Asher’s POV
“ You always have to show how foolish you are.” he screamed, as he threw another vase in my direction. This has been going on for an hour, isn't he tired, I thought,I just wanted to be left alone. “ You are happy now, after embarrassing me or making me look like a fool in front of everyone” he yelled “ Asher Blackhood, why do you always make my life so unbearable?” he asked. As he continued to rant, his words blurred together in a jumbled mess. I stood in silence since I entered the room, my eyes fixed on the floor, my mind still reeling from the thought of scarlet.v Scarlet's face haunted me, her words echoing in my mind like a cruel taunt. "leave Asher…I can't do this anymore..." My heart hurt so badly as all I could picture was the memories of her and the very last thing she said to me. I fought so hard to keep my emotions in check, but my eyes betrayed me, welling up with tears. I bit my lip, struggling to hold the tears back. Why wouldn't he stop talking?Can't he leave already I thought. I took a deep breath clenching my fists tightly, trying to suppress the pain, my nails digging into my palms trying so hard to keep my tears at bay. Just a few more moments, I told myself. Just a few more.... “ What do you intend to do, how are you going to fix the situation you created?” he asked. “ I don't intend to fix anything, I was never in the good books of the press, so why try to fix the situation when it wont make any difference?” I asked, in a soft whisper, trying so hard to stop the tears from falling. My dad stared at me as if he couldn't believe what I had just said. He took a step closer, his fists tight, and hit me on the face. I bent over, holding my jaw in pain, as a tear escaped my eyes. Ge stared at me , his eyes were full of anger. He was furious that I wasn't trying to make things better. “How dare you, say such nonsense, you know whenever I look at you, I get reminded of the failure of a father I am, how did I raise you this way” he asked. “ Are you done whining about how much of a failure of a father you are?Can I just go? I really have had a long day and I honestly do not want to be reminded of it” I said, already irritated by his endless nagging and I just needed to get the hell out. “ You know, I have had enough of putting up with you and all your excesses, I am done being soft with you, Asher Blackhood you are officially suspended from being the acting CEO, till further notice, a letter would be given to the shareholders about your indefinite suspension due to the damage you have cause the company with your reckless behavior and also a press statement would be released, if you are bent on ruin your life, don't drag my company with it”. He said as he turned to leave, his hand on the door knob, but he turned around and faced me. “ Clear up your scandal with Scarlet, because if one more scandal or problem comes from you, you're done. You're out of this family." He delivered the ultimatum, his words hanging in the air like a challenge. Then, he turned and walked away, leaving me feeling like a failure. I slammed my fist into the wall in anger, again and again, till my arms hurt, but I couldn't stop. Blood trickled down my knuckles, but I kept punching, I wanted to stop the pain, I hated this feeling. "Aaaaargh!!" I screamed my voice, echoed through the room, I screamed again this time at the top of my lungs. "Why is all this happening to me?! Why is everyone leaving me?!" I hated this feeling, this helplessness, the unexplainable pain, the feeling came with. It was like I was being trapped in the nightmare that I had feared the most and I was unable to wake up from it. I felt shattered, like I'd lost everything that mattered: Scarlet, my company, my fathers respect. The thought of my dad finding out about my investment with I.A.S would be the final blow, the one that I know might sever any ties I have with being a Blackhood. "Damnit, Damnit!" I cursed, the words torn from my lips as tears streamed down my face, blinding me. I slid down the wall, my body shaking with sobs, my fists still clenched, as if trying to hold onto something, anything, to stop this pain, as the thing that hurt the most was losing Scarlet. I didn't know when Miss Thompson came, but I know I felt a hug behind my back as she said “ Oh dear, oh dear” as she cried. "She..." My voice cracked, tears choking my words. "L-left..." A sob escaped, my body shuddering. "M-me..." I whispered, my voice trembling. Another sob wracked me, the words tangling in my throat. “ Scarlet.. is gone" The sound was barely audible, as my tears choked every word, I gasped for air, tears streaming down my face, my body shaking with pain. “ Miss Thompson, the only person I cared about Is gone” I said as I cried uncontrollably. Miss Thompson didn't know what to do. This was the first in a long while that I had broken down like this. She just held me, crying with me. I stayed in that position, for quite some while before my sob, turned to a whimper and I slept off. The ringing of my phone woke me up, I sleepily checked the caller id, it was my father. “ I have been calling you, non-stop, Arabella dad has a heart attack, meet us at the family hospital," he said. “Alright” I said, very sleepy, stretching out my hand, as I slowly removed my hand from Miss Thompson's embrace and gently laid her down, so as not to wake her up.Arabella’s P.O.V “ Is he okay?” My mom asked the nurse, over five times which felt like the hundredth time as she was pacing around the room. I could barely focus, I just sat in the waiting room chair, unsure of what to feel, I just hated the sight of hospitals as it reminded me of Ryder, his last moments were spent in the hospital, and the thought of it made me cringe."He's stable now," she began, her eyes locked on my mom's anxious face. "Hopefully, he won't have another seizure. You all can see him, but please, one at a time." She paused for a bit, as her eyes shifted to me then back to my mom, and was contemplating on what to say."He's been transferred out of the ICU room to a private room, but he's still being closely monitored. The doctor wants to see you, Mrs. Arabella, to discuss his condition and the next steps." She said as she left.My mom didn't hesitate, rushing to my dad's room, while I headed towards the doctor's office. As I entered the doctor's office, I took in a
