I can't believe my eyes, what the hell am I seeing? I feel a minor ache in my heart; he doesn't look at me and continues talking about the latest appointment that we'll have to attend.
"I need to have a chat with our primary client. Thankfully, we got another chance to convince them as they accepted the mail which Bella delivered," he says, his eyes are glued to the computer screens but my eyes are on him.
"Who's Bella?" I ask, a pinch of doubt mixed in my voice. He looks at me as he feels discomfort in my voice.
"The new girl," he says, raising his eyebrows."I see. So she just sent the mail?" I ask, annoyed. I'm pissed off right now, I can never imagine Sid being close to anyone else. He had never. Why the heck does that girl comes so close to him?"Yes," he rolls his eyes, he hasn't realised that I noticed the lipstick stain; or maybe he doesn't even know about the stain on his shirt.
"What else was happening here?" I shrug, being unable to c
Bella's POVI keep staring at her being surprised. Meanwhile, she turns around as our gazes meet. Puffing her cigarette, she narrows her eyebrows, I think she hasn't liked the way I stare at her. But doesn't it look weird to see a girl smoking? A girl who has a boyfriend. Doesn't he stop her from doing so? I've read that people in a relationship try to change their partner's bad habits and make them good people. So I guess Sid doesn't know anything about it."You wanna say something?" Sana says as she releases a bunch of smoke. She looks pathetic enough, but I shouldn't judge her by her looks or habits, maybe she is good by heart."No, I was just..
I predicted right, she is gonna use her emotional weapon on me. However, it hasn't affected me from the day she started treating me like an outsider. I still keep coming to her because just like every child I too can't hate my mother."It happened all of a sudden. I couldn't tell anyone," I explain."Sudden? You mean you didn't think about the consequences at all before getting married to this girl," she says pointing out Sana."Mom. Please! Don't make an issue of it""I'm making
It's almost evening when we reach the Monarch's. I'm feeling very annoyed sitting among them, passing only files and papers. The meeting is taking a huge time, it's stretching with every passing minute. Monarch isn't ready to invest more in our project because Sid has lost all faith in him. Sid has wasted 2 hours explaining to him the benefits of their collaboration but I don't think it's gonna work. Once you lose faith, you can't bring it back. "Pass me the documents in the blue file," Sid says in a low tone while I am standing behind him. I couldn't hear him as I was lost in my thoughts. "Miss Watson," he shouts as I come out of my thoughts being nervous. My heartbeat raises high, I mumble as I look at him. "Ye..yes, Sir," I stammer and
Sid's Pov continuedI can completely understand the surprise in her voice. She knows I don't like music and songs and I'm the reason she stopped listening to music on the speaker. "It's Bella. She had turned it on," I say, waiting for her reaction. Though there's nothing wrong with it, I'm a little anxious about Sana's reaction to me being with Bella. "Bella! What's she doing in your car?" she asks, desperate. "I'm gonna drop her off at her place. It's late so....," I explain to her. "She would've gone by her own, Sid. You're not her driver," she says rudely. I wonder how this g
Sana's POVI'm laying next to Sid, thinking about everything that's happening around. We are invited to his dad's place tomorrow. On the other hand, his mom isn't pleased with us at all, sorry!! Only with me. My dad has been calling me the whole day. I don't know what he has to say. I don't wanna ruin my peace of mind by talking to him. My phone buzzes as I come out of my thoughts, it's him. I'm feeling bad for ignoring dad's call the whole day, I shouldn't. I can forget everything they did to me but not the fact that they gave birth to me. I take my phone and make my way outside the room. Sid is sleeping peacefully after a long time, and I don't wanna wake him up if I end up arguing with dad again. "Dad," I say in a heavy voice. "Sana, my girl, where were you? I had been c
Sid's PovI've been working on my computer for the last 4 hours. And surprisingly, I'm not minding my own business. I have a pile of files laying next to me; however, I'm busy stalking the current contracts and projects of Alex's company. I don't why he is still a competitor to me when nobody cares about who wins, but I do care. "Sid," Sana hurriedly comes inside as I look at her. She looks disturbed and worried. "What happened?" I ask as I turn to her. "Didn't you send the documents that Monarch asked for?" she surprisingly asks.
