"Cattleya, can you just please hear me for a minute? This won't be solved if you keep running away from me."
I let out a deep breath as I tried to contain the emotions that were building up on my chest. I can feel my blood rising up to my head as I slowly feel the bottom of my long eyes get hot and my vision blurred. Tears were welling up in my eyes as I turned around to face Jaxson.
I was met with his tired eyes. You can see the tiredness in his eyes, maybe he didn't sleep. That's why his under eye is dark again.
I didn't say a word and instead just kept my eyes fixed on him and waited for his words and hoped that whatever he had to say would somehow ease my broken heart.
My attention was caught when I caught sight of Richard inside the chicken house and peering at me.
His mouth moved, and based on what I understood he said, 'I'm sorry'.
So, it was him who told Jaxson where I am and let him come into this place. Because he told me that no one can come on unless he has his or his grandmother's permission.
"Cattleya, I'm sorry. I know that I'm wrong. I know that what I told you is too much and I can't defend myself anymore. But I hope you understand that I was just protecting you from those people. If they know more about you, they won't stop unless they get what they want. And if they do… They will turn it into something ugly.”
I shifted my eyes to Jaxson, I felt tears streaming down my cheeks as I looked intently at his eyes.
"But isn't that my purpose to your life? Isn't my job here is for your publicity? You can just tell me the truth Jax, and stop sugarcoating your words because the more you act like that, the more you are hurting me. You are hiding me because I am not a supermodel. Because I am not someone from a family just like yours. Just say that to me!?” I couldn't stop myself from screaming my lungs out because of the pain I feel in my chest right now.
"You were right." Jaxson muttered causing my tears to flow down in big drops as I shook my head.
"I was right..."
"Yes. But that was before I fell hard... Cattleya. That was before I started caring for you and having this bizarre feeling to be protective of you. So, I'm sorry. I am sorry for hurting your feelings with my sharp words. I am sorry for making you insecure of yourself. I am just afraid to let you out there anymore because I want you to keep having the life you have.” Jaxson's eyes glinted as I noticed tears accumulating as he raised his voice to me. "You might not think that having a normal and ordinary life like what you have is a privilege, but believe me... it is. Not everyone in this world can live the same way and have the life that you do. And I want to protect that ordinary life. That ordinary life that I wish I had.”
I am lost for words for all the things he said to me.
The next thing I knew is that I felt my feet deliberately step forward and wrap my arms around Jaxson as tight as I can while I feel my tears still falling down my cheeks.
"I'm sorry..." I whispered while still not letting go of him in my arms. "I-I'm sorry for being selfish..."
Jaxson knows that he is wrong for letting those words slip away from his lips but I am also very wrong for not realizing how much he cares for me already.
"Cattleya, why are you saying sorry? I'm the one who came here to apologize. Please, you have nothing to feel sorry about. I am wrong. And I promise you that I will never ever do it again. I can't afford spending another night feeling lost on where to find you and giving up all the pride that I have just to make a call to that club owner." I felt Jaxson's hand as he caressed my hair while his lips gave a soft kiss on my head.
"I'm sorry for making you do all that... Jax..." I whispered to him again before sneaking a peek at Richard from behind but I was surprised that he wasn't where he was just now.
"So, are you forgiving me now? Are we okay?” Jaxson asked getting my attention again.
I did not loosen my arms from wrapping his body as my eyes ran up to his eyes staring deeply into him.
This man, he really cares for me. I didn't think that this is possible for me to find someone that really loves me the way I am and don't judge me because of where I came from. If only we weren't born in so much different status in life, we could've been perfect for each other.
His eyes are wide as he stares back at me. Those eyes, the eyes that captured me the second I get to stare at those. Now these eyes are staring at me, the attention is on me and it seems like it wants to tell me that all these eyes can see is me.
"So?" Jackson asked. "I at least need to get an answer. Coming here is way more expensive than you can imagine.”
