We have been here for almost a few minutes but none of us intend to speak. We could only hear the gusts of wind as we both watched the sunset.
“Are you calmer now? Should we go down already? ”My gaze returned to Gunther who was also staring at my face. I nodded at him as a smile flashed on my lips.I looked down for a moment when I noticed that he was handing something to me. When I saw what it was a handkerchief shovel he was giving.“Wipe your face. I don’t know if you want him to see you hurt and cry, but I don’t think that showing your damp face to the wedding coordinator would be nice right before your wedding, am I wrong? ” Gunther said softly.Honestly even though he sometimes shows me a warm personality it is the very first time I have heard such a tone of his speech. He really sounded concern to me and the gleam on his eyes which was also hit by a bit of orange light due to the sunset, it gives me a warm feeling.I did not answer him and then immediately accepted the handkerchief he handed me. It’s good that maybe Jaxson didn’t know I was crying because of what I witnessed. And even more it won’t help if someone else notices my wet cheek like the wedding coordinator. Maybe they will have even more doubts about Jaxson and I's marriage.It just hurts me more to think that even after what I felt, feeling betrayed and disappointed, I still have to act the same way that I used to be. I can't walk away and distance myself from Jaxson. I have no right to act like that. And who am I to do that anyway? It is in our signed contract and Jaxson have already done much for me so I really can’t betray our agreement.I have to set aside whatever this is that I am feeling right now.“Here, you can also fix your hair before we go down. The other strands of your hair have also stuck to your face because it has become sticky from your dried tears. ”I let out a chuckle when I saw that he pulled the comb out of the pocket of his suit."That was so weird." I said as I still can’t suppress my guffaw.“What? That I am carrying a comb? ”I nodded at his question with a soft giggle.“I don’t think it was that bizarre for you to laugh that loud!” He almost shouted back at me at the same time as his loud laugh because maybe of my contagious laugh.“You are so funny, Catt-”“Ms. Santos. ”Gunther was interrupted when we heard a deep and horrible cold voice from behind me so even my laughter softly faded while Gunther immediately got up from his seat next to me and then sparingly bowed.I knew that voice so I didn't have to look back.“You should finish your sentence with Ms. Santos, Gun. Did you forget that? ” He continued, still the frigid of his callous attitude lingers.Jaxson followed us here on the rooftop. Why is that? Maybe Daniella and I are done. It’s now time for his play date. Or should I say, the woman who pretends to interrupt their infidelity.“Didn’t we already have a talk? Call her Ms. Santos until she became Mrs. Madrigal. Was that really hard to- ”"Does it even matter what he calls me?" I interrupted him.I also feel a little sorry for Gun who is now just bent over and nodding at what Jaxson is saying as if he were a dog being scolded by his guardian."Gun can call me anything he wants." I added, also with a hostile tone. “Are there some rules in the contract about not being friends with my personal guard? I suppose none. ” I stood up in my seat and decided to stand up in my seat.Honestly, being mad at Jaxson is something that I feel like I am not valid to feel, but it happens to me. Rage and disgust is growing inside me beating all the pity I once felt for her.Where is the man who is weak and I want to protect? The truth is that he is not only fooling his family with his dirty ploy. Even I am included in it. Which is making me not in my right mind.“I know that there’s no such thing as that in our contract, Cattleya. But you, being out here with your personal guard that I, myself, assigned doesn't sit right to me. ”"Enough with your nonsense." I said fiercely, unwilling to hear whatever Jaxson is left to say. “Let’s just go downstairs and meet the wedding coordinator. That’s what we are supposed to be doing anyway. That’s the only reason why I am here. ” I uttered in a glacial tone, giving him a passionless gaze before I started walking out and passed him.I didn't speak and just quietly walked with Gunther and Jaxson towards his office.I have to talk to Finn. At least maybe I'll just leave a message with him later on friendsbuck. I do like to help Jaxson, but I don’t think that I am going further. I am going back to where I started, and to where I really belong. I'm not really supposed to be interfering and digging into his past because all I need is to stay as his wife for a year. But I have no regrets that I tried to atleast make him happy and cheer him up as much as I could.Now that I know that he is not that sad and hurt, I don’t think that I need to avoid him like Daniella and Lance as I was the reason why I came here. In fact, maybe that's why he didn't want to take me with him at first because I was an obstacle to their meeting. And earlier while I was away they used the time to meet in his office and have a romantic moment, with Jaxson’s step brother’s baby inside Daniella’s womb. It’s disgusting and really disappointing.That's how it feels to be fooled by someone you trust so much. It's as if heaven and earth have fallen on you and it's as if someone is squeezing your heart because it's so painful that you can't understand the feeling. Just all you know, is you are hurting. And to see that person with others, is painful and as if the house of cards you built in front of you collapsed. It’s really an excruciating pain."The coordinators also brought some wedding gowns that they told me you will try on so you can pick for your look tomorrow." Jaxson said as we were in the elevator down the floor.I just listened to what he said and let silence answer his question.When we finally got to her office I made no mistake and we were greeted by wedding coordinators who in my old age were Charlotte and Isabella.