Chapter 2 – Hate you.
Allister Cross
POV
I can recount every second of the worst day of my life. The day my father sold my soul to the devil. To the Ricci family.
Antonella Ricci or Antonella Cross now.
Seven years ago, her father struck a deal with my father and that’s how our marriage came about. I was dating my then girlfriend Scarlett Harper. Though I refuse to call the witch my wife. I remember the day my life was taken from me like it was yesterday.
Of course, I would never disrespect Scarlett like that and have her as a mistress, so we broke up a year before the wedding. I had any public appearances with the witch. She has everybody charmed; I was not so easily charmed.
Starting a charity, noble now all of the world loves her. The woman could do no damn wrong in their eyes.
She wore a simple dress out in the streets, the next day it’s sold out an hour after the store is opened.
I couldn’t understand their love for her. Why would they love the devil herself?
"Those for the vote..." Lecia Arnolds assistant asks.
I look up at the people around the room and sigh. I had to stop thinking about the witch. I had a business to run while she spent all my money.
More than half the room raises their hands.
“Those against…” she says again.
I don’t vote. I cross my arms and lean back watching them. I wasn’t listening so I have no idea what project they’re talking about.
Rayna hands me a folder.
I take it and skim through it.
Ah, the development project for the south side. I would have to be there personally and it’s in Miami. I know Antonella is going to fight this. She always uses our daughter as an excuse, but I know better. I know she wants to use our daughter to get closer to me. Not that her charm would ever work on me.
After the meeting I walked into my office everyone in the office feared me. I know they do. It’s the way I want it. I didn’t want friendship with the people who worked for me. I didn’t want anything other than them doing their jobs.
I take a seat at my desk. I start my day out like every other day. My assistant Rayna Gibson gave me a list of appointments for the day.
“You have a dinner with Mrs. Cross and Miss Cross at six.” She reports.
I pause my typing. I continue. I forgot today is Wednesday. The day I have dinner at the house with my daughter and Antonella.
“Thank you, Miss Gibson that will be, all.” I dismiss her.
She looks at me startled before walking out.
Aaliyah Cross is four years old; our parents wanted an Heir and that’s exactly what Aaliyah is. We decided surrogacy would be the best course of action for us. I couldn’t stand the thought of being with Antonella in an intimate manner. We’re obviously good at acting in front of our daughter. I never want my daughter to know what type of my monster her mother is. Or her grandfather.
The rest of my morning went on without a hitch.
A knock on my office door around noon startles me. I look up to see Miss Gibson back.
“I just received a phone call from Mrs. Cross. She’s informed me she’s out of the country and will not be able to attend the dinner tonight but asked that you pick up Miss. Cross from school and to have dinner with her.” Miss Gibson informs me.
I stare at her for a long time.
Antonella was out of the country?
“What time does Leah school end?” Antonella handled everything. I wasn’t even sure where her school was.
I spent time with my daughter on Wednesdays and the weekend when we were alone. Antonella spent the weekend with her friends. My daughter hardly speaks about her school.
“Should I have Renolds bring her here?” she asks.
I nod… “Have him bring her here…”
I dismiss her and get back to work.
I pause. Why did she leave the country? She hardly had to leave the country this much over the last seven years. But over the last year she’s been leaving more and more.
It’s suspicious.
She’s never missed a Wednesday before.
I shake her out of my thoughts and get back to work.
Two hours later, my daughter was in my office, and I was getting no work done. She wanted to know where her mother was. She wanted to speak to her mother.
That’s when I realized I didn’t have Antonella’s phone number on my phone. I had to ask Miss Gibson for her phone number.
“Hello?” I grit my teeth.
Why the fuck was he with her?
“Where’s Antonella?” I ask Dean Saunders. He was always with my wife. The man was married yet spent more time with my wife than he did his own. Before he was married, I assumed he and Antonella were sleeping together.
I still do sometimes.
“She’s sleeping…” he says.
I frown. Why does he have her phone and why the fuck is he with her if she’s sleeping?