I frowned because of what he said and then I withdrew from our hug.
"What do you mean expensive? This place is not free? You mean you have to actually pay them just so you can get in?”
Jaxson shrugged his shoulders as the bottom of his lips moved upward pushing his other lip. "Well, technically, no. But, I have to agree to that owner for his project offer which he didn't even tell me about and made me agree for a fifty-fifty share.”
I tilted my head, perplexed. "You agreed to Richard for a business proposal that you don't even know about?"
"Yes, I did." He uttered, making a little sound with his lips. "All because I am desperate to see my wife."
I am in awe as I puppy eyed because of how much he can go just to see me.
“— Now, you don't call him your manager anymore and just call him by his name? You guys dropped the honor a little too fast, huh?”
I chortled. "He's not my manager anymore, unless you let me continue my job as a bottle girl in his nightclub. But not until then, he said he wants me to call him by his first name, Richard." After telling him the truth, I turned away and started walking back to Richard's grandmother's house. "I have been smelling like chicken poop and crushed eggs so I better wash myself first before we leave."
I heard Jaxson break into a soft laugh.
"I have been smelling you and yet I did not get away from your hugs. That's true love." He said sarcastically that my feet suddenly pulled up for a matter of seconds and then quickly ran towards Richard's grandmother's house because I was hit with shame.
Our kisses continued to deepen as we felt each other's body by caressing it with our hand. Jaxson's touch on my body is like a wood being thrown to the fire, making the sensation that I am feeling in my body rise up. His hand ran from my arms down to my chest. I felt my heart racing with its highest speed that very tender touch of his palm on mine. Slowly he moves as it makes space between our fingers and clutches my hand tightly.When we felt tired, we both let go of our kisses as we pressed our foreheads together with both grins on our lips and exchanged breaths.It took a few seconds before Jaxson slowly crawled his hand back to my chin and brushed his lips against mine very lightly and removed it in a fraction of seconds, teasing me to crave for his lips more. My hand motioned, returning it to the back of his head, caressing his hair as I kept an eye contact. I can see through his eyes the desire and obsession. I had my hands wrapped around him with my mouth hanging open, waiting
Silence enveloped the entire car.I turned my head to look out the window so that Manager Sol could not see my non-stop flowing tears streaming down on my face as I suppressed my voice from making any sound. I know that he already knows that I am crying now, but I still don't want him to see my tears.Even though we've been in the car for almost thirty minutes, the weight I am feeling in my chest still hasn't lessened and continues to linger. It is still as heavy as the moment Jaxson let those words slip out of his mouth and say it right in front of my face with no hesitation.I don't regret that I fell in love with him. I really don’t, and I don’t want to.I have no regrets for those moments when I am completely into him and ready to give the whole me, realizing how much I love him.But what I regret is that I believe Jaxson that he sees me as Cattleya. That he loves me the way I am even though it never came from his mouth. I thought he is different from his step-mother, but he sees
I stared blankly at the ceiling as I pulled the blanket up to my chest. I have been hearing my phone ringing for almost thirty minutes repeatedly, but I don't feel like answering it.I don't want to talk to him, I'm still hurt by the words he said to me.I almost rolled over in bed but still couldn't fall asleep. Every time I close my eyes, the only thing I remember are those words that keep echoing in my brain."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."He is such a jerk for saying that.I felt the heat in my eyes again and the heat rising in my cheeks as I remembered those words more."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."I thought he loved me...My phone rang again and this time I decided to pick up my phone that I threw on the bed earlier to check the phone screen.[Jaxson, Calling….]I didn't answer his call and instead just stared at his name on the screen."J