“Good afternoon, Mr. Madrigal and Ms. Cattleya. We have arranged almost everything and what there’s more left is the catering that Ms. Cattleya requested, and- ”"No." I interrupted. "You can go with what you recommended yesterday." I said sparingly.“Are you sure, ma’am? We have also prepared the food that has been- ”“Yes. I am sure. ” I tried to feigned a smile because even though my mood is not good today I don’t want to be rude to them because they are not at fault they are just one of the millions of people that we are fooling.I sensed that Jaxson was staring right in my face as well as Charlotte and Isabella exchanging glances.“Okay, then if that's your decision Ms. Cattleya ay we will finalize it today as well. We may now proceed to the gown and suit fitting if you are ready. ”I nodded in response to her question and then followed Isabella to a small and long tent so that she could wear the gown. It's like a portable cubicle but a portable dressing room where people can't see me outside. It also has mirrors inside and lights.“Okay Ms. Cattleya, you’re going to have a five wedding gown fitting which your fiance acn help you decide. After trying one, you can come out outside to show him the dress and the look. ”****Whenever I am fortunate to do nothing and have free time, I always make sure to treat myself with some romantic movies. And based on how it usually happens in the movies, wedding gown fitting is always the most exciting part of the story. I feel like my heart is jumping in ecstatic whenever the main characters do that, because I know that when such a scene happens, the story is approaching the ending part which is I always expected as a happy ending in a wedding.But, as some say, movies stay in movies. Not all the romantic movies we watch actually happen in real life. Well, maybe to other people yes there is a possibility that they actually are lucky to find the right person to share that special moment with, unfortunately, I will never experience that kind of feeling.I'm sure that when I get out there, Jaxson will just tell me that it's up to me to shop for what I want to wear because I'll be the one wearing it. It's not like in shows and fiction books that the groom really cares and is mesmerized by the beauty of the bride."This wedding gown looks good in your body, Ms. Cattleya. The shape of your body is more visible as well as the beauty of your shoulders is exposed. You look flawless. Here, you can turn around and see yourself in the mirror.”I smiled at him a little and then followed what he said. I even had a little trouble moving because the first wedding gown she measured me for was too tight.When I saw myself in the mirror, as narcissist as it may sound, but what he said was right and the outside of my body looked beautiful in this wedding gown. It was a long tube gown surrounded by heavy diamonds, which fit my body and only started to expand at my feet because it had a long piece of fabric that stuck to the floor. My hands crawled up my hips up to my waist. It's well defined and really shows off the shape of my body. I pulled the gown up to cover my chest more and it wouldn't fall off. This dress is a bit heavy."Should I tie your hair, Ms. Cattleya so we can also see the backless part of the dress?” Isabella added. I only looked at him to give a modest nod and smile.I'm not in a good mood to be talkative and full of words because I still feel dissapointed and upset from what I saw earlier. That's why the only thing I can do is give them forced smiles and nods so that somehow they don't think that I am snobbing them and I am acting very rudely because I know that they would never understand my actions.After he took the strand of my hair in his hand, he wrapped it around and then tied it into a bun. Isabella came out of the portable dressing room first and then supported me."Mr. Madrigal, this is the first design that we prepared minus the veil that Ms. Cattleya would wear it.” Isabella said before she finally got out.I bent down to look at my feet and make sure I wouldn't trip. I also gently pulled its back to follow me along with my steps. I adjusted the bottom of it and then slowly looked up at Jaxson to wait for his decision."You can see, as she turns around there is this one big backless part that somehow goes and is traced down by some diamonds and sheer matte fabric. This gown has a silhouette of a mermaid that really defines her body, and in my opinion, she looks perfect in it.”