“Wake her, Aaliyah wants to speak to her mother…”
I could hear Antonella speaking in the background.
“He says Leah wants to speak to you. Do you want to speak to the bastard?” I heard him ask her.
I roll my eyes; he was cheating on his wife not me.
“Hi…” I don’t miss how hoarse her voice sounds.
He did mention she was sleeping…
“Here’s Leah…” I tell her before handing the phone to my impatient daughter.
“Hello mommy…” she pouts.
She rolls her eyes. “I know. I know…”
I smile at her expression. I don’t get to see my daughter enough. I know I can’t blame anyone but myself. I’ve been trying to stay away from her mother and for so long I’ve been running from her mother and she’s always with Antonella, she’s so much like her mother it scares me. Leah might look like me in everyway possible way. but when she’s thinking or when she’s pouting or smiling, she reminds me of her mother.
“Yes mommy. Okay, I’ll tell daddy.” I look back up to see her frowning.
“When will you be back mommy?” she asks.“That long?” she says.
“Okay, I’ll wait for uncle Dean…”
My daughter looks at me. “Mommy wants to speak to you…” she hands me the phone.
“What?” I ask.
“Dean will pick Leah up tomorrow morning, I’ll be gone the rest of the week and half of next week, I asked Dean to handle school and taking her to school. Leah knows to give you any forms or notices. She put them on the refrigerator for you to sign…” she explains.
She sounds so tired. I’m taken aback by it for a second.
I clear my throat. “I can take my daughter to school and fetch her. I don’t need you to arrange…” I pause when I see Leah watching me. I swallow down my frustration and anger. “Do whatever… I have to get back to work…” I say before hanging up.
I smile at Leah. “Do you want to get some ice-cream?” I ask her.
She smiles and nods.
I pick her up and we walk out of the office.
I ignore my assistants calls after us.
When we’re in the elevator Leah looks at me curiously.
I kiss her on her cheeks. “What’s up pumpkin?” I ask her.
“Is Miss Rayna your girlfriend?” she asks me.
I nearly choke on my own spit. I shake my head, not knowing how to respond.
“Oh… I thought she was. Reece’s daddy got a girlfriend, and she looks like Miss Rayna…” she explains. How her friend got gifts like she does from Miss Gibson, and assumed Miss Gibson was my girlfriend.
“Mommy said if daddy has a girlfriend. She’ll be like a second mommy to me…” she says.
My head snaps to her. What the fuck was that woman teaching my daughter.
“Daddy has mommy, I don’t need a girlfriend. Plus, I have such a beautiful daughter who was my whole heart…” I tickle her so she’ll drop the conversation.
As we exit the elevator, the screen shows Antonella’s office building. What surprises me is the absolute chaos in front of it.
I walk up to the reception desk. “What’s going on?” I ask pointing at the screen.
She looks up at me then the screen. “We’re not entirely sure. There was an ambulance spotted entering the underground parking, soon Mr. Sanders left with his wife. The media has been waiting for a statement but there hasn’t been anything from Mrs. Cross or Mr. Sanders…” she shrugs her shoulders.
That is strange. But then again, they’re not in the country.
I shrug it off as well, I spend the rest of the day with my daughter, and I haven’t been happier in years.