My feet were propped up on the bed's end seat.I just realized I haven't gotten any sleep since last night. I guess I unconsciously drank a drum of coffee because I didn't feel drowsy at all. I'm not really sure why I've remained awake and active until now.After going home from the mall, I'm now currently here in Jaxson's room. He had been silent while we were driving home. I kept asking him questions and assuring him that we will go back there and see if we can treat the child next time because he looked so disappointed.Jaxson was sitting on the sofa near the bedside table with tons of documents and a laptop in front of him, as I rested on his bed and watched him."It's far too late, and you're still at it. You've just gotten home from work, yet you're still working nonstop instead of resting. You are so dedicated," I commented.But Jaxson didn't even bother to look at me as he sipped his coffee and kept his eyes fixed on the papers.I was a bit disappointed, so I just decided to s
"Elsie, is Jax already in his room?" When Matienzo avoided the conversation and turned his attention to Elsie who was in charge of the helpers. It entered the room to bring hot tea.“Not yet, Mr. Madrigal. Jax is waiting outside and he is sitting on the stairs. Shall I take him up to his room? ” Its polite answer as one by one lands the hot cup of tea on the table.“No need. I’ll be outside in a few minutes and send him to his room. ”Elsie just nodded before they left the room.“If you have a child with another woman, how did you manage to keep it to your wife, Ruella? Wasn't it treason you did to him? How can you keep everything of this to yourself without even telling him until his end? ”Matienzo Madrigal turned to him like an idiot and didn't seem to know what to do.“Your company is now slowly drowning Matienzo. When this news broke I was afraid of the eventual downfall of the Madrigals. People can think of this as a crime and the CEO of the company cheating on his wife and brin
[Cattleya]“Isn’t Lance also a victim of the situation ..?”“I also thought of that too. But Lance was only a victim of the situation when they were younger. Not until he grew up with her mother by his side and became evil. ” Finnley uttered before he checked his phone. “There’s more to it that I am left to tell. But, I don’t think I can today. ”My eyebrows furrowed because of what he said. I looked outside to see if it was dark outside and we were very engulfed in our story but not really and still bright outside."Why? The wedding coordinator hasn't called me yet. I still have time. What else are you going to tell me? ” I asked as I sipped my drink that I hadn’t yet consumed.“We can talk about it next time. But for now, to save my precious life, I have to take you back to him. ” He said as he rose to his seat.“Why are you in such a hurry. Maybe Jaxson isn't there yet and he's still doing some work. I'll just be left there when I— ”I couldn't continue what I was about to say when
We have been here for almost a few minutes but none of us intend to speak. We could only hear the gusts of wind as we both watched the sunset.“Are you calmer now? Should we go down already? ”My gaze returned to Gunther who was also staring at my face. I nodded at him as a smile flashed on my lips.I looked down for a moment when I noticed that he was handing something to me. When I saw what it was a handkerchief shovel he was giving.“Wipe your face. I don’t know if you want him to see you hurt and cry, but I don’t think that showing your damp face to the wedding coordinator would be nice right before your wedding, am I wrong? ” Gunther said softly.Honestly even though he sometimes shows me a warm personality it is the very first time I have heard such a tone of his speech. He really sounded concern to me and the gleam on his eyes which was also hit by a bit of orange light due to the sunset, it gives me a warm feeling.I did not answer him and then immediately accepted the handker
"Cattleya!"Uncle Joe, Aunt Marie and the rest of us in the apartment shouted almost at the same time. "Come in," I said politely and Gunther let them into a room reserved for me. Earlier the long preparation on my face and hair was over. My bottom is almost flat because for some time I have been sitting here while staring at myself in the vanity mirror where I can see my face being adjusted.“Your wedding gown is so beautiful. It looks like it's obviously rich and expensive. Take a look at the fabric as well as the stones and diamonds. You can run and run away after you wear it. ” Aling Marie said while holding my gown that I haven't worn yet because it was a silk robe that Isabella first wore for me.Along with Aunt Marie who will look at my dress is Linda who is only a few years older than me but had a child early so it is not to insult her but she looks older compared to her age. Perhaps it was also brought on by her fatigue and difficulty in caring for her child.“It’s so beauti