Ashers POVI stood frozen at the hospital entrance, my feet seemingly rooted to the spot. Thirty minutes ticked by, and still, I hesitated. Memories of the last experience I had in the hospital came into my mind like a nightmare I had been trying all my life to run away from."Damnit," I cursed under my breath, my eyes screwed shut in frustration. “Why did hospitals always have to bring back the fear? And why on earth, was I here?”I took a deep breath, trying to steady my pounding heart and my trembling fingers. "I'll just hop in and hop out, I would barely spend up to ten minutes," I whispered to myself, trying to assure myself that it was no big deal.But it was all futile as my heart beat faster than usual, it felt as if it would burst free from my chest any moment from now. My hands trembled, and my legs felt like jelly. But I knew I had to do this. I had to see her, to check on her father and more importantly to appease my father, he would create a big issue out of this. I have
Arabella P.O.V I struggled to stand up but my legs felt heavy for they could barely lift me up, I just stayed in my bent position for a while to get myself back. Maybe this was happening due to the shock of seeing Asher have what looked like a panic attack that had drained me and also my lack of sleep, I just needed to rest my leg for a bit."Are you okay?" Arlo asked, his hand fidgeting while staring at the ceiling but pointing toward my dad on the sick bay. I knew what he meant: How are you holding up after hearing about your father's illness?"Yes, I am," I replied. Silence settled between us, thick and uncomfortable. After what happened today at the pub, he had barely looked at me."I... I'll be out of town for a while tomorrow, I only stayed because of my brother's wedding and …you but I have pressing things to attend to," Arlo said, his words fumbling and his fingers twitching.“Why, so soon, can't it wait?” these were the questions I wanted to ask him but I couldn't bring myse
Chapter 20Ashers P.O.VI looked at the ceiling for as long as I could barely remember, I hated this awkward silence, I needed to start up a conversation.“ You…” I tried saying something, but the words got stuck in my throat“Damnit, why was I stuttering in front of her” I thought and why did I have to pretend as if I was asleep, just to avoid her?"You...okay" was what came out of my mouth; I could hardly understand a word I said, but that is what came out.“ Y..eah”Arabella said.I turned away, my face burning with embarrassment. My mind raced with thoughts of Arabella, and how I'd treated her. Last night had changed everything. Scarlet's breakup, still fresh in my mind, made me see Arabella in a new light. But why was I stuttering in front of her? Why did my hands tremble when our eyes met?I lay in bed, unable to sleep, as memories of our past encounters haunted me. Our first meeting, where I'd been cold and harsh. The first time she came to my house. And yesterday...oh God, yest
Arabella’s POVAs soon as the nurse entered, Asher raced out of my bed and went to his, as he immediately pretended to sleep, I was too flustered and shocked by the kiss that I didn't care less about the nurse coming in, I held my lips, trying to process the thoughts that I have been kissed by Asher, Asher kissed me. The Asher that I know. I touched my lips, still tingling, my heart racing with excitement, but as I took stare of the nurse, with the way the nurse stared at me as if something was wrong, I looked at myself and I was half naked, she was suspicious but she was silent, about it.“ Your dad is having another seizure and your mother is going ruckus, can you please calm her down” she said, as she left in a hurry.Asher who had been pretending to be asleep, immediately flung out of the bed as he heard, he looked at me to see if I was okay, but I was.I immediately tried to zip my clothes, as I proceeded to leave the room. But I took a look at Asher, he was sitting at the edge
Asher’s POVStaring at the hospital bed, I couldn't help but feel excited"I'm done, at last, I am free from this hell". Who gets admitted to a hospital because of a panic attack? Me and me alone, because of my father's meddlings and the fact he is a billionaire. I knew that he wanted me around Arabella, after the stunt I had made but what was his motive for this? One thing was clear - money was in the mix. The man had never cared about me and the only reason he started caring was because I made him richer and I was too important to his company. Anything I did could affect his image, his precious image mattered too much to him.I glanced at Arabella, who was packing her bag with the things Miss Thompson had brought for her. We hadn't spoken much since... everything. I didn't know what to say to her. My mind was blank. I just packed my things, trying to avoid eye contact. As I headed out, I turned her and said“'I'll be sitting outside waiting for you. The driver is already there. So
Arabella. POVAfter what felt like forever, of staring out the car window and occasionally drifting into restless sleep, we had finally reached the place. While in the car my mind had been racing the whole trip, filled with worries about what might happen. Would this trip be okay? Going on a field trip with Asher was it going to work out?As we pulled up, the first thing that caught my attention was the beach view. I had never been to the beach before because of my parents. They had this odd belief that beaches were for crazy people, a place where you were just asking to be drowned. Ever since childhood, it has been my dream to go to a beach.As I stepped out of the car, my heart raced with excitement and a bit of nervousness. Without thinking or even looking at Asher, I ran straight toward the beach, arms spread wide, feeling the wind rush past me. I closed my eyes as I inhaled very deeply, savoring the salty, fresh scent of the sea. It was like a moment of connection between me and
Asher POVI couldn't help but stare at her as we ate. She was a good distraction from Scarlet, and she had my full attention.“Asher, Asher,” she called my name, tapping my hand.“Are you okay? Your hands are hot,” she asked, her voice full of concern.“Oh, yes, I am,” I replied, feeling my hands. They were warm, but it had been like this ever since I left the hospital. Maybe it was the time I spent there.“You’ve barely eaten,” she noted, her eyes flicking to my untouched plate.“I’m not hungry,” I said, still staring at her. She hardly looked at me, and I doubted if she was comfortable around me.“Since you're done eating, let's head somewhere more fun—the painting room. I love to paint. It takes me away from the world. Maybe painting could help you come out of your shell,” I suggested as I got up. The painting room in the suite was one thing that made me love this place.Maybe painting will distract me from these thoughts. I remembered the long time I stayed away from this suite, a