Chapter 3 – happier than everTwo weeks later.Antonella CrossPOV“How is your little charity doing?” Eleanor Winsor an elderly woman sitting across from me asks. Both arms strapped in the most expensive jewelry diamonds, gold, and a large diamond on her ring finger.She’s got a way with words that is not only cutting but leaves scars on one’s soul.She’s been talking down to me for years, the fact that I don’t have a real job as she puts it. she’s on the board of some Realtors association and her husband Senator Jason Winsor.Her husband currently speaking to my dear husband who has graced me with his presence.“We’re doing well. We’ve recently partnered with an employment agency and its helped train and create jobs for many under privilege communities…” I answer naturally, I take a small sip of my red wine. I ignore the burn down my throat and down my stomach. I’m going to pay for this drink all week.“And what exactly do you think these under privileged people will do once they pa
chapter 4 – AnatomyAntonella CrossPOV“Wendy, I promise I’ll do everything in my power to help you.” I take her hands in mine.A smile finally forms on her face. Her face is swollen and beaten black and blue.“Thank you, Jianna. Thank you so much for helping me. When Arla told me about you, I didn’t believe her at first, but I didn’t believe her.” she confesses.Arla Quinton, a woman I helped vanish from her abusive father, her father and Wendy’s husband are friends. Wendy was forced to marry a man twice her age because her father only cared about money. “I’ll contact you as soon as everything is sorted. Do everything you’d normally do. Don’t pack any clothes. No personal belongings… I want to stress the fact that you’ll have to leave everything behind…” I look right into her eyes; I wanted her to know how serious I am.“I have to do this. I found out I’m pregnant last week. I can’t be with him anymore…” she says. My eyes widen. Carter’s not going to like this. We’ll need to use a
Chapter 5 – TearsAllister CrossPOVThe week has gotten away from me, at least my daughter’s mother is back in the states and able to fetch our daughter from school, I’ve been busy all day, I’ve had meeting after meeting, finally getting home around twelve the night.But my night didn’t end there, I had a video call with our Paris branch in ten minutes. So, I’m going to take a quick shower before the meeting.Getting dressed for bed yet walking to my office. I walk into my office I take a look around the room, it was right next to my bedroom, when this house was built I had it connected to my bedroom, but after going and forth with the architect he told me to separate it because my wife wouldn’t like it, playing the good husband I let him have his way.I had a minute to connect my laptop to the call, so I didn’t waste any more time.My meeting took two hours after it was done, I went to bed.I didn’t even get that much sleep, because I was woken up by an early phone call, when I chec
Chapter 6 – PaperAllister CrossPOV Finally having a moment to myself away from my mother’s prying eyes and my daughter’s questions about her mother. I go through the media reports. My assistant should have taken care of this.Why the hell is it everywhere? Why hasn’t Larce’s side taken care of this damn reports?Dear God! I’m surprised my father wasn’t the one going down my throat this morning.One headline catches my attention.Breaking news Allister Cross leaves Gala with ex-girlfriend while his wife is away.It takes everything in me not to roll my eyes.Trouble in paradise in the Cross residence???How unoriginal, if there was trouble in paradise me going home with Larce would be the last of our problems.I’m seen with one woman and suddenly I’m getting a divorce and I’m a terrible husband, yet Antonella is seen with multiple men, but no one ever says anything.Allister cross seen spending most of the evening with ex Larce BowenHas the perfect family started to show cracks?I
Chapter 7 - RockabyeI bite my lip. Do I wonder where my life would have been if I hadn’t married Antonella? Of course I do. Do I wonder if Larce and I would have gotten married? No.If you had asked me a month ago, I’d tell you sure. But after spending the last week with my daughter, imagining a life without her in it is a life I don’t want. Aliyah means the word to me. Everything in my life is for her. Staying with Antonella is for her, being nice to her mother is for her. Antonella and I may never love each other, I may even hate her, but one thing we share in common is that we both love Aliyah more than anything.“No, I don’t. I don’t want to imagine I life without my daughter and wife in it… Larce…” I sigh. “I am sorry for the way things ended between us, but Aliyah is my whole world. My daughter would not be here if it wasn’t for Antonella and I marrying…” I tell her.Tears in her eyes Larce looks at me before shaking her head. “I always thought you were forced to marry her. Tha