Bella's Pov Every time he confuses me with his changing behaviour. I'm still trying to figure out what he is, however, I'm concerned about my behaviour now. Do I look stupid? Did he really mean that? My chain of thoughts breaks as he calls me during the meeting. "Bella," he snaps. "Y..yes," I stammer. I always fuck up the situation. Why can't I stop stammering all the time? "Explain the weekly procedures," he says as Monarch's eyes catch me. His manager and Secretary also look at me which is making me anxious again. However, I try to be stable.
Sid's povSana walks inside my cabin quietly. I glance at her as I discover her eyes turning red. "Sano," I exclaim while leaving my chair and rushing to her. "What happened?"I cup her face with my palms and lift her face. She looks upset, very very upset. "Hey, tell me. What happened? Your dad called you again?" I ask. I know only two things in the world can affect her. One is her dad and the other is me. According to me, nothing wrong has happened between us and I hadn't done anything which could hurt her. Maybe that asshole did something. "No," she mutters. "I'm fine"
Bella's POVAfter that day 6 months passed. I didn't try to meet Sid after that. I know what my father had done to him. But I'm not guilty of that. Because it was inevitable. Sid would've generally lost everything even if I didn't enter his life. I cried for him continuously for the first two days. I wanted to meet him and tell him that I'm ready to do anything for him. However, I wasn't allowed to meet him. Dad snatched my phone and locked me inside the room so that I wouldn't be able to meet him. I tried to commit suicide that night but failed because I was too afraid to do that.The next day, it hurt less. After 2 days, I was upset but I didn't cry. 5 days passed, and I didn't talk to anyone. 10 days later, it didn't hurt much, I smiled. 11 days later, I started talking to mom dad and Amela. The 15th day was normal for me. Just 15 days! I needed only 15 days to move on.I doubted was I actually in love with him? I got the answer. It was a big 'NO'
Sid's POV"What did you say?" she exclaims."A spirit possessed you?" I roll my eyes as she immediately kisses me again. I pin her against the wall, strolling my lips down to her neck.Sana's POVWhen he uttered the word 'girlfriend' it felt like magic to me. I'm still afraid that it's my dream. I can't even measure my happiness. He finally got back to me, this time forever. I don't know what will happen in the future but I'll never let him leave me now. I fucking won't let him. He must know that he is only mine now and from onwards I will not tolerate any shit. The moment he said he is giving me a commitment, he is bound to me. He can't justify every shit he will do from now on. And I won't leave everything like before.He reaches down and extracts me as I moan aloud. I can't describe in words how much I missed this, how much I missed his touch on my body, how much I missed his lips strolling all over me. But I had my insecurities a
Sid's POVAfter a long time, I found my morning beautiful when I woke up and discovered myself on her ample breast. Though it was not the first time I woke up like this, today it feels amazing. I touch her face, thinking about last night. I know I did wrong. I shouldn't have done that when she was not in her senses. I won't resist if she gives me two hard slaps across both cheeks. But somewhere I know she must be feeling the same as I felt.I can never describe how amazing she felt to me last night. I wanted more and more of her. After a whole fucking month, I made love to her. It feels like years. It was my stupidity to ignore her when she was trying her best to keep me close to her. I never knew her actual worth. Besides, I didn't trust myself. I thought I would never love her the way she deserves to be loved. Nonetheless, now I know I can love her more than anything else. No one can love her more than me, no one can accept her flaws except me, and no o
Sid's POV"Let me go. I don't wanna stay here," she screams as I enter inside. She is throwing her hands and legs to get down of my arms but I don't give a fuck about her words. She always loses it when she is drunk.I put her down, locking the door of our room so that she can't go anywhere. I call Menon and tell him that Sana is with me. "You asshole!" she curses me, slapping my chest with both hands and I let her vent her anger. I wonder how many days she suppressed her pain and anger. I want her to show everything today. I keep looking at her when she slaps and punches my chest."You think you can do whatever you want and I'll tolerate everything? Why don't you let me go? Why do you wanna tie me to you?" she yells, grabbing my collar."You were the one to show up on my engagement," I smirk at her."Because I wanna see how happy you are after breaking my heart," she nudges me, losing the balance as I hold her again."