“V-Very tempting.” I caught him with his eyes wide like a doe and his mouth agape for a moment.I watched him take a deep breath without saying anything. I just don't want to talk to him just yet."She's beautiful." Jaxson murmured that caught my attention. “But that screams danger. So, shall we see the next option?”I couldn't help but roll my eyes upwards. I mean, yes he can have an opinion or even choose whatever he wants me to wear but changing in gowns is not as easy as it is in some movies. In fact it's really tiring and very troublesome.****"This second gown that Ms. Cattleya wear is called fit-and-flare. It has a silhouette that has similarities to the mermaid style which she had worn earlier, but this time, this gown flares out on her hip bones and is fitted through her upper body.”My expression was just a straight face as well as my body as if it were a live mannequin. I'm also catching my breath because this dress is not that easy to wear."I like it." Jaxson uttered and it seemed that I suddenly came back to reality and came back to life. "But, I don't like the slit, straight from her neck. It almost goes down beyond people's reach.”I didn't wait for what he said next and I immediately lifted the lower part of the gown to enter the fitting room again."Is he some fashionista or something? I'm wearing it nicely." I muttered a complaint as the door closed softly but with a bang.****“This dress is a simple and elegant column style. It has a fabric of silk that mixes with diamonds and silver designs. It's a minimalist classy silhouette that has one clean line from the top of her body down to his feet."“It looks like what Emily would wear. Did it come from the 1980's? Let's see the next option."I took a deep breath as I shut my eyes tight at the same time as I turned away from him. I don't want to burst out of anger in front of Charlotte and Isabella but Jaxson is really getting on my nerves. He is so cheeky. The dresses aren't even that ugly.****"This silhouette is what we call an A-Line. It fits on Ms. Cattleya's body and starts to flare out at her waist in a triangular fashion. This also came with a quarter sleeves that has an embroidered flowers, trimming of the lace and the entire gown is made with Satin. It's the most versatile fabric that is perfect for structured gowns like this. I think that it supports her body type and is a very good choice to give a soft yet elegant style to Ms. Cattleya, and her showing a bit of her back is a fantastic look.”"I like it." Jackson uttered again.I couldn't avoid suffering again because of his words. "You like it but what?" I asked rudely."I like it." He repeated with a chuckle. “I just like it. So much that I can't even understand.”"Cattleya!"Uncle Joe, Aunt Marie and the rest of us in the apartment shouted almost at the same time. "Come in," I said politely and Gunther let them into a room reserved for me. Earlier the long preparation on my face and hair was over. My bottom is almost flat because for some time I have been sitting here while staring at myself in the vanity mirror where I can see my face being adjusted.“Your wedding gown is so beautiful. It looks like it's obviously rich and expensive. Take a look at the fabric as well as the stones and diamonds. You can run and run away after you wear it. ” Aling Marie said while holding my gown that I haven't worn yet because it was a silk robe that Isabella first wore for me.Along with Aunt Marie who will look at my dress is Linda who is only a few years older than me but had a child early so it is not to insult her but she looks older compared to her age. Perhaps it was also brought on by her fatigue and difficulty in caring for her child.“It’s so beauti
I am overwhelmed when the big door of the church opened in front of my eyes. I was met by so many people and all their attention was on me. At the same time, a romantic instrumental tune that I requested from Charlotte as the theme song for my walk down the aisle.I slowly took a small step. I hold the pink and gold bouquet in my hand. I can now feel people's eyes on me, but I can't give them a look because my eyes are only fixed on one person.As I watched the man at the end of the aisle, it still hadn't sunk in to me that the day had come when we would marry each other. That the wedding that I have been dreaming about since I was a child is really happening today. It seems like the other day I met him but now I'm getting married to Jaxson Madrigal. If I was saying that I would marry the man who only met me three days ago, I don't think that it is really a short time. I feel that those three days were too long for us. A lot has happened between the two of us, and if you ask me, that'
[Cattleya's POV][“I can feel you listening... Catt... I realize how much my words have affected you and I'm sorry for being so insensitive that I didn't consider what you will feel. But, I also want to tell you that what I mean by saying I'm famous and you're an ordinary girl is just because I want to be protective of you. Catt... please... answer me.”]I shook my head as my tears continued to fall. I used my hand to cover my mouth and remained silent.[“I'm just afraid that when people start getting information from your background that I want to protect, they'll use it against you. And what's worse is that people will see it as one of your weaknesses.”]I didn't know hearing someone's voice hurt like this. I felt like my heart was being squeezed by ten different people because of the tightness and pain.[“I was being protective of you... but I guess I went overboard and now, instead of keeping you by my side, you're gone. Catt, can you tell me where you are..? I'm here in your apar