Prologue - Who do you think you are?I walk into the darken bar, I walk up to the bar I place my purse on the dark countertop. I take a seat and my eyes fall around the room. He’s not here yet. I stop myself from tapping my foot nervously. I hated these meetings. I cross my legs one over the other.The bar is famous for being discreet, a place you could come to, and no one will know who you are. It’s an upscale bar, used by the rich and famous, dirty Politian’s it looks like Las Vegas threw up in here. From the pink flamingos at the door to the show girls on the stage.I hated meeting here, but it was the only place could meet with him. He was known for hiding in the shadows. He was known for his games more than anything. He was worldwide known for his attention to detail as well as his love for being a playboy. Meeting with him more than once a week was so damn risky it could blow up in my face one day. Not that I have much time though.I flag down the bartender at the end of the bar
Chapter 1 – To keep you from breaking…Seven years agoAntonella RicciPOVToday is my wedding day, my father blackmailed, my soon to be father-in-law to marry me to his son, my father wanted to use me to bring down the Cross family. Standing across the man who I would soon call my husband I couldn’t help but be taken aback by his good looks. God sure has favored this man, is the best way to describe his good looks would be as if I was staring at a piece of art created by the Gods themselves. Starting off with his striking blue eyes, this sharp and defined nose. He gave off a cold and distant aura. Yet it made him even more attractive. It drew people to him. The way he looked at me told me one thing for sure. He would never love me.I knew Allister would never love me, yet it didn’t stop me from having a little crush on him. Allister is the man I’d picture myself with if my father wasn’t forcing his family to bow down to us. Antonio Ricci wanted nothing more than to bring the family
Chapter 7 - RockabyeI bite my lip. Do I wonder where my life would have been if I hadn’t married Antonella? Of course I do. Do I wonder if Larce and I would have gotten married? No.If you had asked me a month ago, I’d tell you sure. But after spending the last week with my daughter, imagining a life without her in it is a life I don’t want. Aliyah means the word to me. Everything in my life is for her. Staying with Antonella is for her, being nice to her mother is for her. Antonella and I may never love each other, I may even hate her, but one thing we share in common is that we both love Aliyah more than anything.“No, I don’t. I don’t want to imagine I life without my daughter and wife in it… Larce…” I sigh. “I am sorry for the way things ended between us, but Aliyah is my whole world. My daughter would not be here if it wasn’t for Antonella and I marrying…” I tell her.Tears in her eyes Larce looks at me before shaking her head. “I always thought you were forced to marry her. Tha
Chapter 6 – PaperAllister CrossPOV Finally having a moment to myself away from my mother’s prying eyes and my daughter’s questions about her mother. I go through the media reports. My assistant should have taken care of this.Why the hell is it everywhere? Why hasn’t Larce’s side taken care of this damn reports?Dear God! I’m surprised my father wasn’t the one going down my throat this morning.One headline catches my attention.Breaking news Allister Cross leaves Gala with ex-girlfriend while his wife is away.It takes everything in me not to roll my eyes.Trouble in paradise in the Cross residence???How unoriginal, if there was trouble in paradise me going home with Larce would be the last of our problems.I’m seen with one woman and suddenly I’m getting a divorce and I’m a terrible husband, yet Antonella is seen with multiple men, but no one ever says anything.Allister cross seen spending most of the evening with ex Larce BowenHas the perfect family started to show cracks?I
Chapter 5 – TearsAllister CrossPOVThe week has gotten away from me, at least my daughter’s mother is back in the states and able to fetch our daughter from school, I’ve been busy all day, I’ve had meeting after meeting, finally getting home around twelve the night.But my night didn’t end there, I had a video call with our Paris branch in ten minutes. So, I’m going to take a quick shower before the meeting.Getting dressed for bed yet walking to my office. I walk into my office I take a look around the room, it was right next to my bedroom, when this house was built I had it connected to my bedroom, but after going and forth with the architect he told me to separate it because my wife wouldn’t like it, playing the good husband I let him have his way.I had a minute to connect my laptop to the call, so I didn’t waste any more time.My meeting took two hours after it was done, I went to bed.I didn’t even get that much sleep, because I was woken up by an early phone call, when I chec