Sid's PovI didn't know why I continued overhearing them. However, the fact of my mom not being my mom had torn me terribly. I could barely stand there. My legs get numb. I couldn't take a step back. Thus I could hear the whole conversation."Shut up Matt," she shrugs. "Don't use that word again. What if someone hears us""Let them hear. I've tolerated your nonsense and greed only for the sake of my sons. I wanted to focus on my business. That's why I left my sons to you. But you cooked up a fake story before them. I considered you to be their mother. But then you started all the shit? You told them that they are stepbrothers?'' Dad screams.I had to survive with more truths, I guess. Alex is not my stepbrother."What was your motive behind that? You made them hate each other. You deliberately showed fake love towards Alex. You made Sid hate his own brother. You washed Alex's brain against Sid. And now you're asking for your fu
Sana's POVDad holds my shoulder when I am frozen, looking at the tv screen. My eyes burn, tears flow through my cheeks but I remain reactionless."Sana. Are you okay?" dad jerks me.I don't know how to react and what to say. My whole world shook within a few minutes when I saw the news of Bella and Sid's engagement today itself. Just a minute ago, I had started dreaming about my future with him again. And it crashed within a few minutes."Sana," dad jerks me again with his concerned filled voice. I immediately turn off the television and breathe heavily, placing my palm on my forehead. I close my eyes, taking deep breaths. I feel dad's hand on my back. He was rubbing my back to calm me down. I try hard to stop myself from panicking."I'm fine," I finally open my eyes and sigh, taking the spoon again."I don't think so," he shrugs. "When will you get over him, Sana? People come, people leave. In the end, only you're there for yo
Chapter 48Sid's POV"You're lying," I immediately respond."Huh!" she enlarges her eyes. "You think I'm lying? Why would I lie?""You better know that Sana," I shrug, smashing her against my torso. Though she isn't trying to free herself, I still tighten my grip."What do you think of yourself, Sid? If you could date another girl when I was already with you, why can't I date someone else when I'm not with you anymore?" she spits. I clutch her arms tightly and she hisses again."Stop saying the same shit, again and again, Sana," I shower fire through my eyes. "What do you mean by you're not with me? I told you several times that you're more than a fucking date for me. Why do you always stoop so low in my life? You always underestimate yourself and then you blame me?" I angrily spit my words on her face."I wanted to be the only one," she says in a low tone, dropping off her gaze."You never told me that," I
Chapter 47Sid's POVI can't believe my ears as Menon utters the word 'club'"What did you say?" I ask him again. "Don't try to fool me. Did you get it? She can never join the club again. Be honest and tell me where the fuck she is," I yell."I'm telling you the truth," he passes me a blank look. "She told me where she is going to work"Anger shivers down inside me, knowing the fact that Sana has joined that damn club again."And you let her go?" I exclaim."Does she listen to anyone?" Menon questions.Indeed, Sana never listens to anyone. She does whatever she likes. But I didn't know she would take this step without letting me know. I turn around to go."Sid, for God's sake, doesn't create any mess in her life now," Menon screams from behind. However, I was in no mood to listen to him. She created a mess on her own and now I'm going to fix it.I get inside my car and drive towards the cl
Sana's POV "So, what brings you here, Sana?" Felen asks me, gobbling a whole glass of vodka. He is sitting in front of me on a massive couch. "Didn't Micky inform you?" I mutter, showing the least interest. "He did. But I wanted to hear that from you," he grins. "I wanna join again," I say. Though I wanted to spit my words on his face, I didn't feel like jumping into a conflict when my state of mind was ruined very badly. "I see! Your fucking boyfriend dumped you?" he laughs out. I clench my fists to punch his face but somehow I controlled myself. "That's none of your business. You're not my boss. Behave yourself otherwise, it'll be forced to meet the owner," I shrug. "Relax! Don't be so hyper, girl," he pours another drink. "But it's our business. How can I forget the day when he created a scene here to take you away. You guys had ruined the whole party. Bloody fuckers! Now he