Asher's POVI stood by the car, squeezing the document in my hand so tightly, as I stared at it. It was the last shred of my humanity, sold for a decision I couldn’t take back. I could tear it up right now, end this before it went too far, but my fingers wouldn’t move. They stayed frozen, clutching the paper as if it held all the power over me. I had chosen this. I stared down at the document, then back at the restaurant, the place where I had just destroyed any trust Arabella had in me.A part of me still wished that I could turn back the hands of time, but I knew the truth. If I had the chance to do it all over again, I’d make the same choice. Again and again. Maybe what Mrs Blackhood said about me was right. Was I the monster everyone believed me to be? Maybe Scarlet also had been right all along—I cared about no one but myself. “ Damnit”. I hated the feeling of this guilt, I hated how it weighed me down. I sighed as I pulled out my phone and sent the text to my father:"I’ve
Arabella’s POVAs the driver drove home, the drive was so silent, that kind of silence that makes you very nervous and uncomfortable. I pressed my body against the window, as I tried distracting my thoughts by watching the blurred lights of the city. But it was of no help, as the whole time, I couldn’t stop thinking about Asher. I held my phone tightly, staring at his name on the screen. My thumb hovered over it, I wanted to know where he was, that if he didn't want to be a father that badly I could ter…mi.. Nate, the baby.But I didn’t, though. I couldn’t. Why did I even want to call him? What would I say? Would he even answer? I shook my head, as if doing that would push the thoughts away, but the thoughts and the doubts were still there. The car’s soft and the bump of the road beneath the tires only made it worse. My mind wouldn’t stop racing. I stared at my phone again. Should I just call? Would it make things easier, or would it make them worse? My hand hovered, indecisive. I
Asher’s POVI woke up with my head feeling heavier than usual and a kind of headache that felt like someone had hit my head with a hammer"oh dammit," I cursed under my breath. The drink last night must have taken a toll on me. I tried to open my eyes, but it felt like they had been glued and with each attempt I made to open my eyes, the pain of the headache increased. After numerous tries to open my eyes, I finally managed to force my eyes open. But the brightness of the room forced it shut. “Damnit,” I cursed again. “This would be a reminder never to drink.”I turned my head to the other side which was less bright. When I could finally open my eyes without the brightness blinding me, the first thing I saw made me scream, I saw Williams sitting on the couch with his arms folded, staring at me.“Whoa!” I jumped out of the bed while holding my chest. “What the hell, man, you scared me?” I screamed, in shock.This act made him chuckle, his arms were crossed over his chest. “You’re
Arabella’s POV“ Stop it, stop it” those voices woke me up. The voices were so loud, I wasn’t sure at first if the voices were coming from my sleep but as I opened my eyes and, I waited for a bit, I could still hear the voices. One of them was Miss Thompson’s voice. The other sounded familiar, but I couldn’t place it right away. Mr Blackhood, he was here? I sat up in bed, I couldn't help but wonder, Why would Miss Thompson be arguing with Mr Blackhood and what were they arguing about?I quickly got out of bed to find out what they were arguing about, as I headed downstairs, I could hear Miss Thompson's voice. It was hushed but from her voice, it seemed as if she was crying.“I can’t keep this any longer,” she said. “I doubt if I will be able to leave longer and I don't want to take this secret to my grave”My breath hung on my throat. What secret? And why did she sound so desperate? I didn't want to eavesdrop but I wanted to know what was wrongMr. Blackwood paused for a bit. “I
Ashers POVI stared at Arabella, her eyes red from crying.“ Are you okay?” I asked, but she didn’t say a word, she looked right through me, as if I wasn’t even there, just tried muttering something I could barely hear but she stopped staring at my father and ran upstairs.I turned to look at my father, who had been watching Arabella the whole time. He looked away from the door, his expression unreadable. "Follow me," he said, his voice low and firm. There was no room for argument.Reluctantly, I followed him to my study. I knew what he wanted, but right now my mind was occupied with thoughts of Arabella, why was she like this?, it felt like each time I leave her she ends up in a state I couldn't explain.Inside the study, my father walked over to the large chair behind my desk and sat down, swirling the chair backward, his back facing me."Hand it over," he said without turning around.I stared at him for a long moment. I felt so disgusted by the mere fact that he was my father. I
Arabella’s POVI pressed my chest so tightly to stop my heart from pounding as tears flowed down my face. I just could not grasp everything that I had overheard—it was too much. Miss Thompson… Asher's mother? No. I had to be wrong. This couldn’t be real. I closed my eyes while trying to make sense of everything.Asher's whole life had been a lie. He had no idea. How could I tell him? The thought of his face when he found out… It broke me.The sound of the door opening slightly made me pause for a bit as I immediately wiped my face with the back of my hand, I didn't want anyone to notice that I had been crying.Asher walked in, his expression hard, his movements rushed. He barely acknowledged me as he grabbed his shirt in the wardrobe and started changing. I watched him silently, wondering what had happened. He always seemed angry after talking to Mr. Blackwood."Are you okay?" I asked, my voice soft, and hesitant.He didn’t turn to face me nor did he stop buttoning his shirt, he jus
Asher’s POVAs I took my seat, at the passenger's seat I leaned back and took a very deep breath. The day had barely started, but it already felt like I had a stressful day even though the day just started. So much had happened already, and all I wanted right now was just a moment to clear my mind. I’d been carrying too much weight for days, and the stress of everything was starting to pull me down.“Just get me to the office,” I muttered to the driver, signaling him to start the car. I needed to be there, in my space, where I could breathe and not feel the constant pull of my father's control or the thought of seeing Arabella. It had been over two months since I’d last stepped foot in the office. Two long months of dealing with family matters, handling the mess my father had roped me into. The office was the one place where I had some sense of control, a world I could still call mine.As the driver drove, I pulled my phone out of my pocket, scrolling through emails and messages, tr
Arabella's POV I stood outside Miss Thompson's door, staring at it for over thirty minutes, my hand hovering over the handle. It had been hours since she’d gone inside, and she hadn’t come out once. I checked the time again four hours had passed. She hadn’t taken her medication, and I knew she needed it. As upset and confused as I was by everything I had heard today, I couldn’t let her stay locked in there, crying and beating herself up. Her health couldn’t take that kind of strain. I let out a shaky breath, trying to steady myself. What would I even say to her? I didn’t know how to make sense of this myself. My hand tightened around the door handle, as I finally made up my mind to open it. I had to do something, her health was too critical for this. But as I turned the handle, ready to push the door open, the phone rang, which made me a little happy as I didn't want to face Miss Thompson now.I rushed over to the phone landline, grateful for the distraction.“Hello?” I answered, m