chapter 4 – AnatomyAntonella CrossPOV“Wendy, I promise I’ll do everything in my power to help you.” I take her hands in mine.A smile finally forms on her face. Her face is swollen and beaten black and blue.“Thank you, Jianna. Thank you so much for helping me. When Arla told me about you, I didn’t believe her at first, but I didn’t believe her.” she confesses.Arla Quinton, a woman I helped vanish from her abusive father, her father and Wendy’s husband are friends. Wendy was forced to marry a man twice her age because her father only cared about money. “I’ll contact you as soon as everything is sorted. Do everything you’d normally do. Don’t pack any clothes. No personal belongings… I want to stress the fact that you’ll have to leave everything behind…” I look right into her eyes; I wanted her to know how serious I am.“I have to do this. I found out I’m pregnant last week. I can’t be with him anymore…” she says. My eyes widen. Carter’s not going to like this. We’ll need to use a
Chapter 3 – happier than everTwo weeks later.Antonella CrossPOV“How is your little charity doing?” Eleanor Winsor an elderly woman sitting across from me asks. Both arms strapped in the most expensive jewelry diamonds, gold, and a large diamond on her ring finger.She’s got a way with words that is not only cutting but leaves scars on one’s soul.She’s been talking down to me for years, the fact that I don’t have a real job as she puts it. she’s on the board of some Realtors association and her husband Senator Jason Winsor.Her husband currently speaking to my dear husband who has graced me with his presence.“We’re doing well. We’ve recently partnered with an employment agency and its helped train and create jobs for many under privilege communities…” I answer naturally, I take a small sip of my red wine. I ignore the burn down my throat and down my stomach. I’m going to pay for this drink all week.“And what exactly do you think these under privileged people will do once they pa
Chapter 2 – Hate you.Allister CrossPOVI can recount every second of the worst day of my life. The day my father sold my soul to the devil. To the Ricci family.Antonella Ricci or Antonella Cross now.Seven years ago, her father struck a deal with my father and that’s how our marriage came about. I was dating my then girlfriend Scarlett Harper. Though I refuse to call the witch my wife. I remember the day my life was taken from me like it was yesterday.Of course, I would never disrespect Scarlett like that and have her as a mistress, so we broke up a year before the wedding. I had any public appearances with the witch. She has everybody charmed; I was not so easily charmed.Starting a charity, noble now all of the world loves her. The woman could do no damn wrong in their eyes.She wore a simple dress out in the streets, the next day it’s sold out an hour after the store is opened.I couldn’t understand their love for her. Why would they love the devil herself?"Those for the vote.
Chapter 1 – To keep you from breaking…Seven years agoAntonella RicciPOVToday is my wedding day, my father blackmailed, my soon to be father-in-law to marry me to his son, my father wanted to use me to bring down the Cross family. Standing across the man who I would soon call my husband I couldn’t help but be taken aback by his good looks. God sure has favored this man, is the best way to describe his good looks would be as if I was staring at a piece of art created by the Gods themselves. Starting off with his striking blue eyes, this sharp and defined nose. He gave off a cold and distant aura. Yet it made him even more attractive. It drew people to him. The way he looked at me told me one thing for sure. He would never love me.I knew Allister would never love me, yet it didn’t stop me from having a little crush on him. Allister is the man I’d picture myself with if my father wasn’t forcing his family to bow down to us. Antonio Ricci wanted nothing more than to bring the family
Prologue - Who do you think you are?I walk into the darken bar, I walk up to the bar I place my purse on the dark countertop. I take a seat and my eyes fall around the room. He’s not here yet. I stop myself from tapping my foot nervously. I hated these meetings. I cross my legs one over the other.The bar is famous for being discreet, a place you could come to, and no one will know who you are. It’s an upscale bar, used by the rich and famous, dirty Politian’s it looks like Las Vegas threw up in here. From the pink flamingos at the door to the show girls on the stage.I hated meeting here, but it was the only place could meet with him. He was known for hiding in the shadows. He was known for his games more than anything. He was worldwide known for his attention to detail as well as his love for being a playboy. Meeting with him more than once a week was so damn risky it could blow up in my face one day. Not that I have much time though.I flag down the bartender at the end of the bar