“I never imagined you were this thoughtful. I always see you as a meticulous manager that only has the business matter inside his head like any other entrepreneur.”He made an abrupt chuckle as he took a nibble of the strawberry with a grin on his lips. “We never actually had a chance to get to know each other better until tonight so that's reasonable.”I reciprocated his soft giggles as we were abruptly engulfed in silence. “Listen, Cattleya. I understand that what happened to you tonight is not the best and you felt horrible. And I don’t know what went on to the two of you, I had no idea what he had done for you to burst into tears all night. Regardless, if I am going to give you advice, as a friend. I would say that you should at least listen to him. Give him a chance and hear his apology for you to understand the real meaning of his actions or what he said before you decide how you will behave toward him.” Richard murmured calmly as he soothed me with his genuine gapes. “It’s tota
"Have you already thought of what you should do next?"Richard greeted me with a question after I left his grandmother's house. I looked at what I was wearing today and couldn't stop laughing. This dress belonged to Richard's grandmother who was just loaned to me. It's not loose to me because his grandmother is not that big. But it's funny because it's the first time I've been able to wear a full-length dress.When I looked up at Richard, I noticed that his cheek was puffing because of the accumulated air in it from his suppressed laughter.I burst laughing softly which was the signal for him to laugh as we averted our gaze."What are you laughing at? You're also kind of funny in what you're wearing. Look at you with your jumper outfit in this new generation. I mean, you look like a kid from the 80's." I said in the midst of laughing as my finger was raised towards him to point to his denim jumper and a white shirt inside. It's funny that he looks like a child because it's length is j
Richard laughed out loud that's why I couldn't stop laughing as I covered my face again because of what he did."No, I'm sorry. Go ahead. I won't laugh at you again. I promise. You are just so cute.” He said as he continued laughing.I glared at Richard as I slowly took my hand away from my face. I can imagine that my face right now looks like a rotten tomato because my cheeks are so hot.If I don't want to leave a memory of this place, I won't push myself to take a video. I also want to remember this happy place because Richard is right that it's not every day that we can go here and spend time together."Uhm, okay..." I said softly as I cleared my throat. "Hi, I'm Cattleya, and today I am here in the happiest place that I have ever seen." I stopped for a moment to take a deep breath and then glanced at Richard who was grinning behind the camera. "Well, today, I am with Richard Sol and look at what I am wearing today. It's so cute but it's very different. We will go together inside t
"Cattleya, can you just please hear me for a minute? This won't be solved if you keep running away from me."I let out a deep breath as I tried to contain the emotions that is building up on my chest. I can feel my blood rising up to my head as I slowly felt the bottom of my long eyes get hot and my vision blurred. Tears are welling up in my eyes as I turned around to face Jaxson.I was met with his tired eyes. You can see the tiredness in his eyes, maybe he didn't sleep that's why his under eye is dark again.I didn't say a word and instead just kept my eyes fixed on him and waited for his words and hoped that whatever he had to say it would somehow ease my broken heart.My attention was caught when I caught sight of Richard inside the chicken house and peering at me.His mouth moved, and based on what I understand he said, 'I'm sorry'.So, it was him who told Jaxson where I am and let him come into this place. Because he told me that no one can come on unless he has his or his grand
"I didn't think you already had a husband. I thought you were here last night as my Chard's girlfriend.” Richard's grandmother said to me as she touched my face. "But I still want you to come back here. We always love to welcome new families.”Her words drew a smile on my lips because of how warmly she speaks to me as if her voice goes deeply to my heart every time."Thank you very much, grandmother." I said softly, staring straight into her sweet and beautiful eyes. "This place made me feel genuinely happy even for a short time that I stayed here and I will be glad to come back every single time to visit you guys and get to know more of you."All of them that are living in this house are all sweet and kind people. If I have some time left to stay here, I would definitely meet each of them and get to know more about their stories. Their voices and emotions whenever they sing are exceptionally authentic that anyone who listens will know that these people have something deep inside thei