Oh, God. Why don't you just take my life. "I'm willing, as long as he's happy," he said softly. While hitting his own chest.

Gerald's world has collapsed. There was no more happiness that he could see in front of him. There were only tears and goodbyes. Which will overshadow both of their h